summary: you and lando had a one night stand and kept a secret. now you're introduced by a mutual friend and have to deal with the tension. +18. mndi.
word count: 3.1k
author's notes: alexa play sticky feat. glorilla. i wrote this a few weeks ago and i had a revelation that i'm a whore for any type of secret relationship. so this worked out perfectly with 1. dean and allie (ughhhghghhg) 2. the other post i've scheduled for next week hehehehe (basically same concept of this one but w/ jimin!!!!)
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Three months ago.
Three months since I photographed an F1 driver for my work.
Three months since he somehow talked me into giving him my number while shamelessly flirting between shots.
I remember thinking he probably does that all the time, and yet somehow I still ended up at his apartment.
His bed.
His kitchen counter.
His shower.
That night lived rent-free in my head for days afterward, but we never really talked about it. I decided it was a mistake. Not exactly professional behavior on my part.
So I ask him to stay between us.
Which brings us to now…
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It was a beautiful day in Monaco. The summer heat had mellowed into something almost perfect — the kind of weather that makes it very easy to say yes to a villa weekend, even when you'd be the third wheel to Oscar and Lily. The view alone made it worth it. That, and the idea of being somewhere that wasn't my office.
I arrived later than everyone else, as usual. Before I even stepped fully inside, I could already hear Alex and Carlos arguing over a game, music floating somewhere in the background, and a few voices I didn’t recognize.
Lily appeared and grabbed my arm like she'd been waiting at the door.
"Finally," she said, pulling me into a hug.
“Hey, I’m happy to be here,” I say, hugging her tight
"I’m so glad you’re here! let’s go, there are people you haven't met yet."
She steered me toward the patio, doing the quick round of introductions.
“Guys, this is my friend Y/n, she’s the amazing photographer I told you.” I smiled and waved; everyone was mid-conversation and relaxed about it, which I appreciated.
And then, at the end of the table, a familiar face looked up.
That slow, stupid grin, the backwards cap, the exact same eyes that flash into my memory often.
My stomach dropped.
I mean, I did this to myself. Out of every guy in Monaco, I had to hook up with the one in my friend’s inner circle.
I fixed my face as fast as I could and nodded to him with my lips shut tight.
Lily seated me near him. Of course she did.
The table was loud and full and easy — Charles was mid-story about a press interaction, everyone leaning in, which meant I had exactly zero excuses not to look natural. I poured myself a drink, laughed at the right moments, and avoided the left side of my peripheral vision with the focus of someone defusing something.
He was quiet about it, at least.
Just that slow energy that pulls my attention like a magnet. Every now and then, I looked up, and he was already watching me, with this expression like he was very entertained.
I looked away every time. Quickly. The truth is, I don’t know how to act around him.
Later, I drifted toward the bar to mix drinks for the girls. It was a good excuse. Pretending to be busy to avoid giving myself up.
I was halfway through when I felt him appear at the corner of my eye, leaning on the counter with his elbows, completely unbothered.
"Do you take orders?" he asked.
"Sure," I said, keeping my eyes on the glass. "What do you want?"
He glanced around, just briefly, and lowered his voice just enough. "I think you know what I like."
I stilled for half a second. Torturing me seemed to be his way to entertain himself.
Lily and Alexandra chose that exact moment to arrive, Lily still laughing at something from the other side of the patio. I straightened up and handed over the drink I'd been making, grateful for the interruption.
"Wait, Lando, did you meet Y/N? She’s an incredible photographer," Lily asked, leaning her hip against the counter and looking between us. "I realized I didn't properly introduce you."
Lando tilted his head, his gaze dragging across my face like a physical touch. He took a slow sip of whatever was in his glass, his eyes never leaving mine. "I was just wondering about that myself," he murmured. "You look incredibly familiar. Have we met before?"
I focused very hard on slicing a lime, my fingers trembling slightly against the blade. "I don’t think so," I said, keeping my tone flat, professional.
"Maybe you saw her in that shoot you were talking about it" Alexandra suggested, blissfully unaware as she stirred her drink with a straw.
"Maybe," Lando said, though he didn't look at Alexandra. I felt his eyes burning on me.
…
The evening softened, people split into smaller groups, music got quieter, I stopped attempting to win games, and the drinks started to kick in. Lando’s presence becomes more comfortable. By the time the house was mostly settled, I was alone on the patio, watching a boat move slowly in the dark water below.
I heard him before I saw him.
"Doesn't seem like either of us is calling it a night," he said, his hands were holding a glass almost empty, his shirt was a bit more wrinkled, and his hair was now without his cap and a bit messier.
"Apparently not."
He stood beside me for a moment, looking out in the same direction I was. "Do you want to go for a swim?"
"I don't think we should."
"Why?"
"It's almost two in the morning."
"And?" He tilted his head. "Didn't we just agree we’re not the early bird type?"
I rubbed the back of my neck. The water in the pool looked peaceful and inviting. Swimming actually sounded nice. "I don’t have my swimsuit on, and I’m afraid that if I go to my bedroom, I would actually stay there, so...."
He looked at me, narrowing his eyes, like that might be the least convincing argument he’s ever heard.
"There’s nothing I hav-you're making it very hard not to say something dirty to you."
"Then don't."
"Ok. But we’re swimming then."
The pool faced the city and the docks, the lights of Monaco stacked up the hillside in the distance. Lando left his watch and glass on a side table and started taking off his shirt in a way that shouldn’t register as important but absolutely did. I looked away. I'm mostly sure he noticed.
I slipped off my jeans and top, grateful in a very specific way for my choice of underwear, and dove in before I could overthink it.
When I surfaced, he was still on the steps, inching in like the cold water was a personal attack.
“Oh my god, you’re the one to convince me to swim and not even going for a proper dive?” I teased
"I didn't think it through."
I laughed as he finally sank in with a sharp exhale.
…
“What got you into photography?” he asks.
“My dad used to take photos all the time, he had a collection of old film cameras and stuff, and then I started stealing them when I was like thirteen.”
“Stealing?”
“Borrowing without permission.”
He grins. “Oof, rebel.”
“I know, very dangerous.”
He watches me for a second, like he’s trying to picture it.
“You travel a lot for it?”
“Sometimes. Depends on the job.” I shrug. “It’s been mostly Europe lately.”
“Mostly Monaco?”
“For the last four months, yes, exclusive Monaco.”
“Right”
I glance at him, and it’s like for a second he forgot that we met here.
“And you? Do you like it here?”
He leans back at the edge of the pool, resting his head on the border
“I do,” he says. “I like the weather and the fact that most of my friends live here.”
“That’s a safe answer.”
“It’s the true one,” he says
I shake my head, smiling. It got easier in the water. Easier to talk. Easier to forget, for a few minutes, that I was way too embarrassed to be around him. Now it feels natural; it’s nice to actually get to know him.
“So,” he says, and by his tone, I've got an idea of the subject he will bring, "I'm sorry I didn't text you. After."
I glanced at him. He was looking straight ahead, leaning at the pool's edge.
"I didn't know if you wanted to hear from me," he continued. "And then I kept putting it off until it was too late to do it."
I was quiet for a second. Honesty felt the way to go at two in the morning, in cold water, with no one watching.
"I didn't reach out either," I admitted. "What happened was... out of character for me. I got embarrassed. I didn't want to make it awkward."
He frowned. "How come?"
“I mean, it was a one-time thing; I did think you would have thought about it.”
He shakes his head, looking straight. “You’ve got a very optimistic opinion of yourself if you think that night was forgettable.”
His statement caught me off guard. The reminder of our last night together sent a jolt of heat through me.
When he finally looks back at me, there’s no smirk on his face this time. Just something steady.
“Oh,” I say quietly, processing his words. “I just figured…” I start, shrugging a little. “You know. You meet a lot of people. I didn’t exactly assume I’d be… memorable.”
He lets out a soft scoff. “So your solution was to pretend it never happened.”
“More like… hope it politely disappeared.”
He studies me for a second.
“Nah,” he says slowly. “That wasn’t going to happen.”
I bit my lips as I smiled. “Apparently not.”
There’s a brief, comfortable pause before I add.
“Also… if we’re confessing things.”
He tilts his head slightly. “Go on.”
I swirl my hand through the water.
“It wasn’t exactly easy to forget on my side either.”
His expression shifts, he sucks his teeth and raises his brows, “Oh yeah?”
I side-eye him. “You’re acting surprised.”
“I’m acting curious.” The beginning of a smirk settled on his lips. “That’s amazing for my ego,”
“Oh my…shut up,” I push his shoulder lightly as we chuckle
“Can I ask you a question?” he asks as his smile fades a bit
“Go for it.”
“Do you regret it?
I scrunch my nose as I respond, “Not really.”
I surprised myself a little. I'd spent so long convincing myself it was nothing — that I was nothing to him, that he was nothing to me — and somewhere along the way I think I started believing it. It was easier.
But then he looks at me like that, says something like that, and the whole story I've been telling myself just... seems nonsense.
“Good, because if it weren’t for the miscommunication, I would do it all over again,” he casually states
I bite my lips as I confess, “I wouldn’t be opposed to that either.”
“Not opposed?”
“I’m trying to sound dignified.”
“You’re doing great.”
I nudge the water toward him with my hand.
“Don’t ruin it.”
He studies me for a second, clearly amused. Then he shrugs lightly.
“Well,” he says, very casually, “good news.”
I narrowed my eyes, waiting for him to say it.
He pushes himself off the edge of the pool, standing in the shallow water.
“I’m free tonight.”
“…you’re unbelievable.”
“And apparently unforgettable,” he winks, sitting at the edge, dripping wet.
I laughed despite myself and looked away.
I floated on my back, arms out, looking up at the sky, enjoying the hum of the water around my ears. I let myself drift for a moment before I righted myself, looking in Lando’s direction, I see his eyes locked on me. Not at my face. At my body.
I shake my head, pushing wet hair out of my eyes as I swim closer to the steps. Climbing out, the night air hits my skin, shivering a little, I look around for something, anything, that could pass as a towel; my clothes aren’t near enough to dry my whole body.
Behind me, I hear Lando getting up as well. There are still droplets of water running down his shoulders. He stands up and shakes his head like a dog.
“Elegant,” I say, wiping my face with my shirt.
“Says the one drying herself in a tiny piece of fabric?” He reaches down to where he dropped his clothes earlier and grabs his shirt from the table, tossing it towards me.
I catch it and pull it over my head. The fabric is soft and way too big, falling to the middle of my tights; it smells like him, and I hate myself for noticing.
“Let’s go inside, you’re cold,” he tilted his head toward the house and extended one hand. I looked at it for a second longer than I needed to. Then I took it.
Inside, we moved quickly and quietly to avoid making the floor even wetter, both of us on the edge of laughing about it without actually laughing. The house was dark and still and felt like a completely different place than it had a few hours ago — smaller somehow, just the two of us moving through it.
We slowed down when we got to the hallway. I stopped outside my door and turned around, and that's when I noticed that he was still holding my hand. Not like he was guiding me, his fingers were around mine tightly, like he had no intention of letting go.
I looked down at it for a second. So did he.
When I looked back up, he was already watching me, close enough that I was aware of every inch between us. The moment just sat there, my heart felt heavy, our eyes were saying something neither of us had said out loud yet. I want you.
His expression was giving me the chance to make the call.
So I did.
I stepped forward and reached up, pulling him down to me. His hands came to my face immediately, steady and certain. The kiss was warm and a little breathless and nothing like the careful distance I was trying to maintain all evening — it was the other version of us, the one that had existed three months ago.
He smiled against my mouth. I felt it before I saw it.
"Took you long enough," he murmured.
