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NSFW HCS- Larxene, Marluxia, Saix, Xemnas

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Warning: Unlike most of the other ones, this is a bit more intense (that's kinda what you get for including Larxene and Saix lol).

There are mentions of pain, bloodplay, electrocution, berserk form, and choking. If those topics are uncomfortable, I would suggest skipping this one.

Larxene 

Larxene is not for the faint of heart- but I’m sure you already knew that 

Canon sadist- she loveees inflicting the pain on you

Unlike some of the other ones who don’t wanna hurt you- Larxene revels in it; bloodplay, knifeplay, electrocution, asphyxiation- if you didn’t know any better it’s almost as if she’s trying to kill you

She enjoys being on top and hates the idea of relinquishing control freely at first; it makes her uncomfortable and she just isn’t about that life 

She WILL however have so much fun if you try to fight back and take charge- then she knows she can really break you 

Big on humiliating you and telling you all sorts of mean things. If you’re into that, she’ll definitely keep it up 

Loves teasing you in public- after all, you’re so disgusting to like what she’s doing to you, it’s almost like you want the others to see it. 

Big on toys and other items, she totally could do things with just her hands but honestly, she finds it hotter to use things to make you feel better. 

Loves when you’re loud, she gets really disappointed if you’re quiet, and it makes her go harder to get a reaction from you 

Despite her ahem lovely exterior, she’s a very ride or die kinda girl and doesn’t wanna include others in this. She’ll totally get off with the chance of you two getting caught- but someone actually seeing you two? Big no. She hates that and absolutely doesn’t want any of the other org members to know this 

I think the only one she’d ever really consider to join in is Marluxia but other than that, they all can piss off

Like I said, she’d really hate to give up control and doesn’t wanna feel powerless, however, I think after a while of you two being together, she might try and bottom (or at the very least, be a power bottom) but that’s a big maybe and it’s gonna take a lot for her to even try 

Her aftercare is not all that good, but compared to how vicious she can be, it’s a huge difference. She’ll prolly just make you both shower (“ugh, it reeks in here now”) then have you locked in a deathgrip when you both lay down. Occasionally you’ll hear her teasingly whisper, “you’re not so bad, you know…” and just pepper a few kisses over your bruises and neck before she falls asleep next to you. 

Totally possessive and doesn’t take kindly to the other members tryna make jabs at you

Marluxia 

Saying Marluxia “has sex” or “fucks” is such a detrimental understatement. This man makes love to you. 

Despite having no heart, he could almost fool you into thinking he did with the way he just effortlessly makes you melt with a touch of his finger 

He’s a switch- he will pamper but he’s kinda a narc so he thinks you should pamper him back, it’s just fair. (Although how could you resist with how amazing he is) 

He’s the kinda guy who has a bottle of champagne and roses on the bed- THATS the kind of experience Marluxia gives. 

When he’s domming, he’s very thorough- almost no part of you goes untouched. He just has to touch you and feel you all over, whether with his mouth or his fingers. 

When he’s giving you the reins, he is a spoiled brat. He practically is begging for your attention and demanding you touch him all over. 

Loves your hands and fingers. Stroke him gently and he’ll be sighing and whispering some praise or dirty talk 

He’s willing to experiment and be a bit crazy- depending on his mood. He’s very open during sex and he’s also a bit of a wild card when it comes to you. Not as crazy or experimental as say, Axel or Larxene, but willing to get down. 

Definitely would put him as one of, if not the, most romantic member of Organization 13. He cannot feel or have a heart, but he does put effort into making sex somewhat more intimate than the others. He just isn’t too trusting nor is he someone easy to become intimate with, so he takes it seriously. 

Really into oral, both giving and receiving. He also is just big on his mouth on you, or yours on him. Your lips are like his favorite part of your body and he goes nuts for them. Consider adding some colorful lipstick or shiny gloss and watch him lose his mind

Honestly, sex is a pretty talkative time with the both of you. When he is not dropping expletives or whispering dirty talk, he does like to praise your body or discuss the future he wants with you. He does talk a lot though so shut him up with some kisses. 

