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Old Friends

SlashxY/n

Warnings: mentions overdosing, profanity

Angst!!!

Includes flashbacks

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1990

“NURSE!” Dr. Noel called to the girl, who was already rushing to his side. “Get me the narcan” He said as Y/n slammed it into his hand, looking at the doctor slam the needle into his body, he told Y/n to forcefully push down on his stomach, watching his heart rate start up again on the machine, they sighed in relief. Then…

The man on the table sat up as he puked all over his clothes. Y/n quickly grabbed one of the bowls and put it in front of him. “I’ll go get him a gown” Y/n said as she left the room. Walking away, she caught Dr. Noel tell the man “Good to have you back Mr….”

As Y/n walked back to the ER with the gown in her had, she stumbled upon Dr. Noel, “Y/n” he said, “We moved him to room 505, I want you to run an IV on him and keep this low profile, the guys famous” He said as she shook her head, working in a hospital in LA, she certainly has seen some big names come through that door.

“Hello?” She said as she walked into the man’s room, seeing him lay there in his puked covered clothes “I bought you something you can change into” she said handing the man his gown, “I’ll be back to start you on an IV Mr… Hudson” She said as she read the name Saul Hudson on his chart, quickly snapping her eyes back at him…

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1986

“Don’t you think it’s a bit hypocritical for a nurse to be smoking a cigarette” Slash said coming out of their bedroom, rubbing his eyes.

“You try studying the Drug Handbook and tell me how it goes” Y/n rolled her eyes at her boyfriend, walking over to the couch, he gave her a kiss “Yea yea, you know i’m only joking baby” he laughed, “I know” Y/n sighed, “I’m just so stressed” She said putting the book down, gesturing her boyfriend to sit next to her.

“Don’t be, you’re gonna be the best nurse ever.” he said pulling her to him, “You’re super smart, and you’ve got a big heart Y/n, we both know you can do this” Slash said as he looked into Y/n’s eyes, “I love you” she said kissing him.

“I love you more”

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“Yea, thanks” he mumbled, taking it from her. Y/n shook her thoughts away “Do you need help?” she asked as the man shook his head, not looking at her. “Okay, i’ll be back in 2 minutes to start you on and IV.” she said as she watched him nod his head.

Walking out the room, Y/n let a deep breath out. Fucken Slash, she thought looking down at her watch. She hoped he wouldn’t recognize her, but at the same time she did.

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1988, January

“What do you mean you can’t trust me?” Slash yelled through Y/n’s apartment “You think what? i’m gonna go out fucking other girls?” He said looking Y/n dead in the eye “Jesus fucken christ Slash! It’s not that!” She raised her voice, “I don’t fucken trust the fact that you’re gonna be sober!” She yelled back to him.

“Are we really back on that topic” He rolled his eyes “Yes! Yes we are because i don’t wanna get a fucken call telling me you’re dead!” She yelled

“Gosh you’re such a fucken nag Y/n! Always up my ass about that shit!” He said getting angrier, “How can I not Slash? You’ve overdosed countless fucken times! And i get you’re sober now, but what about when you’re on the road huh? You think you’ll be able to resist being around all of that shit?” She yelled back

“Just stop!” He yelled, loudly “Do you know how many girls i could have replace you?” he said, pointing at her “All those girls that won’t be such a fucken nag about everything!”

Y/n stood there silently, “Thats how you feel?” She said in a quiet, but angry tone. “Every time you’re up my ass yes, that’s exactly how i feel” He said crossing his arms

“Fine then. Go” she said getting angrier, “Go?” he scoffed, “Yes! Go! get the fuck out of here! Go out and get all those fucken girls” she raised her voice, sighing she mutedly said, “Cause at the end of the day Slash, they don’t give one tiny fucken fuck about you, but that’s what you want right? So get the fuck out of my apartment”

*****

Sighing, Y/n checked her watch to find the two minutes up, knocking, she entered the room.

“Hudson?” she said as she walked in to find the man sitting on the edge of the hospital bed.

