mental illness goes crazy. i replay hollowknight once while depressed and all of a sudden i reread a fic and get obsessed with the game that never fails to make me cry
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
Kaye woke up from her slumber in a sweat. She’s always had nightmares when moving, but it seems like a new method of torture has been introduced into her brain. One specifically related to this move. She calms herself down, and heads to the kitchen to put coffee on. Once the coffee’s done, she goes out to the back patio to have a cigarette. She’s been trying to quit, and has been mostly successful. Dreams like that, however, just fuck with her in quite a few ways, so she keeps a pack around. After her cigarette is done, Amie walks outside, and sits near her.
“Bad night?” Amie asks
“Yeah. Wasn’t worse than anything you’ve heard, but definitely a new one.” Kaye responds.
“Ahh, that’s not good.” Amie says.
“You’re telling me. Although, I do still feel like I’ve slept, so that’s a plus.” Kaye says with a moderate tone of sarcasm.
“You always do. Excited to see the condo?” Amie asks, switching the subject.
“Yes! The fact that I can afford to buy is wonderful, too. Gonna be nice to be able to rip the carpet up instead of just having to deal with it.” Kaye says, bouncing up and down lightly.
“Woah. Did you just act excited?! Who are you, and what have you done with my Kaye?” Amie asks, genuinely shocked at the display of excitement. In all of the years they’ve known each other, Amie has not once known Kaye to show any kind of emotion beyond neutral.
“Huh. I guess so? This is weird.” Kaye responds, also genuinely confused at her willingness to show the emotions. That’s something she’s always struggled with.
Amie giggles and says, “Maybe it’s the dress.”
Kaye looks down, and realizes that she is still wearing the dress she went to bed with last night. Her face then proceeds to turn several shades of red, and you could swear a few shades of purple mixed in at some points. Amie points this out through a very poorly hidden laugh, which only serves to make the problem worse. After another 20 minutes or so of Amie poking fun at Kaye for showing emotion for the first time, Don steps out.
“Hey, you ready to go?” Don asks Kaye.
“Oh, yeah. Let me change into something more appropriate for heavy lifting. I’ll be ready in ten minutes tops.” Kaye responds, downing her coffee.
“No need to rush, I was just asking.” Don says.
Kaye runs out to the truck, and grabs a pair of canvas pants, and a flannel shirt. For some reason, they don’t seem to fit quite as well today as they did a few days ago. Must just be the trip. Kaye then runs up to the box truck, and gets in. As she waits for Don to get in his car, Amie starts knocking on her driver side window. Kaye opens the door.
“I think you forgot something” Amie says, holding the dress out.
“No, it’s yo-” Kaye starts.
“Take it. It’s yours. You love it, and you definitely need it more than I do.” Amie says, cutting her off.
“But-” Kaye starts.
“No. Buts. It’s yours.” Amie says.
Kaye grabs the dress through the window, and puts it in the passenger seat. She then jumps down from her seat, and hugs Amie as tight as she can. This girl has been nothing but wonderful to her, and it’s about time she starts showing some appreciation for it. As the hug stops, Amie smiles. Don comes out, they get in their cars, and leave. Amie stayed behind, because she had some cleaning to do.
They pulled up to Kaye’s condo. It was a first floor unit, which she picked out primarily for the fairly easy sound proofing she could do. She didn’t plan to get very loud, but you never know where life will take you. Doubly so when everything is about to change.
Before they start moving anything, they decide to walk in to tour the place. Kaye hadn’t seen the place, and she’d been trusting Amie’s word about how well it would fit. From what Amie said, it would be darn near perfect. The living room was large enough that her computer could fit in the corner without obstructing too much of the room, and it had a connected half bathroom. The master bedroom was large enough to fit a four poster bed, which wasn’t there yet, but would be one day. The master bathroom had a corner tub that could definitely fit Kaye’s height, as well as a separate stall shower. Finally, the spare bedroom would definitely fit all of the various implements and furniture Kaye planned. It was perfect!
Kaye and Don began unpacking. She didn’t have much, so it only took a solid hour. Kaye moved most of the boxes to the rooms the contents had belonged in, as did Don.
“Hey, Kaye, where do the boxes that just have a D on them go?” Don asked
“Oh, just throw them in the spare bedroom. I’ll have to unpack everything there, since I’m gonna be kind of particular about where everything goes.” Kaye responded.
“Alright!” Don said.
As Don said that, though, the box he was carrying burst through the bottom. What looked like a set of mountain climbing gear, plus a few other odds and ends came crashing to the floor. Don’s focus shifted to one item in particular, though. Settled near the top of the pile were a pair of very fuzzy white cat ears. They had barrettes on them for attaching to the head, bells, and ribbons on them. Don giggled a bit to himself, which drew Kaye’s attention to the mess.