Aftercare is a must, but honestly he wants you to spoil him and complains if you don’t. He likes both of you sitting in the bath or quietly talking in the bed after you finish. He gets really introspective sometimes and likes to talk about his plans. 

Saix 

Let’s get something out of the way real quick. He REALLY fears having sex with you because he knows if he goes berserk on you it will be an unpleasant experience all around, and he worries greatly that you will be hurt. 

He is a possessive lover and his berserker side makes him actively refuse to see you at night or anytime leading up the moon rising. Straight up will lock himself away because he can’t trust himself. 

It takes a long time for those barriers to be broken down, and Saix is a stubborn mule who is unwilling to argue when it comes to your safety. 

A compromise is made though- sex only during the day (at least right now). It’s definitely not as romantic but at the very least Saix can relax knowing he’s not gonna switch. 

And trust me, with this agreement, Saix takes full advantage of it. Be prepared to memorize the details on the desk, because that’s what you’ll be seeing from now on every time Saix calls you to his room or office. 

He tries to control himself but you’re just so pliable and soft, and it’s so much easier to take his aggression and stress out on your ass instead of the others. You aren’t complaining too much with how he handles you, and it’s almost a bit fun to get the others to rile him up to give you attention

Very much a dom and does not like being submissive or in a position where he is weak. He just doesn’t like giving up control. Course, that can be worked on another time when he eventually feels more relaxed with intimacy. 

Big sir kink. You only refer to him as sir or master or whatever other term he deems you call him. Big on power struggles and dynamics where he is on top

Humiliation kink for you. He might try and have you humiliate yourself in front of the other Organization members (like maybe forcing you to sit on his lap or call him a name) but in general he kinda wants that kept in private. He both loves and hates the fact that the other members know, and a part of him finds it untoward, but another part thinks its all too amusing to watch you get flustered. 

He’s… really selfish at first. There’s no other way to put it than selfish. He really only saw sex as a way for him to feel something of an emotion, and an extension of his control for you. He doesn’t focus too much on getting you off or satisfying you since he already got off. He treats you like a cum dump at first I’m sorry

It’s only after an argument or discussion where you bring it up that he confronts himself and recognizes he has to actually put in the effort beyond just being physical. He’s gotta make the time to make you feel special and enjoy it too. 

And that’s where you’ll see the best version of Saix, the slow, methodical beast of a man who will quietly murmur praise and orders, or just tease you in that nice voice of his. This new awakening in him makes sex more pleasurable, fun, and just way more intimate than before. 

He can still be a beast in bed, and trust me, sex with Saix is anything but gentle, but it feels way more loving when he tenderly kisses your neck while going to town on you. 

Run your fingers over his scar. Oh my gosh, the man is so WEAK for it, it’s crazy. He finds it revolting and the fact you can just look at him, touch him, and love him so unconditionally is indescribable. He gets even more urgent and needs you to feel how you make him feel. 

He doesn’t talk much during, or after sex. His aftercare is pretty shit at first too, where he’d either order you to get out or just leave. But after a while he gets into the groove of things and likes to stroke your head or wash you and then cover you in a blanket so you can rest. He expresses himself more with physical actions and he hopes you understand that he loves you so damn much even if he doesn’t have the heart or the words to say it honestly. He really wants his heart back so he can stop being a coward and truly express all that he wishes to deep down. 

Xemnas

Take what I said about Marluxia and multiply it by a thousand. This is not fucking, this is not sex, this is not even making love- no, it is an experience

It is earth-shattering, world-breaking sex with a bronze god

We already know his voice is hot. And he knows how much you love it. He likes to give you orders and whisper sweet nothings in your ear, all to watch you crumble and melt in his arms

Sex with him is slow. Very slow. But its purposeful. Every touch, word, breath, is done precisely to have you wailing for him. He likes be thorough and make sure every inch of you has been touched and loved. 

Frankly speaking, he adores your very being. If you get to the point where the Superior is in love with you- he is obsessed. Everything about you is entrancing and he can’t resist it. 

