#tf2 angst

[opsiejane]

Uh,something to get started here.

[bogus-bonkler]

Do you still recognize your reflection?

Reconstructive Surgery in four days, wish me luck :p

[redbonkmaster]

*in his room he would lay on his bed throwing a baseball bouncing it off the concrete wall off the floor than back into his hand over and over. Mindless for once not talking and annoying the others, no comics open, no open dricks.... just existing.. alone*

[nexzandonatti]

I CAN ALMOST BE A TF2 FREAK AGAIN

I have. SOOOO many ideas I want to draw NOWWW,, I am almost done with the prop I'm working on. Also writing down another one so I have like. A list of them to do idk SCOUT AND SPY TO "NOBODY PRAYING FOR ME" BY SEETHER "I am fungus in the forest," Scout holding Spy by the collar, yelling at him. "I'm a lizard with a poison tongue" Spy calm and collected, arguing back. "I'm the child in the manger" (memory) Scout as a baby "I'm the one who sacrificed his son" (memory) Pans over to Spy walking out the door "Rust is showing on my armor," (Back to present) Scout looks tired, breathing deeply, more banged up than the beginning "I am wheezing like an old man, done." Spy looks equally as tired, matching Scouts apparent anger now. "I'm a product of my anger," Scout kicks Spy to the ground. "I'm a bullet in a loaded gun." Spy reaches for his side, for the holstered gun at his hip. "'Cause if I stand up, I'll break my bones," Scout goes to hit Spy with a baseball bat, and Spy shoots him in the knee. "Everybody loves to see a fall unfold." Scout falls in front of Spy, but catches himself enough to lunge forward.

"Ain't nobody giving up." Scout throws his fist at Spy. "Cause nobody gives a fuck." Spy intercepts it, and then the other, still holding a cigarette between his lips. "Stand up, and break my bones." Scout pushes off the hold Spy has on his fists, and lands a kick to his chest again. His knee is bleeding down his sock. "Everybody wants what they just can't hold." This time, Spy finds that his gun was knocked away during their tussle. He looks up. "There's nobody praying for me." Scout is standing over Spy with his bat drawn upward, "There's nobody praying for - there's nobody praying for me" Scout hesitates and drops it, dropping and wrapping his arms around Spy. "There's nobody praying for me." Spy hesitantly accepts the motion. Fade to black.

[frank-and-co]

Sneak Peak Of My Solly Throughout The years For My AO3 Fic I’m Pure As A Lamb

Most of the TW tags are for later chapters & Solly’s backstory

Solly goes through it

Solly needs a fucking hug

[bluesiha125]

[noxspost]

some jane doe angst

So unlike the game jane doe who has raccoons this jane doe has a wolverine. Her name is Charlotte a real pretty man for a pretty creature else you need to understand books for heavily regulated and one of the normal books that was approved of with Charlotte's Web no one could get Charlotte out of Jane Doe's hands and when they did kick Charlotte out Charlotte just appeared back in the compound which was a former abandoned Barn it was once in a week Mill so it was fun.

So jane doe got kidnapped by some extremist Catholics in a cult and put through things similar to the Residential schools that the natives got put through. Jane doe had been branded with the leaves and vines, tallinn later changed them into something to be proud of. Jane doe doesnt like to talk about his adoptive family since they are from the same cult.

The mother is called the caretaker and the leader of the cult, she is a asshole. Charlotte was in the caretaker's words a sign from God, well lightening would come rolling in if the anaimal was taken from jane doe or she would be deeply sick for a few days. Jane doe grew up in rural aera and the cult was in a barn turned church. His memories are fucked by the abuse, so he is the one with DID and DID happens when the brain is trying to protect itself and it makes parts of itself to do so.

(moments before the incident)

So he made so many Escape attempts and that has lead him to have no food for 3 days yet he made one more attempt and it worked and he keep running and running even when the dogs came closer Charlotte had attacked some of the hounds and then ran after her friend.

The ability he has saved him and he was found outside a hospital and the cops got his DNA and the bio parents him at 12 years old. He had disappeared and been kidnapped at 5 years old.

He is missing a few geese heads since they got cut off by the cultists that happened when he first ran and the alter crow materialized he's also protector and the oldest of the other altars. Crow is a massive bear man alter who is strong and brave. He fronts the most, same with jane doe. Ellie is the 2nd one but she doesn't front often and is the one in charge of the memories and emotional alter.

Also the Alters in question are the different geese heads that is not always true for every Gorgon with multiple heads for hair but it can happen.

even though some Gorgons name each individual head it doesn't make them Alters. it's just like have someone connected to your brain like mycelium but it's not like Alters. so they name for variety of different reasons.

In Jane Doe's case some of his heads is thing so each individual head is a different altar or can be but they're not all not all of them are so Crow, ellie and several other alters are the different snakeheads.

Jane doe lost two of them when both of them got cut off by the caregiver. So some of his memories of the cult are blurry because of that it also because of the trauma from the cult

(I will be drawing art of her and I will be inspired by the mother Miranda from Resident Evil and several other things like Queen Mary who's also called Bloody Mary's clothing. Or a nun's clothing)

And when jane doe was hitting puberty and everything comes along with it and the more obvious features of being born signed female at Birth started to become aparent and gender dysphoria came in so winging harder than the fury that is the caretaker when a child behaves like a child.

That happened around the same time he turned around 12ish and made his final Grand Escape that actually worked you travel all the way down to Washington no one knows how he did it he just ended up in Washington state at the border before passing out near at a hospital.

[lillysaurus12]

I'm a really big fan of The Respawn mechanic in TF2. The idea of forever being locked in a never ending war, forced to be born again and again never growing up, never getting older, experiencing pain day in and day out all for 2 rich old men fighting over the worst piece of land ever makes my heart hurt. Imaging Scout going home to visit his Mom in a body that's no longer him. Sure, his mind is still there. Barely. Each Merc has died a thousand deaths in every gruesome way possible, and yet, they still live. How can you not loose your mind? How can you not loose every fiber of your being? There is no end. The massacre continues.