#self pitty

[phil0mela]

the best part of having no friends is having no one to turn to when i’m in a depressive episode and want to get blacked out at 2:30 pm on a monday yay

[books-bread-and-brigandage]

Sysypus, at the hill bottom, walks away from his rock.

I think its time to admit it. I'm never going to finish my novel. My thought soand insighst on aromanticism do not need nor deseerve to be widely spread. My alegory was muddled and unpersasave. An autistic shut in of my type simply lacks the mental modeling ability to pull off what I wanted. The utter abence of any reaction to anything long form I've posted online aught to show that my prose is not to the standard praise from freinds or family would lead me to belive. my voice is not needed nor wanted. We must, none the less, imagene Syssephus happy.

[useasmake-shifttherapy]

I know cutting my self won’t solve anything and will just make myself feel worse...but the urge is so strong.

[useasmake-shifttherapy]

I’m a failure.

Even when I am trying to make things better or going about it in the right direction, I have a set back and once again: i am a failure.

[ifeellikeapieceofcake]

I am not done feeling sorry for myself.

[pretendingnottofeelalonetonight]

self pity like a pro

And fuck people who won’t give me a job because im 19 have no experience, no self esteem and people scare me. thanks a lot let me just hide in my room with my erotica book and my bed that at least gives me warmth and place to hide from the world that rejects me. -BUT STILL FUCK YOU CAUSE YOUR 1-2 YEAR EXPERIENCE CLAUSE MAKES ME HATE YOU WITH A PASSION

[flawsies]

I hate myself

[kibaliciious]

Why don't I have a boyfriend yet?