Squat cleans. I fxcking did squat cleans today!! I’m excited because I haven’t been able to do squat cleans for two years due to injury. I have work to do on form and ankle flexibility, but I did them slow and safely...most of all I DID THEM!!! Three consistent weeks now, and I’m feeling stronger. The fear of re injury is slowly leaving and the love for this is starting to come back. I’ve been hesitant to love it and rejoice in it because of the fear. What a character building situation this is. Mind-setting isn’t always easy, it takes work and practice. I’m getting there. I choose to have patience and gentleness for myself. #fitness #fitoverforty #serotoninuptake #serotonin #mindset #psykotherapist #mentalfitness #mentalhealth #fit #work #exercise