#shh self

[autistic-beshelar]

was just thinking that i love being the therapist friend but at the same time i hate being the therapist friend bc it always happens at INCONVENIENT TIMES

and then i was thinking that hannah was the first person i told about my ocd (irl anyway) and that the only reason i told her was so that she’d feel more comfortable telling me about her mental health problems because she’d know i understood

and just

im. not sure when this happened? just. my whole life people have always come to me for advice, and i have no idea why because i don’t always feel like i’m very good at giving it but. idk why but it’s always made me happy that i can help even in small ways. and like i’m doing some good in the world and... i guess making him proud, even if that seems silly

and so. when people don’t i guess i just. feel a bit useless. or like they don’t trust me. or like i’m not good at it

i guess i just never realised how much being the TherapistFriendTM meant to me

[blxnddevxl]

-Whines a lot until someone pets my head and tells me to sleep-

[anagrammatical-blog]

[gsarchive01]

[pixeldraguns]

... I want to boon this nest because i might have finally gotten the dragon i want but if i don't it'll be a waste of a boon and 175k.. stares longingly at nests.

[niallsbabe]

ffs why do i whine so much can i just shut up

fricking hell

[onlylostphysics]