#saraanzu

[beanieman]

speaking of kanna’s execution - if I remember correctly, safalin claimed her death would be painless and even feel comforting, but kanna still screams anyway. do you think safalin was lying about it being painless, or maybe kanna was just screaming out of fear?

This is a sad answer, but I'm 100% sure she was lying, and Kanna was in pain. I say this because some of Kanna's final words are:

Which…implies to me that, unfortunately, she was in pain.

[kanna-kizuchi-enjoyer]

awesome girl protagonist and her girlfriend

[kayarata]

yttd halloweenie 10/10

um- ignore how sara and anzu don't line up lol

[steelminds]

Hey heyy… if you don;t mind would you want to write something with the ai saranzus? if you want to ofc sjjhvcnjsk

// absolutely!! i think they're so. skrunkgly. /pos

(un)familiar face.

"... You've been transferred into a doll, Sara. For now. Since you were so um... distraught... by the passing of the real Anzu, I-I thought you'd appreciate it if you got to meet the closest thing we could get of her. On this floor, the participants are paired with those who passed in their first trials... w-which includes Anzu, as you can guess. That's a charger... once your battery goes out, you fall asleep until I put you back into the simulation port. Does that make sense...?"

If he were being brutally honest? Hardly. The only thing he really got from that was something about Anzu--the real Anzu--being here in something similar of a state as he was. A doll.

"... Are you saying I'll get to see them again?" She wonders, her voice sounding much more hopeful than she would've liked. Her eyes stare at Safalin through the mirror, who simply nods their head.

Sure enough, time loop after time loop, eventually, things just fall into a far too tiring routine. At least, that's how it was for the two high schoolers, who almost always reigned supreme in the rest of the game. Taking a step back from all the files, it is a bit funny. Two teenagers, no older than seventeen years old, were within the top three of those with the best chance of winning.

While the real game goes on outside the box, the ginger sits in something of a blank room. There's nothing in here except her. And maybe the countless clown masks that she always managed to get her hands on after another test was run. Her eyes stare at the growing collection of masks that don't belong to her, but to someone she holds dear.

He can feel his senses growing distant, and suddenly, the dried blood on his hands doesn't feel so dry anymore. On that note, the blood doesn't run down his hands either. It feels like it simply evaporate, as if it never was there in the first place. If he thinks about it too hard, he wonders if it was ever there in the first place. It all gets reset anyways, doesn't it?

Of course, there's always one thing she can count on. Her eyes shut before she knows it, that yellow room that she slowly grows to slowly become more and more acquainted with fades.

It's dark for a while. He's used to the dark, especially in most of those attraction he's learned to clear with ease. The passage of time feels fast, but unbearably slow all at the same time. He wants to expect that woman's face will appear soon enough, talking to him with an oh-so tired voice. Sara liked to think she was just some scientist with nothing better to do than to talk to him. The dark presumes for a while, though.

And so, she waits.

And waits.

... And waits?

There's something different now. There's something... touching him. It's uncomfortable, almost, but he can't make any move himself until the click of a button is heard. As soon as he hears it, he steps back, red eyes shooting open to figure out what was going on. After all, that's never happened in any of these simulations.

Her eyes quickly land on a green haired woman in a lab coat, taking steps back themself. They look much closer than ever, as if there's no screen blocking the AI and the only form of connection she'd have with what goes on outside those simulations.

"A-Ah... um-" She opens her mouth, yet struggles to come up with some kind of quick answer. Sara waits, crossing his arms and looking the other up and down. The most he's ever seen was her sitting in some kind of chair, body almost slumped with a clipboard in her hands.

"... H-How do you feel?" The scientist inquires, looking up at the AI. All she can do is shrug before properly responding.

"Fine, I guess? A bit confused... I thought the real death game was already in progress." He shifts his gaze to look elsewhere, spotting a mirror in the strange room. He clears his throat before continuing. "What are you- What is that?"

She stares at a cord that hangs from behind her. She moves around a little, trying to shake it off, only to be met with nothing happening and a sigh from the other.

"... You've been transferred into a doll, Sara. For now. Since you were so um... distraught... by the passing of the real Anzu, I-I thought you'd appreciate it if you got to meet the closest thing we could get of her. On this floor, the participants are paired with those who passed in their first trials... w-which includes Anzu, as you can guess. That's a charger... once your battery goes out, you fall asleep until I put you back into the simulation port. Does that make sense...?"

