every once in a while i remember that game that markiplier played where the player could die in a binch of different ways after grieving the death of a loved one, and the last choice in the game was to continue on and live or simply end it and die. and the first time markiplier obviously chose to live but the second time when he came back to it i remember he was quiet for a while at the start and i don’t remember what he said in full because this was years and years ago, but i still remember he made the same choice as the first time. he said “so i’m going to choose to live again”. that was the only time i personally ever saw him intentionally not fully complete a game he was capable of completing. every once in a while i think about that. i’m going to choose to live again. i’m going to choose to live again.



















