#saphii

[felineasraisapphire]

Heart flutters and Infamous? Maybe drunk/tipsy cleaning tonight. Iunno. She just made me smile a lot and I feel silly, but it feels right. Feeeeeeeelsies~ And it's not self loathing or hate! PROGRESS~

[felineasraisapphire]

RULE NUMBER ONE

IF A SIREN IS HEARD OUTSIDE THE HOUSE, INSTANTLY YELL OUT "WHO'S DYING?!?!"

then let the killing commence :3

[felineasraisapphire]

Well shit.

Laying in bed on my laptop, watching silly stuff on my PS3, drinking a chai latte. Lit some incense, have the heater on, and although I might be alone for Christmas and New Year's, I'm surprisingly relaxed and okay with not knowing. letting fate roll the dice, not bothering to do a reading.

Face it, I'm too relaxed to care. I need to do this more often~

[felineasraisapphire]

You know what's great? Being in a terrible mood and having the person who claims they truly care about you completely blow you off. Excuse me while I go do some open heart surgery on myself, because I'm tired of keeping something that just gets treated like shit.

[felineasraisapphire]

And here I lay...

Longing. Wondering. The hopes and dreams I hold to look forward to, To come to fruition.

Will they come to find me as they're planned? Or will it fall to shit again?

[felineasraisapphire]

Ask me anything.

I'll do an answer, in video form, as Bane.

With the mask.

[felineasraisapphire]

Panicked voices in my head...

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCKING FUCK UP PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE RIGHT NOW!