If he were being brutally honest? Hardly. The only thing he really got from that was something about Anzu--the real Anzu--being here in something similar of a state as he was. A doll.

"... Are you saying I'll get to see them again?" She wonders, her voice sounding much more hopeful than she would've liked. Her eyes stare at Safalin through the mirror, who simply nods their head.

"Yes, that's basically the gist of it... Um- Anzu, along with the other five dolls, are currently getting things explained to them too... Y-You should be able to meet up again with her soo- H-Hey! Don't go yet-"

And without another word leaving him, Sara fumbles with the doorknob before pushing it open. The door closes behind her, and the scientist holds their head in their hands. Of course he wasn't going to listen.

The ginger hurriedly walks down the corridor, walls all so unfamiliar to eyes that thought all she'd ever know were the same rooms over and over again, with the same faces and voices, the same events and deaths and-

A figure dressed in mostly yellow passes by through intersecting parts of the hallway. Almost akin to a puppy, Sara's eyes light up, his pace quickening and his footsteps echoing much more. The other's footsteps seem to get drowned out in the noise, yet when he goes far enough down the hallway and makes a quick right, he can spot the doll pause in her steps.

"Um-" Anzu gives an awkward grin, waving her hand. "Hiya? Can I... Can I help you?"

For a moment, Sara's totally speechless. Another simulation hasn't gone on for weeks, solely because of the preparation and the running of the real death game, and so she was stuck in that room. She was there, all alone, by herself. The most company she'd get was the occasional check in from the scientist, who only came every once in a while when they weren't busy. Sometimes, the soft hum or whistle kept her busy enough, but aside from that? Just Sara and... herself, really.

To see Anzu here again, in person... He can't help this happy feeling that swells up inside him. Sara's learned better than to swoop the other up and hold them in his arms upon first seeing them, but man, he kind of really wants to.

"Oh, uh...! You look happy," Anzu pulls down her hoodie, mirroring her grin, even if it's a bit... awkward.

"No kidding," He rubs the back of his neck with one hand, the other resting on his freckled cheek. He shifts his weight onto one leg. "It's... been a while, huh? Still kind of a crime that they don't let you stay in the winner's room with me between simulation runs... But um- How have you been? When you'd get powered on?" He tilts his head to the charger that hangs from behind them, which Anzu looks at for a split second before returning their gaze, now fused with a confused look.

"... Just a little while ago, actually. I'm assuming the same way for you- Erm... sorry, I might just be like, totally scatteted right now, but like- Do I know you or something? I was gonna say maybe you're one of the participants, but you have a charger too, so..."

"... What?"

All that had really processed through Sara's head was that question. Does Anzu know her? Of course they do! They had to! Them becoming self aware wasn't intended, as the same was for her, but that didn't change when she got put into a doll! Why didn't Anzu remember? It's not like they needed to pretend they didn't know one another, and they weren't really the type for jokes like that.

"Sara!" Safalin's voice echoed through the dark hallways, footsteps sounding behind a doll in total disbelief. Sara simple stared at Anzu, red eyes furrowed in confusion, before a hand grasped his wrist. It didn't hurt, but it was enough to make him flinch a little.

"Why doesn't she know...?" Sara questioned, her voice almost upset yet so very desperate. She looked at the scientist for an answer, and in that moment, footsteps started departing from her again.

"L-Listen- I really have to get going. I was told if I don't get there, something really bad would happen, and I don't wanna find out what! Sorry, erm... I'll see you around, maybe!"

And with that, Anzu's footsteps echoed louder as they dashed off, getting away from the rather awkward situation.

And just like that, it was just Sara again. Not even Safalin being there made much of a difference this time.

[beanieman]

Which YTTD ships give you sun and moon energy?

Joe and Sara

Anzu and Sara

Mishima and Keiji

Nao and Reko (I actually feel like this could go either way. Before chapter 2-2 Reko is the moon and Nao is the sun, but during 2-2 Nao is the moon and Reko is the sun.)