"Shut up," I said, pulling his lips into mine as we entered the bedroom.
We stumble inside; the kiss is messier, I part my lips just enough, and his tongue slides in. I taste the alcohol from earlier, warm and fresh. Our bodies are still wet and cold, but inside I can feel the heat growing. His hands land at my waist like it’s a familiar gesture. Lando shuts and locks the door, still holding me tight.
My fingers brush through the damp curls at the back of his head. We’re breathing so hard I can't tell where his breath ends and mine begins. I thought I had a good reason not to do this. Standing here, I can't remember what it was.
“I missed your kiss,” he says against my mouth, his hands slide to my ass, giving a firm squeeze.
His hands move fast, yanking his shirt over my head, sliding down to my stomach, past my navel, his fingers hook into the waistband of my underwear. I lift my hips just enough for him to pull, as the damp fabric slides down my thighs, I unclasp my bra, letting it fall somewhere on the floor.
I grab the front of his shorts—the wet fabric clinging to his hips—and start pulling. He helps, shoving them down his thighs, then kicking them off one foot. Guiding his body to the bed, I push him into it. He takes his boxers off, and his back hits the mattress. I climbed on top of him.
We lined up perfectly, him hard in my entrance, his eyes tracking the progress of my hands touching him and aligning his cock, enough for me to sink on him.
“Of fuck.” A breath sound comes out of Lando’s throat. “Just like that.”
I push down on my knees, straddling my hips deeper. It feels so good that it stuns me. Stretching me, his dick hits the perfect spot inside me, the friction, the sense of fullness, makes my eyes roll back in my head.
“Mhm, yes, Lando…” I whine
I press my palm against his chest for support. One of his hands squeezes my waist as the other holds my breast. I fasten the pace, rocking on his cock, the angle is so deep, my breath hitches, and a desperate, obscene sound escapes my lips.
“Shhh, baby,” Lando hisses.
I bite my lip trying to control myself, but my body reacts involuntarily. My thighs burn, but I keep squeezing him tighter.
Just like he became aware of thoughts, Lando moves swiftly, lifting me off and him.
My knees sink into the mattress, and I arch my back enough so my legs are spread open and my ass is high.
“That’s it, show me how much you want it,” he says into my neck. He adjusts himself behind me and buries himself back inside of me with one thrust. Immediately, my legs tremble. Lando grips my waist, keeping me still and angling his pounds.
I sob and whimper into the back of my hands, powerless. The sound of our bodies frantically slapping against each other takes over my senses. I’m drunk on him, he’s panting my name under his breath, and reaching for between my legs. His finger slips to my swollen clit and rubs me faster.
Then everything inside me clenches, feeling every thick inch of him. When that pressure builds intensely, I can’t hold on anymore. I shatter. Bursting like a dam, my skin is hot, eyelids feel heavy, and Lando’s keeping pounding roughly.
“I’m gonna come.” His words are choppy, my pulse in my neck is hammering when he growls my name, and his cock twitches inside of me.
I’m in a state of haze, still riding the wave of my orgasm. I feel a warm liquid drip out of my pussy as Lando pulls out.
We fall our sweaty bodies into bed, and I give a small laugh. He does too, and for a minute that's all there is — just both of us catching our breath in the dark.
"I'm having a bit of deja vu," he says.
"What—"
"I mean, partial deja vu. For the full experience, we'd need a kitchen, a love seat…"
"Oh, my God." I cover my face with my hands, laughing.
He blows out a sigh, "We're pretty good at this."
“Hate to admit it.”
“I’m serious, there’s something about us, about you…that’s different,”
“That’s the sex talking.”
“It’s not, I promise.”
I turn my head to look at him. He’s gonna be the death of me.
Summary: Falling for Harry Styles was never part of Y/N’s plan. As the daughter of Stevie Nicks, she’s spent her whole life running from the spotlight, carving out her own identity in the indie rock scene. But when fate keeps pulling her back into his orbit, resisting becomes impossible.
A slow-burn friends-to-lovers romance filled with stolen glances, whispered lyrics, and a love too big to keep secret forever. Featuring: a dramatic rain-soaked love confession, a very public grand gesture, and enough Fleetwood Mac references to make Stevie proud.
Because some love stories are meant to be legendary.
A/N: Okay, but why was this request everything I’ve ever wanted in a fic?? The slow burn?? The secret relationship angst?? The messy, desperate, I-can’t-breathe-without-you love confession?? And let’s not even talk about that post-confession smut scene because I need a moment. To the lovely soul who requested this, thank you for feeding my drama-loving heart. This was so much fun to write, and I definitely got way too emotionally attached. (Also, I need a rockstar AU in real life ASAP.) ALSO I’m sorry, I definitely overdid the scene dividers oops.
Word Count: 8,5k
Warnings:
Slow-burn tension that hurts (but in a good way)
Secret relationship chaos
One rain-soaked love confession
One hot, messy, emotional SMUT scene (18+)
Paparazzi stress & PR nightmares
A duet so romantic it might ruin your standards
Fleetwood Mac lyrics used as emotional warfare
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Y/N had been born with the weight of a legacy she never asked for.
From the moment she took her first breath, the world had already decided who she was. The daughter of Stevie Nicks. Rock royalty. A ghost of the past in a modern world. The media had never let her be anything else. They picked apart her features, searching for traces of her mother—the same high cheekbones, the same wild hair. They hunted for echoes of Fleetwood Mac in the songs she wrote, dissecting every lyric, every melody, desperate to find a connection. And when they couldn’t?
They made one up.
Her father’s identity had been a secret from the start, a mystery wrapped in whispered rumors and unanswered questions. Some tabloids swore he had been a rockstar, a fleeting love affair lost in the haze of the ‘70s. Others speculated he had been someone ordinary, someone her mother had chosen to protect from the chaos of her world. Y/N had stopped wondering a long time ago. Her mother had always said, "You don’t need to know where you come from to know where you’re going, baby." And maybe that was true. But sometimes, when she looked at herself in the mirror, she wished she knew which parts of her belonged to Stevie Nicks and which belonged to a stranger.
Still, despite the world’s obsession with her past, Y/N had built something of her own.
Her music was raw, poetic—a fusion of indie rock and dreamlike lyricism that belonged entirely to her. She wasn’t interested in stadiums or radio hits; she wanted songs that lingered in the bones, the kind that made people ache without knowing why.
And yet, no matter what she did, the headlines always found a way to reduce her to a footnote in her mother’s story.
"Stevie Nicks’ Daughter Haunts the Music Scene—Can She Ever Escape Her Mother’s Shadow?"
"The Princess of Rock ‘n’ Roll: Y/N Nicks Inherits a Legacy of Magic and Tragedy."
She ignored them. Mostly.
But some nights, when the whiskey burned too much and the music wasn’t enough, she wondered if she’d ever just be herself.
The first time Y/N met Harry Styles, she was fifteen.
It was a warm summer night in Los Angeles, the kind where the air was thick with nostalgia, humming with the remnants of a golden era long gone.
Fleetwood Mac was playing at The Forum, and backstage was a haze of cigarette smoke, laughter, and the scent of aged leather. It was a world Y/N had always known, one that felt like home and yet never quite belonged to her.
She had been curled up on one of the velvet couches, her combat boots propped up on a glass table, flipping through an old notebook of half-written lyrics.
Her mother had walked in then, a force of nature even in her sixties, wrapped in flowing black fabric, rings glinting under the dim lights. And beside her—
Harry.
He had been twenty, freshly cut from the boyband machine but still unmistakably him. Messy curls, dimples carved deep into his cheeks, a floral button-up that hung loose over his chest. There was an ease to him, a confidence that most people his age hadn’t yet earned.
Stevie had smiled, her voice all warmth and amusement as she introduced them.
"Harry, this is my daughter, Y/N. Y/N, sweetheart, this is Harry Styles."
Y/N had barely spared him a glance, disinterested in the way only a fifteen-year-old girl could be.
She had looked him up and down, unimpressed, before muttering, "Oh. You’re the boy with the hair."
There had been a beat of silence. Then—
Harry had grinned, wide and unbothered. "And you’re the girl who hates the spotlight."
That had made her pause.
She had finally looked at him properly then, taking in the twinkle of mischief in his green eyes, the way he had spoken to her like he knew her, like he could already see the edges of her soul.
She had hated that.
So she had rolled her eyes, shutting her notebook with a snap. "Yeah? What gave it away?"
Harry had only chuckled. "Just a feeling."
They hadn’t known it then, but that moment—that first careless exchange in the glow of The Forum’s dressing rooms—had been the beginning of something that would follow them for years.
They had drifted in and out of each other’s lives after that, their paths crossing at industry events, in backstage corridors, in places where music and fame blurred the lines between strangers and something more.
But they had never been close.
Not yet.
That would come later.
And when it did, neither of them would be able to stop it.
It was a city built on illusions, a place where the past and present blurred under neon lights and whiskey-soaked conversations. People changed here, or they lost themselves trying.
Y/N had spent years learning how to exist in the industry without letting it consume her. She had built walls, wrapped herself in the armor of cigarette smoke and sharp words, refusing to let the world shape her into something she wasn’t.
But some nights—nights like this—she felt the weight of it all pressing against her ribs.
She had been in the music industry long enough to know that these parties weren’t really about music. They were about power. Influence. The quiet, calculated dance of networking, where every glance and every handshake meant something.
Y/N hated it.
And yet, here she was.
The party was in the Hollywood Hills, tucked away in a mansion that reeked of old money and new fame. The kind of place where people got too drunk on tequila and promises they wouldn’t remember in the morning.
She had come because she had to—because being seen mattered, even when she wished it didn’t.
She was twenty-five now, no longer the sharp-tongued teenager who had met Harry Styles in the glow of The Forum’s dressing rooms.
She had grown into herself.
And so had he.
She saw him before he saw her.
Harry was in the center of the room, as he always was, laughter spilling from his lips as he leaned against a marble bar, his rings catching in the dim light.
He looked different now—older, surer, carved out of something stronger.
The curls were shorter, but still wild. The tattoos more visible, inked stories along his skin. He wore a suit, something sleek and expensive, but the top buttons of his shirt were undone, revealing a silver cross against his collarbones.
Even here, surrounded by actors and musicians and people who pretended they belonged, he was the only one who looked like he truly did.
Y/N had spent years pretending she was immune to the charm of men like him.
But as she stood there, watching the way he moved, the way people gravitated toward him, she felt something stir in her chest.
Something she didn’t want to name.
She turned away, heading toward the bar, but it was already too late.
She heard his voice before she felt his presence.
“Well, if it isn’t rock royalty.”
Y/N exhaled, bracing herself, before turning to face him.
Harry was smiling, that slow, lazy grin that had made girls weak in the knees for over a decade.
“Pop star,” she greeted, raising an eyebrow.
His dimples deepened. “Didn’t think this was your scene.”
Y/N shrugged, lifting her whiskey glass. “It isn’t.”
Harry’s gaze flickered over her, assessing. “Then why are you here?”
“Same reason you are,” she said, taking a slow sip. “To remind people we still exist.”
Harry chuckled, shaking his head. “You don’t have to remind anyone, love. They never forget a Nicks.”
There was something in the way he said it—something almost… knowing.
She tilted her head, watching him. “And they never forget a Styles.”
His smirk deepened. “Touché.”
The conversation between them felt effortless, the kind of back-and-forth that came with years of shared history, even if most of it had been from a distance.
She had always liked that about him.
That he could meet her wit for wit. That he never backed down.
That night, they danced around the past without ever acknowledging it, teasing each other between sips of whiskey and stolen glances.
He called her "rock princess" like it was a private joke.
She called him "pop star" with just enough mockery to make him laugh.