One thing he loves- no, needs- is eye contact. He is gravitated to your eyes always, it’s one of his favorite parts about you. Your eyes are gorgeous orbs, the windows into your soul he wants to drown and melt in. He will even remark during sex for you to look at me. Look. Don’t break away. Let me see you in all your glory

Sex to him is a way for you to be as one. He wants to break both of you down- mind, body, soul (heart)- and experience the thing he’s been wanting to for so long. He wants to be overwhelmed by your very being, and have you be overwhelmed by him in return. He wants his thoughts to be only of you, to feel only you, to touch only you- he is obsessed with you and wants you to be the source of his light. 

Pet names- “dear”, “darling”, “my heart”, “my love”, “my light”, “my everything”. 

Despite his exterior, he’s actually willing to let you take the reins (provided you two have been doing this for a while and he is comfortable with you). But he’s condescending as heck. He’ll let you do your thing, but he’s cooing praise at you that sounds like he’s belittling you. It makes it as if you’re just his prey, and he’s toying with you before he gets the power back. Maybe. Maybe not. 

Loves when you run your hands through his hair, it makes him shiver when he feels your hands rove through his body. Compliment him too and he’ll be happy. 

He likes to “show you off” and remind everyone that you’re his. Sometimes he’ll just ‘steal’ you away in front of others to satisfy his obsession and have it be a warning to the other members not to mess with you. 

He loves breathy, light moans. Something about you trying to catch your breath and being too wrapped up in the pleasure he’s giving makes him feel such a rush. He can’t describe it and his thoughts trail into wondering what other sounds you can make. 

He often just gives way to his thoughts when he’s having sex with you. It can be fun or veer off into almost making you actually see heaven. He’ll wonder how you feel if he bent your body that way- and he’ll hit a spot you didn’t know he could and you’ll melt. Then he’ll wonder how you’ll behave if he stopped your breathing, and then it goes a bit haywire. His need to answer his obsession with you as well as his curiosity as a researcher makes him liable to actively hurt you. If you’re cool with that, he’s down and willing to continue. But if you’re not, he retracts immediately and stops. This is supposed to make you both one and if it doesn’t, he won’t do it again (or at least without a warning). 

Loves blindfolding you and discussing exactly what he’s going to do, then make you beg. It gives him such a power trip and he loves how you crumble underneath him and beg for him to touch you. He likes to rip the blindfold off when you two are getting closer to reaching the end and watch your eyes. 

Aftercare is also god tier- but in a different way. Yeah he’ll clean you and whatever, but it’s after when you two are sitting together that it becomes like a whole new thing of its own. 

He’ll caress you, pepper small kisses onto the crook of your neck, and hold you close. Sometimes he likes to talk too, and his voice is so good you quickly fall asleep. He’ll continue to stroke your head then whisper how much he adores you and how you’re his heart. Xemnas also feels calmer hearing your heartbeat or seeing your chest rise and fall in time with your breathing. All these things make you so alive and he can’t help but crave to want to have that as well. Soon. Soon he’ll become whole again. And soon, he can truly be yours.

[tonberry-yoda]

I Remember You - Saïx

Pairing - Saïx x f!reader

Warnings - none!

Word Count - 899

Notes - i am currently in a kingdom hearts brainrot rn, i dont know if anyone reads kingdom hearts fanfics, but i dont care, this is for me lmao. i think it's super cute and it's really making me wanna replay the whole series lmaooo

And don’t forget, REQUESTS ARE OPEN! So if you want to request any writing, please don’t hesitate to ask, but please read my pinned post before requesting! Please enjoy!! Don’t forget to stay hydrated! <3

Saïx jerked awake in a cold sweat. He had that dream again. The one that always had him shaking in the dead of night. He would forget it by morning, though. He always did.

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“Woah, Saïx, are you alright?” Axel giggled, throwing his arm around his best friend. “I'm fine.” “You look like shit!” “You say that every morning.” “I mean it this time though. Did you get good sleep last night?” “Do I ever?” Axel thought for a moment, pulling a random ice cream bar out of his pocket. “Good point. Bad dream?” “I don't remember.” “Sounds about right. Get it memorized, dude,” Axel tapped the side of Saïx’s head. “Well, Xemmy has decided to send me out on a couple missions today, so if you don't mind holding down the fort, that would be great. Though, I've heard Vexen’s cooking up something super fun in his room today, so I would avoid that entire hallway. Hell, block the damn place off. See you, Saïx. Take care, okay?” “Sure.”