Q-Taro and Kai

[beanieman]

Twelve Days Of Winter Day Eleven: Some Winter Themed Ship Headcanon's

Joesara - Joe is fast to suggest building a snowman as the snow starts accumulating, and Sara agrees with the request that their snowman look exactly like Frosty to commemorate her favorite childhood movie. Joe jumps at this idea and has buttons, a top hat, and a scarf before she can even blink. They work on their creation for the rest of the day, having a wonderful time even as Joe chills his ungloved hands in the process. When Sara notices him shaking she takes his hands into her gloved ones, holding them tightly and warmly until the cold is no longer nipping his skin.

Saraanzu - Anzu wraps her hands tightly around Sara's waist as they approach the hill on their makeshift sled. Their hearts beat both from the adrenaline of what they're about to do and their close proximity to each other. Anzu is so nervous she hardly notices when Sara pushes them off the top of the hill, and they go flying down the slope giggling all the way. When they land safely at the bottom the clown girl is the first to request they go again, which they do until sunset.

Ransara, Keishin, Keishima, Q-Mai, Q-Kai, Kurushin, Alishin, and Naoreko under the cut

Ransara - Neither one of them was sure what a winter market was, but that didn't stop them from checking it out. The lights shined brightly and warmly overhead as they visited the stalls selling winter themed objects, picking far more things out for each other then themselves. Sara found a pair of homemade knitted gloves that she quick to give Ranmaru, and he found the perfect snowflake pin to adorn her shirt.

Keishin - A simple puzzle has quickly turned into an intense rivalry. They aren't sure when they went from working together to doing half the puzzle on their own and trying to get it completed before the other, but that's what happened. A chuckle rings out as Keiji completes his first, and Shin is quick to mope before the former policeman rubs his back and offers to assist him with the rest. Shin hesitantly agrees, but ends up having far more fun doing the puzzle with him then without him.

Keishima - It's dark outside as Keiji and Mishima share a drink in front of the teachers roaring fireplace. The air around them is pleasantly warm, and they aren't sure if it's from the heat or the company they keep. They share a joke about toasting marshmallows together, before deciding that smores do sound good. They eat their snacks in a comfortable silence before Mishima admits he used to throw markers into a makeshift fire to change it's color. Keiji isn't the least bit surprised.

Q-Mai - Even with the cold air their house is never chilly because of the always running ovens. Mai has made everything she could think of that vaguely fits the theme of winter, and Q-Taro is always the first to taste test for her. He never can find anything to offer criticism about as her treats melt in his mouth, and it makes Mai happy to know that he loves her passion as much as he loves her.

Q-Kai - Q-Taro watches as Kai focuses on the gingerbread house with intense eyes. Each gumdrop is placed perfectly on the frosting, and he's scared to touch anything and ruin his creation. Though Kai is quick to tell him that he won't ruin it, and encourages him to do something with their tube of frosting. He watches as Q-Taro spells both of their names on the roof, and laughs when he jokes that it's their home now.

Kurushin - Naomichi is thrilled when the lakes start to freeze over and make the perfect ice skating rink. Shin is far less enthused, but when he sees how excited Naomichi is he agrees to go watch as he skates around. Kurumada agrees at first but soon starts asking Shin to put some skates on and join him. They both know he has a high fall risk so the boxer promises to hold onto him until they're on steady ground, leading to Shin agreeing hesitantly when he realizes his boyfriend will see through any bluff. They cling to each other as they skate, avoiding any falls thanks to Naomichi's strength and Shin's extreme caution.

Alishin - Shin can't decide if he's lucky or unlucky to somehow walk under every mistletoe in his town with his long time crush Alice in tow. The first time it was awkward as Alice suggested they needed to follow the tradition which lead to Shin kissing his check and leaving both of their faces bright red. The next time it happened they joked about their luck and Alice kissed his forehead. The third time it happened they decided to appease the universe (and themselves) and give each other a small peck on the lips. The tenth time it happened they just decided to make out and blame the universe for being the cause. (The cause is they're attracted to men.)

Naoreko - Nao and Reko walk around looking at the lights. They hold hands as the bright colors fill their eyes, and the displays do nothing but wow them. They finish far to soon so Reko suggests ducking into their local café for a peppermint latte, and Nao agrees to getting a hot chocolate. They sit with their drinks that Reko insisted on paying for until late into the night, and before they leave Nao is quick to give her a quick kiss on the check for a lovely time spent together.

