Hii hehe…would you do Husband!Sasuke x Fem!reader who have been married for a few years now, they have no children yet and lately sasuke has been out for missions and she has been missing him emotionally and physically…so what if one night she missed him so much she’s touching herself thinking of her hands as his though it’s exceptionally smaller and frustrates her more as she realizes damn, I don’t know how to touch myself properly but tries anyways. She got so lost that she didn’t hear sasuke open the door to their shared room and talked by giving her a better instruction on how to please herself properly…it took her a second to process it and BAM panicked that sasuke saw her doing THAT and immediately tries to hide evidence which amuses him even more~ its up to you on what happens after 👀
sorry if this request is long! Husband Sasuke has been rotting my mind…
if you do these, could i be 🌙 anon??
THANK YOU FOR READING AND PLEASE TAKE YOUR TIME!!!
♯┆husband!sasuke x reader .ᐟ 18+!
ᝰ.ᐟ fingering idk
a/n: ouuu shi this is fire 👀 and yes ofc!!!
"sorry again, [name]. i swear- kakashi sensei said he'll get to have a break when he's back." naruto says apologetically, putting his shoes on. you lean against the wall by your entrance, rolling your eyes playfully. "yeah, he better. maybe if you stopped knocking hinata up, you'd be able to go on these missions yourself." you tease. he flushes, stammering out a jumbled string of words before exiting your home. you smile to yourself as you climb your stairs, amused.
however, once you enter your bedroom, you groan to yourself. naruto and sakura had come over to distract you from the fact that yet again, sasuke's gone. and they were good distractions, really! but sasuke's still not here, and you have to go to bed alone again. you do your usual routine before getting under the covers, shifting around to close your eyes. you lay there for a few minutes expectantly, but you don't feel sleep coming.
huffing, you roll over into a new position and try again. nothing. you repeat this for 10 more minutes before sitting up, frustrated. you're not tired, but there's literally nothing else to do but sleep now. you look around the dark bedroom, then drop your gaze down to your lap, trying to come up with a solution. you lay back down, your mind drifting to thoughts of your husband. maybe you can fantasize about him until you fall asleep, like back in the good old days.
content with your solution, you close your eyes and dive into your fantasy. sasuke coming home, you being overjoyed. maybe you guys go out to eat! or...no, maybe your friends come over. whatever. you skip ahead in your scenario, you two now in bed. maybe he'll tell you about his mission, and you'll tell him about what you've been doing in his absence. your mind starts to wander from the soft, domestic scenario when you start imagining yourself getting a little handsy.
your dirty fantasy makes you start getting worked up, reminiscing about the feeling of his weight pressing you into the mattress, his scent, the head of his cock nudging against your sweet spot. you bite your lip, slowly moving one hand to slide into your underwear, finding yourself wet. you haven't touched yourself in...well, probably since you and sasuke got married. he was always willing to help you out. but he's not here, so...
you kick the heavy blankets off to further spread your legs, gathering up some of your wetness to circle around your clit. as you start to build a rhythm, your breathing begins to grow shallow, your bottom lip caught between your teeth. you circle your clit faster, starting to squirm under your own touch. it feels good, but it's not giving you the same...jolt, as usual. no matter.
you move your hand lower, seeking out your entrance, slowly letting one finger push in. pumping it a few times, you don't really feel any pleasure. you add another, shifting your hips so you can hit a deeper angle. you curl your finger inwards, finding that sweet spot, but having a little trouble consistently hitting it. still, you try. you're too worked up to stop now. closing your eyes, you try to remember how sasuke does it. you imagine it's his hand touching you like this right now, his fingers curling just right, moving with a practiced expertise.
the more you think about him, the more confliction you feel. on one hand, it's making you feel more pleasure, but on the other, you're starting to grow frustrated that you're not getting closer to your orgasm. not to mention, your hand is beginning to grow tired. huffing to yourself, you go limp, giving up. your eyes remain shut, your body warm.
"if you're having trouble, go back to touching your clit. the buildup is probably enough to make you cum from it now."
you freeze, your hand flying out from beneath your clothes, your eyes snapping open. leaning against the doorframe is an amused sasuke, arms crossed, lips pulled up into that familiar smirk. your mouth opens in an attempt to speak, but you're not even sure what to say. you yank the blanket back over yourself, sitting up. "you're back." you manage weakly.
he huffs, his smirk growing as he pushes off the wall. "observant." he murmurs, sitting on the edge of the bed. "what were you doing?" he asks innocently, making your eyes narrow. "not funny." you grumble, but you're already moving closer, letting him wrap his arms around you. he kisses your forehead, burying his face into your hair and taking a deep breath. no words are exchanged as he slowly lays you back down, placing another kiss to your neck as he hovers above you.
the blanket is pushed aside again, his body fitting between your parted legs, face buried against your shoulder. you can feel his cock, how it's hard. you don't know how long he'd been watching you for, because you hadn't heard him come in. but your focus doesn't stay on that thought long enough for you to voice the question, because one of his hands begins drifting down your body, pushing your shirt up a little.
it goes down further though, giving your shorts a tug. you lift your hips enough for him to pull them off, along with your underwear, leaving you bare to him. he kisses you on the lips, momentarily distracting you from how his hand moves between your thighs. you moan into his mouth when his fingers find your clit, pressing against it a little before circling it, sensitive from earlier. he breaks the kiss to start kissing down your neck, maintaining a steady pace. "sasuke..." you breathe, hands gripping the sheets.
he hums, pushing your shirt up to expose your chest, taking one of your breasts into his mouth. your lashes flutter at the sensation, your back arching into him. he lavishes it with his attention, the warmth of his mouth pleasurable. he switches to your other breast, beginning to rub your clit faster. you moan quietly, your eyebrows drawn together, mouth hanging open. he pulls away from your chest, pressing his forehead to yours as he gently sinks two fingers into your pussy.
you groan as he finds your spot almost immediately, fingers digging into his shoulders. "if you have trouble, try to elevate your hips." he murmurs, slowly rubbing your walls. "you can do it. you just need to get used to your own touch again." he continues, voice gentle and calm, actions making you fall apart. he doesn't speak again as he brings you closer and closer to the orgasm you've been waiting for, your hips bucking shamelessly against his hand.
but right as you feel it coming on, he pulls his fingers out. "sasuke!" you whine, your head falling back in frustration. he chuckles as he pulls away from you, standing back up. "i'm going to shower. figure it out on your own. can't always depend on me." he says casually, turning away and genuinely leaving you there.
He was swirling his drink, watching the crowd below him. They looked like miniscule ants, something able to be crushed beneath his feet. And then there was you—who he’d noticed the moment he’d looked out over the balcony.
You looked like a whole lot of trouble, but luckily he was into that kind of thing.
The club lights made it nearly impossible to see anything clearly, but that didn’t stop your eyes from wandering. No ring—you weren’t married, or maybe you’d just taken it off for tonight. Whatever the case was, he didn’t really care.
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sometimes you swear your boyfriend would rather die than vocalise his pleasure. it’s like as soon as you touch him, his mouth is sealed shut besides the semi-regular heavy breathing and panting.
when he did occasionally let a groan or a grunt slip out, he refused to make eye contact with you after — seemingly too embarrassed to meet your gaze. no matter how many times you reassure sasuke, telling him how hot it is when he makes sound, he refuses to budge.
that was going to change tonight.
sasuke’s thick, veiny cock is buried deep in your throat, eyes watering as you choke on every inch, desperate to make him feel so good that he can’t keep those delicious sounds from you.
you’re sucking him more passionately than ever before, drool seeping out from the corners of your mouth, cheeks hollowed to suck him in tightly. your hands grip his thighs for stability as you look up at him with glassy eyes, feeling his cock twitch in your mouth as a result.
sasuke’s fingers thread through your hair, gently encouraging you — chest visibly heaving from bated breaths and the struggle of holding back. you were making this extremely hard for him.
still making firm eye contact with him, you slow your movements for a moment, releasing him up until his tip, swirling your tongue around it. then, you slide all the way back down until your nose is buried in the coarse hairs at his base.
his jaw clenches.
"mnn," you hum around him, sending vibrations throughout his length, beginning to bob down faster, messier. you treat your boyfriend’s silence like a challenge, swallowing around him, brushing your tongue along the sensitive vein on the underside of his cock.
his hand grips your hair.
you were making progress, every passing second making it harder for sasuke to hold back. "quit it," he begins to pant, sweat beading on his brow. you pull back again, using your hand to replace your mouth, "quit…what?" you reply, acting coy.
looking up at him still, knees beginning to ache against the floor, you lick a long stripe up his length, hand remaining on his base — mouth beginning to move in time with it, providing dual stimulation that makes his mouth gape open.
you keep going. sucking him deeper, wetter, his tip hitting the back of your throat, lewd, wet sounds filling the silence.
his thighs clench under your palms.
you double down, watching your boyfriend struggle, his hand gripping your hair so tightly that your scalp began to burn. you moan around him again, gagging obscenely, utterly determined to get what you want.
and you do.
a low, sharp groan tears from his throat, head thrown back in pleasure, a prominent vein visible on his neck from the tension in his body. you grin against his length, utterly pleased with yourself, yet still certain you can get more from him.
you refuse to ease up, hand and mouth still working him perfectly. "fuck," sasuke mutters, hips beginning to thrust forward, heavy balls slapping against your chin that was wet from saliva.
then, he moans.
not too loud, yet not too quiet, either — like it had been dragged out of him against his will.
his hips jerk again, black hair falling against his face — body becoming rigid. "gonna-" sasuke begins, cut off by another uncontrollable moan, the sound making your panties soak further.
his cock pulses against your tongue, his warm load spilling across it, most of it it the back of your throat, making you choke and splutter quietly. you swallow around him, drinking down every drop, revelling in success.
sasuke pants as he comes down, feeling your tongue soothe him through the aftershocks, breaths short and sharp as he struggles to control them.
"fine… you win," he says, not so much irritated, but defeated.
"i always do," you tease, finally pulling away, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand.
a/n; bout time i wrote some sasuke!! (18+ sasuke ofc)- also i don’t remember where the dividers ate from pls tag the creator if u know !!
Background pairings: Sakura x Ino, Naruto x Hinata
Tags: slow build, strangers to enemies to lovers, modern au, avoidant attachment style, parallels to canon events, fluff, angst & comfort, drugs & alcohol, slight dubcon events, explicit content [18+], happy ending,
Scenario: Saving someone’s public image as an artistic publicist, that slowly involved in a personal manager, can happen smoothly if the oh-so-called singer isn’t a stubborn, challenging man. His heavy background as an artist along with his ambitious persona doesn’t blend all the time, but that’s not none of your business. Yet, both of you find yourselves driven to each-other that none of you are sure how long it will take until the breaking point, and that doesn’t mean only the sex.
A/N: This will be long and I decided to split in 3 parts, the second part will be post shortly! I decided to finish this oneshot until Sasuke’s birthday and my lovely writers @cr0wcaller and @t1track were very helpful and genius beta-readers. 😭🫶🏽Hope you guys like it! I really enjoy it. ;-; Disclaimer: Everything is intentional! Also, the title of the work was inspired by Arctic Monkey’s album name. Happy birthday, my dear Sasuke 🍅
credits for the fanarts: @Staticfeels_ / @Mushroomnuaa / @aransmind / @chococurrent_/ @ptviel on Twitter
Part 1 - 10.1 k words | Part 2
Sasuke's ear buzz, and that’s supposedly not a good sign for a singer, but that wasn’t the case here. It was the familiar misery he went through every time before performing in front of a crowd, no matter how big. An agitating, vibrating feeling crushed his soul. And tonight’s mob wasn’t even that large. The band never really did big numbers, and he never intended that to be the purpose of his passion. You could say they were more of an underground, niche band—loved by the locals, unheard of by everyone else. Really, he didn’t want more than that.
His foot tapped against the floor — a black grungy carpet, good for sound absorption—in a rhythm all of them knew. Sitting on a bench in the band’s rehearsal studio, elbows resting on his knees, his body slumped forward, his vision obscured by black strands of hair, only his lips slightly parted as he followed the beat heard only inside his head.
His peace was completely interrupted.
“Phew, I got back sooner than I thought!” Naruto kicked the studio door shut with his foot, the loud boom echoing through the room. “Want one?” he asked Sakura, who was just relaxing in her chair — a chaise longue pink one with silver edges, her first acquisition for their small place. Sure, it was deteriorated here and there, but very comfortable. The lollipop in Naruto’s hand was left out of the only two he bought—because Sasuke certainly wouldn’t have wanted one—was taken by Sakura. She accepted the treat with a grateful smile, while Naruto popped the other into his mouth with a wink.
Sasuke slowly lifted his head, making eye contact with the not-so-serious guitarist he had—unfortunately, his friend too. Naruto’s blue eyes met his, glinting with trouble. Then, the guitarist lifted his arm, dangling the grocery bag in the air like a prize.
“Look what I got!” he grinned, showing off the beers like he had won the lottery and bought something nearly impossible to find, not even considering how stupid drinking before a show was. “Here.”