“Whatcha doin’?” Kaye asks, leaning into the bedroom from the hallway.
As she stood there, her mind started racing. Don didn’t know what she liked to do in her spare time, and this wasn’t the way she was hoping he’d find out. It’d be one thing if Amie told him, but this?! Almost 500 feet of rope falling on the floor with cat ears smack on top. Right in plain view. How is she going to cover this up? She really doesn’t feel up to the conversation right now, and she’d rather not have to go through with it until way later. Shit shit shit! Shit!
“What’s all of this for?” Don said.
Kaye, trying her best to maintain her composure externally, and doing a remarkable job given the night she had, and the amount of heavy shit was just moved.
“I… was in theater in college.” Kaye said.
“I didn’t know your college had a theater program.” Don responds, puzzled.
“They don’t! It was a local thing for college-aged kids.” Kaye says, grasping for straws
“Interesting,“ Don says, contemplating whether to believe this story or not, “You’ll have to show me a video at some point.”
“They didn’t really allow video recording a lot of the time, and I wasn’t in it for that long.” Kaye says, realizing that her story sounds less and less plausible, “Plus I mostly did lighting work. I only had one on-stage performance.”
Really? That’s the best she could come up with? He’s gonna know.
“That’s too bad, but not too surprising. You were always better with technical stuff than the arts.” Don says.
How the hell did he buy that? That was the single stupidest excuse Kaye had ever heard from anyone, much less said. She guesses that her friend just trusts her, or at least understands that this is a part of herself she isn’t quite ready to share yet.
“So, that looks like all of it’s sorted. Want to grab a few chairs?” Don asks.
“S-sure. I’ll grab the mead.” Kaye responds.
She goes into the kitchen and grabs a bottle of the mead she brought with her. It was a dry one that had been aged for about a year before being shipped across the country in the back of a box truck in a fairly big hurry. While she was doing that, Don texted Amie and asked if she wanted to join them. She didn’t, as she was just settling in for the afternoon. That was code for the bra came off, it’s not going back on, and I’m not leaving the house without it.
“Oh well, looks like it’s just us.” Don says, not too upset.
“From what she said, it seems that you two have been seeing a lot of each other lately.” Kaye says.
“Yeah. She just quit her job, but she’s looking for another. Last one got a bit too crazy for her to want to deal with anymore. Thankfully she should have one soon, since she’s a damn good worker, and she has a good reference with her previous company.” Don says
“Does she?” Kaye asks.
“Yeah. Her direct manager was awesome, it was everyone above him that was bad.” Don responds.
“I definitely know how that feels.” Kaye says, looking down slightly.
“Yeah. Sorry for that, but it’ll hopefully get at least a little better here.” Don responds, rubbing her back.
“Thanks.” Kaye says.
“So, how’d you afford this place, anyway? Seems like it’d be out of your pay range.” Don says, trying to lighten the mood a bit.
“One of my previous employers. They did some particularly heinous shit, and I managed to find a lawyer willing to represent it. I didn’t win all that much, comparatively, but it was enough to afford this place. Should be able to get a scrap car while I’m here, too. Outside of that, since the place is paid off, I don’t have to worry about that much. Should be able to afford it working part time, honestly.” Kaye says.
“Ahh, wish I could say the same.” Don says.
“Yeah, I wish I couldn’t, given what I went through with that place. It’s gonna take a while to get over that.” Kaye responds.
“That’s fair. I remember how hard it got for you.” Don responds, “I don’t see why places can’t get over that, it’s not even that b-”
“Everyone thinks I’m a rapist is why they can’t get over it. When someone looks at you and sees nothing but an absolute degenerate, nobody wants to keep you around. I’m honestly shocked you and Amie did, all things considered.” Kaye responds, a little annoyed.
“Honestly, things would be weird without you texting one of us at random times to vent about something. It’s been weird to not have you randomly knock on our doors to hang out and calm down.” Don says with a chuckle.
“Hopefully that’ll start again. I was happiest in those moments. I felt like I was home for the first time.” Kaye responds with tears welling up in her eyes.
“Well, welcome home.” Don says, arms outstretched.
Kaye hugs him as tightly as she can, and they stay like that for a few minutes. She cries quite a bit, but he just stands there, just like he always has. He’s been one of the few constants to her life, and she’s very thankful for that.
“So,” Kaye says, breaking off from him, “did you want to grab a game out?”
“Sure.” Don replies.
Chapter 3
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