[beanieman]

How I Think YTTD Ships Would Describe Each Other

Keiji Describing Shin: For Keiji, Shin is trouble. He’s a man with eyes holding only slightly more light than a criminal, and a brain who scheme’s more than any thief. He’s infuriating, and perfect. He hates him, but understands him like no other. He’ll push for his death, but find’s it to hard to live without him. What they have is far to complicated to put into words, and Keiji is just fine with that. Shin Describing Keiji: To Shin, Keiji is strong. Not just in appearance, but personality. He has this darkness attached to him, one that make’s most look away. But Shin can’t stop staring. He’s drawn to the pit that is Keiji Shinogi, and he doesn’t know how long the fall is or if he’ll land. It’s to risky of a gamble to trust, as he has no intention of staring down the barrel of a loaded gun. Not after Kanna was caught in the crossfire.

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Sara Describing Anzu: To Sara, Anzu is a break from the horror’s the world brings. When death and destruction surround her, a girl in bright clown attire stands there. She’s a sharp contrast to the other’s who are worn down by the situation they’re in. Despite everything, she jokes and lives more than anyone with a heartbeat. If she closed her eyes, Sara could pretend she was back in school spending time with her friend’s. Those moments of calm gives peace to her always racing mind, and fuels her hope’s to escape beside her. Anzu Describing Sara: To Anzu, Sara is someone to admire. She seems to glow with an optimistic halo and brave mind. Her eyes only look forward or to other’s, and they stare at Anzu with a kindness that lack’s judgement. It’s hard not to be a bit envious of Ranmaru, she would quickly trade the gaudy prisoner for the brave leader that shine’s like gold. 

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Kai Describing Shin: To Kai, Shin is a dangerous man. He speaks as if he knows to much, and hide’s a glint of mischief behind eyes that want to be perceived as kind. He reminds him far to much of a man he once knew in ASU-NARO, but something is different. He act’s from the heart, in a way that’s clunky and unsure. Kai thought he saw a gentle to side to him in the bar, when he spoke with Kanna as if she was his sister. If that was the man he was, Kai can’t say he’d half mind him. 

Shin Describing Kai: To Shin, Kai is something inhuman. He hide's his thoughts behind cold eyes, and a flat face. Yet, he hold’s an trait that Shin is always tempted to trust. His affection for his sister, his protectiveness of her, and his quiet nature that’s as unsettling as reassuring. It draws him in, and keeps him out. How fascinating Kai Satou can be.  

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Maireko and Keialice Undercut

Reko Describing Mai:  To Reko, Mai is intense. She’s loud and flirty in a hollow way. It reminds her of her younger self, when she tried to bite back her harsh nature to gather band members. It always felt apart, just like Mai’s façade. The real her is someone caring and brave, strong enough to break a computer monitor with a throwing knife. That’s the Mai Reko likes the most. The real her is  captivating. 

Mai Describing Reko: To Mai, Reko is like a piece of baked bread. She’s warm, and always a pleasant addition to the day. However, unlike an bakery items, some can find her intimidating. It’s a trait Mai likes so much, as she holds her knife with the same determination. Yet, much like her, deep down Reko is kind. And this kindness is the most beautiful thing. 

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Keiji Describing Alice: To Keiji, Alice is familiar. His reclusive nature is one of a man with a shady past, and his appearance serve’s as a reminder of his former profession. It make’s him wonder how many of those he put away deserved their sentence, and fill’s him with more regret then he already knows. That inflex of emotion is hard not feel around Alice, as that man carries more feelings than Keiji’s felt in years. Even after being jaded by the past, he’s still apprehensively hopeful. In a strange way, it help’s Keiji hope for something better. Alice Describing Keiji: To Alice, Keiji is a rascal. He’s a mysterious man who wander’s around with an aura of distrust. Despite these traits, he’s not the loner sort, bonding with other’s in a foolishly hopeful way. Well sort of, he reminds him of a guard during his time in prison. Kind enough on the surface, but holding a certain coldness underneath. 

[beanieman]

for the duos, may i request anzu and sara? my brain has been rotating them a lot lately <3

To be honest I did not have many thought's on them before I came across @pidgeon-peas blog. Now they live in my mind rent free.