Sasuke glared and Naruto shrugged, mumbling an unapologetic, “Suit yourself,” before walking over next to him. The cap clattered carelessly to the floor, which only made Sasuke more annoyed. Naruto gulped down almost half the bottle, letting out a heavy, satisfied sigh.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone more reckless than you,” Sasuke groused, growing more irritated by the minute.
Naruto placed a hand over his chest as if wounded.
“What?! Over a beer? Oh, come on! Live a little. I just want to get over the stress.” Sasuke rolled his eyes, unimpressed by his friend’s reasoning. “What should I do, huh? Sit over here brooding like an edgy teen, counting down the minutes until my next cigarette like you?”
Naruto’s tone wasn’t mean or anything, just teasing his friend, but for a second Sasuke forgot it wasn’t socially acceptable to hit someone. Not that he was a violent guy. But with Naruto...
“I’m not brooding.”
“Yes, you are.” Naruto chuckled, glancing at Sakura as if asking her to confirm his little theory, and that was exactly what she did. “Sakura?”
Sasuke briefly looked at Sakura’s face. She nodded in agreement with an almost pitiful expression, moving the lollipop inside her mouth. Sasuke scoffed and looked away, ignoring his friends acting like they had their shit together when they absolutely didn’t.
Naruto always mumbled more than usual before a show, chewing the skin around his fingernails raw. Sakura repeated the same drum pattern over and over until she practically hypnotized both of them it was the only sound they had ever heard in their lives.
He knew all their little habits in detail—how they dealt with stress, how they had fun, how they behaved in different situations. Their bond was strong enough that Sasuke didn’t care much about pretending to be someone else around them. He had nothing to prove.
Only to himself. And he felt pathetic because of that.
—
The last thing of your mind was to attend anything that includes social interaction, even more to be dragged to a concert to a band you don’t listen to. ‘Disconnected Youth’, eh? Sounds like an edgy wanna-be name that some rebellious adolescent plucked out of thin air after two many cups of sake at 3:00 am in the morning.
But after Hinata, your childhood friend, tried to convince you to do anything outside of your shell, hiding for too many weeks between closed curtains after your last contract that ended without another offer with some pathetic excuse about ‘We don’t have any funds to give you the appropriate salary a person with so much experience you have’ — you couldn’t escape her concern. Bullshit. 'You’re too good for us! We don’t wanna make you stagnant in your profession life. You deserve more than we can offer!' These. These shit really put a tool on your mind and you own skills in the work area you wanted to work in.
Applying, applying, applying to any new position was exhausting. Still, if you really needed to hang out now, you preferred something more between close doors activity, but you couldn’t refuse your friend’s proposal after she tried so hard to receive free tickets for a show her artist crush is in. You remember her talking here and here about out them, not her first interaction with this band since Kiba, her university friend, work here as a part-time bodyguard.
Now, here in the front of the underground venue, anxiety started to dig a place between your ribs.
“Come!” Hinata’s soft smile always manage to take you out of your mind, a pure energy that could warm any cold soul. You nod, letting her put her arm around yours, ignoring the glares from people that stayed in the lines.
“Oh, look who it is. My favorite dancer.” Kiba’s mouth twitch, a familiar glint in his eyes, meeting Hinata for a hug. He bowed slightly when he saw you, knowing who you are due to Hinata’s little, most likely, embarassing stories about her past, recounted to her university colleagues. Kiba looked somewhere else, where a typical ruffler begin between people that probably want to come early to have a good spot. “Hey! You! Yeah, you. Don’t let me come here!” He looked back apologetically at both you, whining a little. “Happens way too often.” Kiba’s hand comes behind Hinata’s back, urging both of you inside so people stop shouting 'Why they can go and we can’t? What’s taking so long, man?!' that you were supposed to feel bad about it.
Kiba’s turned his body slightly, shouting over his shoulder with a teasing, annoyed tone. “Have fun with that stupid crush of you.” Hinata rolled her eyes, giggling before stepping inside.
You looked all over the place, taking all in as you try to ground yourself, speaking to your friend. “You know he likes you, right?”
“Kiba? No! He’s just a good friend from university. He just doesn’t get along with…Naruto.” Her cheeks blushed and you just want to pinch them. Cuteness aggression it's a disease sometimes.
You breathe out a laughed. “You just don’t wanna accept the true.” Hinata frowned her eyes slightly, annoyance visible between her eyebrows for a person that knows her for years. “But hey, maybe he has a good reason to don’t like your little guitarist…boy.” The words flatten on your mouth, gulping down the feeling of being in not a good moment in public.
Hokage’s place is a gritty, two-level basement venue specializing in punk, metal, and rock. Located in the heart of Amerikamur, Osaka. At first level you have a little scene, at the end of it. It was supposed to create an atmosphere where the 80-120 capacity crowd and artists become one, while the bar and merch tables on the second level provide breathing space to decompress between sets. But apparently, the place made enough profits and a good reputation to make the place bigger than before, double in space. Shikamaru, a highly skilled contractor to convince them that their band is cool enough to sing here. Giving that his best man, Choji, will work on the technical side, on music infrastructure and lights system, bought them easier.
The aesthetic is pure no-frills basement, no many decoration at sight, despite the flyers of the band you come to see, images to blurry to discern much, but it would have been a nice head-up if you saw it before, preventing the shock you’ll be in no longer.
Currently, you’re focused to don’t curse anyone that doesn’t have any spacial awareness, hitting you without means, but annoying enough to want to leave the place.
Besides door tickets, ear to the ground methods usually helps a person find concerts like this. Yeah, small flyers in record stores Sasuke chose, or Sakura’s favorite coffee shops too. Maybe the crowd was much bigger because Naruto’s foolish idea to put flyers all around the training sports place at his University, but so what? Naruto didn’t know people admire his basketball skills so much, they’ll be interested on what type of music he likes and sings! He is innocent here!
“[Name]! Don’t lose my hand!” Hinata tried to rise her voice over the others, gripping your hand tighter.
A loud, annoucing sound come from the scene ahead, from a medium-height guy, with a funny haircut and bowl black one with white silver strainds of hair, looking like a headband. A few bracelets placed over the long white bandages, under his green T-shirt, or better said top, since his waist was bare, on a belt attached with chains. His wide smile flickered like a candle flame in the dark. By the sudden stopped of people speaking, followed by a sync cheerfulness of people, Rock-Lee seems loved here.
Hinata suddenly start moving between bodies, saying apologies as she run to the front lines, showing her tickets to anyone complaining too much as you just followed her, trying to shield her by the look in your eyes that only said ‘If you touch her, you’re dead.’
Rock-Lee start speaking, but you heard only pieces, the heavy atmosphere make the noise blurring.
“The young, energetic band you all waited for is here. The ones reviving the old, raw, and pure rock & roll genre that we love it too much. Our garage rock is presenting to you tonight, their new album!” His voice dragging, lowering the last words, Rock’s words joyful enough to shake any crowd. “Come on! A round of applause for them! Dis-con-nect-ed Youth—In life and flesh!
Your vision was hazy, sizing up three figures as the public burst into loud, disorderly clapping and cheering. A vaguely discernible person seemed closer to the rail’s stage. You could see only half his face as his head inclined toward the platform, spiky, dark hair falling over half his face.
At the sudden push of others, your legs stumbled to the side. Your mouth can be shut, but facial muscles are another story, displaying a brief outward sign of irritation. “Can you mind?” The random girl next to you definitely didn’t have an ounce of shame; a pure, admiring expression could be seen in her childlike stare, focused on the band in front of you.
Before taking their usual spots, Naruto and Sakura made sure to wave at everyone as much they could. Now, Naruto was next to Sasuke, wielding his guitar, nursing it as he held the instrument closer to his chest—a second-hand Aria Pro ZZ Professional one, his recent proudest acquisition. He even customized it to have splashes of orange color! Truly awesome, really. Sakura took her place between her pearly crystal drums too, clicking her sticks as an appreciation.
Sasuke was now in the middle of the stage, his face closer to the microphone. For him, all of this was paralyzing and consuming. A common fear of performance clouded his mind, making him feel like an impostor. But Sasuke couldn’t ignore the rest of it, the released serotonin putting a small smile on his face.
He heard Naruto, glancing at him when he said an enthusiastic “Hello!” and followed his friend’s gaze until it landed on a familiar figure. Ah.
But Hinata wasn’t alone.
All of this happened in the blink of an eye. He saw you. He watched you, seeing the displeasure, the frown on your pretty face. You murmured something under your breath, but he didn’t catch that, only seeing how you struggled to create some distance with your elbow from the people next to you, but they didn’t seem to budge even an inch, looking straight at the band.
His heart drummed for a fleeting moment when you quickly looked at Hinata as she smiled sweetly at his friend before you finally looked at the scene. Your eyes lock in an instant.
Sasuke wasn’t sure why his eyes didn’t leave yours from the start; maybe it was the way you paused mid-breath as you looked at him, your lips parted slightly, with a shade he actually liked that he didn’t know, but it was a dark cherry shade. His mouth twitched.
Sasuke was the one to break up the eye contact, looking in front at his public.
"Thank you for coming."
Sakura's stick hit the drum, and the vibrating, thumping sound started their intro.
It was a lie. Of course it was. Making fun of their band, the genre, what kind of music they probably produced. The problem was something else—your avoidance of feeling anything. And music... well, it forces you to. A cognitive enhancer of what you already have hidden here, between your ribs. What music does to a person has been heavily studied, and you dislike being an experiment, a proof of it.
Disconnected Youth didn't help your case. They know how to build tension, Naruto withholding an expected chord, Sakura's rapid rhythm that needs to be released with a firm thud of her sticks, both of them revolving in a harmonious beat. It's hard not to remain mesmerized, thrilled. And when a room full of people hears the same beautiful rhythm, your minds can even sync, creating a shared, deep-rooted sense of social connection. It was the last thing you thought would happen—to be part of them. Together, together.
And Sasuke? God, his voice. A heavy, smooth voice with a slightly nasal tone. It's like it vibrates deep in your soul, a crooner style adding to the most intimate parts of the song, and you swear you know it means something for him the same way it means something for you. It's like his voice accesses an ancient reward pathway in your brain that no one else has touched until now.
At least that's what you tried to tell yourself when your gaze couldn't leave the stage, couldn't leave the singer in front of you. And if you weren't hypnotized enough, Sasuke looked at you. One, two times when you caught him. You thought you did.
And it was true. Sasuke indeed watched you. He was even surprised by how you looked, not that he usually cared about superficial matters like that. After all, he only had on a black T-shirt, loose pants, and a studded belt. For you, it was annoying how a man could literally dress in all black and look so attractive. Sasuke noticed your graphic tee with a singer he enjoyed too. Kinda disrespectful to wear one at another band's concert, huh? Your waist was slightly visible, with a tattoo he couldn't see clearly, a belt similar to his own, and some loose cargo pants, more of a casual look. Small accessories, a cute nose piercing, nothing extravagant, like him with his snake bites. Nothing much about your hair, just that it was annoyingly sweaty, especially since you actually danced to the beat, but he could tell you weren't a regular. By the way you looked so attentive to whatever they did, absorbing it all.
Sasuke was amused. He didn't have any explanation for what he did next, didn't think much of it because that would not let him do it, and he likes to stop his mind from overthinking, from putting a feeling to it. He usually hate it.
So when he heard Sakura's drums starting one of his songs, the last song, he made sure to put his soul into it, to make people feel him. To make you feel him.
He glanced at you, and now it was clearly intentional because it wasn't a fleeting glance, no, it was impactful, drinking you in.
This time she's gonna fix her heart and make it bulletproof.
That if I’m looking for love, then she doesn’t need my groove.
His mouth twitched as he sang when he watched you searching around to see if he was looking at someone else. No. I'm looking at you.
But her gaze doesn’t scream, “I’ll stop looking at you.”
So what really surprises me is that I don't really want her to
It seems like she wants to be tapped into my mind and soul.
He broke the eye-contact, turning his body swiftly as he let his voice drag to the end of it.
I can’t control.
A temporal illusion, a trick of the mind, or whatever you want to call it happened, making time feel like it was slowing down as onyx eyes kept maintaining your gaze and everything became silent—not the cheering of others, the voices of them singing along with him, the sounds of the floor being danced on at the same time from multiple fans, or your friend speaking to you. No. Only this moment existed as he finished the last song on the album.
Sasuke glanced back to the crowd, then, like the moment didn’t happen and you actually dreamt of all of this. Imagining all.
You barely registered them closing the concert, barely hearing ‘Encore! Encore!’ only the awareness setting over you when Hinata grabbed your arm, chuckling in your ear as she spoke.
“Are you still here with us? On this planet?”
Hinata was sure she wasn’t the only one catching your moment; otherwise some people around you wouldn’t glowered at you now — some displeased, some ecstatic, and some wanting to think they are the one Sasuke looked at.
You stole one more peek at the band leaving the scene after bowing to the crowd, Sakura waving, Naruto giving air kisses to the public (and you saw him giving one to your friend too), or Sasuke looking straight ahead before you looked back at Hinata. You asked, still dizzy and troubled
“Yeah?”
