#rough month

[tiredofthehumanlife]

So when I show up to the function with red and puffy eyes, tears stains, no energy, and a box of tissues on my hip I need everybody to just be chill about it and not mention it when I burst into tears again okay

[kdinjenzen]

It is entirely demoralizing how often “those kinds of people” swarm videos I am in and downvote it, spam hate, or make micro aggressive comments.

And by “how often” ... I mean every single video.

Worse even is the fact that I want to be angry over it, but the hate has beaten me down so much that my only response is to feel overwhelmingly exhausted by it all.

I do not hold myself in high regard at all, quite the opposite actually. I am my harshest legitimate critic.

But even so, I do also know how hard I work, how much of my soul I pour into everything I do, and to the lengths of which I will go to make things better.

And yet the hate I receive constantly outweighs any accomplishments.

My shoulders are heavy and I am tired.

[gethealthynotslim]

August was a bad month for me. I gained 5 flippin’ pounds! Super frustrating after spending June and July working hard to get some of this weight off.

It was a difficult month in terms of birthdays (mine, my brothers), stress, injury and illness but I am disappointed that I let things slip so badly.

I have lost 2lbs something this week and I am really trying not to allow having tonsillitis turn into just eating cookies and ice cream in bed for weeks on end. I find it really difficult to eat veg when I feel ill but I am trying to eat plenty with dinner (lunch always seems to be the meal I feel most off colour) and to eat a variety of fruit.

Looked up some new recipes and did a massive food shop yesterday based on those recipes so hopefully I will begin to feel a bit more inspired by food.

This illness is making it so difficult. I always find it hard to eat well when I’m not exercising (my brain tries to tell me ‘what’s the point??’), I don’t really fancy food but I’m still hungry so I end up eating lots of non-offensive foods like toast, cereal, yoghurt, ice cream etc

Petition for losing weight to be easier. Taking signatures below

[fockers-archive]

Current mood:

[heavenly96]

I'm aggressively late, but would you ever doodle an ace flag Rohan? :0c or just Rohan anything FHDJK Love that fabulous guy in your style,,,

And I’m aggressively late in responding.

[touchingglass]

Day 236. Song 236. Monica's "Angel of Mine". Just because...we lost a precious soul this week. Such a little 👼. I glad I got to meet my little cousin before he passed. This has been a rough month. Just need to hear something soft today.... when I first saw you.....

[maidenofmadness]

Hey beautiful peoples

Life is hard, and even when the light pieces the Darkness, that shadowy shit still surrounds you.

But whether in light or dark, ya'll are beautiful, and seen, and heard.

Keep on keeping on ❤️

[stargazershiro]

Here to tell you that you're amazing and makes this world more precious with your existence. I hope this year ends nicely for you.

i honestly really needed to hear that, hun. so thank you for taking the time to send it <3