Request by @ice-icebaby: Hi harlie, I just got a fine idea... Congratulation on your event✨💓 Could I request a sasuke x reader with this song. The lyrics suit him so well 😭😭😭
I absolutely LOVE this song and I agree that it's got Sasuke vibes for sure. 🥺 I hope you like it bby. ❤ It got a little longer than I intended it too. 😂
Apocalypse || Sasuke x fem!Reader
Birthday Event Masterlist
Warnings: fluff, angst
Word Count: 1.8k
Song Choice: Apocalypse by Cigarettes After Sex
"You leapt from crumbling bridges Watching cityscapes turn to dust Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean From way above"
If there was one thing that Sasuke Uchiha had never been good at, it was letting go of the past. Letting go of all the things that had once hurt him. This included all of the past relationships that he had been in, all the heartbreak that he had endured. It ruled his relationship now, and it was slowly leading to his feeling of hopelessness in another relationship.
Sasuke had gone from one person to another, telling himself that things would be different. Despite you telling him over and over that things would be different with you, those voices in his head were always there.
There had been nothing but lies, cheating, and what felt like the world hating him in the past and he couldn't see the world any other way. As much as it hurt you to see him that way, you didn't plan on leaving this man to fend for himself when it came to this. You were going to change his outlook, no matter what it took to do so.
The scars that it had left on his heart and on his life made you want to find every last girl before you and tell them how they had really missed out. Sasuke may be a little rough around the edges, but underneath all of that there was an amazing heart that was just looking for the right person to bring it out of him.
"Got the music in you baby, tell me why Got the music in you baby, tell me why You've been locked in there forever And they just can't say goodbye"
You had sat him down so many times before and asked him what was going on. You wanted to know everything, despite his reluctance to tell you everything. It had caused many arguments between the two of you, but you wouldn't let it get between you. You never let him give up like he wanted to many times before.
You had told him over and over again that the best way to get over his past was to talk about it. It was a way to get it off of his chest, but in the normal Uchiha fashion, he was stubborn.
But slowly you could tell that you were starting to get through to him. You were slowly starting to break down those walls. Every argument on the subject lately had been ending just a little bit quicker, ending with just a little bit more coming out of him.
It was a matter of time until he would finally let you in and you couldn't wait for the day. The day that you could finally help him repair the broken heart that he had been walking around with for far too long. The savior of the youngest Uchiha.
"Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers Wrapped in your arms You've been hiding them in Hollowed out pianos left in the dark"
The constant reminders that you gave him made him begin to realize that he was letting these things rule his life when he should be doing the opposite of it. Your reminders floated around his head even when he wasn't thinking about the situation. You told him over and over that the things that were in his past were now just that... in the past. Those memories shouldn't be ruling his life now, they were something that shouldn't affect his current memories.
Emotional distance was something that Sasuke had always had, since the day that the two of you had met. You had been determined to break down those walls. Working every day, tirelessly, to get through to him.
Sasuke was afraid to get attached. Every woman that he had been attached to in the past had just shown him that he should never have been in the first place. They all just hurt him in the long run. Why should this be any different?
"Got the music in you baby, tell me why Got the music in you baby, tell me why You've been locked in there forever And they just can't say goodbye"
Your voices would bellow through the house as you fought about the same thing over and over, but you didn't care. Fighting about this was nothing that you couldn't handle, and you knew that no matter how bad the argument was, Sasuke wasn't going anywhere.
"Sasuke, please. I know I sound like a broken record, but you need to open up to me. I can't help you until you do." You would plead with him, knowing that you'd probably get the same answer that you got any other time.
"It's not that simple, Y/n." He would slam his hand into the wall and watch as you jump, upset with himself for scaring you like he had. "I can't go through this again. I just can't."
Your anger would sometimes get the best of you, but he never blamed you. Sasuke knew just how hard he could be to be with. "You can't do what, Sasuke? You can't be in a relationship? You can't let people in?" You knew that your words were cutting into him, but it was what he needed to finally let those worries fade away. He needed to face the truth. "You're scared of getting your heart broken again... and I'm telling you that I won't do that. I'm not those other girls."
Those words would always make his eyes widen, realizing that you were right. You weren't the others, they were just bad memories that he was letting control him. "I-I'm sorry." His eyes would well up, but only after you had had this same argument many times. "I know you're not them. I'm just damaged. I'm damaged goods and you deserve so much more."
"Your lips, my lips, apocalypse Your lips, my lips, apocalypse Go and sneak us through the rivers Flood is rising up on your knees, oh please Come out and haunt me, I know you want me Come out and haunt me"
The more he opened his eyes the more that he realized that you were a blessing for him. The more he finally let those walls down. The more he let those memories finally drift away from him, finally stopped them from ruining everything.
He began to realize that you were so much different than all the others that were in his life before. You weren't as secretive. You didn't leave for days on end without telling him where you were going. You didn't openly flirt with every man that came your way. You were a real woman who knew how to be in an adult relationship.
And he began to realize that even if your relationship did come to and end, it wouldn't be like the last. There would be heartbreak, but there wouldn't be the horrible memories to hold onto. He wanted nothing more than to make this work. He wanted to risk it, he wanted to feel alive. A healthy relationship for once in his life with a woman that he truly felt he could love.
The emotional distance that he always had slowly began to lower. He was actually able to tell you that he loved you back. He was even one to say it first.
"Sharing all your secrets with each other Since you were kids Sleeping soundly with the locket That she gave you clutched in your fist"
He would tell you about his life, he would tell you even the things that he had never told anyone before. His feelings for his brother would be brought out. His feelings about his family would come forth. And he wasn't afraid to tell you anything anymore. Sasuke knew that he wouldn't get burned like he did every time before.
You had known him since you had both been in the academy. You had helped him when it came to his Clan's massacre. You had been there this whole time, but he had blocked out all those memories when he had let his rage and anger take over.
But little did he know, one of the items that he carried around with him, one of the things that he could never quite place where he had gotten but always kept at his side, was from you. A necklace that had a single leaf as the charm. You had given it to him as kids to remind him that the Leaf was always going to be his home and he had kept it with him since.
It made its home on the end of his katana, dangling off of it just enough to remind him that it was there. When he had been in the toughest of battles when he left the village it was always in his view to remind him to keep going. Even when he wanted to destroy Konoha and all it stood for, he kept that necklace.
"Oh, oh When you're all alone I will reach for you When you're feeling low I will be there too"
And when those walls were finally broken down you made sure to remind him that you were always going to be there. You would never leave his side, even when it seemed like things were never going to get any better for him. He replayed your words in his head over and over when he was away from you. Memories of the night that you said are always playing on loop in his mind.
He laid his head in your lap, your hand running through his hair over and over. Just the feeling of another person's tender touch enough to have him melting where he was. "Sasuke," He would open his eyes and stare at you, nodding slightly to tell you that he was listening. "You know that I'll always be here for you, right?" His eyes would narrow some, confusion taking over his features.
As he opened his mouth to speak you placed a finger over his lips. "Even when you feel like you're all alone just remember that you're not, that I'll always be right here waiting for you." You looked toward the front door and smiled. "I'll be right here waiting to welcome you home." His eyes softened as he listened, not wanting to interrupt you. "And when you're feeling like nothing is going right, when you're feeling like nothing will ever change. I'll always be right here to listen to you." You smiled wide enough that your eyes closed tightly. "Don't ever forget that, alright?"
His hands would raise to you, cupping your face in them as he pulled you down toward him. His lips would caress yours, nothing but love and passion behind them as he felt warmth flooding his chest. He now truly knew what it was like to be happy, to have found that special someone.
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