#self har

[xxxxheartshapedcvts]

Bro i need to say this.

”if u shh then use ice on ur skin-“

THAT SHIT DOESNT WORKKKKKKUHHHHHHHHH STOP SAYING USE ICE ON UR SKIN BECAUSE IT DOESNT GIVE THE SAME FEELING TO MEEEEE IDK IF ITS JS ME BUT ITS JS NOT THE SAME FEELING AS ACTUALLY R3LAPS1NG

[highinkcals]

when someone you love upsets you so now you gotta relapse harder than never before

[mwahxxo]

i've been clean for #7 months and it's absolutely miserableeee. i am legit too old for this

[fallen-for-no-reason]

[xxxxheartshapedcvts]

Y’all i wanna talk abt like a rly odd sh story that happened to me

basically i was js on my phone until i see my friend sent me a snap that i can only view once, i wont go into detail cuz its weird but basically i have a crush on her brother and it was a pic of him shirtless.

Now this part idk if im js an obsessive bitch, but basically i was flushing so hard i was like jumping n shi and since i was flushing so hard i relapsed? Idk how that makes sense like u see ur crush and u relapse that makes legit no sense AT ALL.

can anybody explain why the fuck i did that, cuz that shits dumb. Like isnt love a ‘good’ feeling so why make it a bad outcome??

Yea i need answers