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Goal, dedicate my life and research profession to proving that humans aren't special in really any way socially, behaviorally, and mentally and we really gotta stop acting like we are the Superior Being because we exploit each other and lost sight of the peace and simplicity of life in favor of greed and excess

-Riku

#alter: riku #this is a joke #... mostly #see look #xivs a hard commie #im a buddhist hippie #I'm not ACTUALLY buddhist but like #a lot of my philosophical views are similar so its easier to say that sometimes #but like for real #I don't understand his draw to communism entirely #but I DO understand his complaints on how greed and excess have completely fucked humanity over into a chronic state of misery and self #self-torture #and how honestly that has ruined shit for us on a large scale #like being able to ruin our own lives doesn't make us a superior being to animals #that live day to day #sorry not sorry human kind #I still am of the opinion crows and ravens are actually WAY smarter than us #and so much so that they know not to do what we do #and so they just laugh at our tiny ape brains while they enjoy opening trashcans #and getting yummy food #riku rambles

Me: pins an outrageous amount of handsome Tom Hiddleston pictures.

Me: frowns and mutters "ugh, disgusting, why" as I scroll my dash and come across pictures that make me swoon.

#tom hiddleston #tom hiddleston on pinterest #pinterest #pins #pictures #self-torture #it's my own fault #but I still like to complain #about my suffering #to myself

conflabbit and now I’m looking at bonsai books which cost a bundle, why am I doing this to myself

#self-torture #I've taught myself how to air layer and stuff but I don't really have a basic grasp of bonsai basics or design concepts #also individual species care #don't know much about that either

Me being an idiot in DA2

1st run: *coming in fresh from DAO* Anders! Where are you! *meets him* There you are! Lemme finally hug--WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! OMG! *hugs tightly* AAH! *finally kissing happens* AAAH! *really bad things happening* AAAAHH!!! Not letting you go, you god damn mage revolutionist idiot! *clingy*

2nd run: Okay... Fenris this time, he IS pretty charming, too. *Anders just walks by* Fuck... *Anders flirting weakly* Fuck... don't look, don't react, just... *Anders smiling lonely* AAAH!

3rd run: Okay, I got an asshole this time, Anders will probably hate him. Going for the Templars this time, too, just for the lul-- *Anders disapproves* UWAHAHAHAHAHAA!

#DA2 #me #romance #seriously though #self-torture #fuck who to choose on the aggressive!Hawke run

Why is it that I only find inspirition to write at 1 am? Now fully awake and regretful, I have to deal with my half-awake bullshit and awful spelling mistakes. Thanks a lot, brain.

#writing fanfiction #writing in general tbh #writing inspiration #self-torture #no seriously #why do i do this to myself

Self-Abuse

I wonder. Would she be satisfied if I never stop abusing myself for what I did to us? Would it matter if I spend every day thinking of what we had, the part I played in murdering it, and the desolation that followed? Would she curse my name to her new partner and the world any less if she knew how much I torture myself on purpose in the name of justice for the harm I caused in ignorance by accident? Would I still exist to her if she knew that I am thankful for this knowledge, this vigilance, this conflict within myself, this painful growth, this ineffable lonliness I live with every day, and might until I finally, mercifully die? Would she care at all? I wonder.

#a song for eurydice #self-torture #self-abuse #bipolar disorder #mental illness

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