She shakes her head. Actually, Hinata was amused to see her friend enjoying a concert you bet you wouldn’t like, complaining her ear off all week. But, but—she was perturbed for another thing, too. It’s too soon to think about it. Although, Hinata may be polite and sweet — until she’s not.
“You’re such a squirrel sometimes! So easily distracted.”
You gasped, offended, but let her lead you away.
“Excuse me?!”
“Come!”
You focused on staying alive as people started pumping into each other, either wishing to receive some autographs or a picture, to go see the band or wishing to leave the place. Hinata quickly managed to push back everyone gently (If that was possible. For her, somehow it happened.) until you saw a familiar face.
The first boy from before, the one announcing the band, sits here near a door that probably leads to the backstage while he places his hands up in surrender, smiling all brightly, but the sweat drops on his forehead that screamed ‘Send help’ were visible as he apologized to the people trying to get in.
Hinata came straight to him, and he glanced once, like a side attack might happen, before he glanced again in recognition, raising his arms now to encourage Hinata to hug him.
“Rock-Lee!”
“Oh! Hinata! Hey!”
You dared a glare at the people not letting your friend have her moment. Fuck off, respectfully.
Lee turned to people one more time before he opened the door for both of you to follow him.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’ll send them your sweet words to them. I promise! They will sign off the autograph in no time! Just wait patiently. We love you! Have a good night for now!”
Lee closed his eyes as quickly as the door shut, his back against it as if life depended on it. He let out a breath.
“I love their energy, but God, it’s so hard!”
“Hard to please everybody?”
Rock Lee opened his eyes, nodding before he started moving slowly along the cable valley. “Exactly that!” He glanced at you then, giving his hand as you let him shake yours with too much enthusiasm. “Sorry! Hello, I’m Rock-Lee. Well, I think Hinata told you already. You can call me Lee.”
“Hello, Rock-Lee. Nice to meet you.” You couldn’t stop yourself from offering a small smile at his intoxicating one. Using his full name felt uneasy to do it so soon, so you keep it to the basics for now.
He bowed in acknowledgment before starting to speak as he walked along with both of you. “I get them. I really do.“ You observed the tightly taped cable paths run along the edges of the stage. Probably to connect microphones and instruments to the sound desks. You didn’t know, but the technical team involved just one man, Choji, sitting in a sub-mixing station situated just off stage.
“It’s the first concert of their new album, so of course they expect some fan interaction!“ He placing his badge over a scan ID device to go to another door. For a small place like this, it sured had what it needed. “But precisely because of that, the pressure on them was harder than before. Shikamaru was really insisting these past weeks.”
Leading now to a small dressing room, preceding then to the small catering zone, you were closer to Shikamaru’s production office and Ino’s.
“I’m sure they will do some fan meetings the next few days, right?” Hinata asked.
“Yes, definitely!” Lee nodded his head at a figure coming out the office room. “Speaking of which.” You both looked into the direction. “Hey! We just talked about you.”
Shikamaru said lazily, making you snort.
“Only bad things, I hope.” His gaze softened when he saw a familiar face. “Hello, Hinata.”
Hinata gestured with her hands playfully, letting out a small chuckle.
“Sort of. Hello, Shikamaru. Great show!”
“Thank you.” He glanced at both of you as you also nodded in agreement. Another person who wants to shake hands. “Hello, you are Hinata’s friend, right? I’m bad with names, sorry.”
“No worries. Yes. Great show, I agree.”
“Thank you, thank you.” He let out a sigh. “Oh, right. I assume you’re here to see the rockstars. Disclaimer: They are anything but full of energy. Except Naruto.”
Lee laughed, adding. “Of course. Naruto is something else.”
“Just like you, Lee.” Hinata replied.
Both of them looked at her with a knowing look after she just talked right after mentioning Naruto, but no one said something directly, just laughing it off.
“Anyway, I’m done for tonight.” Shikamaru announced, waving over his shoulder as he walked. “Bye.”
“Bye!! Have a good night!” Rock Lee replied as you waved to Shikamaru — not like he could see you all. “Let’s see the rockstars.”
Why am I here? Feels wrong. You thought, trying to find any explanation that could calm your nerves. You glanced at your friend and suddenly remembered, seeing the blush on her face or the tremor along her arms while she gripped your hand tighter.
You could hear voices from their resting place as you looked over the boneyard — a place used to store empty guitar cases, shipping containers, and road cases while the band performs.
“Can you stop doing what you do?”
“Eeeh?” Sakura turned swiftly towards Sasuke. “Doing what?! I need to pack them in order!”
Naruto chuckled, lazily moving his leg over the chair, his position anything but comfortable as he gestured with his hand.
“Come on, Sasuke. You know her routine by now. Her sticks need to be organized by every color, vibe, mood blabla…”
Sakura glared at them before she heard the door open, closer to where she was.
“Oh! New people? What do we have here, Lee? Hello!”
Sakura came to hug Hinata briefly, but tightly. Sakura put her hands on her hips as she looked at both of you, letting out a much needed exhale. You spoke then, giving a small smile.
“You were incredible out there. All of you. First time seeing a woman playing drums.”
“Aw, thank you.” Her smile widened. “Right?! Small representation in the music industry, but I’m glad to be one of the few.”
As you spoke to her, you could see him in your peripheral vision—staying on the black couch, one leg falling off it, one hand over the ice bag placed on his forehead, his eyes closed. But you quickly averted your eyes to Naruto, stumbling a bit off his chair with a big grin on his face.
“Hinata!! I’m so glad you managed to come here.”
Hinata’s blush accentuated, and it was amusing to see her in this light, infatuated with someone. It had been a while.
“Naruto!” She chuckled, letting him take her hands in his as their gazes locked. “Rock Lee needs to be thanked for that.”
Rock Lee put a hand behind his head, shrugging, embarrassed, suddenly the center of attention.
“Not a big deal. Not a big deal at all.” He gestured toward some wooden chairs. “Sit, please. Sorry for all this disorganization.”
Sakura added, “Yes. Hard to take care of their lazy asses. Sasuke is excused since his headache appeared again. Poor boy.”
Speaking of which, Sasuke’s eyes opened when Naruto spoke his crush’s name, assuming he was not alone. His vision was obscured at first, but he could see the legs of more than one girl.
You risked a glance at him, observing how he slowly tried to move, sitting up straight on the couch, his head falling and his face covered by the ice bag. His spiky hair didn’t help either.
He has changed now. There was something so effortlessly casual about the way Sasuke was dressed. Wearing a pair of black trousers and a black button-down, his necklace falling with gravity, making your breath catch. He genuinely looked like a model.
Naruto replied, pointing at the little cut on his finger.
“Poor boy? I’m the poor boy! The plectrum forthe guitar messed with me all night!”
Sakura raised an eyebrow. “Oh, learning new words?” Naruto glared teasingly at her.
“Oww. What happened?” Hinata took his finger to inspect, and you let out a chuckle. She sent you a small glare too, but continued nursing Naruto, who was very much as red as a tomato.
“Hmm. It should be around here.” Rock Lee spoke as he turned around the room. “Ah! Got it.” He took a medical kit from under table, probably used for serving food by the open snakes, probably finished by Naruto.
“Thank you, Hinata.”
Naruto smiled genuinely at her. The shared lovely glance between them after she patched him, making you look somewhere else, feeling like you were interrupting something, and you locked gazes with Sakura, who gave you a funny, knowing look. “Now I can give you as many autographs as you want.”
Rock Lee invited himself into their conversation.
“Actually... lots of people are waiting for you guys to sign your posters....”
Sakura sighed. “Yes, we need to do it fast before we leave.”
Sasuke lifted his head finally, and you felt his instant gaze on you. He placed the ice pack next to him. He could see how you fidgeted with your fingers, not really finding your place here. Sasuke knows that feeling very well.
“Do you want one?"
At his sudden voice, you gave him a short look, but it felt longer. Sakura blinked twice, and Naruto furrowed his eyebrows. They didn’t meddle yet.
You had been agitated since coming here, and you hated how your heart leapt as he spoke to you. First. Initiating something. Or not. You were confused about the end of the concert, about the moment you shared, whether it was intentional or not, or what it meant. But that didn’t make you a fangirl overnight.
You realized you hadn’t replied to him yet.
“Ah, no. Thank you. I don't…usually listen to your music. People outside are really waiting for them.”
Naruto glanced up at you as he scribbled his messy signature and gave it to Hinata with a big, sweet smile.
“You don't?! How dare you!” His offended look actually made you chuckle, dissipating the tension in your bones. You shrugged.
“Not my style? I’m not sure.”
Not that he was an arrogant person, but Sasuke thought you were lying. Otherwise, why had you seemed so close to crying back there?
He didn’t say anything back.
You stayed there for at least half an hour. Nothing much happened, feeling... disappointed? By the childish expectation you had since Sasuke sat on his phone most of the time. Duh, he is a singer. What, if he looked at you and sang something? It could only be a fan-artist interaction. Not a fan, though.
What does it matter anyway? A fleeting moment shouldn’t take this space in your mind for too long. You have your own stuff to deal with, already scheduling in your head the next week. You tried to enjoy their presence, you really did, offering a small reaction here and here, yet their conversation blurred now.
Hinata saw your lost look, lost in your thoughts. She raised from the chair placed until now next to Naruto.
“I think we will leave, guys. It’s already late and we don’t wanna interrupt your work.”
Naruto finished another autograph more clumsy than before as he quickly got up from the chair, hugging Hinata. “You don’t interrupt anything, Hinata.” He looked at you. “And you! Hey! Next time I see you, I want to believe you know our songs. You'll be a fan, I'm sure!”
You only smiled, bowing at Sakura before glancing one more time at Sasuke, who was already looking at you. Or both of you. You didn’t want to know.
“Wait a minute!! How are you guys getting home?”
Rock Lee was almost upset he wasn’t the one who thought about it first, but Naruto!
“Yes! It’s pretty late.”
You paused in your tracks, waiting for Hinata to reply.
“We will take a cab, I think?” She looked at you, and you nodded. “Yes. That’s probably what we will do.”
“Do they have a woman driver option?”
You replied to Sakura and regretted it for a second since silence settled in.
“Yeah, but it’s rare to find one.”
Sakura bit her lip, thinking.
“We shouldn’t take long here. Am I right, guys?” Sakura looked at her friends. “You can come with us.”
“Definitely. With our car.”
“Your car?” Sasuke lifted an eyebrow, making Naruto groan. “Also... Didn’t you drink, Naruto?”
Naruto rolled his eyes, yet he was visibly embarrassed. Shut up, teme…
“Yeah, yeah. Your car. What does it matter?”
Hinata addressed Sasuke for the first time, and it was surprising for you to see that her tone was almost... too neutral. Compared to the others.
“If it’s not an inconvenience for you, we would appreciate it a lot.”
Sasuke sized her up briefly before giving you a glance, speaking right after.
“It’s fine.”
You swallowed, feeling a lump in your throat as you followed your friend back to sit in the same position you were in before, waiting as they prepared to leave and close the place.
—-
The wind of the night ruffled your hair as you exited through a backdoor, behind the others. It was such a contrast from the high temperature from today, a bit too cold. Sasuke’s car headlights springed to life when he pressed on the key fob. A black Nissan Armada with at least 8 seats was here. Convenient, you thought.
Naruto snuck a glance at both of you.
“Cool, right? Shikamaru rented it for a year at a lower price. The car also has a badass moonroof!” He opened the car door while Sasuke went straight to the driver's seat. “Ladies first.”
Hinata looked behind her at you, reminding herself.
“Oh, you have motion sickness, right? I forgot since you are the one usually driving us around.”
Hinata was just thoughtful, but you felt mortified. No need to ask for more since they even ride you two home—
“It’s fine.” You shake your head, but Sakura switched places, rushing to the backseat's door.
“Oh, no! Take my place then in the front.”
“No, no. It’s really fine!”
Sakura gestured dismissively, going inside the car, then Hinata and finally Naruto followed. You watched the front door open, waiting for you to enter while Sasuke’s shadow was waiting, his fingers tapping on the steering wheel. Oh, for God's sake. You sighed, following after.
The engine started as soon as you closed the door. You struggled with the belt, and Sasuke assessed the awkward movements of your hands while his arm stretched over the top of your seat, turning his body swiftly to look in the back for more visibility as he backed the car.
“Why don’t you use the guidance on the smart screen, huh?”
“It’s easier this way.” Sasuke replied shortly.
“So performative.” Naruto added, and the girls chuckled in the back. Sakura spoke too.
“Sasuke is just doing it old-school. The familiar ways are the safest ones."
When his car was in a good position to enter the central road, your hand lifted instantly when he placed his on the belt, dragging it in to put in the locker between the seats in a swift movement. You murmured and he only nodded in return.
“…Thank you.”
You felt so tense all drive sitting here, feeling displaced. Only their conversation helped you focused on something else. You really want to go home and finish this day. You glanced at the car’s screen. 0:00. So late already. But you remember you don’t have a job now, so what’s the stress?
“Why did you guys choose the name ‘Disconnected Youth’? I never asked.”
Sakura replied to your friend’s question, saving Naruto for probably a terrible definition.