The undercurrent of something more was there—tangible, electric, waiting to be acknowledged.
But neither of them touched it.
Not yet.
Later, when the party had thinned and the air inside had grown heavy with heat and smoke, Y/N slipped outside.
She kicked off her heels, stepping onto the cool stone of the balcony, and lit a cigarette with steady fingers.
The view of the city stretched before her, a glittering sea of headlights and broken dreams.
She inhaled deeply, letting the nicotine settle in her lungs, humming a familiar melody under her breath—one of her mother’s, an old Fleetwood Mac song that had been stitched into her bones long before she was born.
She didn’t hear him approach.
Didn’t realize he was there until he spoke.
“Still hate the spotlight?”
His voice was softer now, missing the teasing edge from before.
She exhaled, watching the smoke curl into the night. “I hate what it does to people.”
Harry leaned against the railing beside her, silent for a moment, as if turning over her words in his head.
Then, he huffed a quiet laugh. “Still the girl who hates everything?”
Y/N smirked, side-eyeing him. “Still the boy with the hair?”
Harry grinned, running a hand through his curls. “I like to think there’s more to me than that.”
Something unspoken passed between them then.
A shift. A breath.
A moment on the edge of something inevitable.
Neither of them moved.
Neither of them said a word.
But in the silence, they both felt it.
A crack in the walls they had spent years building.
A spark that had always been there, waiting for the right time to catch fire.
Harry called her three weeks after the party.
It was late—too late for anything that wasn’t trouble.
She had been sprawled across her bed, an open notebook balanced on her stomach, trying to piece together a song that didn’t want to be written, when her phone buzzed against the nightstand.
She didn’t need to check the name.
There was only one person who would call her at this hour, as if he knew she’d still be awake.
She let the phone ring twice before answering. “You lost, pop star?”
Harry chuckled, his voice low and lazy. “Not lost, no. Just… thought of you.”
Y/N rolled onto her side, tucking the phone between her shoulder and ear. “Oh? Should I be flattered?”
“Dunno.” He paused. “Wanna come to the studio tomorrow?”
That made her sit up.
She knew Harry was working on a new album. The industry had been buzzing about it for months, but he had been careful—secretive, even—about who he let in.
And now, he was inviting her.
Y/N hesitated for only a second before saying, “What time?”
She arrived at the studio the next evening, her guitar slung over her back, dressed in a well-worn Fleetwood Mac t-shirt just to mess with him.
Harry was already there, sitting on the edge of a couch with a notebook in his lap, his fingers tapping out a rhythm on the cover.
He looked up when she walked in, a slow smile spreading across his face. “Didn’t think you’d actually show.”
Y/N dropped onto the couch beside him, stretching out like she owned the place. “Didn’t think you actually had a studio. Thought you just wrote love songs in expensive hotel rooms.”
Harry chuckled, flipping the notebook shut. “Maybe I do both.”
The night unfolded in quiet moments and half-sung melodies.
She watched as he disappeared into the recording booth, slipping the headphones over his ears, eyes fluttering shut as the music took over.
And for the first time, she let herself really listen to him.
Harry had always been a good singer. That much was obvious. But there was something about watching him like this—seeing the way he poured himself into every lyric, the way his voice carried a rawness that no amount of polish could hide—that made her breath catch.
He was singing something new, something unfinished.
And as his voice curled around the notes, thick with longing and something unspoken, he looked up—straight at her.
Y/N’s grip tightened around her whiskey glass.
The booth’s glass separated them, but the way he stared at her—intense, knowing, like he could see straight through her—made her feel like there was nothing between them at all.
She swallowed hard, looking away first.
Harry smirked.
One studio session turned into two. Two turned into three.
And then, before she knew it, she was on a plane with him, tucked into first-class seats as his tour swept across the country.
She told herself she was just tagging along for inspiration, a creative escape.
She told herself it didn’t mean anything.
But the late nights in hotel rooms told a different story.
They fell into a rhythm—drinking whiskey on balconies, trading lyrics like secrets, letting conversations slip into the kind of honesty that only existed between two people who didn’t want to admit what they were to each other.
Some nights, they wrote.
Some nights, they just existed—stretched out on hotel carpets, hands brushing when they passed the bottle back and forth, staring at ceilings like they held the answers to questions neither of them wanted to ask.
She hadn’t expected this.
Hadn’t expected the way he looked at her when she wasn’t paying attention.
Hadn’t expected the way she wanted to memorize the shape of his laughter.
Hadn’t expected the way she craved him, in the quiet, in the spaces between words, in the way his voice curled around her name like it was something sacred.
One night, she fell asleep in his hotel room.
They had been listening to records, the vinyl crackling in the background, the bottle of whiskey between them half-empty.
She had kicked off her boots at some point, curling up on the couch, his hoodie draped over her shoulders like she belonged in it.
Harry had been mid-sentence when he noticed she wasn’t answering.
He turned, finding her tucked into the cushions, her breathing soft, her hair spilling across her face.
Something in his chest tightened.
He exhaled, rubbing a hand over his jaw, telling himself to let it go.
But he didn’t.
Instead, he leaned in, brushing her hair behind her ear, his fingers lingering a second too long.
She stirred slightly but didn’t wake.
And for the briefest moment, Harry let himself want it—let himself imagine what it would feel like to close the space between them, to taste the whiskey on her lips, to see if she’d kiss him back or push him away.
He hovered there, so close, so fucking close—
And then he pulled back.
Shoving a hand through his curls, he let out a quiet curse, grabbing the nearest blanket and draping it over her instead.
Not now, he told himself.
Not yet.
He sat back, forcing himself to look away.
But even in the dark, even in the silence, he knew.
He was already in too deep.
London was cold, the kind of damp chill that clung to bones and made her wish she was still waking up in different hotel rooms, still stealing sips of his morning coffee, still pretending she didn’t care when he hummed her songs under his breath.
The withdrawal was annoying.
But not unexpected.
She had just finished scribbling notes for a new song when her phone rang.
“You still in town?”
She smirked, setting her pen down. “Didn’t know you missed me so much, pop star.”
Harry chuckled, that deep, lazy sound that made something twist in her stomach. “Not even denying it, are you?”
She rolled her eyes. “What do you want, Styles?”
“Dinner.”
That made her pause.
Sure, they had spent weeks living in each other’s pockets—whiskey-soaked late nights, studio sessions stretched into dawn, long looks across dimly lit dressing rooms—but this felt… different.
Intentional.
Like he was asking for something neither of them were ready to name.
Still, she played it cool. “Where?”
“I’ll text you.” A pause. “Wear something nice.”
She showed up to the restaurant in a leather jacket, ripped jeans, and her mother’s old silver rings.
Let him try and tell her what to wear.
Harry was already there, tucked into a quiet corner, a half-full glass of red wine in front of him. His curls were messier than usual, his sweater hanging loose on his frame, and the moment he saw her, his dimples deepened.
“Very fancy,” he teased, flicking the collar of her jacket as she slid into the seat across from him.
Y/N smirked. “If you wanted a date, you should’ve said so.”
Harry’s lips twitched. “Didn’t say I didn’t.”
The air shifted.
She ignored the way her pulse quickened, instead reaching for the menu. “So. What’s good here?”
They fell into easy conversation, talking about the tour, the highs and lows, the stupid inside jokes they’d collected along the way.
But somewhere between the laughter and the second glass of wine, the mood softened.
“Do you ever get tired of it?” she asked, twirling the stem of her glass between her fingers.
Harry tilted his head. “Of what?”
“Being… this.” She gestured vaguely at him, at the world outside the restaurant doors, at the weight of fame that followed them both. “The cameras, the expectations, the pressure. Do you ever just wanna disappear?”
Harry studied her, running his thumb along the rim of his glass.
“Sometimes,” he admitted. “But then I remember why I started. And it’s not about all the noise. It’s about the music. About…” He exhaled, shaking his head with a small smile. “About moments like this.”
Y/N felt her heart lurch before she could stop it.
She cleared her throat, forcing a smirk. “Sappy.”
Harry grinned, leaning back in his chair. “You love it.”
She did.
That was the problem.
They should have known better.
A quiet dinner in London? No such thing.
The next morning, the headlines were everywhere.
Harry Styles and Rock Royalty: A New Power Couple?
The Fleetwood Mac Connection—Is Y/N Following Her Mother’s Footsteps in Love, Too?
Spotted: Harry & Y/N, Cozy London Date Night or Just Old Friends?
Y/N groaned, tossing her phone onto the kitchen counter. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Harry’s name lit up her screen.
She answered without greeting. “Tell me this will blow over.”
Harry chuckled. “It’ll blow over.”
“You’re lying.”
“I am.” Another laugh. “We could deny it.”
“Obviously.”
“Or…”
Y/N narrowed her eyes. “Or?”
Harry’s grin was practically audible. “Could always lean into it.”
She snorted. “You wish, Styles.”
He hummed. “Yeah, maybe I do.”
Her stomach flipped.
Before she could respond, there was a knock on her door.
“Gotta go.” She hung up quickly, shaking off the warmth curling in her chest.
Then she opened the door.
And found her mother standing there, arms crossed, eyebrows raised.
Y/N barely had a chance to step aside before Stevie breezed past her, silk scarves trailing, the scent of patchouli and incense filling the space.
She made a beeline for the kitchen, plucked Y/N’s phone off the counter, and squinted at the headlines.
Y/N sighed. “Good morning to you, too.”
Stevie hummed, tapping a red-lacquered fingernail against the screen. “So… you and Harry Styles.”
Y/N groaned. “For fuck’s sake, it’s nothing.”
Stevie arched a delicate brow, taking a slow sip of her tea. “Sure, baby. Keep telling yourself that.”
Y/N scowled. “It’s not love.”
Stevie’s lips curled into a knowing smile.
“Love is messy in this business, honey.”
Y/N rolled her eyes, snatching her phone back. “I wouldn’t know.”
Stevie just laughed, something soft and far too smug in her gaze.
Because she knew.
Long before Y/N was willing to admit it to herself.
She spotted him immediately.
Harry.
Leaning against the marble bar, whiskey in hand, dimples out in full force as he laughed at something Lizzo said. He looked too good, annoyingly good, all effortless charm and understated power in his black suit, his sheer shirt open just enough to tease golden skin and the sharp edge of his collarbone.
Y/N swallowed hard.
It had been weeks since the headlines. Since her mother’s knowing smile. Since she had convinced herself she wasn’t thinking about him like that.
But now, with the golden glow of the chandeliers casting shadows over his cheekbones, his green eyes flicking up to meet hers across the room—she felt it.
The pull. The inevitable, undeniable pull.
She found herself at his side before she could think better of it, sliding onto the barstool beside him.
Harry glanced at her, eyes flicking over her outfit—a silk slip dress in deep navy, barely-there straps, silver chains glinting against her collarbone. His throat bobbed as he swallowed, his fingers tightening around his whiskey glass.
Interesting.
Y/N smirked, plucking an olive from the garnish tray and popping it into her mouth. “Enjoying yourself, pop star?”
Harry exhaled a laugh, tilting his glass towards her. “Was just about to ask you the same thing, rock princess.”
She arched a brow. “You clean up well.”
He leaned in slightly, voice dropping. “So do you.”
Her breath hitched, but she masked it with a slow sip of her drink.
They fell into easy conversation, but the teasing was sharper tonight, laced with something dangerous. He was closer than usual, his knee brushing against hers, his fingers grazing the inside of her wrist when he reached for his drink.
And every time she laughed, his eyes flickered to her lips.
Sometime after midnight, when the party was loudest and the drinks were strongest, Y/N felt the walls closing in.
