okay im gonna need you to write some more dickie smut cuz that was so good
SOME PART OF ME MUSTâVE DIED
THE FIRST TIME THAT YOU CALLED ME BABY
MDNI SMUT +18, virginity loss
You donât expect to lose your virginity that night. Because; who plans things like that? You just wanted to hangout with your boyfriend. Drove through a rainstorm to appear at his apartment, smacking your shoes off and smiling sweetly as you lay eyes on Sam.
A movie already paused at the beginning; heâs in his hoodie and sweatpants. Those stupid smiley face socks on that have you grinning, âjust us?â You ask, following him to the couch. Where you plop down, legs crossed and arms folded against yourself. Sam nods, sliding against you. Arm around your shoulders; gently rubbing at your arm as you lean into him
âYeah. Thereâs popcorn, was thinking we could order something later if you wanted to stay the nightâ
You bite your lip, letting the movie open infront of your eyes, âtwilight?â You ask, legs now stretched over his in your own version of a human pretzel.
âOh yeah babe. Cold, rainy fall day? That calls for twilightâ he nods
You get halfway through the movie before his touches get less casual, his hand grazes against your cunt; thumbing at where you want to be touched through your leggings. You bite your lip; legs slowly falling apart. This is usually as far as you get before you decide to stop. Opting to just make out instead.
He stays like that, warm hand gripping the inside of your thigh, knuckle occasionally rubbing against your slit, âMnh- Samâ you murmur; grabbing his hand.
âYeah? Want me to stop?â He asks, pulling his hand away from you
âNo. I want to go.. upstairsâ you admit, slipping your legs away from him, âif thatâs ok with you?â
Sam looks over at you, because yes itâs ok with him. Because the past six months have been amazing and youâre all he wants all the time, âyeahâ he follows you upstairs after he pauses the movie.
You stand in his bedroom, backlighting illuminating you, he watches with soft eyes as you pull your hoodie off. Youâre just wearing a bra, no flimsy tank top or tube top. No t-shirt that slides down your shoulder. Just a soft navy blue lace bra. Sam stands there; watching you, as your hands roll down your leggings, kicking off your bright pink fuzzy socks off with the black leggings.
Youâre standing there now, in a blue lace bra and blue thong because maybe you did plan it. Just in case it happened; just incase it did you shaved yourself bare. Just incase, âSam?â You ask, heart hammering in your chest as he soaks you in. The way your stomach tenses when he drops his eyes down; down at how your thighs are clenched together, âdo you. Um. Fuck how do I say it sexy?â You laugh a little; itâs tense.
Sam laughs too, because youâve never been prettier. As he walks towards you, hands out stretched as they greet the plush of your hips, âyou are sexy, nothing changes about that for meâ
You smile as he kisses you; taking his hands through your hair to open your mouth up to him. Humming softly as he turns you; you fumble backwards as the back of your knees hit the bed. Smiling as Sam takes his hoodie off in a swift movement, you lean back on your elbows. Gasping softly when he hooks your legs around his shoulders and sinks to the floor, you lean up even more, âwhat are- Samâ you gasp
âNever had a guy.. go down in you?â He asks; sitting back.
You shake your head, âno⊠um.. youâre like my first boyfriendâ
Sam exhales, âbut youâve like.. touched yourself beforeâ
You scoff, âyeah. Iâm eighteen, just. Never done anything with anyone else beforeâ
âDo you want me to?â
You mull the idea over, âum. Iâm not sure if Iâll be good at itâ
Sam shakes his head, already going back between your thighs. Slowly mouthing against your cunt as he hooks his thumbs around the waistband of your panties and pulls them down, leaning back only to toss them onto the floor, âfuck, youâre so prettyâ he murmurs; mostly to himself. Greedily licking and sucking at your clit, âtell me what feels goodâ
You close your eyes; the stimulation overbearing as you clench your thighs together. Inhaling sharply as he licks you open, âMnh- Sam. Sam im closeâ you murmur, back arching off the bed as you wrap your legs tighter around his head.
He lets you ride out your orgasm on his tongue, watching as you hips rock and roll against his face. He pulls away, spit and slick stuck to his mouth and lips, âdo you want. Want to have sex?â He asks, hands rubbing against your upper thighs as you pant. You still nod. Watching as he stands before you in just his boxers
âCan you just. Be slow?â You ask, sitting up and unclasping your bra.
