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Pages from Growth in Absence 💌
✨ for the autistics who feel like they’re failing in a world that plays a game they never agreed to play✨
some of us came in tuned to a higher frequency.
we see beneath the surface.
we feel what others repress.
we hear what isn’t said.
we sense truth in the silence and distortion in the noise.
and it hurts sometimes.
because this world wasn’t built for sensitivity.
or for subtlety.
or for souls like ours.
we are tuned in to the subtle realms —
the energetic fields, the nonverbal layers, the soul-level communication that most people miss entirely.
we live in the liminal.
we feel the unspoken.
we understand what can’t be explained.
and because of that…
we don’t always function well in the third-dimensional systems that reward masks and metrics and performance over presence.
we’re not always “productive.”
we forget appointments.
we melt down from sensory overload.
we need rest when the world demands momentum.
and the world calls this dysfunction.
the world labels us broken.
but they’re only seeing one plane of existence.
they’re only measuring the visible.
they can’t see what we see.
they can’t feel what we feel.
they don’t hear the quiet guidance, the subtle shifts, the sacred code of energy we translate effortlessly.
they don’t know how to speak the language of frequency.
but we do.
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so maybe we will never be validated by neurotypicals.
maybe we will always be misunderstood by systems that were never made for us.
but that doesn’t make us less.
it makes us rare.
it makes us needed.
because the new world is being built by those who can feel what’s real.
and we can.
💗 so if you’ve ever felt like you’re failing at life…
ask yourself: are you really failing?
or are you just living in a dimension that doesn’t yet recognize your gifts?
validate yourself.
you are not broken.
you are brilliantly attuned.
and that is your superpower.
“Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears.”
- Edgar Allan Poe -