She had spent the last hour with his hand on the small of her back, his voice low in her ear, his eyes dark and unreadable whenever she so much as looked at someone else.
She couldn’t take it anymore.
So she grabbed his wrist.
“Come with me.”
Harry blinked, surprised, but let her lead him through the crowd, up a grand staircase, and through a side door that led to the rooftop.
The city stretched out below them, glittering in the darkness. The muffled bass of the party throbbed beneath their feet, but up here, the air was crisp, cool against flushed skin.
Harry ran a hand through his curls, exhaling. “Y’finally had enough of all that?”
Y/N scoffed. “I just needed to breathe.”
A beat of silence. Then—
“You think about it too, don’t you?”
Her stomach clenched.
She turned to him, arms crossed. “Think about what?”
Harry took a step closer. “This.”
Her heart hammered. “Harry—”
“I think about you too much,” he admitted, voice quiet but firm, like he had been holding it in for years.
The air crackled between them.
Y/N’s nails bit into her palms. Her voice was steady when she said, “Then do something about it.”
Harry moved before she could take it back.
His hand found her jaw, fingers tilting her face up to his. He hesitated for a fraction of a second, his breath fanning against her lips—giving her a chance to stop it, to pull away.
She didn’t.
So he kissed her.
Slow at first, teasing, like he wanted to savor the moment. His lips were soft but firm, tasting like whiskey and warmth, like something she hadn’t realized she had been starving for.
And when she kissed him back, something inside him snapped.
A groan rumbled in his throat as he deepened it, his other hand sliding around her waist, pulling her flush against him. The cold rooftop wall pressed against her back, his body against her front, caging her in.
She melted.
Her fingers tangled in his curls, tugging just enough to make him growl into her mouth. She felt his smirk against her lips before he kissed her harder, licking into her mouth like he wanted to learn every single inch of her.
The city blurred around them.
There was only this.
Only him.
Only the moment they had spent years pretending they didn’t want.
When they finally broke apart, Y/N was breathless, lips tingling, her hands still fisted in his hair.
Harry smirked, eyes dark and hazy.
“Was wondering when you’d let me do that.”
Y/N let out a breathless laugh, her fingers tracing his jaw.
“Shut up and do it again.”
And so he did.
They didn’t talk about it, not really.
They just acted.
And once that line had been crossed, there was no going back.
The secrecy of it all was intoxicating.
It turned the smallest moments into something electric—her fingers grazing his when she passed him a drink, the press of his palm against her lower back as he guided her through a crowd.
They stole kisses behind dressing room doors, in dimly lit hallways, in the backseat of a blacked-out SUV. It was a game neither of them acknowledged but both played with fervor.
It was thrilling.
It was dangerous.
It was them.
Harry had sent her nothing but a single text:
Room 1107. Door’s open.
So she went.
The moment she stepped inside, he was already reaching for her.
His hands were warm as they slid around her waist, pulling her in. His lips found hers before she could even make a remark about his audacity, and suddenly she was backed up against the wall, gasping softly into his mouth as his fingers gripped the hem of her hoodie—the one she had stolen from his suitcase weeks ago.
It smelled like him.
It felt like home.
“Missed you,” he muttered against her lips, his voice rough with exhaustion but laced with something softer, something sweeter.
She smirked, her fingers curling into his T-shirt. “You saw me three hours ago.”
Harry hummed, dragging his lips down the column of her throat. “Still too long.”
She rolled her eyes, but the shiver down her spine betrayed her.
But sleep had other plans.
Y/N woke up tangled in crisp white sheets, her limbs a lazy sprawl across the mattress. The scent of Harry—cologne, whiskey, and something distinctly him—wrapped around her like a second skin.
And then—
A knock at the door.
Her eyes flew open.
Harry groaned into the pillow beside her. “Fuck’s sake.”
“Harry? You up?”
His assistant.
Shit.
Y/N scrambled upright, heart racing. She barely had time to throw on his hoodie before Harry was tugging her off the bed, dragging her toward the closet.
“Oh, you have to be kidding me,” she hissed.
He just grinned, pushing the door open. “Get in.”
“Harry—”
“In, love.”
She barely had time to flip him off before he shut the door behind her, sealing her in darkness.
Y/N pressed a hand over her mouth to keep from laughing, crouched between his suitcases, her bare legs chilled by the cool air inside.
She could hear everything.
The door creaking open.
Harry’s voice, rough from sleep. “Morning.”
The assistant’s knowing tone. “You sound like shit.”
A pause.
Y/N could feel the smirk in Harry’s response. “Yeah, well. Long night.”
Her glare could have burned through the door.
From the other side, she heard rustling—probably his assistant rifling through a bag.
Then—
“Oh, and by the way? If you’re gonna sneak someone in, maybe don’t leave two pairs of shoes by the door next time.”
Silence.
Y/N’s stomach dropped.
Harry, to his credit, barely missed a beat.
“Right. Yeah. Noted.”
The door shut a moment later.
She barely had time to breathe before the closet door swung open, revealing Harry’s smug, dimpled grin.
“Next time,” he murmured, offering his hand to pull her up, “you’re hiding under the bed.”
Y/N smacked his chest.
And then kissed him.
It was meant to be quick—just a press of lips in playful retaliation—but Harry wasn’t one to let a moment slip away. His fingers curled around her waist, holding her there, deepening the kiss. It was languid, familiar, the kind of kiss that tasted like late nights and secrets, like comfort and hunger all at once.
She sighed against his mouth. “I should go.”
“I know.”
Neither of them moved.
It was only when the morning light began creeping through the curtains, spilling over their tangled limbs, that she forced herself to untangle from him. Harry stayed in bed, arm draped over his forehead, watching as she slipped into her jeans and pulled on his hoodie—her own top lost somewhere in the haze of the night before.
His voice was hoarse from sleep. “At least let me get you a car.”
“I’ll call one,” she assured him, raking her fingers through her messy hair.
Harry sat up then, brows knitting together. “Y/N—”
“I’ll be fine,” she interrupted, flashing him a small smile. She pressed a last kiss to his cheek, inhaled the warmth of his skin, and slipped out of the room.
And right into a camera flash.
The second she stepped onto the pavement, she knew.
The street wasn’t exactly swarming, but one paparazzo was enough. He was already snapping rapid shots, the sound of the shutter slicing through the dawn stillness like a guillotine. She didn’t run—that would make it worse. Instead, she pulled up the hood of Harry’s sweatshirt, kept her chin down, and slid into the waiting car.
Her phone buzzed before she even reached her apartment.
Maddie: Shit. Have you seen TMZ??
Y/N’s stomach twisted. She hadn’t even shut the door behind her before she was pulling up the link.
The headline screamed at her in bold print:
Y/N Nicks Spotted Leaving Harry Styles’ Home—Rock Royalty & Pop Prince?
Her pulse pounded as she scrolled. Dozens of pictures. Some from last night when they arrived separately at his house. Some from this morning, catching her in the same outfit.
And then the comments.
Not surprised. The tension in that interview was insane.
She’s not even that famous wtf.
Fleetwood Mac and One Direction crossover???
Didn’t she date that bassist last year?
She’s literally wearing his hoodie. IT’S HAPPENING.
Harry can do better tbh.
Her fingers tightened around the phone.
She should have known.
By noon, it was everywhere. Entertainment news, gossip sites, even actual journalists weighing in on the implications of her and Harry. She ignored the notifications, silenced her phone, but then came the email from her publicist.
And worse—Harry’s PR team.
We need to get ahead of this.
No comment is best for now.
We’re drafting a statement.
It was bullshit.
By mid-afternoon, she was at his house.
Harry was pacing the living room, phone in one hand, stress written all over his face. He looked up when she walked in, exhaling heavily. “They want me to deny it.”
Y/N’s breath caught. “What?”
“They think—” He dragged a hand through his curls. “They think we can ride it out, wait for something else to distract them. If we say nothing, it dies faster.”
Something bitter lodged itself in her throat. “Say nothing? Or lie?”
He hesitated. And that was enough.
“You said we were in this together,” she said, voice sharp.
“We are,” he insisted. “But you know how this works, Y/N. It’s different for me. The fans.”
Her laugh was hollow. “Oh, the fans.”
“That’s not—” He sighed, shaking his head. “You know what I mean.”
“No, Harry. I don’t.” She crossed her arms. “Because last I checked, I’m in this industry too. I’ve had my entire existence scrutinized since birth. Do you think I don’t know what it’s like to have people picking apart my every move?”
His jaw clenched.
She pressed on. “But I’m not ashamed of you. And I sure as hell don’t want to pretend this isn’t real just because some PR team is scared of a few bad headlines.”
“I’m not ashamed of you,” he said, voice low.
“Then why are you acting like you are?”
Silence.
Her heart hammered.
Finally, she exhaled shakily, voice barely above a whisper. “I want us to stop hiding. Please.”
He didn’t say anything.
And maybe that was her answer.
Y/N swallowed the lump in her throat, nodded once, and turned for the door.
The quiet thud of the door closing behind her felt heavier than it should have.
It wasn’t dramatic—no slamming, no storming out. Just the quiet finality of leaving.
And yet, it echoed.
She didn’t cry in the car. Didn’t cry when she got home. Didn’t even cry when she scrolled through Twitter and saw her name still trending, the discourse evolving by the hour.
What does Harry see in her anyway?
She’s just another nepotism baby.
She’s so private—does she think she’s better than his other exes?
She’s clearly using him for clout.
She’s lucky to have him, but he deserves someone who actually appreciates him.
Her fingers hovered over the screen before she locked her phone and tossed it onto the couch.
Let them talk. Let them spin their stories. It wasn’t like the truth mattered.
She went silent.
No Instagram stories, no late-night tweets, no cryptic lyrics. The press called it a calculated move, the fans called it suspicious, but in reality?
She just didn’t have the energy.
She slept too little and drank too much coffee. She ignored calls from her publicist. Ignored texts from mutual friends who wanted to check in but were probably just fishing for an inside scoop.
And Harry?
Harry didn’t reach out.
Not once.
Which, of all the things, hurt the most.
It had been three days.
She was at her mother’s house when it happened.
Stevie had always been able to tell when something was wrong, no matter how good Y/N thought she was at masking it. She hadn’t pried, though. Not yet. Instead, she let Y/N exist in the space, offering quiet company rather than questions.
But Y/N knew she wouldn’t escape forever.
That night, the house was quiet except for the hum of the wind outside. Stevie had gone to bed hours ago, leaving Y/N alone in the dimly lit living room, the grand piano standing in the corner like it was waiting for her.
She didn’t even realize she was walking toward it until her fingers brushed against the keys.
She sat down.
And she played.
It started as muscle memory, the chords slipping out in a familiar pattern, soft and haunting. The kind of song that lingered in the bones, that carried the weight of something unfinished.
"You could be my silver spring..."
The words came out quieter than she intended, but they were there.
"Blue-green colors flashing..."
Her voice wavered.
"I would be your only dream..."
Her fingers trembled over the keys, the melody filling the empty room.
"You will never be my lover..."
The tears slipped down her cheeks before she could stop them.
God.
She hadn’t cried. Not when the pictures leaked, not when the headlines turned ugly, not even when she walked away.
But here, under the weight of this song—her mother’s song—she broke.
She barely heard the footsteps approaching behind her.
But she felt the presence.
A hand, warm and familiar, rested gently on her shoulder.
She didn’t flinch. Didn’t stop playing.
Stevie sat down beside her on the bench, saying nothing.
She just listened.
And when Y/N’s hands finally fell away from the keys, when her head dropped forward and her shoulders shook with silent sobs, her mother reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.
"Oh, baby," she murmured softly.