âOf course babyâ he comforts, and when he looks down on you. In the soft lighting from his lamp, rain still pouring outside, you look like heaven. Stomach rolled slightly as you lean up. Nipples peaked against the cold; chest rising and falling as you breathe, âgo as slow as you need me tooâ
You lean back; hair fluttered against the pillows as Samâs body covers yours, his boxers long discarded on the floor, âcondom- I need a condomâ you murmur as he reaches into the drawer. Ripping the cap off with his teeth and slowly rolling it onto his length.
âI know babyâ he breathes, leaning over you again as his hand guides his cock against your folds, âgood?â He asks; and you nod, exhaling as he pushes into you.
You whimper at the stretch; much bigger than your own fingers, âSam- Samâ you whisper clutching onto his bicep in support, eyes closing as he bottoms out in you.
âI know; you feel so good for me babyâ He comforts, lowering his hand to thumb at your clit
âMnh- too muchâ you whisper, âtoo muchâ
âGood or bad?â Sam asks.
âBadâ
He pulls his hand away, âcan I move?â He asks, palm resting against your hip. Rubbing at the dip where your hip meets leg.
You nod, lifting a leg slightly as he thrusts. Slow- still letting you accommodate to his size. The feeling of him inside you. Itâs quiet. The sounds of skin on skin; the patter of rain against the window. Sam has you whining and whimpering against him, already clenching around him. Walls fluttering as you broach your own orgasm.
Sam follows close behind, hips snapping quickly as he comes inside you. Blocked out by the condom
You pant, hips rolling as you finish against him. Stomach quivering and legs aching, as he pulls out, âIâm going to get rid of this and then Iâll be back ok? Just get comfortableâ
You do as youâre told, sinking into the duvet covers; eyes flicking open as Sam comes back. Taking a warm cloth to your legs and thighs, murmuring soft praises against your skin as you huff, âdid so good for meâ he smiles; dropping the cloth in a laundry basket before meeting you back in bed.
Youâre still naked, tangled in his arms as you breathe in and out. Soaking in his scent; the woodsy smell of his soap. The faint sheen of sweat against his collarbone, âthank youâ you mumble softly, eyes closing against his chest
âFor what?â
You look back up at him, âfor being amazing, and going slow on me for my first timeâ
Sam caresses your cheek, âof course baby, donât you want to put clothes on?â
You pout, âMnh. I donât wanna get up, just.. stay like this.. and then we can shower and watch the movie.. just stay here..â you exhale. Letting Sam wrap his arms around you; holding you tight against him.
michael misa, physical contact seeker extraordinaire, putting himself inside of Sam's hoodie like he is a fucking cat or something. the first time he does it they are laying on the couch and he puts himself under the fabric, his head on sam's chest as he just stays here, in the dark, surrounded by sam's scent. sam doesn't know what to do, and he just puts down his phone to rub soft circles on misa's back.
'you good, buddy ?' he asks softly and when misa hums, sam feels it reverbate on his ribcage and its so fucking intimate to have him like that, all safe and close. sam understands this will be a recurring thing and that there is not stopping it.
but of course after that he complains that his hoodies are all stretched out and have lost their shape but misa just says 'buy bigger ones then' as if the problem is sam's clothes and not the fact that misa thinks a hoodie is made for two grown ass men.
but sam complies because he not so secretly loves it. he starts buying hoodie just one size too big but still pretends to be annoyed when misa invades his personal space. he likes the oversize look of it so that's no problem, and misa grins to himself when he starts noticing how much more space there is for him to crawl in now.
oh he's immediately going in for cuddles right after. he's basically engulfing you to the point where he's basically leeched onto you, and you need to remind him that you still need to clean up a bit. this guy just really loves the intimacy of cuddles afterwards.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
his favourite body part of his are hands. there's so much he can do with them to have you basically melting around him. plus, his hands are so big, he loves burying them in you and seeing the way you take him in. your favourite body part of his are his biceps. they're just great to hold on to, and seeing the way it flexes... yes.
