#same chaos

[s-e-v-e-n-p-m]

2026 new years resolutions!!!

1. get at least one of my fanfictions far enough past the planning and worldbuilding stage to actually post it because 2026 will be the year i subject everyone to my fandom brainworms

2. try a new pasta recipe each month

3. bite all of my siblings

4. survive til 2027

[gilded-helix]

At some point you'd think I'd learn. Apparently not. The universe still finds new ways to clown me.

[dizzygirlfriday]

notes of a restless girl

Balls to the Wall: A Lifestyle, Apparently

I don't know any other way to live except balls to the wall.

Seriously. If I relax for even a moment, my brain immediately starts acting like we're seconds away from total collapse. Productivity? Maximum. Stress levels? Also maximum. Balance? Never met her.

I keep telling myself I should slow down, enjoy the process, breathe a little. Then five minutes later I'm juggling seventeen priorities, three spreadsheets, and a to-do list that somehow reproduces overnight.

Honestly, it's fine. Probably.

Speaking of things that don't branch out much, let's talk about my wardrobe.

People have closets full of color and self-expression. I have a collection of what can best be described as various shades of "don't spill coffee on me."

My fashion palette consists of:

Black

Navy blue

Black

More black

On special occasions, I get wild and wear white.

And okay, army green.

Fine. Brown too.

But that's where I draw the line. Bright colors? Not happening. If a shirt can be spotted from more than 20 feet away, it's already too adventurous for me. Somewhere there's a rainbow crying because I've personally refused to participate.

Today also marks the last day of my fiscal year.

Yay.

I am more than ready to put this fiscal year in the rearview mirror. It's been a year of deadlines, challenges, surprises, and approximately 4,372 meetings that could have been emails.

But despite the chaos, I'm genuinely excited about what's ahead. A new fiscal year always feels a little like opening a fresh notebook, you know it's going to get messy, but for a brief moment it looks full of possibility.

The funny thing is, I know exactly what's coming.

More projects.

More responsibilities.

More deadlines.

More everything.

In other words, it only gets busier.

And somehow that excites me.

Maybe that's why I live life at full speed. Maybe I actually enjoy the challenge. Or maybe I've simply forgotten how to operate below 90 miles per hour.

Either way, tomorrow starts a new fiscal year. The workload will grow, the calendar will fill up, and my wardrobe will continue to resemble a tasteful collection of shadows.

And honestly?

I wouldn't have it any other way. 😆

Cheers, here's to a new year.

[schoolchaos]

My Elementary School:

Me: *draws in class*

Teachers: Dont do that! Pay attention!

Me: *looks down for five seconds*

Teachers: Keep your head up! Pay attention!

My Middle School:

Me: *draws in class*

Some Teachers: OoOoH! What are you drawing????

Other Teachers: k.

All Teachers: Just don't do it when someone important walks in or during tests.

Me: *sleeps*

Teachers: k. Just dont do it when someone important walks in.

And here I was, thinking middle school would be more strict and want me to do stuff, as long as im not failing or making them look bad, they don't give a shit about what i do!