And that was all it took for Y/N to shatter completely.
She turned into her mother’s arms, hiding her face against her shoulder as the heartbreak spilled out in ways she hadn’t allowed before.
Stevie just held her.
She didn’t say I told you so, didn’t say you knew this would happen, didn’t say I warned you, love is messy in this business.
She just let her cry.
Because what was there to say?
Y/N had been willing to fight for this. She had been willing to face the noise, the scrutiny, the world dissecting her every move—for him.
And he hadn’t even reached for her when she walked away.
She had loved him. Had let herself believe, even just for a moment, that they could exist beyond the secrets, beyond the fear.
But maybe she had been wrong.
Maybe he was never hers to begin with.
Meanwhile...
Harry hadn’t slept.
He had spent the last three days running on autopilot, going through the motions of studio sessions and meetings, pretending like everything was fine when it wasn’t.
He had tried to tell himself that this was the right move. That letting the story die on its own was the best way to protect them both.
But nothing about this felt right.
He had checked his phone a hundred times, fingers hovering over her contact, but he never typed anything. What could he say? Sorry I didn’t fight for us? Sorry I let the fear win?
He wasn’t sure what finally pushed him over the edge. Maybe it was the lack of her name in his messages, the absence of her voice. Maybe it was the fact that he had spent years wanting her and only had days before she slipped away completely.
Or maybe it was the video.
It wasn’t even a full clip, just a fifteen-second snippet someone had posted online.
Y/N, at a piano. Playing Silver Springs.
It was grainy, the lighting dim, but he knew her silhouette anywhere.
And he knew what that song meant.
His stomach dropped.
Because suddenly, it wasn’t just the weight of the media or the PR teams or the fans that mattered.
It was her.
It had always been her.
And if he didn’t move now, if he didn’t do something, he was going to lose her for good.
The rain was relentless.
It hit the pavement in steady sheets, washing the city in silver streaks and the glow of streetlights. It soaked through Harry’s clothes, plastering his shirt to his skin, curling his hair against his forehead, dripping down his jaw like the storm itself was trying to pull him under.
But he didn’t care.
His heart was hammering, his chest tight with something wild and desperate as he stood in front of her door, fist poised to knock.
This was it.
No more hiding. No more silence. No more pretending like he could live without her.
His knuckles hit the wood. Once. Twice.
Nothing.
He swallowed hard, knocking again, harder this time, rainwater slipping down his wrist.
Still nothing.
His stomach clenched. What if she wasn’t here? What if she didn’t want to be here—what if she had already left, had already moved on—
The door swung open.
And there she was.
She stood barefoot in the doorway, an oversized sweatshirt hanging off one shoulder, her hair damp, like she’d just stepped out of the shower.
She hadn’t been expecting him. That much was obvious.
Her eyes widened, lips parting slightly as she took him in—the way his shirt clung to his chest, the way water dripped from his curls, the way his breath came ragged and uneven.
For a second, neither of them spoke.
Then—
“Fuck the PR,” he blurted, voice raw. “Fuck the headlines.”
She blinked.
“I love you.”
The words hit the air like a lightning strike, sharp and electric.
A breath. A pause. A crack in the silence.
The rain hadn’t let up.
It streaked down the windowpanes, tapping a steady rhythm against the glass, pooling in the crevices of the street outside. The air smelled like wet pavement and something electric, something on the verge of breaking.
He stood there in her doorway, dripping onto the hardwood floors, soaked to the bone. His shirt clung to him, darkened by the rain, molded to the sharp lines of his chest and the ridges of his stomach. Water curled at his jaw, trailing down the hollow of his throat. His breaths were heavy, ragged, like he’d run here in the downpour, like nothing in the world had mattered more than making it to this moment.
And she—
She just stared.
Chest rising and falling, lips slightly parted, fingers trembling at her sides.
Silence stretched between them, thick and weighted, every unspoken word, every unshed tear, every almost hanging in the space between their bodies.
Her fingers fisted in the damp collar of his shirt.
She yanked him inside.
The door slammed behind them, but neither of them noticed.
His back hit the wood, a sharp inhale punched from his lungs as she pressed against him. Their bodies were a tangle of heat and desperation, a collision of limbs and longing, the storm outside nothing compared to the one building between them.
Her hands slid up, skimming over his shoulders, gripping the nape of his neck, pulling.
Their mouths crashed together.
It was rough. Messy. Clumsy in the way only something utterly inevitable could be.
Her nails scraped against his scalp, and he groaned into her mouth, his fingers threading into her damp hair, tugging just enough to tip her head back. His lips slanted over hers, deepening the kiss, tasting her like he was starved for it.
She gasped when his mouth trailed lower, down the curve of her jaw, the column of her throat. He bit down, just enough to leave a mark, just enough to make her shudder against him.
Her hands fumbled at the buttons of his shirt, but the fabric was stuck to him, refusing to give. Frustration twisted her features.
“Off,” she demanded, voice breathless, thick with need.
He barely pulled back long enough to shove the wet fabric off his shoulders, letting it drop to the floor with a damp slap.
She pressed her palms against his bare chest, feeling the warmth of his skin, the erratic beat of his heart beneath her touch.
Then, she leaned in, running her tongue over the rain-slicked skin at his throat.
His whole body tensed.
“Jesus Christ,” he rasped.
Losing Control
They didn’t make it far.
They stumbled through the flat, hands desperate, mouths never parting, breathing each other in like oxygen.
Her sweatshirt was the next casualty, pulled up and over her head, landing somewhere behind them. His hands were on her skin instantly, fingers tracing the delicate lines of her spine, dragging down, down—gripping the back of her thighs and hoisting her up.
She gasped against his lips, legs wrapping around his waist.
He walked them backward, moving blindly, guided only by instinct and the sound of her breathing, the little whimpers she made when he kissed the hollow of her throat, the way her hips shifted against him.
They hit the couch.
She was weightless for a moment, air rushing from her lungs as he dropped her onto the cushions, hovering above her, chest heaving.
His hands spread over her bare thighs, sliding up, up, until his fingers hooked into the waistband of her shorts. He glanced up, meeting her gaze.
“I’ve wanted you since that first night,” he murmured, voice rough, wrecked.
Her breath caught.
A single heartbeat. A moment suspended in time.
Then she was tugging him down, capturing his mouth with hers.
Heat.
That was all she could feel.
The press of his body, the weight of him between her thighs, the scratch of his stubble against her skin as he kissed a path down her stomach.
Her nails raked down his back, catching at the waistband of his jeans, tugging. He groaned, the sound vibrating against her skin, his grip tightening on her hips as he pushed himself lower.
His lips ghosted over her navel, down further, until—
Her back arched, a sharp inhale punched from her lungs, a curse whispered into the air.
And then everything blurred.
A tangle of limbs, clothes stripped away piece by piece, moans swallowed in kisses, bodies moving together, frantic, unrestrained, the storm raging both outside and between them.
He pressed inside her with a shuddering breath, forehead dropping against hers, their hands gripping, clutching, desperate.
“Look at me,” he murmured, voice hoarse, raw with something deeper than lust.
She did.
And in that moment, it wasn’t just sex.
It was everything.
They collapsed against each other, breathless, bodies tangled.
Her cheek rested against his chest, his fingers tracing lazy circles over her bare spine.
The rain pattered softly against the window, but all she could hear was the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
Then, quietly—
“You didn’t stop me from walking away.”
He exhaled, his lips brushing over her temple. “I wanted to.”
She glanced up at him. “Then why didn’t you?”
His throat bobbed. “Because you deserved more than that.”
Her heart ached.
She shifted, fingers trailing over his jaw, over the curve of his mouth. “And now?”
His hand tightened on her waist.
“I’m done running.”
She stared at him for a beat.
Then, slowly, she smiled.
And when she kissed him, soft and lingering, he knew—
So was she.
The world could burn. The headlines could scream. The fans could theorize. The PR teams could scramble.
None of it mattered anymore.
Because they were done hiding.
They chose the timing.
They chose the words.
They chose each other.
The cameras were set up in a cozy, softly lit studio, with plush chairs and warm lighting that made everything feel a little less staged, a little more intimate. She sat beside him, their hands resting on the space between them—not quite touching, but close.
The interviewer, an older woman with kind eyes, smiled at them both.
“So,” she began, “I think it’s safe to say the world has been dying to know. What’s the truth?”
Harry exhaled a soft laugh, shaking his head. He glanced at Y/N, his dimples peeking out as he grinned, then looked back at the camera.
“The truth?” he repeated, voice playful, teasing.
She nudged him, a silent Behave.
He ignored it.
“Yeah,” he said, shrugging like it was the easiest thing in the world. “I’m in love with her. Always have been.”
The interviewer made a sound of delight. The world outside exploded.
She turned to Y/N, who was smiling so wide her cheeks ached.
“And you?” the interviewer asked gently.
Y/N looked at Harry.
He was already looking at her.
“I’m in love with him too,” she murmured. “Obviously.”
The arena was packed.
The energy in the air was electric, a chorus of cheers and music and flashing lights. The setlist was nearly done, the concert winding toward its final moments. But before the last song, Harry paused.
“Alright,” he murmured into the mic, stepping back from the center of the stage. “I’ve got something special for you all tonight.”
The crowd roared.
His eyes found her, standing just offstage, watching him with an amused smile.
And then—he extended his hand.
She hesitated.
Not because she didn’t want to. But because, for the first time, this wasn’t just between them. This was in front of thousands.
He must have seen it in her eyes, because he smiled—soft, reassuring, knowing. He wiggled his fingers, beckoning her.
“C’mon, love,” he said. “Duet?”
The audience screamed.
She laughed, shaking her head. “You’re ridiculous,” she mouthed.
But she took his hand.
The moment she stepped onto the stage, the noise doubled, an eruption of cheers and chants and camera flashes.
But none of it mattered.
Not when he was looking at her like that.
The first chords of the song played, slow and sweet, the melody wrapping around them like something sacred.
And then—
He lifted her hand, pressing a kiss to her knuckles.
Soft.
Lingering.
Devoted.
The crowd melted.
But in that moment, as the lights bathed them in gold, as their voices wove together, as their fingers stayed entwined—
It wasn’t about the world watching.
It was about them.
Because for once, it didn’t matter who was looking.
They had each other.
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Thank you so much for reading, you’re a total angel! Don’t forget to like, comment, and reblog if you enjoyed! It means everything to me! 💖
part one, part two, part three, part four, part five, part six
A Silence Too Loud (ao3) - Gracefullblabber
Summary: Three AM was the time to be asleep, not awake in your expensive house questioning your life choices. But Phil couldn't sleep, the poor habits catching up to him, and his tired mind spun out of control. He wondered who they would have been, if not YouTubers, making him wonder if his current life actually made him happy.
Comfort in Chaos (ao3) - Anonymous
Summary: Phil wakes to Dan having a nightmare that he struggles to rouse him from. It later transpires that there is a reason behind his unsettled and panicked behaviour.
Craving Connection (ao3) - Anonymous
Summary: Dan is struggling with his mental health as he prepares for the re-release of his book meaning he has become withdrawn leading to Phil being touch-starved.
Doomed, But Just Enough (ao3) - VendettaWound
Summary: Nothing in Dan Howell's life seems to be going well lately. He hates law school, has literally no friends, and is just going about life on autopilot.
However, the sudden appearance of a mysterious stranger throws a wrench in this whole routine. And maybe, it's all Dan needs to finally let happiness back into his life.
Falling for You (ao3) - Anonymous
Summary: Dan is at the front door waiting for Phil, eager to get outside so he can put his secret plan in motion when he hears a chilling thud of his partner colliding with the bathroom tiles.
