Shifa bint 'Abdullah (radiAllahu 'anha) was among one of the few individuals during the pre-Islamic era who could read and write. She's considered to be one of the first female teachers in Islam, and even taught Hafsa (radiAllahu 'anha), the wife of the Messenger of Allah (salAllahu 'alayhi wasallam) how to read and write. During the time of the Caliphate of 'Umar (radiAllahu 'anhu) she was appointed as a public administrator in charge of Madina market. uer position was similar to the combined position of an administrator and accountant - surprised? She was considered to be a scholarly and intelligent woman - mashaAllah, and 'Umar (radiAllahu 'anhu) would regularly consider her opinions.
She was also skilled in medical practices, particularly in the practice of ruqyah and the Messenger of Allah (salAllahu 'alayhi wasallam) even asked her to teach her knowledge of ruqyah to other women - he appreciated her skill, passion and intelligence. And intelligence comes from study, from making time to learn more, and due to passion she embarked upon a journey of knowledge.
And now it makes me reflect - all my life I've been made to feel guilty to excel, to do well and aspire to be better - to do more. I was made to believe my deen wanted me to be void of a personality, be linear and constrained. And then as I delved deep into my history I was inspired - subhan Allah. Was this really true? I began to believe in myself, my confidence soured in what I wanted to achieve due to all I had seen - how could I continue when there was so much to be done?
And still I'm trying to understand where I'm headed and I know so many sisters are trying to find their way.
Excelling isn't about being independent, as Allah (subhanahu wa ta 'ala) knows everyone desires to be loved and feel a sense of dependence on someone and appreciating the deep care and concern. Neither is this about leaving the blessed role as a mother, now after working full time I can with conviction say I would prefer not to work once I have my children, especially when they need me most - I made this decision and can whole heartily submit, rather than not appreciating the other side - and always wishing I was free. Rather this is about, excelling - as our Superstars of the past excelled, going for a great vision - because we can and because we want to - need too, and all in all having our priorities in place.
It's a struggle, but that is life - with each step we try and please Allah (subhanahu wa ta 'ala), depending on Him, excelling for Him, in roles we wish to and need too, the more He will assist is to succeed, insha Allah.
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