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old strawpage request
something happened to me irl and now i’m sitting here possessed by the need to write either a firefighter simon ghost au or a modern firefighter dunk au
like i’m sorry but there is something fundamentally devastating about being stuck in an office building floor 13 while some massive smoke-covered man walks through the building looking sleep deprived and dangerously competent… and so into… you.
anyway this is between me and god now 🥵🥰
contains; boot humping, humiliation, degradation mixed with praise, MNDI 𝟏𝟖+ content
You love teasing Ghost while he's at work on your days off—sending him filthy messages, describing exactly how your fingers slid through your slick folds, how you imagined his cock filling you. You knew exactly what you were doing. And fuck do you regret it now.
# i’m not a violent dog (i don’t know why i bite) 🧟♂️
hi have something sad because i’ve been feeling really sad 😕😕😕😕
your relationship has never been perfect but you’d be lying if you say that isn’t expected, especially with the horrors of simon’s past and the ones he continues to face daily. but it is real and that’s all that has mattered to you. you know no relationship is ever flawless and you wouldn’t even think to consider yours as such but it works for the two of you, it really does, until there are times when it just doesn’f
it had taken him years of friendship to open up to you first, revealing small puzzle pieces little by little until you were able to see the bigger picture and you had been oh so patient. you had been patient with him every step of the way, never forcing him to give you a part of him but accepting each fragment nevertheless because you loved him. because you still love him, flaws and all.
and he’s learnt things from you too. learnt to breathe, learnt to feel something other than self destructive. he’s been so grateful for everything you’ve taught him and yet on some days he simply can’t help but go back to his old ways.
he doesn’t intend to be rude, he never does, but it just happens. he watches his beautiful girl’s face crumple up and he knows he’s fucked up again but he just can’t stop it. he tries so fucking hard to be a better man, to be what his father never was but he still makes you cry and it kills him. he snaps and he takes and he takes and it disintegrates a little bit more of him every time.
it’s small things, things that shouldn’t matter but he can see the way they do when it’s too late to take them back. a grumbled, “can you just wait a fucking minute?” that leaves his lips without meaning to. it hurts him because he knows he could simply ask you nicely but it kills you. you know what he’s like, know he can’t help it but it’s so hard not to feel horrible when he’ll be so so good for months until he spirals and he’s suddenly back to square one.
and when you cry? he can’t cope, doesn’t know how because he’s never had anyone teach him. he tries — a small tentative touch on your arm but you flinch. not because you think it’ll bruise your skin but because there’s already purple forming around your heart.
and then there’s the shift as you fall asleep, distance between the two of you and silence that says so much more than words ever can. he’ll hold you once you fall asleep, once he’s sure your breathing has evened out, because the idea of his skin near yours when he doesn’t deserve to be so close makes him feel sick.
he makes himself feel sick. he hates himself. he hates what he does to you. and whilst he rubs your back? he thinks about it all, about how he’ll never amount to anything more than a product of his corrupted genes.
# mr riley 👾.
thank you sm for 100 followers and 2500+ likes, my babies i adore you smsm i hope you like this <3
you’ve always had a thing for older men but it was merely just a craving, something you imagined late at night when no one was around to watch you slide your fingers in and get off to the thought of being taken properly by a real man. you never expected for it to become a reality, especially not with your best friend’s dad.
whilst yes, he had always been a very attractive man, you’d never anticipated doing anything about your silly little crush. that’s all it was supposed to be, a crush that made you feel giddy every time he was around but were unable to act on.
so the first time he flirted with you? you could have sworn the world tilted on it’s axis and you were mistaken. there’s no way mr riley of all people had smirked down at you and made a comment about your flimsy little skirt. it had to be a figure or your imagination, a late night fake scenario you’d accidentally forgotten how to distinguish.
but then it happened again and again and again. it was never enough but somehow it was everything you needed and more. just out of your reach until it wasn’t, until his daughter had gone for one of her hour long showers and he’d cornered you in the kitchen, his mask nuzzling against your neck and the most sinful groan escaping his lips as he inhaled your unique scent.
“mhm all y’been doing is fucking teasing me, huh lovie? think i don’t notice the way your pretty little eyes fuck me? i see everythin’ doll,” he purrs into your neck and your body stills; he’d seen that?
he raises the mask so his lips and jaw are visible, his teeth sucking at your neck as though he’s itching to ravage your body, “oh you taste so good f’me.”
you can’t help but moan and he smirks in response, his free hand that isn’t wrapped around you moving to roam your body. he tugs on waistband of your skirt, allowing it to snap against your skin — the noise ringing in the otherwise silent room. you wince softly and he licks a stripe down your neck to soothe you.
he’s so fucking big as he towers over you, large arms wrapped around your body to the point it feels like he’ll squeeze you into ceasing to exist. his hand finds its way under your skirt and it’s so cold it makes you squirm. the contrast between your warm body and his freezing one would be comical if you weren’t practically melting under him.
“words lovie? you not gonna tell me i can?” he teases, kissing at your jaw before biting down.
it genuinely feels like you’ve forgotten every word in the english language as you blink up at him, attempting to respond. his thumb swipes against your cheek and you finally manage to breathe out, “okay… you can.”
it’s nowhere near enough but he’s so fucking desperate for you, he can’t even bring himself to scold you for not putting in more effort. his fingers slide in and if you were barely functioning before? god you must be entirely broken right now.
his fingers are far too big compared to your own that you’re used to and he moves them so lazily, it shouldn’t feel as good as it does. one hand pumps in and out of you whilst the other wraps around your neck, a pretty necklace so perfect all for you.
he’s so fucking filthy with his movements and words, praise bundled with the right amount of degradation that has you weak in the knees.
you can’t help the whimper that falls from your lips, your hands clawing at his back as his pace increases, “oh god, shit.”