“We were sitting in Sasuke’s garage from his home a couple of years ago and realized we don’t really have a name for the band. It wasn’t really the best period of our music since it was in the beginning. Sasuke was always fighting with—“ Sakura’s words were cut off when she realized, glancing shortly at Sasuke through the front windscreen. She continue like she never said anything. What did she wanted to say? “…Everyone suggested a name or more names, it took way too long.” Naruto laughed at the memory. “And eventually we decided to leave it to it. Sasuke chose this. It like…being unplugged from the grid? Sometimes feeling isolated or invisible, trapped in some traditional environment, slowing your process to achieving your potential by your own standards.”
Not like Sasuke cares about others opinions, but he was excused when he searched for yours, looking at the right vent glass for ‘direction.’ You looked in the front, not giving much of a reaction for him. He couldn’t read you.
The definition could made sense for anyone in different ways. That’s exactly why you wonder what kt meant for them and what they went through. What Sasuke went through since it was his choice. Your mind wandering about why this concept can exist.
How much creativity is taken away from a young child without proper guidance and support, such as from school, by striving to scrap every creative idea, whether intentionally or not. Nearly palpable frustration growing inside you at the mere notion of knowing you cannot create here, that you would be compelled to think and act just like everyone else. Like a glasshouse designed to "make you grow," it just ends up robbing you of all your creativity. It was the classic debate between individualism versusthe collective. Not much for cultivating a more unique persona — especially in Japan's schools. Even with a child's firt randoseru bag and school uniform, it becomes apparent that they are subtly attempting to create a homogeneous environment among students who are anything but. To mold each child into a perfect, productive member of that collective. And then there are the parents, whenever you have more parental figures, one or not at all. And that could heavily influence you. And then there are the people around you, and how — God— the society puts pressure on you, weigh down your shoulders with how you should be bases on their likings. But it’s so subjective and so ambiguous , especially for the young generation—
“Yeah, yeah. I still think mine was cool too.”
Sasuke deadpanned. “The Ramen Rebels?” He cringed just by saying it lout.
Naruto's flush intensified, but Hinata's small giggle and lack of judgment in her melted eyes quickly alleviated his nerves.
“Or Ramen Lovers?? Come on, no one shows this much of appreciation for Ramen!”
Sakura laughed, her voice teasingly.
“Just like the millions of ramen places here in Japan.”
Sasuke didn’t participate again since it’s not like it’s the first time they have this conversation.
“Hinata!! Aren’t we close to your place? Stop the car Sasuke.” Sasuke winced at his yelling friend, but it was no point to scold him tonight. He will get a free pass only today.
“Sorry, Sasuke.” Hinata spoke robotically to him, before she adjusted her tone. “You shouldn’t! I live close to Naruto so I could’ve walk.”
Naruto blinked confused.
“No?! I’ll walk.”
You smirked at Sakura’s observation. Not subtle at all for you.
“Naruto, but you leave far away too so you will walk a lot. I’m sure Sasuke doesn’t mind leaving you both. Right, Sasuke?”
Sasuke sighed.
“So? Do you leave the car or not? I can’t stay stopped here for too long.” It was right since his hazard lights are on, waiting on the street.
Naruto took Hinata’s hand softly and guide her out the car. “We’re good. It’s fine, Hinata. Right?”
You meticulously unbuckled your belt, but at the same time you realize it is not a wise choice to don't give them a little time alone. Hinata simply caressed your shoulder and kissed your cheek and you didn't have time to reply before Sakura spoke.
“Let’s leave, Sasuke. Leave me at the konebi near my house. Hinata told me you leave farther right, [Name]? I think Sasuke is in the same direction.”
“Yes, but it’s fine.” You adressed Sasuke. “You can leave me whenever is okay for you.”
Sasuke’s onyx eyes studied yours.
“Buckle your belt.”
Right. Now you know how to. He start driving again until the lights of the konebi flashed in front of the car. Sakura almost fall asleep in the backseat and Sasuke knows how tired she was after the concert, giving her another treatment like he would give Naruto, probably honking the car for him to wake up. He spoke softly.
“Sakura, we are here.”
She shakes her head confused for a second, lifting her head from the window. She had a small smile on her lips while she gives you a…half-hug? And you touched her hands placed now around your collarbones at the sweet, unexpected gesture.
“Bye, [Name]! It was nice to meet you. Thank you, Sasuke.”
“Yeah, bye. Night.”
You turned your head toward the backseats.
“Nice to meet you too. Keep up the good work.”
Sakura was outside as she made a heart from her hand before she waved, going in the store direction.
You breathed out, looking after her for some time before Sasuke spoke.
“Where do you live?”
“Oh. Yes, sorry.” You bend your back a little to reach his phone placed on a magnet with the app maps opened, wanting to type your address.
“You know I can see your address in the history after, no?”
Your eyes widen, realizing that you almost used his personal phone. It’s not like you to use other people's stuff without even asking first. But Sasuke didn’t really care now; he was just amused by the sudden clumsiness. Besides that, his eyes didn’t miss your top rising, enough for the tattoo he couldn’t see before that apparently matched your t-shirt to be seen more clearly. Dead Signal, huh?
“Sorry. I didn’t realize.”
He typed the address, thinking you’re not so far from here, roughly 10 minutes away. His fingers pressed on the car’s screen, opening his music playlist again, letting the songs fill the silence in the car.
Sasuke didn’t pick the song first; it would be too deliberate for his style. And he saw your eyes searching for the name of the song after barely 2 seconds, a knowing sneer on your face. But you didn’t say anything. So he listens to this music too.
That’s your preference, Sasuke thought. And it means something since you even have a tattoo for this. It somehow fits you even if he barely knows you and he is not sure if he will ever see you again after this night. So why not let himself act how he wants?
Their music is for his tastes too. They are not some modern, popular troupe, and they don’t need to be; it’s not a genre for anyone. Subgenres of rock exist for a reason, Sasuke thought. And Rock in general is different in some aspects. Rock’s diversity spans the spectrum and is intrinsically tied to rebellion. It was built primarily for entertainment and escapism rather than social activism, but along the lines, it’s clear it's making itself a frequent vehicle for this too.
Is this a reason for your preference? Respect.
He finds himself asking.
“Did you like it?” He gave you a side-eye. “The concert.” His voice lacked the curiosity he had by how neutral his tone seemed.
You averted your gaze from the window to him.
“Yes. I think I said it when…we were in backstage.”
“You didn’t tell me.” You blinked, a little surprised by what he said. “I’m saying…I didn’t hear." He gestured to his ears with one hand, the earplugs still here.
“Is your headache gone?”
He nodded and found himself speaking more by your curiosity, seeing you shyly retreated in your seat while you asked more questions.
“Does it happen often? Why?”
“Yeah.” He finds himself explaining. “Sensory overload.”
“It was a big crowd indeed.” You offered him a smile, and his eyes lingered on it.
You didn’t even realize you arrived home until he stopped the car, parking next to your apartment. He watched you then as you stumbled, trying to take your belt off once again.
“Thank you. I mean it. I owe you one.”
He raised his eyebrows, looking as you left the car, head lowering to see him.
“No need.” You nod, acknowledging before you stop closing the car’s door when he speaks again. “Or you can pay by coming to the next concert.”
His face didn’t betray anything, but he cursed himself a bit. Something about watching your reactions was more intriguing than having his own psychological warfare he usually gets into before and after the concert.
You barely managed to break the eye contact.
“I don’t promise anything.” He didn’t miss the musing glint in your gaze. “Thank you again. And good luck for…you know, the future concert.” You sighed. “Ok, good night.”
His mouth twitched, murmuring a "Night" as you closed the door.
Are you making things up? You looked down befuddled at the porous asphalt while you stepped on it. You let out a much needed breath when you finally arrived at the 7 floor. You closed the door, leaning your back over it.
The phone screen illuminated againt your pocket's pants. You smiled when you checked the notification along the other since you left untouched for so many hours. Touching grass today, it seemed.
Hi!! I’m home now. Hope you arrived too! Text me. ❤️
You quickly text Hinata back, then come straight to take a short bath, letting the exhaustion carrying you to bed no longer after.
—-
It will be a blatant lie to say you didn’t do. what Naruto told you to. Meaning…listening to their song.
In fact, that gradually became a night routine before bed. One, two weeks passed by and you almost forgot his face— blurred, hazy now in your memories over how much time passed. His annoying, beautiful face.
Now, on a random morning, sinceyou didn't want to disrupt your routine just because you didn't have as much activity as previously due to a lack of work, you scrolled down, reviewing a draft of a past project while swallowing the last remaining sip of coffee.
“Shit.” Your hand shake on the cup when your phone ringed, some drops slipping on the mousepad. Unknown number.
You placed the phone on your ear hesitantly.
“Hello?”
The girly voice from the other side comes shortly.
“Hey! You respond so fast.” Desperate, right? Ino chuckled. “I’m Ino Yamanka. Manager of the band ‘Disconnected Youth.’ I called you because I was reviewing the applications we received from the last month. If you remember, we had a position open if we possible need in the future a Publicist. It’s seemed like we need one now. Your experience is very well-put. Are you still interested?”
Disconnected Youth. Your mind catched later, right after you replied.
“Yes, I’m still interested.”
Did I apply to them? It’s much possible since you applied to so many positions and you clearly didn’t know about the band before, just applying for everything available. Surprising. Since it’s summer break, it’s hard to find an available job these period.
“Oh, great! Well, we are very much available for an interview. When can we schedule a meet with you? I’ll be leading the interview and the next step will be to meet our band.”
“My schedule is free, so everything works fine for me.”
“Yeah? This is great news. In fact, wait…” You could hear on the other line the sound of papers ruffling. “Do you have any time today? I know it’s short, but it’s still early in the morning and I thought why not?” Ino giggled, letting her legs go over each-other, stretching a little in her chair from her office shared with Shikamaru. “But don’t worry. I can schedule other time too.”
“No. It’s fine.” You lift from the chair, agitated. “Where should we meet?”
“Do you know Kasadomart Building? We are closer to this music venue our band performed recently.”
Hokage’s place where the concert was.
“Yes. I was here that time. For…Disconnected Youth concert.”
Ino parted her mouth. “You know the band? That’s even better! You make my job easier then, to let out the introduction part.” She chuckled. “Well, dear…” She looked over your application job. “Dear [Name], I will not be hard on you and let you prepare enough until the interview. Is 12:00 PM working fine for you?”
“Yes. I can manage. Thank you.”
“Great. See you soon. Can’t wait to meet you!”
“See you soon!”
Ino closed the call, grinning at herself for managing an interview this fast. She sighed pleased, closing her eyes with her arms behind her head as she hummed.
On the other line, you watched the call ending, the beeping sounds in rhythm with your heart. What were the odds?
You really need to call Hinata.
—
The drive here was horrible since it was peak hour for the traffic in Osaka. You choose not to take your car now. You really need to calm your nerves until the interview. It couldn’t be that bad. Sure, your self-esteem was hurt after the last project ending so quickly, but your passion didn’t disappear overnight.
You managed to say a "thank you” to the taxi driver as he left quickly after that while you were already studied at the big building in front of you. The receptionist was kind enough to guide you to the elevator, seeing the option for floor 3, marked above with the small company’s name—Dai Nana Han.
As you take the elevator, following the directions from Ino’s email, you could see two familiar people waiting for it too.
That bright smile did wonders to your anxious thoughts.
“Oh! Hinata’s friend? [Name], right?” Rock Lee shook your hand with the same enthusiasm you remember from that concert night.
“Hello. You’re here for the interview, right?” Shikamaru watched you from the side, assessing your professional suit. Cloth pants. White, immaculate shirt. A small, delicate chain with a small red gem set in the middle. Hair styled. Small nose piercing still present. Too professional can't ruin a person's own style.
“Hello! Nice to meet you. Yes. It was surprising for me too. I…applied some time ago. I didn’t even realize it was for your band.”
You all come inside in the elevator. Rock-Lee spoke again.
“If I knew from Hinata about your work experience, I'd definitely have helped you before.”
Shikamaru nodded. In fact, he spoke with Ino before she called you. He was surprised himself that he remembered your name. Shikamaru makes decisions only based on his intuition and his logical mind. Your past experience helped too, but he didn’t miss, neither that time nor now, the fiery determination that glinted in your eyes. You seem like you know what to do.
“It will be short if Ino doesn’t start splitting hairs like she does or speak about anything else but the job.”
“Don’t sell her so short, Shikamaru. You know she’s good at what she does.”
Shikamaru hummed approvingly. You smiled at their encouragement, thanking them for guiding you to the correct office where Ino was.
Lee gave you a thumbs-up with both his hands. “You got it! I hope we will see you later!”
Such a nice guy.
You knocked once, and it was enough for Ino’s voice to be heard, opening the door with enough force to make you step back a little.
“Oh, hello! Come in, come in. You’re exactly on time. That’s nice. To be honest, I thought I'd be the one making you wait.” She chuckled, gesturing to the chair in front of her desk. “Please sit, dear.”
Is anyone here so kind and soft-spoken? Well, not everyone… And you don’t realize how true you’ll be about your assumption until later this day.