Axel teleported away, leaving Saïx alone. Just like always.

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“Holy shit! Coinkydink, much?!” Axel had a huge smile on his face, seeing Saïx teleporting right where he was doing his job. “Did Lord Xemnas send you here?” Saïx nodded and got ready for battle. “Boss had a good call, this is a group of a bunch of little assholes. Thanks for the help, buddy.”

Even if Saïx was working there in Twilight Town, he couldn't help that his brain felt miles away. It's like he was on autopilot. Just fighting. Always fighting. It felt like it was getting them nowhere, but he just had to believe. He had to believe that he could one day… feel something again. He wanted to smile like Axel did. He wanted to be like the people he couldn't be around. He wanted to… remember.

“Good fight, dude!” Axel ran up, giving Saïx a high five. “I think I'm gonna grab some ice cream. Want some, Saïx?” “I'm okay.” “I'll take that as a yes then! I'll be right back.” Saïx sighed and slumped down on the ground, hugging his knees, squinting at the bright sun peeking through the trees above him.

“I already told you guys no!” Saïx immediately looked up to find a girl being trailed by a bunch of teenagers. “Oh, come on!” A boy with curly hair and a vest ran up and grabbed her shoulder, turning her around. “Just a couple bucks. Please!” “Hayner, Pence, Olette,” The girl put her hands on her hips, turning to the kids. “You know I would love to give you a couple of bucks so you can go to the beach, but I need you to listen. I’m going to college soon. It's my sophomore year and I really need to focus on my funds for the upcoming year. I cannot spare anything, alright?” The kids looked pouty, but understanding. “Well, thought we’d ask. Thanks anyway.”

The kids ran off and the girl giggled to herself, walking towards where Saïx was. She gasped when she saw him, taking a step back. He looked up at her and tilted his head. “Can I help you?” She took another small step back, tears forming in her eyes. “Y-You’re dead.” Her voice was soft, almost a whisper. “Do I know you or something?” “I-Isa… you died.” “I- I don't know what you’re talking about.” He stood up, taking a step towards her. She stepped back again, almost as if she had seen a ghost. “Isa…” “Who are you talking about?” His voice was shaky. He obviously knew what she was talking about. Memories were slowly and surely coming back, but they were stuck in the back of his head, barely visible.

She took a small step forward and Saïx felt a memory hit him like a brick. The dream. She was there. She was always there. He took a big step back, grabbing his head. “Isa?” He fell to the ground and she ran up, but quickly stopped herself, not wanting to overwhelm him. He sat up swiftly, his eyes misty. “Y-You’re here.” She kneeled down next to him, immediately being pulled into a hug. She quickly wrapped her arms around his shoulders, melting to his freezing cold touch, while his tensed shoulders immediately relaxed the moment her warm hands touched the back of his neck. “Isa, I've missed you.” “I looked for you everywhere… I just… forgot what your face looked like.” Saïx began to sob audibly, breaking down in her arms. He was hurting. He doesn't remember the last time he had felt so… full of emotion.

“Isa,” she cupped his face, smiling into his tear filled eyes. “I can't believe it's really you. I thought that you and Lea had died and-” “I'm here now.” He held her tighter, his lips curling into a small smile as he pressed his forehead to hers. “Please don't leave me again, Isa.” “I'll try.” “I wish we could stay like this forever.” “We can for now… if you’d like.”

Bonus:

“Saïx! Look, I finally managed to get your favorite! Rocky Roa-” Axel paused himself, finding Saïx fast asleep with a very familiar looking girl in his arms. Axel smiled softly, sitting next to the two sleeping souls, eating his ice cream, waiting to surprise Saïx with a Rocky Road ice cream covered in his favorite toppings.

[atomic-taco-muffin]

Have you done Saix NSFW Alphabet?

The Axel one was so good!

I gotchu!

Saïx NSFW Alphabet

Warnings: What the title says

Rating: NSFW under the cut

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

This man’s aftercare is too simple. Clean, drink, sleep. That’s it. He needs to work on it. A lot

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

On him, he really likes his abs. Even though he doesn’t show them that much, he’s proud of the work he put into. On you, he likes your ass. He doesn’t want to admit it but he loves laying on it. 

