#scout angst

[bluesiha125]

[useradeer]

Rope burns.

Closeup! Yes his pupil is off center, yes it's on purpose, yes there are mistakes in the shading, no it's not on purpose.

@gravitytrips , here is what you requested! Scout angst. I love the people that headcanon he's got trauma from being hanged twice.

I felt like shit so I tried to convey how shitty I felt through this drawing.

[icarus-lizard]

Just some father son bonding!

[purge-samauwu]

I looked at tf2 crossovers today! Specifically, tf2 Steven Universe crossover art! And I love all the takes on what gen they'd be and what the fusions would look like. Though, a lot of people think Pyro would be spinel, specifically upright heart spinel, and I love that.

For me, when it comes to linking the characters to the gems personal struggles, I would cast scout as downright heart spinel. I think their back stories are very similar.

And I can't get the idea of him holding a giant spiked baseball bat while mid air. (like the scene where Steven and spinel are in the air and he's trying to sing to her and she just slams him into the ground, yeah, something like that)

I also can't get the idea of him sadly singing Drift Away out of my head.

As well as Other friends and Found. Specifically, Found.

[aerowolf]

started posting a tf2 angst fic based off the song Army Dreamers by Kate Bush on ao3 ‼️

find it here

WARNING: there will be thoughts of Marie attempting suicide due to the loss of her son. she will be comforted.

summary:

Scout's mother, Marie Jones, receives a letter telling her that her son, her beloved Jeremy, is coming home early from the war, riding in a pine box.

it's a work in progress. it's more of a short story than it is a fic but I've split each time skip into a chapter because when i write new parts i write them in timestamp format.

it includes Spyma, and a lot of depression and angst to come.

[the-archivists-plus-one]

Gonna let out some thoughts about how I think Scout feels about Spy being his dad once he finds out :)

When Scout was younger, he’d definitely rag on his deadbeat of a dad. I can totally see him doing so, as why wouldn’t he? The dude left his Ma’ to take care of 8 boys by herself, one of which was his by blood, which was a shitty move no matter who you asked.

But this became more difficult once he grew up and learned exactly who his dad was.

The thing that made it easier when he was younger was that when he was a teen, there was no face to pair with the resentment he felt. He couldn’t actually place a human being in that place with complicated morals and emotions, it was just some guy he knew was a piece of shit for leaving. And all was fine like that, he didn’t think about it.

And when he DID have a face to put there? When he DID have a person he knew with all the human attributes he never associated with his dad, with all the complications and complexities? It just made him conflicted, with all too many different emotions and thoughts.

When he finds out Spy’s his dad, he’s forced to think of more than just an idea of a person. He’s forced to see his dad as something- SOMEONE three dimensional, something real. It can’t just be someone he could condemn without a second thought, someone that would’ve done what they would’ve done no matter the situation. It has to now be the guy he knows is much more complex than that, and who he knows always has reasons for doing things, no matter if Scout knows them or not. He’s deliberate with what he does. Always.

So, what would make his disappearance any different?

..Could Scout have been the main reason he had left?

Now, Scout can’t just think of his dad and blame him for everything, for making his own shitty decisions. No, because he knows this guy now, and doubts have been forever planted in his mind.

He’s forced to think more about it. He can’t just let it all be black and white, good and bad, because nothing ever is. The only problem with his realization of this is that Scout is never good when it comes to thinking more.

Because that leads him to overthinking.

Thinking that he is and always will be a failure, a disappointment in his father’s eyes. Thinking that his mom and Spy were truly in love, and Scout had messed it up and led him to leave.

The blame was no longer only on his dad. It couldn’t be. Not anymore.

The resentment he felt couldn’t fully be placed on him anymore. It felt wrong. So much of it was now focused on himself now, and there was nothing he could do to convince himself it should be any different.

Because of this all, he couldn’t fully bring himself to hate Spy. It’d hurt too much. He wanted to punch his face in, so badly, but he couldn’t ever bring himself to do anything even close.

And what the hell did that make him? A coward who couldn’t handle his own emotions? A guy who was just as bad and therefore couldn’t do shit against the man he was supposed to despise?

All of his brothers had such firm beliefs of the guy. All of them would be willing to give him hell and back, whether through the form of physical harm or words, for what he’s done. No one messes with their Ma’.

So here he was, in the middle of his family and Spy, unable to form a concrete opinion on the matter besides how much he hated it. And how much he hated himself.

And surely, he wasn’t alone in that sentiment. At the very least, that’s what Scout believed. It only seemed right. It only seemed fair.

Of course, all of this is internalized within Scout. And it’ll keep going like that until he finally breaks.

And what’ll happen then? Well, I’ll let you decide.

[iianian69]

ok I DREW!!

i made this a few days ago and i like it very much - although be warned it has very heavily implied suicide

BEFORE ANYONE GETS WORRIED, A DISCLAIMER! im perfectly fine, i didnt make this as a vent post or anything, it was just an idea i got (as stated before) and really liked.

you need not be concerned for me im chillin af rn

song the lyrics are from is "stranded" by red vox. go listen very peak song

ALSO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING HERE AS MUCH school finally started for me again because im doing online now and im trying to lock in

drawing under the keep reading!! do not click if u dont want evil and fucked up scout angst or smt idk

i had fun making this. although i dont like it as much now because its old but oh well maybe you guys will find it cool. idk here u go anyway

[sniper-but-gayer]

Okay but like consider:

Scout grew up a granola kid. Like having a make-shift tree house, scribbling with chalk, mountains of sketchbooks, weaving with grass. Playing in the dirt and exploring the woods. But he had to grow up pretty fast, considering his mom's situation. They weren't very rich, and he had a lot of brothers to be taken care of.

And now he's 'immature' and an attention seeker because he never got enough love growing up.

HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE CRYING LMAO