She looked over your application again.
“So, I will not lose time with basic interview questions that don’t really help. Questions like "What are your strengths? What are your weaknesses?" You can lie. I can lie. It doesn’t help anyone. It’s not my style anyway.” She placed her hands together on the desk, looking with an assessing, enthusiastic glint in her eyes. “Tell me why you wanted to be an artistic publicist. I saw you tried multiple types of jobs—“
“Ahm…” You adjusted your voice.
“Don’t worry.” She waved her hand, cutting you off. “I don’t care. People should be free to try anything until they actually take a path they enjoy and are passionate about.”
You nod your head in agreement. It was much easier to say your thoughts loud, unfiltered.
"An artistic publicist usually manages their public image and secures media coverage, but that wasn’t really the factor behind my choice of taking this path. My honest opinion about media is conflicted. It can help with promotion and more recognition, but it also has downsides. Being a buffer between the band and the media means not letting public perception be involved in anyone’s life, not just an artist's. A band like ‘Disconnected Youth,' which I could see acts sometimes as a catalyst for social awareness and tangible community action, can be helped by an artistic publicist in many ways. And I think they deserve more recognition.”
And it was true; you didn’t sweeten your words. You did your research before the interview about their partnership with small organizations, giving a part of the profit for volunteering individuals regarding human rights. And it was clear that the band wasn't subtle in their songs; the rebellion was exactly against any sort of social problems ignored by the government. Besides…the songs the singer writes about himself are riddled and hidden between particular songs.
You left out the part about why this not-so-known band needs an artistic publicist, but Ino was fast to clear this up.
Ino smirked as you spoke, delighted as she nodded in approval.
“I think that’s one of the best answers I had until now.” You gave her a thankful smile but didn’t speak out loud. It wasn’t a good idea to show a slight insecurity at an interview, chasing the praise. “Now, I suppose you wonder why we need one.”
She smiled as she realized she got you right.
“They worked for this new album for at least a year. The small public our band knew was on hiatus, and they were indeed for personal issues, but our singer surprised us all when one day he came with multiple starting songs that he wanted to practice along with his team. I think it’s their best time speaking about recognition because the album managed to catch other record labels’s eyes. We received multiple offers, including them participating in a summer festival in Osaka in a month, and we took the offer. Even the last concert, I think, when you went...? That night it piqued people's curiosity on the media after a particular event during the show. Ino blinked twice, suddenly looking at you weirdly all over your face. “Oh my God. Wait.”
Your pulse spiked at her urgency as she grabbed the phone.
“You are in the video too!”
What? Your mouth parted, flabbergasted. Your head lowered as Ino came next to you, placing her phone on the desk.
You assessed the description of the photo and the video. Shit.
‘Disconnecter Youth' rocked the Hokage’s venue last night. Sasuke Uchiha, the singer of the band, overcome himself!’
The video was pretty clear, filmed behind you and your friend—focusing first on Naruto Big's smile, eyes furrowed, looking down in concentration as his hands moved faster on his favorite guitar. Sakura’s hitting her drums in an unpolitical way, driven by Sasuke’s voice, whose body was inclined, looking straight at someone, you, as he sang over his microphone before the song finished and the crowd erupted. You could see the side of your face was seen a little, knowing it was exactly on that part when you looked around to see if you really were the one Sasuke signed to.
Ino grinned at your shocked expression.
“I didn’t see it…”
“Don’t worry about it. I have good eyes, that’s why I recognized you, but your face is barely seen.” She sits back on the chair. “So you were indeed here. Wait, did you know the girl next to you?”
“Hinata? Yes, she is my friend.”
“That’s so cool! We went to the university together. You know, the Osaka University of Arts? Right, she is a dancer now, no?”
“Yes. In the performing art of aerial silks.”
You are really proud of her.
“Oh God, I really want to see her.”
“I can speak with her when it's her next show.”
She took your hands in hers, and your muscles tensed at the sudden touch.
“Please, do! Now come, let’s meet the band.”
Ino took a... meal from her desk? Then, you rose from the chair too, following her as she spoke over her shoulder with a smile.
“Ah, right. You passed the interview. It’s only your choice if you want to collaborate with us. But I hope you do.”
Your heart beats faster. Do you?
"Ah, and…” She had an apologetic look on her face. “I hope you're not the kind to be discouraged fast.”
And you will find soon what she meant by that. For now, you’re too focused to calm your nerves. You’re going to see them—him—again.
The walk here was blurring; you didn’t focus on anything, just mindlessly followed them until she opened the door.
“Sweet, sweet. Practicing as you should, guys." Naruto lifted her head, and so did Sakura. Ino comes straight to Sakura, giving a kiss on her cheek. Hm? “As much as I love you and how good you are with your little drums, I’m pretty sure you didn’t eat anything by now.” Sakura tried to speak, her cheek flushed by the lovely peck. “Nah. Don’t say a word.” Ino gives her the meal. “Your favorite." She winked at her before she came into the middle of the training room. Her eyes furrowed at the lack of light due to the curtains being closed off.
“You again!” Naruto comes to greet you, pointing his finger at you. “I hope you listened to your song as I told you.”
You raised your hands in surrender, letting out a soft chuckle.
“I did, I did!”
Only then did Sasuke lift his head from the guitar in his hands. He usually tests notes to help Naruto achieve what he wants.
Ino scolded him friendly.
“Don’t scare her, Naruto. She’s here to work.”
You looked at Sasuke then, and you didn’t miss the subtle arch of his eyebrows, a little bewildered. You offered just a small greeting.
“Hi.”
Naruto interfered.
“Wait? To work?” He scratched under his chin. “I remember you saying something about it, Ino."
“I can see how much you listen to me, Naruto.”
Naruto’s mouth turned into a shy line. Sakura asked. “For the artistic publicist role, right?”
“Yes, love.”
“Artistic publicist?” Naruto asked, confused, and Ino looked at you, and you sensed she wanted you to speak about it.
You gulped down, feeling your throat tighten. But it was necessary for the switch inside your mind to happen.
Your work personality came when you needed it.
“An artistic or creative publicist is primarily focused on promoting an artist’s work, in your case, the band’s work, and shapes their public image. But also to secure interviews, reviews, and features and coordinate press announcements for new projects, exhibitions, or tours.”
Sasuke’s eyebrows furrowed at your words; his eyes lingered on the person in front of him, different from what he knew until now. But his priorities lie further than that, ignoring immediately these irrelevant thoughts.
“We don’t need one.”
Ino offered, speaking directly with him as you flinched internally at his sharp tone.
“We do, Sasuke. The offer we received is very good.”
“Is it?”
Ino sighed, trying to find a common ground.
“You know we have accepted already the festival offer to perform there. And we received many other offers. We talked already about this.”
Sasuke thinks this shit will only discourage the band’s purpose. Just thinking about the possibility that he will align with other artists at the festival, becoming one along with the others and following the common road, he is heavily skeptical, wanting to avoid too much exposure that can do more damage than good. Just like it happened to someone very close to him. ‘Close’ is a big word in the present moment. Not anymore.
“You can hire what you want. I will not be a part of it.”
Sakura tried to maintain a soft-spoken tone.
“We need to cooperate a little, Sasuke. If Ino and Shikamaru agreed and hired [Name], it means it’s a good choice. They never failed until now.”
Naruto scolded. “Of course you’ll say no.” Sasuke rolled his eyes, letting his guitar rest on the closer bench as he walked straight to the other door, leading to a small resting room. He spoke as his back was turned.
“Do what you want. I don’t care.”
The door closed abruptly. Such a dramatic exit, you thought.
Ino looked at you, and you didn’t let her see your real thoughts about what you think regarding their little singer—despite the irritation building inside of you, seeing the side of him you didn’t expect.
“That’s what I mean when I told you to not get discouraged.” She waved her hand dismissively. “But it’s fine. We will convince him eventually like we always do, and obviously, he will see for himself how serious you are. Of course, if your answer is yes.”
“I’m not discouraged at all. But yes, I’ll let you know. I need more time to think about it.”
They looked at you and gave you an understanding look.
—
The ride home was silent, only your mind was anything but.
Is this really a good choice to work for them? With him? Sasuke? You didn’t receive the offer yet on the email, Ino will probably give you soon. You don’t expect a big salary or anything, not that is your top priority.
It felt like a challenge, which is probably why you intended to say yes. Shaping a band from the ground up is more complex, especially if it is small, but it has the ability to flourish and shape itself into something remarkable. It also didn't help how their music impacted you. However, this is not the most effective way to seek your answer.
One week. One week and you’ll decide if ‘Disconnect Youth’ resonate enough with your path to take the risk.
he smiled differently ꫂ᭪ 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆!𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒉𝒂!𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 ⌗𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘆𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴
A lunch break at the Ninja Academy turns into another one of Naruto and Sasuke's ridiculous competitions, much to the amusement of the rest of the class. But amidst the familiar chaos, you catch a fleeting glimpse of something you'd never expected to see from Sasuke—a genuine smile.
a/n: This is my personal take on the characters. If it's not your vibe, that's cool, no need to hate. XOXO
Naruto: DRY HUMPING
Naruto seems like the type to fucking love this, grinding against you while you're both lost in a messy, desperate make-out session.
Usually he is completely dressed, while you have a tiny thong on. You on top, he under you, moving your hips against his rock-hard length, all the while kissing you desperately, moaning into your mouth like he can’t get enough of this.
His face would be red, all the way to his ears, but he wouldn't look away. He'd watch. Every grind. Every wet sound.
“You feel so fucking good, ya know? Look at the mess. All over me. You like it, don’t ya, sweetheart?”
Sasuke: INFIDELITY KINK
The second he mentioned wanting to try this, you agreed. It's been your favorite kind of roleplay ever since. The thrill, the idea of getting caught doing such a thing is everything.
Usually he’s the one getting cheated, becoming the stranger from the bar where you have a drink. The random guy from the library who invites you to “his” house, just to show you his book collection. The ex you swore you'd never talk to again. He does his part so good, that you almost believe the scenario.
“Aww. Poor little thing. Letting a stranger stretch that pretty pussy while your boyfriend thinks you're at the library. You like it, don't you? Getting fucked by a stranger.”
Shikamaru: SHIBARI
Trust me, Shikamaru is a control freak. He would love manhandling you, maneuvering your body as he wants. Which is ironic, considering he complains about everything else being 'troublesome.' But this? He'd never say that about this.
Probably, his favorite position would be with you bent forward, your arms tied, the rope having a cute ribbon in the middle. His fingers steadying your body, as he thrusts lazy but deep enough to make your toes curl with pleasure. He'd watch your face over your shoulder, that boyish smirk never leaving his lips, drinking in every whimper.
“What was that, my love? I’m too big for you? That’s troublesome... because look at how good your pussy treats me. All sloppy and shit.”
Kakashi: CUCKOLDING
Yes, he is that confident in himself, to let his woman get fucked in front of him by another man. Yes, he would most likely imply Obito in the setting.
First, he was a bit reluctant to propose this to you, thinking you would reject his idea instantly, at the same time being embarrassed to say it out loud to you. But when he gathered the courage, he was surprised when you nodded with a little, shy smile. He definitely asked you for more than fifty times, and asked if you'd be comfortable with someone you both already knew.
Obito is the best choice of all, being at the same time more different than Kakashi. More cocky, more crude than your husband, offering him a 10/10 show.
“Look at you. Who knew you'd jump on his cock so fast, sweetheart? Not that I'm complaining,” Kakashi would say, his hand stroking himself slowly, his unmasked eye analytical, but hungry.
"You like that?” Obito would laugh cruelly. “Of course you do. Look at you — soaking my cock like a good little slut. Isn't she, Kakashi?"
Obito: GAGGING KINK
He is obsessed with the sound of your throat as he pushes in, either with his fingers, his dick, or a toy on your tongue, making him feral.
Your desperation, the tears streaming one after another, which he wouldn’t wipe away. Your chin drenched in drool. He'd just watch mesmerized.
His favorite way is with his fingers. His hands are rough, calloused, scarred, but he'd be so careful with you. Every movement deliberate. Every press of his fingers calculated. He instructs you through everything. Open wider. Breathe through your nose. You can take it. His eyes never leaving your face, patient, enjoying every sound that escapes you.
He'd keep his mask on sometimes. Other times, he'd pull it up, onto his forehead so you could see his face. His proud smirk.
“Ah, fuck. Look at how hard you get me, baby. Do that again. Do that sound again, please.”
Jiraiya: VOYEURISM
This doesn't even need explaining. You already know I'm right. He has this big pleasure of lurking behind the door, the sofa, the curtains, enjoying the sight of you touching yourself as if he weren't in the same room.
You usually like to tease him too, smirking devilishly when you hear his low, almost imperceptible groans. Then you'd give him a little gaze over your shoulder. From the glass shower, your back pressed against the cold wall, one leg hitched up, your restless fingers pushing in and out. You'd slow down on purpose, just to hear him whine.
You'd catch his stare behind the bathroom door, one hand stroking his cock lazily, his lip caught between his teeth.
"I wish Jiraiya was here," you moaned, loud.
It didn't take long before he slid under the running water, bending you over, your palms pressed against the glass.
