He's always waiting, he doesn't know how long it's been. he doesn't remember. but he does remember you. You're the reason he's waiting.
He doesn't know how many days, weeks, months, or even years had passed. he's just.. waiting. because he can't do anything. he waits. until you appear.
He's waiting, but he knows that there's a possibility you won't choose him. why would you choose him tho? he's... him.
But still, even with that possibly, he still waits for you.
And then, you appear. you actually show up. you don't know him. you also mistook him for another person. but he doesn't blame you. he doesn't push you either.
He waits. he doesn't push or force you, he's just besides you.
He'll listen to you, help you with things, and just be.. there.
He's ready to be a listener to you. but he's also ready to be a talker for you. but if you just want someone to be beside you, then he's always ready.
'i'll always be here, whatever you choose, I'll always be here. i won't leave (can't).'
When he saw you, he couldn't lie. he couldn't lie to himself. that he wants you. he wants you to stay. wants you to choose him. to be with him.
But he also knows, he can't do that. that's selfish. he can't ask you to give up on everything just because of him. he can't do that. even if he loves you so much that it hurts him, he just wouldn't do that. he won't ask you to give everything you have for him. never.
So the moment you choose him, he's panicking. some part of him is glad. he's so happy you choose him. but what if you regret choosing him in the future? he can't do that to you. no.
He ask you to reconsider it, trying to tell you he can't give you anything, besides himself and.. the ruined 'world'.
He's afraid. he's afraid you'll regret your decision and hate him for it. but he's also afraid that if you do change your mind, you'll leave him. he can't choose.
He wants you, but he doesn't dare to ask you to give up everything.
'i choose you because i want to. and i won't regret any of my decision, but please, don't choose me just because of that. I don't want you to be stuck with me. I don't want you to regret your decision..'
He can't describe his feelings. he doesn't know how to. he just knows that he wants you to think about it more.
He couldn't help but cry, when indeed, you choose him. you choose him.
'I never regret waiting for you, i would never be mad at you even if you didn't choose me, the truth is that I'm more afraid that you'll choose me. I don't want you to abandoned anything, but when you said you choose me because of your own choice, not because of me, i couldn't help it. but to fall in love with you more.'
You choose him. him. who no one else chooses.
'i choose you everytime, you choose me once, yet that alone is enough for me. i would never dare to ask you about anything. because you are everything to me. you're enough. no, you're more than enough.'
'take my hand, take my whole life too. it's always been yours. always yours. since that day, it's always been yours.'
i was playing this game called "Romantic HOLIC" it's a otome game or i think it's, I download it from play store.
And I've realized that I'm probably not made for otome games, it's that how are you supposed to choose between so many route options that they give you.
I love this game because these option tickets are very easy to get and you get 20 tickets per ad you watch.
The hard part is choosing between Liam, Allen, Elliot. It's difficult, I shoot more for choosing Allen than Elliot and that they are similar because Jaime confused them both at first.
It is that if you give me tickets for the good options I will choose them.
Does the game make my phone overheat? Yes of course. But it's a good game..
