NOTICE: account may be inactive for awhile due to life and mental health taking a huge hit, possibly also loss of internet access in the next few days. if I am unresponsive for awhile, that may be why
(intro post, will change regularly since I keep rethinking how much I want to say. its long and rambly, I apologize)
Hey, I'm Skylar. I'm a young adult trans man from the west US. I go by he/they/it/ possible others, I think neos and xenos are cool but haven't decided what they mean for me yet (considering star/leaf currently, but honestly, call me any xenos you want, get creative, if I like em enough I might keep em :3)
id appreciate if you check out my yt channel
i have bad grammar. i'm only kinda sorry
im a system! headmate info here, but the name and pronouns above are fine as well for any of us for simplicity
I'm pansexual/romantic, transmasc, questioning some element of asexuality, and I'm polyamourous. my partners are like a family unit to me, i love them
I'm in school to work with audio right now! kind of just all things to do with equipment and recording. I'm considering going into sound foley (sound effects for movies) or possibly videogame sound design, but broadcast and music production are so cool as well.
Im an artist and writer. Im not to a point where I'm comfortable sharing my work yet, but i hope to be someday. I don't do either as a full time job and likely never will. i used to think id be an artist/animator, but as i got more into learning that, the thing I enjoyed stop being that and i stopped drawing at all for some time. I'm getting back into it now, learning how to enjoy it again for myself. as for writing, we'll see...
im a nonhuman alterbeing, break down of my identity here
favorite movies are Wolfwalkers and Iron Lung - favorite books are The Stormlight Archive by Brandon Sanderson, Wings of Fire by Tui T Sutherland, Warriors by Erin Hunter, and East by Edith Pattou - favorite musicians are Crywolf, Purity Ring, Amarante, Noahfinnce, Tyler Glenn, Yaelokre, Cavetown, and Wrabel - favorite youtubers are ClawedBeauty101, LittleAlphaPup, The Click, and OneTopic
this is just my general blog, if I make others I'll put them here. currently setting one up to keep my discussions about the religion I grew up in separate from my main. I'd rather keep things SFW on this blog, and while im fine with moots with less SFW blogs I won't reblog to here (might make a NSFW blog but id keep that stuff separate) keep in mind, I am bodily an adult. endo-neutral. DNI anti recovery or pro contact harmful paras. I don't have much more of a DNI than that, just be respectful
"Could I still love you
Though my arms are breaking?
Could we still be alone?
Do I still know you?
Are you still my answer
To the question I've asked since I was born?"
This verse from Windswept by @iamcrywolf never fails to make me tear up. I can't put into words the emotions this song makes me feel, but it's beautiful.
「🐺」 "Your mind is a piece of art painted by the songs of your soul."
Made with love for one of my favorite artists, Crywolf ♡
Theme: Adah [FAWN Official Video]
Fanart to Crywolf's new song "Fawn".
I drew it relying only on the music itself and not its description in order to capture the feeling. And, I think, I managed it.
"You’re my heart,
My rain,
My poison,
My fawn"
You can listen for the whole song here: youtu.be/pkLeOMGyUss
I admire this artist and his art with whole my heart.