#rwbyangst

[akaifujiruma17]

”My knees are covered in his blood.)

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[wolfcrosshowl]

Ruby: *swings by, hearing Jaune sniffling in his room* *knocks* Jaune, can I come?

Jaune: *suddenly stops, trying to clean himself up* Sorry, Rubes, nows not a goodtime. *sniff* Hey, is dinner ready? I’d kill for some fish right now.

Ruby: Jaune... fish makes you sick. Remember?

Jaune: Oh, does it? Whelp, that totally slipped my mind. 

Ruby: I’m coming in. *ignores Jaune’s pleas as she barges in and sees Jaune crying in his chair* *bites lip* You idiot, aren’t you supposed to find your friends when you’re feeling blue? *tightly hugs him* Can you tell me what’s wrong, and don’t tell me nothing. 

Jaune: … Have you ever felt completely and utterly useless?

Ruby: *scoff* Oh you have no idea-

Jaune: I don’t just mean situationally or any kind of metaphor... I mean completely and utterly useless to help anyone. Look at me. I’m still so far behind. I can’t protect any of you. I can't even protect myself. And now what am I. Some kind of battery? Is that it? Is that all I’m good for? After everything... that just... can’t be it. 

Ruby: … *hugs him comfortingly* You do realize how far you still have to go, right? 

Jaune: What do you-

Ruby: Jaune, in just a few months, you’ve improved so much that I’m honestly kind of jealous. It took a long time to get where we are, and you’re catching up faster than we ever could. 

Jaune: … I just had good teachers.

Ruby: And don’t let me hear you ever call yourself useless again, do you hear me? Some useless dude with a sword couldn’t have saved Weiss’ life like you did. That was something only you could bring us. So, whenever you think you wanna act just that bit more reckless, remember that we need you. I need you, you doof. *blushing smile* 

Jaune: … So did Pyrrha. *tears come down again*

Ruby: *bites lips* … Wanna talk about it now?

Jaune: … Not yet. Just... stay with me a bit longer. *hugs her closer* 

Ruby: Of course. *smiles* I’ll always be here for you. We’re Beacon’s best Leaders after all. *pokes tongue out*

[maymarigolds]

@rwbyangst

i think the guy in white from team fnki is named ivory!

[akaifujiruma17]

Eats my oc x rwby au angst like a crunchy celery

@thecraftyninjacat @bonez-yard

I feel like it needs more attention

sorry about that

[maymarigolds]

rwbyangst replied to your post “@rwbyangst i think the guy in white from team fnki is named ivory!”

OMG THANK YOU

of course!! also edit: it might be ivori with an I at the end??? 

[yang-belladonna]

I'm sorry if my ask ended up making you feel more frustrated. It was insensitive of me. You have every right to hate being trans and I hope you can find ways to help ease your dysphoria. Hang in there.

it didn’t frustrate me, honestly. my response wasn’t a response of frustration, it was me simply stating my opinion, but it is understandable to you picked it up as me being frustrated because of the way i wrote it and the language used. so, you shouldn’t be the one that’s apologising, it’s me. i’m greatly sorry that it came off that way, you did nothing wrong.

as for the trans thing, i’ve honestly dealt with worse because i have to deal with dysphoria on the daily, and transphobic people and people that don’t understand a lot, too. so like, i don’t get frustrated as much as when i first came out. another factor that plays into it is that i really don’t give a fuck anymore. before, i talked about being trans 24/7 and was like, “being trans is my life.” now, i’m no longer like that. there was just something that clicked in my head that made me think, “i shouldn’t centre my life around being trans,” so i grew the fuck up, accepted it, and moved on with my life. when i look back to when i made just about everything about the fact that i’m trans whenever i had the opportunity, i just... cringe at the thought. like, yeah, i may have only been twelve or so and childish as hell, but i still find it cringy.