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Thick. Like buttermilk thick. And there’s so much. From just one round, your stomach is distending from the amount of cum in there. 

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He secretly wants to do it in Xemnas’s office but he’s afraid of losing his position. So that will forever live in his head. 

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

For only being with one person (you) he knows a lot about sex. He knows all the right spots and how to make you squirt.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Mating press. He’ll force you into that position a lot. 

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Nope. Not happening. Ever. Don’t even think of making jokes. He’ll shut you up the second you mention a joke

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

His pubes are like a navy blue-ish color and he is shaved. He shaves every week. 

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Intimacy with him is difficult. He’s not used to romance. But he definitely tries his best.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Jacking off? Never heard of her. No seriously. He doesn’t jack off

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breeding kink

Feral kink

Size kink

Degradation

Bondage

Master/sir kink

Brat taming

Hair pulling

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

It’s gonna be strictly in the bedroom for now. Keyword for now

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Just be a brat and see what happens. Go on. Try it. 

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

No threesomes (except with the possibility with Xemnas), and no bodily fluids. 

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He loves being in between your thighs. But he much prefers to see you choke on his fat cock. 

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

I think this explains it all

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

They happen a lot but he’s not a fan of them if you catch my drift.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Yes! To both of them! 

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

This man can last for a LONG time. If you wanna stop, you got scream the safeword. Otherwise, he’ll keep going.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

So many. Vibrators, plugs, whips, you name it.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He will tease you to your screaming for him to fuck you. 

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’ll growl, yell, the whole mean dom shebang. 

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He’s broken so many bed frames. Like seriously. A lot

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He is PACKING! Like 12 inches and a fat girth. 

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Surprisingly he has a low sex drive. Just do your missions and go away. Or don’t. Y’know, your choice

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

This man falls asleep at 8:00 like Bakugou Katsuki. I’m serious. He goes to bed at 8:00 

[kingdomheartsmarts]

Um, how about a Siax x autistic fem!reader ficlet where saix is taking care of an overstimulated reader. -🐢

you know i was gonna write something like his without a request but this made it happen faster. so yes.

i wrote this with my personal experience of being overstimulated, just a little note for the mannerisms in this one.

rest. | saix/reader.

There was too much. There was too much noise. There was too much feeling. There was too much of everything. There was too much light. Everything was too much. A disorienting pain clouded any ability for you to talk yourself down from this- it was too much.

you wanted to cover your ears. It was too much. But that wouldn’t do anything. Then you’d be touching your ears. Every bit of clothing is making itself well aware on your skin. It was too much. It was too much. It is too much.

Scurrying down the hall, you fought the urge to scratch your skin- that wouldn’t help, that would just make another thing bother you- quivering without a reason other than to release this tension. There wasn’t anything to pay attention to, nothing in the hall anyway, no one stayed in the halls-

You stopped, leaning against the wall, trying to breathe through the discomfort; the noise now gone as your brain decided to replace the noise with some noise of its own, keeping your tension high as your skin itched. But nothing was itchy. It was hell. This is hell-

“Why are you leaned against the wall?” A cold question pulled your attention to the man in front of you, unsympathetic eyes melting at the sight of your face.

“Are you alright?”

Quickly nodding no, you quivered again before Saix opened a corridor in front of you, motioning you to go through, following behind you. Upon entering the room you ripped off your gloves, skin on fire as you discarded them somewhere out of sight.

“Did the meeting bother you?” Saix asked, a whisper of care somewhere in his voice, turning off the lights as it dawned on you that you were in his bedroom, not yours.

Nodding yes, you tried to brush your hair away, just for it to land on your neck, worsening the sensation.

“Here,” His voice was much quieter, his room almost silent as motioned you to sit on the bed, pulling off your boots, “Are your clothes too tight?”

Yes, you nodded, some tension alleviated, but not enough to be relieved. Saix stood, looking down at you for a moment, before turning to his desk, letting you pull off your coat as you tossed it on the floor. He turned back to you, holding a t-shirt in hand to be tossed on the bed beside you, motioning you to stand up as he helped you pull off your pants, kicked off in the pile of perpetrators.