I know that it's in me to really love someone (but that's not a thing that I learned from my loved ones) (ao3) - deanconti
Summary: How did Dan and Phil first say "I love you" to each other?
Well, this answer says: with a fucking lot of overthinking from Dan's part, that's for sure.
Made for Each Other (ao3) - BREAD2000yeet
Summary: Dan and Phil 2009 Halloween YouTube meetup but it's insanely sweet. Based off some of the videos other people uploaded of them standing off alone during it. More emo boys kissing vibes.
On Top of the World (ao3) - dnpangels
Summary: An AU in which Dan is the school's quarterback, and Phil is a theater kid.
our first christmas together (i love you) (ao3) - gaydreaming
Summary: In 2009, certified loverboy Dan Howell crosses the country to spend Christmas with his boyfriend of two months and his family. He discovers that the Lester family handles the holidays differently than Dan's family does.
In 2025, Dan and Phil invite their families to spend Christmas in the house they built.
This is a fic about then, and now, and a few points in between.
Spinning (ao3) - gaydreaming
Summary: After accidentally drinking a whole bottle of wine in Portugal, Dan gets sappy and introspective on the beach.
Talk Too Much (ao3) - lookoutUrocknrollers
Summary: Dan is a yapper and Phil is usually very happy to listen but sometimes Dan is an interrupter or a mindless unintelligible squawker and Phil is like woah. Fortunately Phil’s got the ability to do the one thing that shuts Dan up without fail and that’s a kiss.
the egg (ao3) - calvinahobbes
Summary: There were traditions, of course. Eggs were precious and rare, holding within them the chance of a new dragon life. These traditions were even stricter for royals. There were procedures, rituals, public proclamations and examinations, tournaments for finding the strongest or wisest suitor to fertilise the egg. But Phil had ignored all these conventions. “I want to lay it with you,” Phil said.
💌 "Nuestras madres lo sabían antes que nosotros."
Todo era secreto: Bakugo y Uraraka llevaban seis meses saliendo a escondidas, porque en los dormitorios las relaciones estaban prohibidas.
Pero una cena familiar lo cambia todo. Uraraka aparece en su casa como la “hija de la vieja amiga” de Mitsuki.
Entre silencios, tensión y helado de vainilla con chispas de chocolate, se delatan con un beso robado.
Y sus madres… ya lo sabían.
Una apuesta, un descubrimiento incómodo y una advertencia inolvidable: “Si la embarazas, tengo permiso de matarte.”
The realization didn’t come with a thunderclap. It came on a Tuesday.
(Y/n) was sitting in the cramped lounge of the aviation academy, sipping on cheap coffee and reviewing a checklist from their mock ATC drill. One of her classmates, Theo, was scrolling on his phone beside her. "Dude, the Monaco GP recap is finally up," he muttered.
"Grand Prix?" she asked, half-interested.
"Formula 1. The race they just had? It’s all over the place. Lando Norris was in top form."
Her brows pulled together. Lando?
Theo turned his phone toward her. A video played. Loud engines. Papaya-colored cars. Swarms of press. Then, walking into frame, in a crisp McLaren team uniform and a cocky half-smile, was him.
Lando.
Her Lando.
She blinked.
"Wait. Wait, wait, wait. That’s Lando?" she asked, pointing at the screen.
"Yeah. Lando Norris. Are you living under a rock?"
She barely heard him. Her coffee remained suspended halfway to her lips.
She had met that man through a sugar dating app? Had been having dinners, long talks, quiet walks with that Lando Norris?
She bolted out a laugh. Theo glanced over, confused.
"You good?"
"Oh, I’m just fantastic," she said, grinning into her sleeve.
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That evening, she messaged him: So... any reason you left out the whole 'international racing sensation' thing?
Lando responded with a single emoji: 😅
Then: Wanted you to get to know the version of me that doesn’t need a helmet to be interesting.
She snorted. Fair enough. But I’m still going to tease the hell out of you next time.
Can’t wait.
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They met at his flat later that week. Not the sprawling penthouse she expected, but a modern, minimal apartment tucked above the harbor, with floor-to-ceiling windows and a view that could quiet even the busiest mind.
He opened the door in a hoodie and socks.
"Hey," he said casually.
"Oh my god," she drawled dramatically, stepping in. "It’s Lando Norris. Do you sign autographs or just race hearts?"
He groaned. "You're never letting this go, are you?"
"Not a chance."
She tossed her bag down and wandered toward the windows. "You do realize you could’ve just told me?"
"And risk being liked for my net worth instead of my sarcasm? No thanks."
She turned and raised a brow. "You think it was your sarcasm that charmed me?"
He laughed. "So, what was it?"
She pretended to think. "The coffee budget. Definitely."
They slipped into conversation as they always did, but something had shifted. Not awkwardly. Just a new awareness. She wasn’t just sitting across from some generous stranger. She was spending time with someone whose face plastered billboards, who was tracked by cameras, who carried pressure she hadn’t understood before.
That night, over takeout and a documentary she half paid attention to, Lando asked, "Have you ever seen a Grand Prix in person?"
She looked at him like he’d grown a second head. "Do I look like someone who has Grand Prix money?"
He grinned. "How about Grand Prix access?"
"What are you offering, exactly?"
"The Spanish Grand Prix is next weekend. You’re off Friday to Monday, right?"
She tilted her head, amused. "You memorized my class schedule?"
"I have an excellent memory when it comes to people I care about."
Her chest did that weird flutter thing again.
He continued, "I can get you a private pass. You won’t be on TV. Not with the media. My family will be there. Oscar and Lily too. You’ll be somewhere...safe. Away from all of it."
She hesitated. "Does your family know about me?"
He shook his head slowly. "They know I’ve been in a good mood lately. That’s about it."
"So, they don’t know I’m a broke aviation student with a sugar app profile?"
He smiled, but it was soft this time. "No. And when they do, they’ll be meeting the version of you I get to see every week. The one who makes me forget how insane my life is."
She swallowed. Then nodded. "Okay. Let’s go to Spain."
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Traveling with Lando was surreal.
The private flight wasn’t flashy, just quiet. Calm. He let her nap on his shoulder, let her pick the music, and even helped her revise a few notes for her systems check exam.
In Spain, everything was discreet. They had separate transportation. A hotel suite with a private elevator. She had passes under a pseudonym. The paddock was off-limits, but Lando made sure she had access to the upper VIP terrace—a space reserved for family and close friends.
There, she met Oscar Piastri, who was polite and oddly hilarious, and Lily, who immediately took to her like an old friend.
"So, you're the mysterious girl," Lily said, sipping champagne. "He’s been grinning for weeks. I thought it was the car upgrades."
(Y/n) laughed. "I assumed it was the carbs."
They clicked instantly.
Zak Brown gave her a brief nod, too busy on the phone. But it was Lando’s parents who made her nervous.
His mother, Cisca, was kind but observant, while his father, Adam, seemed focused more on Lando than anyone else. Neither asked questions, and (Y/n) was glad. No need to explain why she still wore her student ID in the side pocket of her backpack.
From the terrace, she watched her first race.
The roar of the engines. The choreography of pit stops. The sheer velocity. It was beautiful.
And watching Lando drive—knowing now what it took, the persona he wore, the life he didn’t brag about—made her chest tighten in a way she hadn’t expected.
She held her breath as he crossed the finish line.
P3.
Not a podium, but he looked proud. Happy. Exhausted.
Later that evening, she found a note waiting for her on the suite pillow.
Mondays - Chapter 2 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1608024352-mondays-chapter-2?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=rickiethestoryteller Daniel Merrell was just about the most competent man you'd ever meet. He was sharp, strategic, and always on top of everything. He worked efficiently and knew exactly what to say and do to complete a project ahead of its deadline. He counted everything-steps, coffee cups, and even the number of times he said "strategic alignment" in meetings (well, actually, Mallory does that for him. She's been keeping a tally: forty-seven and counting, apparently). But he was terrified of everything. Mondays, coffee machines that judge him, elevators with other people in them, the very idea of anyone knowing he exists... even office succulents on the brink of death that definitely have opinions about his life choices. (Don't ask him how he knows that. He just does.) But most of all, he's terrified of Ava Thomas. Not because she's intimidating. Because she's kind. She sees through his corporate jargon and anxiety, yet she still smiles at him across the office. She greets him in the mornings and engages in small talk, simply because she doesn't want the new guy to feel lonely. She even offers to help him out, despite him giving her no reason to do so. He had never met anyone quite like her before. And now... he's doomed. Now, he has to decide: stay safe and alone, or do the terrifying work of becoming someone not only worthy of a second chance at love after facing devastating heartbreak, but someone actually capable of receiving it. This is a story about anxiety, growth, and learning that being brave isn't the absence of fear. It's choosing love anyway.
This was inspired by the song Brag by The Home Team
You’d been his secret for months. Not because he didn’t want to tell anyone, but because Luke Hughes was… complicated. High-profile, always busy, always aware of who was watching. And somehow, you fit into his life perfectly, quietly, like you’d always belonged there—but only when no one else was looking.
Tonight, though, felt different.
He showed up at your door just as the city lights began to flicker on, the streets glowing with a soft, golden hum. His hair was tousled, sleeves rolled up, eyes dark and intense. There was a look in them that made your stomach twist—a mixture of nerves, determination, and something unspoken.
“Hey,” he said, voice low. “Can I come in?”
“Of course,” you murmured, stepping aside. Your heart was thudding so loud you were sure he could hear it.
He closed the door behind him, lingering near the threshold. Hands in his pockets, jaw tight, he just… looked at you. And in that look, you could feel the weight of every moment he had kept you hidden, every touch and whisper you’d shared in private, every night spent curled together while the world outside remained oblivious.
“I… I don’t want to keep doing this,” he said finally. His voice was steady, but soft, almost vulnerable. “Keeping you a secret.”
Your chest tightened. “Luke…”
“No,” he interrupted gently, stepping closer, closing the distance between you. “I mean it. I’ve been trying to be careful, trying to protect us—but it’s driving me crazy. I don’t want anyone else’s opinions or judgments to stop me from… from showing everyone how much you mean to me.”
Your fingers reached up instinctively, brushing against his hand. “I’ve been waiting for you to say that,” you whispered.
He exhaled, a small laugh breaking through the tension, shaking his head. “I was hoping you’d never get tired of waiting.” His thumb brushed over your knuckles, warm and grounding. “I’ve been wanting this—wanting you—more than I thought was possible, but I kept thinking I needed to wait for the right time. The right moment. But there’s no right moment. There’s only now.”
You shivered, your chest tightening as his words wrapped around you. “Then… now it is,” you said softly, leaning into him.
Luke’s lips curved into a slow smile, dark and tender, before he pressed his forehead to yours. “Yeah,” he murmured. “Now.”
And then he kissed you.
Not a quick, testing kiss. Not a secretive one. But slow, deliberate, full of all the feelings he’d been holding back: longing, admiration, guilt, and desire. His hands slid around your waist, pulling you flush against him. You could feel the intensity in his touch, the careful way he wanted you close but still respected your space, like every motion was a promise.
When he finally pulled back, just enough for a breath, his eyes were soft but smoldering. “I’ve been selfish,” he admitted, voice rough. “Keeping you to myself. Hiding you. Making you feel like this… like it had to stay in the shadows. And I’m sorry. But I can’t anymore. I don’t want to anymore.”
You reached up, fingertips brushing the edge of his jaw. “You don’t have to apologize,” you whispered. “I understand why you did it. But… I don’t want to be hidden anymore either.”
His grin was slow, teasing, and utterly devastating. “Good,” he said, stepping closer until the space between you disappeared. “Because from now on… no secrets. No shadows. Only us.”