"Mission accomplished. Daddy's here." Then he thrust, hard enough to make you scream.
♯┆sasuke x reader x zuko x megumi .ᐟ 18+ part two.
ᝰ.ᐟ when your boyfriend, sasuke, suggests a threesome with his roommate, megumi, you're more than a little interested. a party of three quickly turns into a party of four when zuko shows interest in you at a function. sasuke is a CUCK!!! sasuke and megumi are kind of homosexual. oral (m! and f!receiving). brief cowgirl, eiffel tower, doggy, missionary. dubcon (everyone is drunk). modern au.
a/n: i actually hate this fic but now im free thank god thank god thank god my laptop is currently broken so im ngl i wrote this on the library computers #fml anyways im sorry i cut the smut short im lowk bad at writing smut and it keeps stumping me................ill improve soon dattebayo! sidenote my birthday is in two weeks!
part one.
you’re sure your pupils are blown wide open as you watch the scene in front of you—megumi and sasuke making out. what started off as a hesitant, unsure kiss has turned into something passionate, and you’re not sure if you wanna join or continue to watch. you never, not even in your wildest dreams, thought this would happen. you never thought they’d be down for this. your mind is spinning but you can’t bring yourself to care about the aftermath right now.
they pull away, panting, lips glistening with each other's saliva. you almost don’t want them to stop, but the thought is quickly pushed away when they both turn their focus back on you. you’re sat on megumi’s bed now, your eyes wide. sasuke smirks at the sight of you, stepping close. “you’re enjoying this too much.” he mumbles, looming over you. you tilt your head up to look at him, chuckling breathlessly. “i’m a little lost for words.” you admit, pressing your cheek against his stomach. he hums, running his fingers through your hair. “do you want to continue?” he asks.
you nod a little too quickly, earning an amused huff from megumi. they both sit down on either side of you, and you’re unsure of who to look at. sasuke decides for you, grabbing your jaw and pulling your face towards his. he kisses you deep and slow, trying to convey his emotion through his actions. you melt into it, sliding one hand into his hair. you shift on the bed, turning your body towards him completely, gripping the front of his shirt with your free hand. it’s not long before you feel megumi press against your back. he brushes your hair away from your neck, his lips meeting the soft skin there. you shiver, reaching one hand back to grab onto any part of megumi that you can find. he wraps an arm around your waist, keeping you pressed against him as he starts to kiss every inch of skin he can reach.
however, his hands start to wander, sliding up to cup your chest, then up to your neck, before finally reaching your jaw; pulling you away from sasuke. you break the kiss with a gasp, not having a moment to catch your breath before megumi is tilting your head back to kiss him instead. you make a sound against his mouth, twisting your body to be more comfortable. sasuke watches with an unreadable expression, keeping his hands to himself. megumi tugs at you, wordlessly asking you to move. you obey, breaking the kiss to straddle him. he leans back against the headboard, no words spoken as he pulls you back into a kiss. your hands wander across his body, brain fuzzy. a part of you still feels weird and guilty about touching someone like this that isn’t sasuke, but with the way his hand is sliding under your shirt right now, you’re sure he’s enjoying the view.
you gasp into megumi’s mouth as sasuke’s cold hand finds your breast, playing around with your nipple. however, he pulls his hand away after a few seconds. you break away from megumi, looking over your shoulder to see what he’s up to. you watch as sasuke pulls his shirt off, eyebrows raising in both shock and amusement when you feel megumi’s cock twitch under you. a part of you wonders if the two of them have also been dancing around each other for a while. his pants come off next, and you can see the outline of his hard cock clearly now that he’s in just his boxers. you move away from megumi, sliding off the bed and onto your knees in front of your boyfriend. he looks down at you with slightly parted lips, hand reaching down to free himself. he pumps his cock lazily a few times and you open your mouth, tongue reaching out to give him a lick.
he inhales sharply when you tease his tip, letting you take control. you slowly stroke him with your hand, your mouth continuing to tease only the head of his cock. you watch his reactions carefully, as always, but now you’re watching megumi too. it’s not long before his own cock is out, being stroked slowly as he focuses on the way you’re starting to take more and more of sasuke’s length. both of them start breathing heavily, and you start feeling a little shy from the way they’re staring at you. sasuke's hand slides into your hair, holding your head still.
"c-can i..?" he breathes out. you hum approvingly around his cock, knowing what he's asking for. he begins to thrust up into your mouth, being careful to watch your expressions so that he doesn't overdo it. you can tell he's holding himself back more than usual right now—assuming he doesn't want to wear you out before you get a chance to do anything with megumi. he groans under his breath as you relax your throat for him, letting him use you. your eyes flicker over to megumi, who's pumping his cock at a rapid pace now, brows furrowed.
you reach out your hand—a sign to come closer—and he obeys immediately. he shifts so that he's sat right next to sasuke, a faint red tinting the tips of his ears. you move your left hand up to wrap around his cock, stroking it to the best of your ability with the way that sasuke is fucking your face right now. your eyes sting with tears but you're determined to make sasuke come, so you push through it. his head his thrown back, pants and low sounds leaving him.
megumi is watching you, his lip between his teeth, fists clenched tightly around the sheets. "fuck...close," sasuke breathes out, his hips picking up their pace. you release megumi to hold onto sasuke's thighs, doing whatever you can to speed up the process. he finally comes with a groan, his grip in your hair loosening. you pull back with a gasp, having already swallowed. sasuke's face is flushed, breathing heavy, his hand sliding out of your hair completely to cup your face instead. he caresses your cheek lovingly for a moment, focused on just you, before looking at megumi.
"enjoy the show?" he murmurs. megumi blushes a little harder, huffing. "shut up..." he grumbles. sasuke just smirks, tucking himself back into his boxers. you stand, looming over the two of them now. you pull your shirt off in one quick movement, all of your previous reluctance gone. megumi and sasuke have similar reactions, looking almost hungry. you gently push on megumi's shoulder, making him lay back.
he lets you, breaths coming a little quicker. you straddle him again, dragging yourself against his exposed cock. he hisses, hands sliding up your thighs. "gumi..." you murmur, kissing his neck. he breathes your name in response, grip tightening on your hips. you look at sasuke, biting your lip. "can we...?" you trail off, the implication clear. he just looks at you two silently before nodding slowly, his eyes moving from your chest to megumi's cock nestled between your thighs, obviously aroused.
you hum, kissing megumi. "and you? you wanna do this?" you make sure, undoing your bra. "uhhh..." he trails off, swallowing hard while his focus remains solely on your breasts spilling out now that your bra has been tossed aside. "y-yeah.." he whispers. you chuckle, pressing your chest against his. "good." you whisper back, kissing his neck. you start to unbutton his shirt, one by one, revealing his pale skin beneath. you push the shirt open, running your hands up his chest. you lean back into a sitting position, letting him tug his shirt off fully. you lift your hips off after unbuttoning your jeans, pulling them off.
now, you sit there completely naked. you feel a little shy, but you're going to ignore it, enjoying the position of power that you have right now. megumi looks up at you in what could only be described as complete and utter awe, pupils blown wide open. sasuke tosses you a condom, leaning back. "don't forget." he mutters. "right." you breathe, opening the packet. you take the condom, slowly rolling it onto megumi's length. he lets out a breath, nails digging into the skin of your thighs.
"uhm...are you ready?" you stammer. you're not used to having sex with other guys, of course, so you're not sure if he's expecting anything else. you and sasuke don't usually have time for foreplay, but you know it's expected usually. but megumi just nods feverishly, obviously desperate to be inside of you. sparing one last glance at sasuke, you grab megumi's cock, slowly letting yourself sink onto the tip. he whimpers, one hand going up to cover his mouth. it feels different. you slowly take more and more, your greedy hole swallowing his cock, until you eventually bottom out.
he whines when you give an experimental roll of your hips, throwing his head back. "w-wait...feels so- ah..good." he pants, brows furrowed. "can't...give me a sec..." he grits out, trying to get himself under control. you brace yourself against his chest, staying still as requested. once again, your eyes seek out sasuke. as much as you want megumi, he's not sasuke. but you won't say it out loud. sasuke is watching calmly, already half hard. he leans over, pecking your lips, before he kisses megumi again. your pussy tightens at the sight, making megumi moan.
he pats your thigh, a sign that you can begin moving, and so you do. you set a slow pace, not wanting to tire yourself up yet. megumi is whining into sasuke's mouth, hips jerking up against yours. you pant softly, feeling incredibly aroused by the situation. out of everything that could've happened today, this never would've been a single one of your guesses. you gradually speed up, need beginning to overtake your body. sasuke breaks away from megumi, starting to stroke his own cock again.
"gumi, i- ah fuck..." you pant. your legs are burning but you can't stop, his cock hitting that spot inside of you perfectly. but he notices your pace starting to dwindle, and he stops you with his hands on your hips. he gently pushes you back onto the bed, wanting you on your stomach. you oblige, stomach fluttering in anticipation. but instead of megumi, it's sasuke that slams into you. you gasp out a moan, hands flying out to grab the mattress. "fuck!" you moan, lifting your head back to look at him. "fuck, sorry..." he groans out, starting to thrust into you.
megumi walks to the other side of the bed, gently gripping your hair to get your attention. his cock hangs heavy, tempting you. his expression is full of needy expectation, silently begging you to suck him off. you take the bait, wrapping your lips around his cock. he hisses, head falling back as his grip tightens. you don't have the greatest control on the head you're giving megumi with the way that sasuke is slamming his cock into you, jolting your body, the pleasure making it hard to focus on anything else.
your eyes are watering, throat burning, ass stinging from the force at which sasuke's hips are slamming against it. due to the edging from earlier, it takes only a few minutes for megumi to be cumming down your throat, a strangled moan escaping him. with your mouth empty, your previously muffled sounds turn into loud moans of sasuke's name, fingers clutching at the bedsheets. he leans over you, caging you against the mattress, low grunts muffled against your shoulder. "fuck– ah, so close!" you moan.
"mhm," is all the response he gives you, trying to maintain his pace. his tip prodding at your cervix feels so good, cock rubbing against your walls. "fuckfuckfuckfuck– m'coming!" you gasp, your orgasm hitting you like a truck. you clamp down around his cock hard, making him hiss. he thrusts into you harder, pushing himself back onto his hands. and before you know it, he's spilling into you. you all take a moment to come down, the room falling silent save for the sounds of your collective breathing.
"you didn't wear a condom?" you blink, suddenly realizing that he came inside of you. "gave you my last one." he smirks slightly, sitting down beside you. on the opposite end of the bed sits megumi, gently running his hands through your hair. you huff at sasuke's response, kicking at him. he grabs your leg, pressing it down against the mattress. "your fantasies fulfilled?" he teases megumi, who groans, blushing. "shut up." he grumbles.
the next couple of weeks are...unexpected. you didn't know what you thought would happen after that time, but it wasn't this. it seems your relationship with sasuke has...opened—to include megumi. he's stopped avoiding you now. on the contrary, he's usually always there when you go to their dorms. and unlike before, the hangouts aren't just you guys chilling. they're heated, intimate, confusing. you don't know how long this will last, and a part of you is still anxious, worried about your relationship with sasuke.
but, you can't get yourself to give it too much thought right now. you're right where you want to be.
"tonight?" you hum, confirming the date of the party that you've been invited to. your friend responds on the other end of the line, phone pressed to your cheek. sasuke has an arm draped around your waist, while megumi's head rests on your lap. something is playing on the laptop, but none of you are paying attention. "alright. i'll be there." you confirm, earning an excited exclamation from your friend before the line cuts. "be where?" sasuke speaks up.
"mm, house party. do you guys wanna come?" you inquire. they share a look before megumi shrugs. "i guess." he mumbles. "really? that's unexpected." you chuckle. "where is it?" sasuke inquires, eyes shutting. "uhhh...i think it's being hosted by one of naruto's friends." you shrug, not really sure. sasuke scoffs, burying his face into your neck. "great." he mutters. you roll your eyes at his antics, running your hand through his hair. "don't be grumpy. you don't have to come."
he opens his eyes, tilting his head back to look at you. he shrugs, cheek pressed to your shoulder. "i'll go."
a few hours later, your mind is hazy from the shots you've downed. you're not drunk—you learnt your lesson during your freshman year—but there's a pleasant buzz running through your veins. you're in the kitchen, hip leaned against the counter, laughing with one of your friends. "no, i know! i told him to fuck off, but i didn't really mean it." she giggles conspiratorially, explaining her most recent encounter with her...you don't really know what they are to each other, but you enjoy hearing the drama regardless.
