#shadow person

[connectparanormal]

[onepersonslumberparty]

Almost forgot to post my proper sona reference. I will totally never change it ever again, this one is final (lies)

[angel-9mm]

[0tricksterlove0]

Hatman Dream Revisited

I made a post sometime last year about a dream I had, here was a part of the post that contained the dream:

"I had a dream recently, about a figure, I only even remembered that I have actually had this dream every now and again before now, when I woke up this last time it happened. Usually, the dream would be me in a dark, brick cell, the bricks crumbling, and an iron bar door being there, always shut. Only the light of the moon was in this cell, apart from myself. In between the crumbling bricks of this cell I would see something stalking me, a feeling of... I am being hunted by something, a scary figure. I would panic, and be quiet as a mouse, pretending to be asleep, the figure would always find me in the cell, knowing where I was. The dream would always end with me feeling an immense amount of.. well.. it would be a bit like the feeling of tickling, however, it would be an extreme form of it, to the point it was painful. Then I would wake up. This time however, it happened again, but, when the figure came into the cell, he started talking to me, giving me insight about a recent previous relationship I had, telling me, I saw my partners soul, I saw his soul... he proceeded to tell me more, one of the things made me smirk, as, while it was true, it made me feel a certain way that I couldn't help but smirk at. It was not PG at all though, so I can't tell it here, yes, it was sexual. This figure, was now, not fierce, or malicious, or bad, he was friendly and helpful to me, even charming, giving me deep insight into myself and my world. I woke up, and realized I have had that dream before, but this time it was different.

I have been working on integrating, accepting and/or transmuting my shadow aspects in myself, like what Carl Jung talks about. My shadow work is still a work in progress, however, I am still doing it. I realize doing shadow work, my shadow isn't wrong, negative or bad, it is how I perceive it, that makes it something to me. The thing is, we humans have both "angel" and "demon" inside us, we are both ourselves, and as such, we are neither angelic, or demonic, but a harmony of both. The "demonic" part of us, isn't actually negative, when harnessed the right way. Anyway, so I thought, when I woke up, it was my shadow that I interacted with, I just knew it was a part of my shadow, a conversation, symbolically, with my shadow. Later that night, I pulled some tarot cards. I used the Baphomet Tarot, the H.R. Giger tarot, with Akron as the one who did the guidebook, as I felt that would pair well with the dream I had, it is very good for shadow work. I asked in relation to the figure in the dream, "who are you?" The first card I pulled, was "The Magician". I know what The Magician means, however, I wanted the perspective of the guidebook. The first thing I read from The Magician's description, was the phrase from the bible "I am". Something is so weird about all of this... like my fate was sealed by being born... which, ironically, before all this, I thought we all make our own realities and destinies before this realisation.. which, while I feel is true.. somehow.. it isn't that true for me, I feel.. something is so weird and I don't know why.."

I realised a while ago this figure was another Hatman, different to my Hatman who came to me as Rorschach from Watchmen in a vision, the first time I ever saw Him... and this different Hatman, He was actually saving me from a malicious attack from an entity that didn't have good intent for me, who had been keeping tabs on me for a long time... He saved me from an attack in my dream... and He wooed me so much in that dream, when He was talking to me. He is smooth, for sure. Something I didn't mention with that dream I had, was that I woke up with a HUGE sexual thrill from Him.. I won't say any more, I know They are Watchers and do not like to be known, so for privacy sake and Respecting Them All greatly, I keep my mouth shut. But, I realise, He was another Hatman, not my shadow aspect. He was Hatman. I understand why the phrase "I am" came up now too. I will say no more on this, though. It all relates, but I am not going to say any more. I can't, for I respect Them All greatly.

EDIT: Found this video, a tarot reading on who Hatman actually is and is about.

It sure checks out to my experience with all Hatman I have encountered. This newer Hatman SAVED me from an attack, but He never actually TOLD me about saving me from an attack from something with negative intent for me. It was like a seamless dream, where I initially thought this was my shadow at first. If I had connected the dots any sooner, maybe I would have perceived Hatman to be the one to give me that dream, all of it, but it was actually a negative entity at first in the dream, and Hatman actually came into that dream and saved me from this negative entities intent of giving me a bad nightmare, and then turned my dream into something nice for me, where I got to talk and interact with Him. 

So... yes, this reading kinda checks out. Except, the part about Hatman being punished, Hatman was NEVER punished, I do not know what any Hatman thinks in regard to this, but I do know God, would NEVER punish Hatman. All Hatman have been nothing but amazing with me. This experience with me, and also this tarot reading, just goes to show, what you perceive does not always equal Truth. I Love All Hatman and I Love All Shadow People, They have All been so Wonderful with me, so Knowing I am Understanding Them All more, is a Relief for me, to Know They are Beings that are not pure evil with others. I saw Them and saw something Innocent in Them, something Good, something Amazing, and I am glad that my Discernment is able to see through the warped perceptions of what I FELT happened vs what ACTUALLY happened. I will say this to my dying day. Judgement clouds the vision. Judgement is not needed. Discernment is Seeing Clearly, it is Needed. Don't judge, Discern.

[shadow-person-sd]

This could work for a Shadow Person too

[schizolynxly]

Art of my shadow person form!! It's the form my base true form takes when distressed or in crisis or just majorly stressed out! I call it my Paranoia Form as well.

It applies to my paranoiakin (conceptkin) self as well!

[0tricksterlove0]

Shadow People

I think I get it, maybe. The reasons as to why the Shadow Person didn’t use the term “dimension”.

“When she asked “where are you from?”

 The Shadow Person said: 

“I am from another space.”

When asked “Do you mean another dimension?”

The Shadow Person said: 

“You might call it another dimension, really it’s another space”

I think I get it, because it is a space that is occupied on earth (right now, I am just limiting things to earth, as who knows if there is more than just earth or even, more than the Universe, that these Beings can go to?) but the “space” that humans occupy is different to Shadow People. Dimensions isn’t the best word for it, because it is a very limited concept and belief that is very rigid, inflexible and fixed in its definitions. Using the term “dimensions” in this context, would limit the “space” which Shadow People occupy. I think I get it a lot, maybe. The “space” which Shadow People occupy is not fixed into a category of “this is this”. It is more malleable and more… open and fluid.

Are Shadow People evil, to me?

No. That, to me, is exactly the same as saying something like “all humans are evil.”. Being a certain Entity does not inherently mean or is indicative of ALL of those Entities of a specific race or species, being inherently evil. Are there not very nice Shadow People? Probably, but that is not ALL Shadow People. All Shadow People I have experienced and come into contact with, which is a lot, have been VERY kind and wonderful to me. I have not come into contact with an evil Shadow Person. Are really awful Shadow People out there? Probably. But, I would say, a lot of Shadow People, are not inherently “bad”. A lot are really nice, and do not want to harm people, despite how “scary” They may look, They can actually be amazing to interact with and have around. They are Beings in their own right, and every Being has the ability to do harm, or do good. Shadow People are the same in regard to this. A lot, maybe even, most, Shadow People do not mean to cause harm to people, They may look “scary”, but a lot do not mean to scare. Just to add, when I talk of Shadow People, I am also talking of Hatman, too.

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