Saix sat beside you, notably not wearing his own coat or gloves, laying you down on his bed, the sheets at the foot should you need them.

“Rest.” A simple but comforting command. Closing your eyes, you let your body relax as the tension slowly but surely left, the silence of the room removing any sort of unwelcomed stimulation; the bedsheets were soft, very soft, to where nothing was bothering you with the touch of the fabric. Your hair rested on your neck and shoulders, making the muscle twitch, a gentle hand moving the hair away from you.

A quiet sigh left you as you curled up a little more on the bed. The darkness of the room was comforting; the dull headache slowly left as Saix watched you.

“Is that better?” He deftly asked.

“Mhmm,” You quietly responded, opening your eyes to look at him for a moment, snuggling back into his bed, letting him pull the sheets on top of you.

“There you are. Just rest.”

buy me a coffee!

[atrashsith]

cozy prompt number 3 for our favorite over working blue moon prince!

Exhaustion (Saïx x Reader)

wow, this has been sitting in my inbox for a few months and just now i got the inspiration to write this short bit now at 2am because i can't sleep. i hope you like it!

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3. “Don’t be nervous, you can come closer”

“Good morning, VII.” I murmured without looking up from my book, “Are you alright?”

“Why wouldn't I be?” The blue haired male snapped as he looked at me.

“You’re up later than usual.” I grinned as I met his golden eyes. “I know, I wanted to stay in bed too.”

“I…” He sighed and turned away. “I wasn't sleeping.”

“Ah,” I nodded. “Don’t need details.”

He groaned and walked toward the window, probably to gaze at Kingdom Hearts. I tried to get immersed in the book Zexion let me borrow about one of his experiments again, but my eyes fell on the man’s tense shoulders once again.

“It was a joke, Saïx.”

“I know.”

I pursed my lips. “You could go back to bed if you’re that tired. It’s a free day afterall.” I closed my book and stood up.

“I don’t just have free days, XIII. I have so much work to do, I can’t waste my time sleeping.”

I looked at his side profile as I slowly neared him to not startle him. Underneath his almost closed eyes were bags that I didn't recall he had before. I touched his shoulder and lightly nudged him until he let me turn him to face me.

“Have you gotten any sleep at all, VII?”

He hesitated for a moment. Well, there was my answer.

“Come on, let’s get you to bed.”

“I have some mission reports to–”

“Frankly, I think you’re an asshole because you’re sleep deprived, so I’m not scared of you like the others are. I won’t hesitate to drag you to your room if necessary.”

He stared at me emotionless, as if he was still trying to process what I was saying to him.

“You don’t have to kiss the Superior’s ass all the time, Saïx. I guarantee you he doesn't give a shit.”

I held his wrists and he surprisingly let me pull him a few feet away from the windows until he just wouldn't budge any more.

“I don’t like quiet Saïx.” I pouted. “You have to at least sleep for a couple of hours so you can yell at Demyx for not completing his mission tomorrow."

His dull eyes stared into mine. He was hearing me, but he wasn't listening. I bit my lip as I looked at the couches, they wouldn't be as comfortable as his bed but it would have to do.

I circled around him and gently pushed him toward the couches until he sat down at the biggest one. He seemed tense as he probably searched within himself some strength to fight me off.

His gaze fell on me when I sat down on the other couch and grabbed my book again with the intention to resume my reading, but his eyes just didn't look away from me even as I turned my attention back to him.

“Do you need anything? A blanket?”

He shook his head.

“I really hate quiet Saïx,” I murmured to myself and moved to the same couch as the golden eyed man. “Come here.”

His eyes widened but he stayed put. “What?”

I extended my arms out to him and he shifted the slightest toward me.

I grinned, “Don’t be nervous, you can come closer.”

He leaned toward me and kicked his boots off to pull his feet up on the couch. He rested his head on my shoulder after some hesitation, wasting no time in falling asleep.

I slipped my glove off to touch his warm face with my bare fingers. He held onto my arm as he leaned further into me, making me freeze as he shifted in his sleep. After a few moments his breathing was still even so I kept tracing his face with my fingertips.

“Good night, Saïx.” I murmured and leaned my cheek on his head as I continued my lecture until I eventually fell asleep with the book still open on my lap.

