#situationship hell

[overusedtropelover]

I’m lowkey the problem

[pestilenceboy]

he's too mentally ill for the commitment required for a relationship or something like that and I'm too mentally ill to not be obsessed with him and need an impossible amount of attention even though we aren't dating. many such cases.

[overusedtropelover]

Finally done w that whiteboy

Broke things off today feeling phenomenal!!!

[overusedtropelover]

ok so my friend Victoria (YES I’m using real names cus wtf) has been walking w yt boy AIDEN LUCAS BURKE and idk if I posted y I broke things off but he was jst boring and clingy. I felt like I couldn’t be myself around him so I decided to go BUT then he turns around and tells ppl I’ve been sleeping around (??????) and joking abt my csa

so I didn’t rlly think anything of it cus idk lowkey everyone’s fake asf still being cool w him after joking abt RAPE (ya I said it suck it tumblr) but wtv

until my friend Eli told me they’re kinda talking but Victoria didn’t rlly wanna tell me cus what if I got mad. And honestly in the moment I didn’t rlly gaf cus I was studying for ap exam and trying not to kms

HOWEVER I started thinking anddddd wtf

I literally was venting and talking abt our situationship w her while we were whatever tf that was and she was MY friend first (literally knew her from elementary school)

Now I see ts on her story

Hello? Chat am I mutted

Anywaysssss everyone’s fake and the crazy part is this happened w a dif friend but I genuinely don’t gaf abt that one cus I’m still friends w that situationship

[lovhyeon]

lowkey situationship!seonghyeon reminded me of my one year ago situationship but yo girl got ghosted but its fine the music he put me on lead me ears to bleed. situationship sean on the other hand KING!

love cmiygl sm

NOOOOO TWINNNN THE SITUATIONSHIP FLASHBACK IM SORRY 💔💔💔 we all been hit w ts 😭😭😭 the music put on is so real tho i applaud u bc my aura music taste is half from guys i talked to also TWINNNN 😉😉 id let sean be my situationship or delusionship or wtv he wants me to be bro…

THANJ YOU FOR READING TWIN ILLLYYYYY IM GLAD U LIKED IT 😘😘😘

[imuselessbuticandoabackflip]

Is this a dream

Is this a dream or really my life

I dreamed of this moment so long

I cant tell if the dreams have gotten realistic

and I'm going insane

or if this is actually real

[imuselessbuticandoabackflip]

Not your maybe

you brought a gun to a knife fight

you don't play fair

I can't tear my eyes

from your long brown hair

I would tear my heart out

hand it to you, still beating

but you say "idk"

and I am not your maybe

[sleep-sounds-nice-rn]

i guess he's my lover but not in the adorable hollanov type way, he's the conventional lover where we're fucking and he says he loves me but we're not in love and i'm what, just like a close friend to him? but friends don't repeatedly end up fucking then disappearing then fucking over and over again, i wish i was back to literally just two weeks ago, -------------- ----------- --------- --- -------- --------- ---------- -------- ---------------- ------- -------------- ----------- ------------- ---- --------- ------------ ------- ---- --------- ------ ---------- ------- -------- ------------ ofc we can't be together because that would be too easy, i'll take it out on myself or blame my body even though i know he's attracted to me, or at least attracted enough that other people he tries to see don't do it for him, not like i can...still he doesn't love me in the way i love him, he doesn't understand how or why i feel such a deep emotional connection to him and it breaks my heart, i know nothing good or long term can come of us but it's impossible not to hold out hope because he's just that perfect