Your hands found his shoulders, gripping lightly as your bodies aligned. “Then… don’t hold back,” you whispered.
Luke leaned in again, lips tracing yours with soft insistence, slow and languid, a teasing, intimate exploration that left your knees weak. He pulled you close, fingers threading through your hair, holding you like he meant it. And in that quiet apartment, with the city buzzing faintly outside the window, it was just the two of you—no walls, no secrets, no distance.
When he finally broke the kiss, he rested his forehead against yours, breath mingling with yours. “I want everyone to see you,” he murmured. “I want the world to know you’re mine, because you are. And I… I don’t care who knows it. I want to hold your hand in the street, kiss you in public, make no apologies for how I feel. I want it all.”
Your lips curved into a soft, tired smile, heart racing. “Then… let’s start now,” you said. “No more hiding.”
He chuckled, brushing a thumb across your cheek. “No more hiding,” he agreed, lips finding yours again in a tender, lingering kiss. “Only us. And I plan on making every second count.”
You wrapped your arms around him, resting your head against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart. The city outside continued its quiet hum, but inside, the world had shrunk to the two of you. You were no longer a secret. He was no longer holding back. And in that simple, perfect moment, everything felt… right.
Luke pressed a kiss to the top of your head. “You’re mine,” he murmured, almost like a vow. “And I’m done hiding it.”
“And I’m yours,” you whispered back, smiling, knowing that this was only the beginning.
Summary: You're coasting through the final months of filming season 7 of Supernatural like any other year on set—long hours, endless takes, and the usual family chaos with the cast—until the leaked hallway video blows everything wide open, confirming what the fandom had started to suspect: you're secretly dating Jensen Ackles. In this piece, your character is the tough hunter Roxy, currently paired with Sam on-screen, and it turns your carefully guarded world upside down.
Tags: Set in season 7 (post-leak era), Jensen isn’t a dickhead in this piece—he's an absolute sweetheart, co-workers to secret lovers, strangers to lovers vibes at the start, love confessions, steamy-adjacent make out sessions, friends with Jared and Misha already, on-set drama, convention chaos, fandom fallout, what the hell this got long, so much in one piece, I'm going to cry.
Author's note: Look, I keep telling myself I'll post on a schedule, but then life/deadlines/Supernatural rewatches happen and suddenly it's 3am and I'm 5k words deep into a Jensen fic instead of sleeping. Classic me missing every self-imposed deadline known to man. Anyway, here—have a very, very sweet Jensen (single, not married to Danneel in this universe because we’re in full fantasy mode) who is completely gone for you. Just because I use an em-dash (—) and a semi-colon (;) does not mean this piece is written by some AI bot! I love writing, I'm not a perfectionist but I hate bad spelling and bad grammar so I proofread everything 7 times over, so if it has no errors I swear that's just the OCD!
The convention hall buzzes with energy as you step onto the stage, the roar of the crowd hitting you like a wave. It's 2012, and Supernatural is at its peak—fans screaming for Sam, Dean, Castiel, and now Roxy, your character who's been shaking things up since joining the cast last season. You've got that signature smirk plastered on your face, the one that mirrors Roxy's tough-as-nails hunter vibe, but inside, your stomach twists. The video leaked just minutes ago. You felt your phone vibrate in your pocket as you waited backstage, a frantic text from your publicist: "It's out. Hallway clip. Call me ASAP."
You glance sideways at Jensen, who's already settling into his chair with that easygoing grin, but you catch the flicker in his eyes—the one only you recognize after months of stolen moments. Jared plops down next to you, his massive frame making the chair creak, and Misha slides in on Jensen's other side, adjusting his mic with a dramatic flourish. The four of you wave to the sea of faces, phones flashing like stars, but the air feels thicker than usual. Whispers ripple through the audience; you can practically feel the shift.
The moderator—some enthusiastic con host—kicks things off with the usual pleasantries, but you tune it out, your mind replaying the video in your head. It was from last night, after a late shoot: you and Jensen in the hotel hallway, thinking you were alone, his hands on your waist, your lips crashing into his with that desperate hunger built from weeks of secrecy. Someone must have been lurking with a camera. And now? It's everywhere online, blowing up Twitter feeds just as the panel starts.
First question comes from a fan in the front row, a girl with a Winchester tattoo peeking from her sleeve. "This is for Jared and you," she says, pointing between you two. "Roxy and Sam have such amazing chemistry on screen—those romantic scenes are fire! Is there any chance that spills over into real life? You two seem so close off-set."
The crowd erupts in cheers, whoops, and a few "Jaroxy!" chants—your ship name with Jared that's been trending since Roxy's first kiss with Sam aired. Jared laughs, that booming, genuine sound, leaning into his mic. "Oh man, where do I start? She's incredible to work with. We hang out all the time—poker nights, pranks on set. But real life? Nah, we're just buds. Right?" He nudges you playfully, oblivious for a split second.
You force a smile, nodding. "Totally. Jared's like the big brother I never wanted." The audience laughs, but you feel Jensen's gaze burning into you from across the panel. Misha raises an eyebrow, sensing something off, but he stays quiet.
Another fan steps up, this one bolder, holding her phone like a weapon. "Okay, I have to ask about the elephant in the room. That video that just dropped—like, five minutes ago. You and Jensen... in the hallway? What the hell?!"
The hall falls silent. Not the excited hush before a reveal, but a thick, awkward tension that presses down like fog. You hear chairs creak as people lean forward, breaths held. Jared's smile freezes, his eyes darting between you and Jensen. Misha's mouth opens slightly, then closes, his usual chaos replaced by wide-eyed surprise.
Jensen shifts in his seat, rubbing the back of his neck—a telltale sign he's buying time. You meet his eyes, and for a heartbeat, it's just the two of you, remembering the feel of his stubble against your skin, the way he whispered "I love you" in that hallway before pulling you closer. But now? The secret's shattered.
"Uh," Jensen starts, his voice steady but laced with that Texas drawl that always calms you. "Look, we're all friends here. That video... it's private. But yeah, it's real." He pauses, the silence stretching, fans exchanging shocked glances. No one claps. No one cheers. Just the hum of the AC and a few muffled gasps.
Jared recovers first, leaning back with a forced chuckle that doesn't reach his eyes. "Wait, seriously? You two? Since when?" His tone is light, but there's an edge—betrayal? Amusement? You can't tell. The crowd murmurs now, a low buzz building.
Misha jumps in, ever the wildcard. "Well, this explains why Jensen's been so chipper lately. And here I thought it was the craft services coffee." He winks at the audience, trying to diffuse, but the tension lingers, heavy and unspoken. Fans whisper, phones out, no doubt live-tweeting every awkward beat.
You clear your throat, gripping the mic tighter. "It started a few months ago. We kept it quiet because... well, this." You gesture vaguely at the room, the weight of a thousand eyes. "We didn't want it to overshadow the show or mess with the dynamics. Jared, Misha—you guys are family. Nothing changes that."
Jared nods slowly, but his smile is tight, the silence after your words dragging on too long. A fan in the back shouts, "But what about Jaroxy? We shipped you two so hard!"
Laughter bubbles up, nervous and scattered, but it dies quick. Jensen reaches over, his hand brushing yours under the table—just a fleeting touch, grounding you. "Ships are fun," he says into the mic, "but real life? It's messier. And better." His eyes lock on yours again, a promise in the chaos.
The next question pivots to safer ground—Misha's latest charity run—but the air never fully clears. Every pause feels loaded, every glance between the four of you amplified. Jared cracks a joke about Sam needing a new love interest now, but it lands flat, the silence swallowing the punchline. Misha overcompensates with wild gestures, recounting a set prank, yet even he falters, the usual rhythm off-kilter.
As the panel wraps, fans applaud, but it's subdued, the shock still fresh. Backstage, away from the lights, Jensen pulls you into a quick hug. "We got this," he murmurs. Jared claps him on the back, awkward but sincere. "Dude, congrats? I think?" Misha grins. "Finally, some real drama off-screen."
But you know the internet's exploding, the secret out. And somehow, in the midst of the tension, it feels like freedom.
Break
The backstage area feels like a war zone the second the panel ends—curtains drawn, security ushering fans out, but the echo of their murmurs lingers like smoke. You slip off stage with Jensen's hand grazing your lower back, a subtle anchor in the storm, but Jared and Misha trail behind, their footsteps heavier than usual. No one's talking. The silence stretches, broken only by the distant hum of the convention center and the frantic buzz of phones in pockets.
Your publicist, Sarah—a no-nonsense woman with a clipboard perpetually glued to her hand—meets you in a makeshift green room, her face pinched like she's swallowed something sour. Jensen's manager, Tom, is already there, pacing with his phone pressed to his ear, and your manager, Lisa, hovers by the door, scrolling through alerts. Jensen's publicist rounds out the group, bursting in last with a laptop under her arm, slamming it down on the table.
"Alright, damage control," Sarah starts, her voice clipped, no preamble. The room falls into that awkward hush again, everyone exchanging glances—yours landing on Jensen, who leans against the wall, arms crossed, jaw set. Jared sinks into a chair, rubbing his temples, while Misha perches on the armrest, uncharacteristically quiet, his eyes flicking between you all like he's piecing together a puzzle.
Tom jumps in first. "The video's everywhere—TMZ picked it up, E! News is running with it. Views are skyrocketing. Fans are split: half thrilled, half pissed about the 'Jaroxy' betrayal." He shoots a look at Jared, who just nods, the silence thickening as Lisa pulls up screenshots—tweets, forums, the works.
Your heart pounds. "How bad is it?" you ask, voice steadier than you feel.
Sarah sighs, long and heavy. "Bad enough that sponsors are calling. The show's family-friendly image? This throws a wrench. Secret dating on set—people will speculate about favoritism, drama bleeding into work." She pauses, the room so quiet you hear the clock ticking. Jensen shifts, his eyes meeting yours, a silent apology in them.
Lisa chimes in. "We spin it positive. Joint statement: 'We're happy, supportive of the show, no impact on production.' Keep it vague on timelines—don't confirm when it started. And for god's sake, no more hallway makeouts." She glares at you both, but there's a hint of a smile, breaking the tension just a fraction.
Jensen finally speaks, his voice low. "What about the cast? Jared, Misha—you guys okay?" Another beat of silence, awkward and loaded. Jared exhales, leaning forward. "Man, I'm happy for you. Just... shocked. Wish I'd known." Misha nods, adding lightly, "Yeah, next time, loop us in before the internet does." But the words hang, the air still heavy with unspoken what-ifs.
They hash it out for another hour—statements drafted, social media strategies outlined. You and Jensen agree to a low-key approach: own it, but don't feed the frenzy. By the end, Sarah claps her hands. "We handle the press. You two? Act normal on set. The show's the priority." As everyone files out, Jensen pulls you aside, his forehead against yours in the dim light. "We got through the panel. We'll get through this."
But the internet doesn't wait. By evening, as you scroll from your hotel room—Jensen asleep beside you, his arm draped over your waist—Tumblr explodes. You stumble onto a random Supernatural fan community, "SPNFamilyForever," where a masterpost titled "JENSEN AND ROXY ACTOR: THE SIGNS WERE THERE ALL ALONG!!!" is gaining traction, reblogged hundreds of times in hours.
The OP starts with caps-lock frenzy: "OKAY GUYS, THAT VIDEO? MIND BLOWN. But let's rewind—Jensen's been heart-eyes for her since she joined. Proof below!"
They link clips from past interviews: That 2011 Comic-Con panel where you teased Jensen about Dean's leather jacket, and he laughed a little too long, his gaze lingering as you spoke. "See how he watches her? Not like with Jared or Misha. That's LOVE."