"but enough about that. how are things with sasuke?" she asks curiously, taking a sip out of her red solo cup. your smile softens, affection bubbling up in your chest at the mention of your boyfriend. "oh, y'know. he's still sasuke—hot, dreamy, sexy." you grin. your friend laughs, scrunching her face up in faux disgust. "gross, shut up." she teases before a cheeky expression crosses her face. "is his hot roommate still single?"
the question makes you pause, your smile fading slightly. something uncomfortable twists in your chest at the question, and you're unsure why. megumi is...a friend. with benefits, you suppose. so he's allowed to date other people. hell, you have a whole boyfriend yourself. so why does the thought of him being with someone else make you nauseous? forcing a chuckle, you shake your head. "i dunno. i think he's involved with someone, but i couldn't tell you any more than that." your friend lets out a disappointed tut, humming thoughtfully. "sucks. but it's fine—plenty of other hot guys on campus."
you feel a little relief at her casualness, reassured that her feelings for him were nothing serious. "speaking of, have you seen zuko recently?" she smirks. you tilt your head at the mention of him, mumbling a 'no'. zuko and you have...history? in high school, everybody thought he liked you—but you guys were such close friends that you were convinced that everyone was misreading the situation. and when you got with sasuke, he slowly faded into the background of your life. although you guys have been at the same college all these years, the friendship never picked back up.
"he's so hot now, [name]. it's too bad you're chained down to uchiha." she sighs dramatically, shaking her head with exaggerated sympathy. you chuckle, nudging her shoulder. "hush. i'm right where i need to be." you grin. "yeah, yeah. we all know how much you wuv your boyfriend," she mocks, grabbing your hand. "but you gotta check this out." she insists.
you huff as she starts dragging you out of the kitchen and into the living room, which is packed with sweaty college students, all under the influence. you both push through them, making your way to the other end of the room. there, you recognize the face of zuko but...he definitely has changed. he's not as skinny as he used to be in high school—his tall frame having filled out quite nicely with muscle. his hair is also quite long now, highlighting his unfairly perfect bone structure. he's busy talking to some other guy, though neither of them seem that interested in the conversation.
"zuko." your friend calls out, coming to a stop a few feet away. he lifts his gaze to look at her, eyes flickering to you. he seems caught off guard by your presence, but he smiles nonetheless. "hey." he replies, giving a dismissive nod to whoever he was with. "hey. long time no see." you grin, feeling a strange sense of nostalgia at the sight of his smile. "yeah." he chuckles, crossing his arms. "how've you two been?"
"oh, i've been great! but you know what? i think i'm gonna go eat something." your friend says with too much innocence, making you side eye her. the smile she gives you could rival the cheshire cat as she slips back into the crowd, leaving you alone with zuko. you chuckle awkwardly, looking back up at him. "you've definitely changed a lot." you note, eyes trailing over him for a moment. "you haven't." you force your misbehaving eyes to meet his again, a thoughtful look crossing your face. "you don't think so?" you ask. he shakes his head, a slight smile creeping back. "nah. but it's good, if you ask me. means you stayed true to yourself."
you give him an amused look, huffing. "right. i don't think it's that meaningful, but i'm glad you think so." you tease, making him roll his eyes. "i'm just saying! you've definitely grown up, but you're fundamentally the same from what i'm picking up." he defends. "oh, am i? i'm glad you've got such a good read on me." you giggle. he huffs out a laugh, leaning a little closer subconsciously. "i always have." he shrugs, and you nod sagely. "of course. i always knew you should've gotten into psychology. you're an empath." you say, mustering as much seriousness into your tone as possible. he laughs properly this time, eyes crinkling. "you're insufferable."
you laugh a little too, shrugging. "on second thought, maybe not. you have your own issues to sort, considering you can't even accept a genuine, good natured compliment." you sigh sadly. "uh huh. i'm sure that's what that was." he raises an eyebrow.
"there you are." comes sasuke's voice as he shows up behind you, hand naturally settling at your waist. zuko's expression falls a little as he lays eyes on your boyfriend. he knew you two were still together, having heard status updates from mutual friends for years. yet, he still feels disappointment at seeing you two together—it's why he couldn't stay your friend after you'd gotten into a relationship.
"sasuke." zuko greets, voice a lot less animated than it was just moments ago. sasuke simply nods in response. he's never been zuko's biggest fan. not because he'd ever done anything wrong, necessarily, but because sasuke knew. everybody knew. zuko had spent the better part of high school hopelessly into you, and while you'd somehow remained completely oblivious to it, sasuke hadn't. it would've been impressive if it wasn't so painfully obvious.
you, thankfully, remain entirely unaware of the tension. "you guys know each other?" you ask, glancing between them. "not really." zuko shrugs. sasuke hums. you snort, a little amused by how standoffish they both are. zuko's gaze immediately shifts toward you at the sound. it's subtle—so subtle that most people probably wouldn't notice it. sasuke notices though. of course he does.
megumi notices too when he finally appears beside you, drink in hand. "what'd i miss?" he asks.
"apparently, zuko thinks i'm awesome for standing strong against peer pressure." you explain teasingly, making megumi raises an eyebrow. zuko scoffs. "i don't know why i let people talk to me." he grumbles. "because you like attention." you grin immediately. it's familiar. comfortably familiar. for a second, you're fifteen again, sitting beside him in history class, stealing his notes because you forgot to do the reading—listening to him complain about teachers he secretly liked.
you hadn't realized how much you'd missed him until now. the realization settles strangely in your chest, because you've missed people before. friends drift apart all the time, but this feels different. your friend wasn't wrong. zuko has changed.
he's grown into himself in a way that made him difficult to ignore. he carries himself differently now—more confidence, less anger. less desperation to prove himself. and unfortunately, he was ridiculously attractive. you immediately shove that thought into a mental box and lock it—you already have enough boy problems.
before you can think of something to say to break the tension, sasuke's arm slides around your waist again. the motion is casual, but something about it makes zuko's smile falter for a fraction of a second. you almost miss it. almost. and suddenly, you're reminded of every conversation you'd had in high school. every friend insisting zuko liked you. every accusation you'd laughed off. every look that maybe, in hindsight, meant more than you'd realized. ...no. surely not. right?
forcing a smile, you put some distance between you and sasuke, clearing your throat. "we should hang out sometime, zuko. it's been forever." you offer. he nods, though he's not focused on you right now. "yeah, we should." he agrees, exhaling slowly. "tomorrow?" you ask before you can overthink it. "or whenever you're free."
he glances at sasuke, then megumi, then back at you. "...sure." he hums. "great." you beam. "i'll text you." he nods once more, though he still looks mildly uncomfortable by the whole thing.
it turns out scheduling four college students is significantly harder than expected. the next afternoon, you discover sasuke has a lab. or megumi has a review session. or zuko works until six. uh oh, you have an essay due at midnight. the day after that, zuko has an exam. the day after that, megumi picks up an extra shift.
by the end of the week, you're beginning to think the universe simply doesn't want this reunion to happen. "just invite him over after class." naruto suggests over lunch, shoveling noodles into his mouth. "to their dorm?" you question. "yeah." you hesitate.
most of your time there has always been...private. movie nights, studying, naps, the occasional meal when nobody feels like leaving. and more recently, things have become even blurrier. bringing somebody else into it feels oddly intimate.
"that weird?" naruto asks, sending your hesitation. "...a little." he gives you a look. "bro, lock in. it's a dorm room, not your marital home." he grumbles. you throw a french fry at him.
it's now been two weeks since the party and you've given up on the idea of you hanging out as a group. you were originally gonna hang out with him alone, but you could sense that sasuke wasn't comfortable with that, so you wanted to make it a group thing first. that way, he'll see there's nothing to worry about! but alas, your plans never came to fruition.
you're currently in megumi's bed, scrolling on tiktok lazily. megumi and sasuke are sat on the other bed, trying to decide what to get for dinner. at this point, you're at their place more than your own, but you still chud around. real house concerns aren't your problem. "can we just get takeout?" you suggest, dropping your phone onto your stomach. "no." sasuke says shortly, not even bothering to look at you.
you huff, sitting up a little straighter. "why not? i don't wanna go down to the dining hall." you complain, tilting your head. he rolls his eyes, meeting your gaze. "we've been ordering fast food for like, a week. you're broke and unhealthy." he says bluntly, making you scoff. "you're a very unkind man."
he ignores your remark, but megumi shoots you an amused glance. "you've had too many stomachaches this week to still want takeout." he sighs, standing and flopping onto you. you chuckle, falling back, legs spreading to accommodate him. "i'm a boss. stomachaches are a problem for future me." you reason. "you're silly." he mumbles, nudging his nose against yours before he kisses you. it's slow and soft, almost sweet in nature. that's the difference you've noticed.
when sasuke kisses you, it's always so...breathtaking. so deep. but with megumi, it's sweet—leaving you grinning rather than blushing. when you open your eyes again, sasuke's moved, looming over the two of you. "dining hall is serving a bunch of shit today." he sighs, sitting down on the edge of the bed. you wiggle over, making more room for him. he lays down beside you, and you immediately seek him out, resting your head on his shoulder. "so takeout time?" you grin. you see him glance at you from the corner of his eye, amusement badly masked.
unexpectedly, the door opens. zuko's standing there, and he looks a little...alarmed, almost, at what he sees. you're cuddling sasuke, your boyfriend—normal. but his roommate is on top of you, hand under your shirt. the four of you are frozen, staring at each other. "uhm..." zuko finally clears his throat, looking away. "sorry. you'd told me earlier that it was always unlocked, so..." he trails off, running a hand down his face. "is this a bad time? i can go. i think i'll go." and he's already reaching for the door to close it when he finishes talking.
you nudge megumi away, sitting up, clearing your throat. "nono, come in! we're trying to decide what to get for dinner." you smile, trying to ignore how unbelievably awkward this is. zuko hesitates, but the way you're looking at him...with a sigh, he enters the dorm, shutting the door. he lingers by the entrance, but you crawl over sasuke, standing. "sit wherever." you hum, putting a few things away. he sits down on the chair at the study table, giving you a small smile. you sit far away from sasuke and megumi, relaxing your shoulders.
"so, any suggestions?" you ask. "huh?" he blinks. "for dinner. we've tried classic fastfood joints, indian, chinese, thai, japanese..." you list off, recalling the dinners you've had recently. he chuckles quietly. "quite a variety." he nods before letting out a thoughtful hum, tilting his head. "pizza?"
you snort, grinning. "y'know what? sure." you shrug, looking towards the other two. "you guys chill with that?" you ask. they both shrug, which is their way of saying yes when they wanna be nonchalant. "cool." you nod, pulling your phone out. "i'll order."
"pepperoni." megumi says. "half vegetarian." sasuke adds at the exact same time. you stare at them. "you guys have been roommates for three years and still can't agree on toppings?"
"he has bad taste." sasuke says flatly. "he thinks mushrooms belong on pizza." megumi shoots back. "they do." megumi scoffs. "they absolutely do not."
zuko watches the exchange quietly before letting out a laugh. all three of you turn to look at him. he immediately clears his throat. "...sorry."
"no, keep laughing at them." you grin, already opening the app. "they argue about food at least twice a day."
"once." sasuke corrects.
"minimum."
"whatever."
you finish putting the order in before tossing your phone beside you. "forty-five minutes." you announce. megumi groans dramatically. "i'm starving." he complains. you roll your eyes before glancing at zuko. "right. this is megumi—sasuke's roommate." you then look at megumi. "this is zuko. we were best friends in high school." they both give each other a brief nod before silence settles over the room. the awkwardness feels like quicksand, making you desperate to claw your way out.
so, naturally, you ask, "do you guys wanna play a drinking game?"
sasuke gives you a look, sitting up properly. "we're not college freshmen at a party." he says dryly. you roll your eyes, fishing out the bottle of vodka you know they keep under sasuke's bed. "it'll be funnnn. c'mon." you insist, sitting down on the floor. a sigh leaves them collectively but they don't argue, sitting down by you.
"okay. truth or drink." sasuke immediately pinches the bridge of his nose. "of course." he mutters. "i picked something easy so nobody cries." you shrug. "that's reassuring." you ignore him. "i'll start." everyone waits. "...zuko." you point dramatically. "have you ever cheated on anyone?" he blinks. "no."
"see? easy." you say, pleased. "i've literally only dated one person." he goes on to say. "still." he shrugs. "your turn." his eyes drift around the circle before landing on megumi. "truth or drink?" he asks. "truth."
"have you ever been arrested?" you bark out a laugh. sasuke looks genuinely interested in the answer. megumi sighs. "...technically." you sit bolt upright, unaware of this. "technically?!" you gasp, making him roll his eyes. "it wasn't serious." he grumbles. "you got arrested?" you ask again. "detained." he corrects.
"megumi!" he rubs the back of his neck. "i punched somebody." zuko slowly nods. "right." sasuke doesn't even look surprised. "called it." megumi rolls his eyes, sighing. "sasuke, truth or drink?" he questions, an irritated tinge to his voice. sasuke smirks, dragging the bottle toward himself. "drink." he shrugs, taking a long sip of the vodka. megumi scoffs, snatching the bottle.
one hour, five shots, and a whole pizza later, the four of you are getting along swimmingly. "okay, okay- my turn." sasuke interjects in between your giggles, cheeks a little flushed. "zuko, truth or drink?" zuko pretends to think it over for a moment before chuckling to himself, mumbling 'truth'. sasuke pauses, considering his words. he knows you're gonna be mad, but the alcohol has loosened his tongue.