“uh uh lovie, language yeah? keep that pretty mouth clean or i’ll have to do it for you,” he says it so casually, his expression so normal as though he’s not knuckles deep inside you, not turning you into a babbling mess.
you tighten around him and he groans, forcing his mouth onto yours in a heated kiss that has you seeing stars. his tongue works its way into your mouth, colliding with yours as you clench, “i think… think ‘m gonna cum.”
“say please,” he mumbles into your mouth and you have no choice but to oblige, a quick plead for release as he smirks, still so casual and somehow the sexiest thing you’ve ever seen.
and when you let go against his fingers? he brings them to his lips, sucking them clean before squishing his mouth against yours again so you can “taste just how much your pretty little cunnie enjoyed it.”
# blood pressure 🫀.
your favourite thing to do is raise your boyfriend’s blood pressure. you love stressing him out and seeing the way he fights so hard to not get frustrated because he’s aware just how much you hate any form of anger.
you scroll on your phone and see the perfect joke to pull on him, a grin tugging at the corner of your lips as you wait for him to come home from a quick visit to soap’s.
you hear the front door close, a quick yell of your name escaping him as he makes his way to the kitchen. you quickly jump off the bed, rushing downstairs to find him, an eager smile tugging at your lips.
he takes one brief glance at you and pauses, a furrow in his eyebrows as he tries to register your random excitement, “can’t have missed me that much lovie, was only gone about an hour or two.”
“no not that baby! y’know how you were talking about getting your oil changed for your car?” you ramble and he nods slowly, carefully, almost as though he’s expecting this conversation to go south instantly.
“i saw online an easy way to do it so i did it for you!” you bounce on your feet and he freezes instantly. it takes everything you have to remain composure and not burst out laughing at the bewildered look that crosses his features.
he’s pacing the kitchen the moment the words fill the air, a hand tugging through his hair as he rushes out, “like you went to a garage, hm? yeah?”
“garage? no silly, i did it all myself,” you walk over to him and he inhales sharply. you can see the sheer confusion and slight panic overtaking him. you changed the car’s oil? you who still asks him how much your tank can fill despite having had the same car for 4 years.
“how… how did you do that?” his eyes are calculating, staring intensely at you like he’s praying for some miracle, some reassurance that you haven’t completely fucked up his car.
“so the guy was saying you can just like put some vegetable—” you’re not even able to finish the sentence when he splutters on air, interrupting your words with a practiced step towards you.
“lovie, i swear to fuck if you say you put vegetable oil in my car,” he trails off, eyes practically burning holes into you as he sighs, a loaded sound that shows he’s trying to keep his calm.
you try again to not laugh, a faux expression of concern plastered as you respond, “yeah well the man said it was like an easy life hack and we have so much vegetable oil at home because of that shopping deal so i thought it was perfect! is something wrong?” you blink up at him innocently.
he’s pacing again, “oh lovie, for fuck’s sake, how many times do i have to tell you these people online are con artists? you never listen to them without checking with me first.”
he holds his hand out and you read the gesture easily; he’s asking for his car keys. but you’re not done yet, you don’t want him to check and realise you’re messing with him so instead of handing the keys over, you force a frown.
“i was only trying to help i’m sorry… are you mad? i just thought well, oil is oil,” you manage to murmur without giggling like a mad woman and he sighs again, moving to stand right in front of you.
he tilts your head up slowly, his hand massaging your jaw as he tried so hard to keep his calm. you can tell it’s damn near impossible for him but he’s doing it for you and you almost feel bad.
“i just— fuck lovie, i wish you’d check these things with me first, yeah? ‘m not mad. i just didn’t need that extra hassle to fix this shit,” he pauses, pulling you into his arms and tucking your head under his chin, “not mad but jesus. vegetable oil baby? you’re smarter than that, i’ve taught you better than that.”
he’s clearly concerned about his car but he’s put that aside to comfort you for a so called mistake you made. it makes you smile into his chest and he tenses the moment he feels the expression against him.
“just because ‘m not fucking mad, doesn’t mean it’s funny,” he releases his hold on you and suddenly everything feels empty.
you know you’re the one pranking him but the lost feeling when he lets you go makes your lower lip tremble. you’re just so ridiculously sensitive and the idea of him being pissed at you, even if you carefully planned it has you sad and regretting everything.
he presses his eyes shut at your emotional state, “okay didn’t mean that, shite. don’t cry, fuck’s sake, come here,” he pulls you into his big arms again, this time wrapping you up entirely.
and despite his worries for his precious car, you in his arms is far more precious so he kisses your forehead, “baby, ‘s okay, don’t cry, lovie. i’ll fix it, yeah?”
“was joking,” you finally sniffle, “just pranking… ‘m not that stupid.”
he inhales deeply, a measure to grasp a hold of the situation before he replies, “gonna give me a bloody heart attack one day, raisin’ my blood pressure and shit. fucking menace huh? y’not stupid.”
he strokes your hair, heaving a sigh of relief as his eyes flicker down to you. he’s this bag mass of muscles and anger when it comes to anyone else but you? just fucking look at him, comforting you when you’re the one who had the clever idea to mess with him in the first place. he just hates seeing you anything but over the moon. whipped. so utterly and shamelessly whipped.