Nov 30, 2018
Summer of 2014 - Winter of 2018
The first photo was at a cheap trap motel called the westark when I was staying where ever I could and strung out on meth and opiates. I was 20, or about to be.
The second is 5 days ago at 17 Ā½ months clean at bryans familyās over the holidays in texas. 24.
There is about 50-60 lb difference in the pictures. I feel so huge now.
Iām clean now. I donāt smoke cigarettes anymore. I really donāt eat healthy lol and Iāve had a child since then..
But I almost feel like I looked better then. I know Iām attracted to unhealthy things though but it bothers me. Everyone says I look better now.. I know I wasnāt happy with my self or body then either but when people say I look healthy I think they mean fat.
