#should be doing work

[maples-wings]

Someone stayed out a little too late! 

@etchy-a-sketchy​ / @a-piece-of-that-kitkate-bar​

[sketch-marks]

I literally could not focus after seeing this model 

Transparent ( i think )

[puppunkprincess]

I was tagged by @hobbitsmind to post a Selfie but realised my front facing camera hides my trash skin. So here is two and you can compare.

I cordially invite @iappearmissingnow, @realneckdeepfriends, @hippyhoppus, @teafor0ne, @deathcabforkirstie, @koalaatea, @sp00kycat, and the rest of you beautiful followers to post a Selfie if you feel comfortable to! X

[catnherthoughts]

thoughts in photography (11-5)

I can't tell if this class is supposed to be a learning experience from the universe or if im just reading into it. Having this class with her has definitely been... something. It's very weird to me that we act like we dont know each other. The moments that we shared still go through my mind, in a positive way. I think it's just the way that I was comforted by her. Its the winter mornings that I would wake up and be ecstatic to see her in history or the cold afternoons in which we wouldt walk to my house after school and then do homework and watch something dumb. Love is such a nice feeling. In times that I am reminiscent of these times, I try to think about the bad moments in the relationship but as ironic as it is, I can't seem to think of them as much as the good ones. You would think I would have done something about it by now if its bothering me this much but she clearly wants nothing to do with me. Im surprised that she can't think of these moments. Maybe it's because she healed when she was supposed to unlike me, who tried to mask the pain with another person who I regret ever being with. I think the answer is knowing that what we shared can only be in the past. I doubt that she really cares anymore about what happened end, if she still missed me, things would be a lot different right now. All I can do is move on. Move on from the late nights up cuddling, times we ate together, the stupid ways we would make each other laugh, etc etc. With that, I should take the time to unlearn the unhealthy things that the relationship taught me. Eat better (which I know i'm not going to do but it the thought that counts), Ive stopped self harming, learn to like myself, express my emotions, things like that. its easier said than done but I want to start turning the energy that i've been giving into missing her into love for myself. She gives me no energy she she shouldn't get any of mine. I wanna put myself on a pedestal like I have been putting her for these past few years.

[clothlog]

Painting of the Moon by the 17th-century German self-taught astronomer and artist Maria Clara Eimmart

[yumeniai]

Presentation due in 4 hours that I haven’t started yet? Eh, whatever. Nirvana in fire? Tears. Tears tears tears. I’ll never stop crying for this show.

[emmygoestogradschool-blog]

I am struggling. I have a paper to finish and all I can think about is how much I can’t wait to move out of my current place and into a new apartment. I’m feeling claustrophobic. I currently live with 4 other people (none of which are my bf) and will be moving in with bf in about 2 months.

Bf suggested I rearrange my furniture to freshen up the vibe a little, so as soon as I FINISH THIS PAPER, I think I’m going to do that. Photos pending for accountability.