his favourite body part on you would be the crook of your neck. he loves leaving kisses there, knowing it's more of a sensitive spot for you. and it's also a nice place for him to put his head when you two are cuddling after.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
he's highkey down to do it raw with you but only if you wanted to. he just loves finishing wherever you ask him to. however, he loves finishing somewhere on you like your back or stomach, and just seeing himself spill all over you.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
he loves being the dominant one in bed. this man is rarely not taking control. he likes being a little rougher with you, obviously not taking it too far, but he likes to man handle you a bit.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
he's not a virgin, and has had some experience. he definitely learns more about himself and intimacy with you, growing more comfortable with testing out what you'd both be into.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
sam's favourite position is doggy. he feels like he can take a bit more control -- being able to hold your hands, putting his hands on your waist, taking control of the speed. he also loves hearing the sound of his hips meeting your ass.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
sex with him isn't overly serious, and he likes throwing a joke here and there during it. it's also common for you two to have some music playing during it, which led to a time where a song shuffled in and it absolutely did not match the vibe. it led to you two just bursting out in laughter whilst he was literally mid thrust.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
we all know this man can grow hair, but we also know this man likes to cut his hair. he likes to trim everything down there, keeping it somewhat neat.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
oh he loves being a romantic during it all. he loves telling you how much he loves you, peppering kisses everywhere on you, and complimenting you as much as he can. this man just doesn't shut up about making sure you know you're loved by him.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
he's most definitely jacking off during his away games. he loves it a lot more with you, but he knows that's not always possible or realistic, so he makes do. usually he'll jack off to any photos you've sent him before, or sometimes if you're also looking for satisfaction and he's away, phone sex will do.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
he's into overstimulation. he doesn't take it too far, but he loves seeing the way you squirm under his touch when he keeps going after you finish. he just loves seeing how much his touch affects you, and how when he's overstimulating you, even the lightest of his touches does so much to you.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
anywhere where it's just the two of you -- the bed, shower, back of the car. it could literally be anywhere, so long as it's private and there's minimal chances of someone walking in (there was one time when misa walked in... but he was sleepwalking so he didn't remember that happening).
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
oh literally anything about you could turn him on. there have been so many times where you've stretched a certain way, or wore a piece of his clothing, or even just looked at him, and he got turned on.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
absolutely hates anything that could potentially hurt you. no matter how dominant or rough he gets, he's always conscious of not taking it too far and making sure he's not taking it too far.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
he loves both giving and receiving. with giving, he likes using his arms to keep you in place whilst he's in between your legs. sam loves to feel the way you jerk your hips against him. and when it comes to receiving, he likes be a soft head pusher, and also loves holding onto your hair when you're going down on him.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
he likes it a bit more fast and rough, really just wanting to put his all into the moment. but he's also not opposed to taking it slower if you wanted to.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
sam's always down for a quickie whenever the chance for one arises. wherever, whenever, as long as you're down, he's down. usually occurs right before he has to leave whether it be for a game, a flight, practice.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
overall, not too risky with everything, but is still always open to experimenting. he tries to stay as open minded as possible as long as neither of you are getting hurt.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
oh he can go for many rounds. this man could go all night. his stamina is shocking. he also lasts for a considerably good time. whenever he's overstimulating you, it's also partly because he hasn't finished yet but you have.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
he doesn't own any himself, but he's not entirely opposed to the use of them. he definitely doesn't mind using them on you if you wanted to, but he's a bit more hesitant on himself. he's still open to the idea as it may be something that improves your sex lives.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
sam loves to tease you. he loves seeing the way you beg for him, and how he gets to be the one to decide whether or not you get what you want. eventually, he will give in and give you what you want from him.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
he's loud. this man loves to moan, groan, and make any sounds that he can. like it was said before, this man does not shut up. he makes it known that he feels good when you two fuck.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
you two were a couple rounds in, now taking it a bit slower this time when all of a sudden you felt a change in the air. the door was open and michael was just standing there, eyes shut, talking in his sleep.
"dick, we need to... now..." michael slurs out, not making any sense.
you and sam are frozen in shock, wondering what just happened. thankfully, the both of you are under the covers, so even if michael's eyes were open, nothing was too visible from where he was standing. sam quickly got his sweatpants back on, and went over to see if michael really was asleep. after calling out his name a couple times, and not getting a response back, sam just guided him back out the door, unsure of what to do and if he should wake him.
the following morning, sam checked if michael remembered anything from last night.
"hey so did anything weird happen last night?"
"umm... not that i recall of?"
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
sam's big and he knows he is. that's all i need to say xx
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
his sex drive is really high and he's aware of it. if you're ever feeling like you're just not down for it and want to have a more cuddly night, he'll just go take care of himself quickly, then come back for cuddles with you.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
he could fall asleep quickly, but he loves making sure you're alright before he goes to sleep. he likes making sure he's the last one to fall asleep, as it assures him that you're all safe and comfortable.