Then behind-the-scenes footage from season 7: A gag reel where you flub a line, tripping over a prop, and Jensen catches you, holding on a second longer than necessary, his grin soft, not the usual prankster smirk. "He's always positioning himself next to her in group shots. Coincidence? I THINK NOT."
More: A PaleyFest interview where a fan asks about on-set crushes, and Jensen deflects with a joke, but his eyes flick to you off-camera, a subtle tell the fans now dissect frame by frame. "And remember that BTS photo from the vampire ep? Jensen's arm around her shoulders, looking at her like she's the only one in the room. We've been blind!"
Comments flood in: "Holy crap, you're right! Rewatching now—every con, he's stealing glances." "Jaroxy was cute, but JenRox? ENDGAME." "How did we miss this? He's been smitten FOREVER."
You chuckle softly, the tension from earlier easing as you read. Jensen stirs, peeking at your screen. "Fans figuring us out?" You nod, showing him. He smirks, pulling you closer. "Let 'em. They were gonna anyway." The silence between you now is comfortable, the world's chaos fading as you drift off, the pieces finally falling into place for everyone.
Break
The days following the leaked video feel like living inside a snow globe someone keeps shaking. Every channel, every website, every radio segment wants a piece of the story. You and Jensen hole up in the Vancouver hotel suite between shoots, curtains drawn against paparazzi lenses, phones on silent. But the world outside refuses to quiet down.
Monday morning, December 2012. You wake to the television already on—Jensen must have fallen asleep with the remote in his hand. CNN’s entertainment ticker scrolls across the bottom of the screen: “Supernatural Stars Jensen Ackles & Co-Star Confirm Real-Life Romance After Viral Video.” The anchor, a polished brunette, tilts her head with practiced sympathy.
“In a story that has the internet in an absolute frenzy, a grainy hotel hallway video surfaced over the weekend showing Supernatural heartthrob Jensen Ackles in a passionate embrace with his newer co-star, the actress who plays fan-favorite hunter Roxy. The twist? On the hit CW series, Roxy is currently in a heated romance with Sam Winchester, portrayed by Jared Padalecki, sparking one of the fandom’s most beloved ships, affectionately dubbed ‘Jaroxy.’”
Cut to file footage: you and Jared in a season-seven promo, arms wrapped around each other, laughing as fake blood drips down your faces. Then the hallway clip—blurred for network TV, but unmistakable. The anchor continues, “Sources tell us the couple had been dating secretly for months. At a convention panel on Saturday, Ackles confirmed the relationship when directly confronted by a fan, saying simply, ‘Yeah, it’s real.’ The room fell silent for several long seconds—an eternity in live television.”
They roll the convention footage. There it is: the fan’s question, Jared’s frozen half-smile, Misha’s wide eyes, your own hand tightening around the microphone. The silence is deafening even in replay. The anchor raises an eyebrow. “Awkward doesn’t begin to cover it. But in the hours since, the fandom has begun to pivot. While many are mourning the apparent end of ‘Jaroxy’ hopes, a new ship is rising fast: ‘JenRox.’”
The segment ends with a split-screen of old Jared/you photos and newly resurfaced Jensen/you candids—him steadying you on an icy Vancouver sidewalk last winter, you handing him a coffee on set with a private smile. The chyron reads: “From Co-Stars to Couple: The Signs Were There All Along?”
You mute the TV and bury your face in the pillow. Jensen stirs beside you, voice gravelly with sleep. “They’re never gonna let this die, are they?” You shake your head against the cotton. He pulls you closer, lips brushing your temple. “Good thing I don’t want them to.”
By noon, every major entertainment outlet has run some version of the story.
Terrence: “Let’s be honest—this is the kind of drama we live for. Secret on-set romance, leaked video, live convention reveal. It’s like a script the writers couldn’t even dream up.”
E! News devotes a full ten-minute block. Giuliana Rancic and Terrence Jenkins sit on the white couch, a montage of Supernatural clips playing behind them.
Giuliana: “And the fandom reaction is fascinating. Initially, there was heartbreak. ‘Jaroxy’ has been trending globally since Roxy’s first appearance. Fans invested years in Sam and Roxy’s slow-burn. But now? Tumblr, Twitter, Reddit—they’re digging through archives like detectives. And what they’re finding is convincing a lot of them that Jensen has been quietly in love with her since day one.”
They cut to a graphic titled “The Evidence Timeline.”
- March 2011: Your first table read. A fan-captured photo shows Jensen watching you read Roxy’s introduction scene, chin propped on his hand, expression unreadable but intense.
- July 2011: Comic-Con. In the press line, Jensen steps aside so you can go first, his hand hovering at the small of your back without quite touching.
- October 2011: Behind-the-scenes video. You trip over a cable; Jensen catches you instinctively, holds a beat too long before letting go, cheeks pink.
- February 2012: PaleyFest panel. When asked who has the best chemistry on set, Jensen jokes, “Well, I’m biased,” and glances at you with a grin that lingers.
Giuliana: “Fans are calling it ‘the longest slow-burn in history.’ And the more they rewatch, the more converts they make.”
Terrence holds up his phone. “Hashtag JenRox is now out-trending Jaroxy for the first time ever. And the fan art? Next level.”
The screen fills with digital drawings: you and Jensen as Dean and Roxy stargazing on the Impala’s hood; soft watercolor portraits; even some cheeky hallway re-creations with heart filters.
Over on TMZ Live, the tone is predictably chaotic. Harvey Levin leans into camera, surrounded by his barking staff.
Harvey: “Forget the sweet stuff—this is juicy. We’re talking betrayal vibes for Jaroxy shippers. Jared Padalecki’s married in real life, so no love triangle drama there, but on-screen? Roxy and Sam are endgame—or were. Now writers have to figure out how to handle the real-life couple playing… not a couple.”
A staffer yells, “We got sources saying Jensen and her started flirting almost immediately after she joined. Quiet dinners, late-night script runs. Crew knew, but nobody talked.”
Harvey: “And that panel silence? Gold. Jared looked like someone told him Santa wasn’t real. But give the guy credit—he’s already tweeting support. Quote: ‘Happy for my brother and my friend. Family sticks together.’ Class act.”
They flash Jared’s tweet, timestamped late last night, already at 80k likes.
Access Hollywood takes the high road. Nancy O’Dell and Billy Bush host a roundtable with two entertainment reporters.
Nancy: “What’s remarkable is how quickly the narrative shifted from scandal to celebration. Yes, there was initial shock, but the deeper fans dig, the more they embrace it.”
One reporter: “It helps that there’s no villain here. Jared’s happily married with kids. No cheating rumors. Just two single co-stars who fell for each other while playing other people in love. It’s almost poetic.”
Billy: “And the chemistry was always there—just misdirected. Fans thought the sparks between her and Jared were real because the writing was strong. But watching old interviews now, Jensen’s reactions are… telling.”
They play a compilation titled “Jensen Being Whipped: A Thread.”
- You telling a story at a con; Jensen laughing harder than anyone, eyes crinkling.
- You singing along to music between takes; Jensen filming you on his phone with the softest smile.
- You shivering on location; Jensen wordlessly draping his jacket over your shoulders and leaving it there for hours.
Nancy: “It’s hard to stay mad when the evidence is this cute.”
Even late-night shows can’t resist. Jimmy Fallon opens his monologue with it.
Jimmy: “Big news in TV land, folks. Jensen Ackles from Supernatural is dating his co-star—the one who plays Roxy. Now, on the show, Roxy dates Sam, Jensen’s on-screen brother. So basically, Jensen pulled the ultimate ‘I saw her first’ move. Sorry, Jared.”
Audience laughs. Jimmy continues, “Fans are calling it JenRox, and they’re making compilations proving Jensen’s been in love since 2011. That’s longer than most of my relationships.”
Cut to a fake “evidence” clip Fallon’s team edited: every time Jensen looks at you in old panels, a cartoon heart pops up.
Meanwhile, the fandom itself is undergoing a full renaissance.
On Tumblr, the blog spnarchaeology posts a 5,000-word essay titled “How JenRox Rewrites Seven Seasons of Subtext.” It gets reblogged 40,000 times in two days. Key points:
- Dean’s protectiveness toward Roxy always read slightly different than toward other hunters—more personal, less big-brother.
- Every time Roxy flirted with Sam, Dean’s micro-expressions showed… something. Fans previously read it as jealousy over Sam’s happiness. Now they see romantic jealousy.
- The season-seven episode where Dean teaches Roxy to shoot? The lingering close-ups on Jensen’s hands adjusting your grip? “We thought it was Dean/Roxy tension the writers were teasing. Turns out it was just Jensen unable to hide it.”
Comments pour in:
user1: “I’m still Jaroxy forever in my heart, but I can’t deny JenRox is real and beautiful.”
user2: “Multishipping is the way. Let me have my Sam/Roxy fanfic AND real-life JenRox happiness.”
user3: “The hallway video is hot, but the quiet moments—him looking at her like she hung the moon—are what sold me.”
Reddit’s r/Supernatural has multiple megathreads stickied.
One titled “Official JenRox Appreciation Thread – All Evidence Welcome” hits 10k comments. Users upload slowed-down gifs, color-enhanced stills, audio isolates of Jensen’s voice softening when he says your name in interviews.
Another thread: “Jaroxy Isn’t Dead – It’s Just Fiction Now (And That’s Okay).” Moderators pin it to calm the grieving shippers. Top comment, 15k upvotes: “Ships don’t have to be real to be valid. I’ll keep writing Jaroxy epics till the day I die, but I’m genuinely happy for Jensen and her.”
Fanfiction.net and AO3 see an explosion. Jaroxy fics still update daily—many authors add notes: “Canon-compliant through 7x12, then AU because real life happened.” JenRox RPF (real-person fic) skyrockets, but tastefully—most focus on soft domestic moments, convention shenanigans, first kisses that mirror the leaked hallway scene.
One wildly popular 50k-word fic, “Visible Only in Flashbulbs,” imagines the entire secret relationship from your first table read to the leak. It updates twice a week and has a cult following.
Twitter trends cycle hourly: #JenRox, #ProtectJaroxy, #SPNFamily, #MultishippersUnite. Misha tweets a photo of the four of you at dinner post-panel—Jared’s arm around Jensen, your head on Jensen’s shoulder, everyone laughing. Caption: “Family dinner. No demons invited.” It gets 200k likes and calms a lot of worried fans.
Jared posts an Instagram of him and Jensen on set, fake-fighting with prop knives, caption: “Still my brother. Always.” The comments flood with heart emojis.
Back in the hotel that night, you and Jensen order room service and binge-watch the coverage on mute, subtitles on. You laugh at the over-the-top graphics, cringe at the slowed-down hallway kiss replayed for the hundredth time. But mostly you feel… relieved.
The initial wave of shock has crested. The awkward silence from the panel is now meme legend, but it’s affectionate meme legend. Fans have taken the broken pieces of their expectations and built something new—something that holds space for both Jaroxy’s fictional fire and JenRox’s quiet realness.
Jensen sets his fork down, pulls you into his lap. “Think we survived it?”
You trace the line of his jaw, the one you’ve memorized in secret for months. “We didn’t just survive. They rewrote the story with us.”
He smiles—that soft, private one he saves just for you, the one fans are now dissecting frame by frame. “Good. Because I’m not done writing it yet.”
Outside, the snow starts to fall over Vancouver, blanketing the city in hush. Inside, the world keeps spinning, talking, shipping, celebrating. But here, in this room, it’s just the two of you—no secrets left, no silence except the comfortable kind.
And for the first time since the video leaked, you both sleep through the night.