[simpleandsanctuary]

may I request Isa with an affectionate fem s/o who is very patient with him after being completed. soft fluff

 iabsolutely love the idea of isa being a nervous, soft, ptsd-riddled mess after being recompleted. not bc ptsd is cute by any means, but it does make for some easy headcanon & fic ideas. also, these got a little out of hand but re-completed isa gives me so extreme feelings.

Isa isn’t used to affection, and hasn’t been for a long time. He’s used to nasty, scathing looks and whispers behind his back as he passes. Everyone at this point recognizes him because he caused so much hurt and destruction in so many worlds, and he can’t blame them for their hatred.

So when you come along, he expects much the same. Lea has slid back into normalcy easily, but he had the help of the lightwielders to do so. Everyone knew he had been involved with the Organization but had switched up and ultimately helped save the worlds. Isa couldn’t boast as much.

He’s as softly polite as he always is, trying not to scare you or upset you. More than once, he’s been chased out for just seeming like he’s a danger, even though he was doing nothing. It takes him a while to really notice that you don’t treat him like everyone else, and suddenly he’s nervous, afraid even that you’re trying to trick him.

It takes you quite some time to earn his trust. You’ve seen the way others treat him, but you also know from Lea that they didn’t know anything but the Organization for a long time, and Isa never knew there was another way. 

There’s a lot of time spent in silence with him, while the two of you do your own separate things. He spends a lot of time reading or writing in his journal (he’s found writing down memories and dreams, and then describing his feelings about them helps him to process his traumas). Lea, Xion, and Roxas are often around as well, being their usual selves, and Isa begins to gravitate towards you more naturally, finding your calmness soothing whenever they get to be too much. 

Eventually it gets to the point that he seeks you out, usually without even realizing he’s doing it, whenever he needs quiet but doesn’t want to be alone. He doesn’t tell you that’s what he needs, nor does he speak to you about what’s troubling him, but you somehow know and allow him to just be. He appreciates that, even if he can’t vocalize it.

A lot of affection comes from little things at first. Like seeking you out, he doesn’t realize that he’s doing them-- or you’re doing them-- until it becomes routine. At that point, he’s so used to it that he can’t become nervous or worried about it. Bringing him a book you’ve just finished reading, reminding him to eat, bringing him tea and water when he’s been zoned out for a while, all without prompting or asking anything in return. 

He realizes things have changed a lot more when he wakes up from a nightmare one night and immediately thinks of you. Without hesitating, which he surely would only a year ago, he gets up and knocks on your door. He doesn’t really know what he’s going to say or what he wants, but you open the door wearing a look of bewilderment that immediately changes to understanding and you pull him into your room.

He doesn’t fight it as you drag him down to your bed and falls asleep to the gentle sensation of you running your fingers through his hair. Just like that, you become his safe place and he’s both happy and terrified, because he knows if you pulled away it would destroy him. He places a lot of the remaining trust he has in you, and you come through marvelously.

Physical affection becomes something he actively seeks out after that, and Lea and the others often find him in your room, napping with his head in your lap or laying on your chest while you read or do whatever. He enjoys the comfort immensely and he’s especially grateful for it when he can’t get out of his own head or after a nightmare. 

He still flinches when you do something as simple as brush his hair when he isn’t expecting it, but you’re patient and never do anything more than he’s comfortable with. He appreciates your gentleness with things as simple as that. He especially enjoys the way you cup his cheeks and smile softly before pulling him down for a kiss, as if letting him know you’re going to do it before you do.

Above all else, he’s grateful that you gave him a chance at all to experience normalcy, something he hasn’t had since he was a child.

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💙Cuddling H.C’s; Saix

He’s a bit dense when it comes to affection 

But don't hold it against him 

He really adores you 

He’ll be working or reading when you curl up next to him

 maybe even laying your head in his lap to be super obvious

He’ll chuckle and only then can he guess what you want

offering open arms for you to jump into

He likes to massage little circles into your sides 

Running his fingers up and down your arms

gently grazing his nails against your skin 

He likes to have your head pressed to his chest so he can kiss you there as it's his way of showing his affection and that he adores you