"how long did you like [name] for?" he asks, so sure of himself—so sure that zuko liked you. "sasuke, stop." you mumble, feeling the light atmosphere start to get weighed down. zuko looks at all of you slowly, and you think he's going to deny it, like always, when, "three years."
everyone goes quiet. your heart is pounding because of his answer, and you suddenly can't look at him. three years? he liked you for three years? then, sasuke hums. he's so casual, you'd've thought that zuko told him the weather. "okay. your turn." he shrugs. zuko exhales lowly, looking at you. "truth or drink?" he asks. you're getting whiplash, but you force yourself to speak. "truth."
"did you ever like me back?" once again, you're lost for words. this time, even sasuke looks a little surprised. megumi isn't looking at any of you, awkwardly scrolling on his phone. you chuckle nervously, taking a sip of the vodka. the burn has dulled now, no longer making you flinch as it runs down your throat. "i'm not answering. stop making it weird, guys." you mumble. "no, c'mon. answer." sasuke urges. you shoot him a glare, not appreciating how he's been instigating for the past few minutes. "fine." you huff. "yeah, i did."
"when?" zuko asks. "i'm not telling—that wasn't part of the question. megumi, truth or drink?" you ask sharply, beginning to grow a little upset. megumi blinks, putting his phone away. "uhhh...drink." he shrugs. you hand him the bottle, from which he takes another sip. "sasuke?" he redirects his attention. "truth."
the game continues on longer than it should've. at this point, nobody is really choosing to drink anymore—instead, opting out of questions through grumbles and quick turns in the conversation. everyone is drunk enough for it to slide.
the four of you shifted around absentmindedly until your knees are almost touching zuko's. he notices first, his gaze flickering downward and then back up. neither of you moves. the alcohol has settled into a warm haze behind your eyes. enough to quiet your thoughts without drowning them completely.
dangerous territory. you know that. because when you glance at him now, you don't just see your best friend from high school. you see the way he's grown into himself. the way he still looks at you like you're saying something worth listening to. the way he answered sasuke's question without lying. three years.
usually, you wouldn't entertain thoughts like this—you're loyal, despite recent events. it's because of those events that you're thinking about it. considering how sasuke encouraged your physical relationship with megumi, seemingly enjoying it, you wonder if he'd react similarly to zuko. "you're gone." zuko mumbles, noticing how much you're swaying back and forth.
you chuckle, leaning back on your hands. "i don't even wanna try to stand right now." you sigh. at this point, sasuke and megumi are occupied, having picked up a facetime call from naruto. zuko smiles slightly, tilting his head. "remember the first time i drank?" he asks, making you giggle. you nod, recalling how he'd taken too many shots too quickly, and how he was immobile one hour later. you have a lot of fond memories of him like that, you think.
falling into a comfortable rhythm, you and zuko begin reminiscing on your teenage years together, that old intimacy bubbling up again. you don't notice that sasuke and megumi are off the phone now, or that you're leaning into zuko now. he doesn't seem to notice either—not until there's barely any space left between you.
it's sasuke who notices first. from beside you, you feel his attention settle on the two of you. he doesn't interrupt. megumi follows his gaze, his mind swimming. he looks from you to zuko, then quietly lowers the bottle onto the carpet. the room seems unusually still.
zuko searches your face for something. permission, hesitation, regret? he finds none of them. instead, he finds you looking back. just as uncertain, just as curious, just as unwilling to be the first one to pull away.
his hand shifts against the floor, stopping only a few inches from yours. close enough that your fingers brush when you adjust your balance. the contact is fleeting. and yet neither of you moves afterward.
you hear sasuke exhale softly beside you, making you snap out of it. you pull away, looking back at your boyfriend. sasuke stares at you for a long moment before tilting his head, whispering, "go on." you swallow roughly, feeling less hesitation than you had with megumi. zuko, however, looks completely thrown. is he hearing this right? your boyfriend telling you to kiss him—zuko?
you look back at him, lips parting, leaning back in. "zuko..." you breathe, gaze focused on his lips. "[name], i..." he swallows, looking unsure. you kiss him anyway. you give him a chance to pull away, of course, but he doesn't. the second your lips meet his, his concern about your relationship disappears, desperation overtaking him. he's been wanting this since he was what—14? 15? and now you're here, mouth pressed against his. he can taste you, feel your soft breaths between kisses, feel your soft skin beneath his palm as it rests against your cheek, taste the vodka.
he breaks away, shooting an experimental glance at both sasuke and megumi, who seem to be...enjoying this? before he can think too much about it though, you're whining, pulling him back. god, did he die and go to heaven? you're kissing him so sweetly, mouth needy—it's surreal. he never thought he'd be here. but his fantasy is shattered when megumi pulls your attention away, tugging you towards him to steal a kiss for himself. zuko feels a mix of confusion, jealousy, and...a third thing he can't quite place.
sasuke smirks, shifting closer to the three of you from where he was sitting. "what, can't handle it?" he taunts, making zuko scoff. "what's your problem?" zuko shoots back, a little frustrated at sasuke's demeanor. how is he so okay with letting a girl like you be with other men? zuko doesn't get it. but he won't argue right now—he wouldn't have gotten to kiss you had it not been for sasuke's strange desires.
megumi pulls away from you, kissing down your neck instead. sasuke shrugs, taking the opportunity to stake his claim by kissing you before zuko could. you moan into his mouth, pulling away from megumi entirely to straddle your boyfriend. you feel him smirk against your mouth as he cups your waist, matching your eagerness.
before you know it, you're laying on megumi's bed, your shirt gone. zuko and sasuke are looming over you, and you're somewhat aware of megumi beside you. the alcohol is making your mind fuzzy—having a hard time focusing on anything aside from the ache between your legs.
zuko is hastily undoing his belt while sasuke kisses your neck, fingers tugging your sweatpants down your hips. zuko pushes his own pants and boxers down, cock springing free. sasuke moves out of the way, letting zuko settle between your legs. his breathing is heavy, eyes wide, face flushed. he whispers your name, leaning in to cage you against the bed. "can i..." he swallows, one hand hovering over your lower body. "can i please...?" his voice breaks.
you nod quickly, spreading your legs wider for him. he exhales shakily as his gaze drops to your clothed cunt, eyes fixated on the wet spot dampening your panties. he gently peels them off with shaky hands, breath catching as he bares you to himself. you're soaked, slick coating your pussy invitingly. "fuck...are you sure?" he whispers again, as if he can't believe that this is happening.
"zuko, please. i want you." you assure him, feeling a little dizzy as you lift your head up. he kisses you sweetly before beginning to kiss down your neck, hands situated at your waist. his breath is hot against your skin, the kisses growing sloppier as he goes lower. you bite your lip as he settles between your legs, letting your thighs cushion his head. his breath fans against your sensitive pussy but his gaze is burning into your own, fingers gently wrapped around your thighs. he places a kiss close to your clit, just a few centimeters shy—testing the waters.
your breathing is heavy and shaky, one hand sliding through his hair, the other in sasuke's. he's watching this all intensely, fingers tangled with yours tightly. megumi is somewhere in the room too but you can't bring yourself to look away from zuko to check. a whine escapes you as he licks a stripe up your cunt, his grip on your thighs tightening to keep you still. it's all the encouragement he needs to start devouring you, eating you out like he's been wanting this for years—which he probably has.
you moan and writhe beneath him, tugging harshly at his long hair—which only seems to encourage him. your breath is stolen by a kiss, however, when sasuke decides he wants your attention again. you struggle to kiss him back but you try your best, trying to ground yourself in the familiar sensation of your boyfriend.
"fuck...does he eat that pussy better than i do?" he rasps against your lips, low enough for only you to hear. you frantically shake your head—although, you're not in a position to fairly assess anything right now. sasuke lets out a pleased hum, kissing your neck. there's a difference in how he acts around zuko and megumi. he's not possessive when megumi is the one touching you.
speaking of, you hazily open your eyes, trying to focus. you spot him on the other bed, cock in hand, eyes locked on you. the sight, coupled with zuko's mouth, makes you moan louder than before, your chest heaving as the pleasure continues to build. "zuko- fuck, i'm close." you gasp out, instinctively trying to shut your legs. he doesn't let you though, prying them apart as he hums against you. the combination of his mouth on your pussy, sasuke's lips exploring your neck, and megumi's gaze, has you falling apart.
as you come down from your high, zuko peppers soft kisses against your thigh, slowly moving his way back up your body. "do you need a second?" he whispers against your lips, caging you in again. you shake your head, feeling his cock cushioned between your bodies. he looks around for a minute before spotting a condom megumi had apparently placed on the nightstand when things had gotten heated. grabbing it, he shakily opens the wrapper, tossing it aside with one hand while the other fumbles to roll the contraceptive over his cock.
he whispers a question one last time before slowly pushing in, pausing once he'd gotten a few inches in. you let out a broken whimper, clenching around him. he groans, hips accidentally bucking forward, stuffing you full. "shit- sorry, you okay?" he asks breathlessly, voice strained. you nod, holding on tightly to his shoulders. he presses a fleeting kiss to your forehead before pulling out, slowly pushing back in. you feel the stretch—how good it is. "zuko..." you moan, wrapping your legs around his waist. he groans, gradually starting to pick up the pace.
in between moans and dizzying pleasure, you turn your head to the side again, only to find that sasuke is now with megumi, their lips locked and hands doing something that you can't quite see in the dim lighting. "fuck, you're so tight..." zuko mumbles against your neck. "i- haah...i've been thinking about this for years. is that wrong?" his pathetic admission makes you refocus, and you shake your head. "n-no...i thought about it once or twice..." you pant. that seems to really do something to him because he begins fucking you faster, arms wrapped tightly around your waist. "god, don't say that." he whimpers.
he continues to pound into you with reckless abandon, not caring about the other two in the room anymore. all he sees is you. through your drunk haze, you find yourself thinking back to high school, wondering what would've happened if one of you had confessed your feelings before you'd gotten with sasuke. however, the thought brings an ache to your chest. as good as zuko was, and continues to be, to you, sasuke is the one that you love. zuko and megumi...you love them too, but it's not the same.
you don't have much time to dwell on that though, because you start to feel the familiar tingling of your orgasm building, and you start to buck your hips up more. "zuko, please-" you sob out. he nods, panting against your ear. "i know...i'm close too," he soothes, grinding a little harder with each thrust to really get your g-spot. it takes only a few more seconds of that before you're cumming, clamping down around his cock. he groans, nudging his tip against your cervix, filling the condom with his own load. you both go boneless, panting softly, before you sit up. you gently push him off you, swinging your legs off the bed. megumi and sasuke are already up, cleaning up the mess of food and dishes off the floor.
megumi pauses before moving over to you, gently running his fingers through your hair. he looks down at you with a silent question and you nod, assuring him that you feel alright. pleased, he returns to help sasuke clean, while you pull your clothes back on. a few minutes later, you and zuko stand at the door of their dorm. you had decided to go back to your own dorm tonight, wanting to shower and sleep in your own bed. and tomorrow, you want to really break down this whole situation. but for tonight, you're okay with having all three of them—and you know they're okay with it too.
"do you want me to walk you?" zuko asks, earning a nod from you. "text me when you get back." sasuke mumbles, pressing a kiss to your cheek. you smile, kissing his lips, and then megumi's, before turning to leave with zuko.
18+ characters. Suggestive content. Idk what else. MDNI⚠️
Thinking about Alt! college room-mates Megumi Fushiguro and Sasuke Uchiha who are too fine for their own good. With piercings, tattoos and band tees for days, they were like your walking fantasy.
You three were sat on the couch watching fifty shades of gray stoned out of your minds as you passed chocolates and a singular blunt back and forth. Megumi was sprawled with his arms behind his head, the ripped gorrilaz tee shirt riding up to show his defined v line.
On your left is Sasuke, completely unbothered and close to snoozing. His faded bring me the horizon shirt was bulging under his biceps as he folded his arms over his chest.
"I could never do that to someone. Gross" you comment on the scene before you as you eat another chocolate.
Sasuke eyed you. "You couldn't tie someone up?"
"Bro you say that as if she should do that everyday" megumi scoffed.
"It just doesn't look exciting" you shrugged.
You felt both boys shift. "Have you guys done that stuff before?"
Sasuke cleared his throat and passed the blunt to you. "Yeah" he says casually.
You look at megumi. "And you?"
Megumi nods and grins. "Dollface there's not much i haven't done. Fuck i remember this one girl was so horny she wanted to keep my tongue piercing"
Sasuke lets out a laugh. "The shit I've done with a candle- fuck"
You suddenly felt like the odd one out, knowing your hot room-mates had done these things and you...well you hadn't. You let your hands fall to your lap awkwardly.
"We didn't meant to make you feel weird dollface" Megumi nudges you with his shoulder.
You look at him, dark lustful eyes gaze back at you. The light of the tv hits the silver of his bridge piercing with a curious glint.
"You didn't gumi, its okay"
"You know" sasuke starts. "We could show you what its like. If you want to of course?"
The ravenette sits up, stretching his arms above his head. You look back at megumi who has a sly grin on his face.
"Would you really?" Your voice shakes.
Both boys nod, and when sasuke's hand finds your thigh while Megumi's lips press to your shoulder, you know your in for it.