“Can you lay back for me” she said to the man as she grabbed the IV and needle, “I’m going to put in your IV now, is that okay?” she said looking at Slash who nodded his head, laying down and only looking at the wall in front of him

“Okay” she sighed, trying to ignore the tension in the room, grabbing his arms, she could clearly see the small track marks on his arm.

Keeping professional, she ignored it and put in the IV.

“Okay, all done” she said as Slash looked down at his arm and back up at her, she gave him a small smile “It’s going to help with your withdraws, i’ll be back to check on you, alright?” she said looking at him.

About to leave, Slash called out, “Y/n”, she turned around to look at him “Yes?” she said politely, heart racing.

“Y/n im sorry” he said looking at her, voice shaky “Please” he whimpered out

“Slash” she said slowly walking up to him, he grabbed her hand and put it to his face, “Please” was all he said.

“It’s okay, Slash it’s okay.” She said trying to keep her composer

“Please don’t leave me” he said, clutching her hand.

“Okay okay I won’t, i’ll stay” She said, using her other hand to touch his face, “I’ll stay okay?” she sent him a solace smile.

That night, and all the other nights Slash was in the hospital, Y/n was there, whispering sweet words to Slash, running her hand through his hair and coming across all the other members, giving them a small hello.

And then he left.

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I’ve had so much writers block it’s crazy omg 😭

I kinda gave up on this towards the end sorry guys, but I hoped you enjoyed!! I’m trying to get back on the writing grind fr 😢

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Grunge Days pt.4 - Funky Monks

Warnings: Profanity, smoking, drug mention, kinda smut?

Book one/ earlier parts

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1990, San Diego

“Y/n we’re here!” Layne said as he shook Y/n by her shoulder.

The band had just arrived at San Diego, immediately having to do sound check.

Y/n rubbed her eyes, yawning as she gripped her guitar case. “Sound check- I need like 10 minutes to process the fact I even woke up”

Layne laughed as they walked side by side, “You just need a beer, that’ll cool you down”

“Hopefully they have some, and hopefully i don’t sound like shit, do you know which other bands are on the bill?” Y/n asked Layne, remembering that Susan had told them last minute that other bands would be playing also.

“No clue” Layne shrugged “Imagine sound gardens here” He laughed

Y/n rolled her eyes “They just left to London dumbass”

“Oh yea, I forgot” Layne said, furrowing his eyebrows.

Y/n passed her guitar case to Layne as soon as they entered backstage. “Grab this for me, I gotta go to the bathroom”

“Alright” Layne said, taking the guitar with him as he sat next to Jerry.

Y/n made her way to the bathroom, locking the door as she pulled out, what she liked to call, her ‘travel pouch’ (Which is basically all the things she need to shoot up, and obviously a few heroin baggies).

She sighed out and rested her head on the wall, untying her arm after shooting herself up.

She got up, flushed the toilet even though she didn’t use it, and washed her hands.

Lighting a cigarette as she walked back to where everyone else was, observing the people who were talking to her boys. She assumed they were the band that was doing soundcheck when they got here.

She immediately recognized the singers face, smiling as she searched for someone whom she hasn’t seen in a while.

“Is that John Frusciante I see?” She said, smile still on her face as she made eye contact with the boy.

He furrowed his eyebrows as he silently looked at her for a moment, then his eyes widened “Y/n?”.

“The one and only” She smiled, laughing as he got up and embraced her in a hug.

“Holy shit! No fucken way” He said breathlessly as he grabbed her by the shoulders, getting a good look at her face. “It’s been a while”

“It has, I’ve missed you” She smiled at him, taking in how much like a man he looks now.

“You guys fucked or something?” Sean said, putting his hand on his hip, the other having his drum sticks.

The two old friends looked at each other before laughing, “No” Y/n said as she shook her head, “We knew each other back in 86’ ”.

“Feels like just yesterday you bumped into me” John said as he placed his hand over his heart.

Y/n rolled her eyes, a small smile lingering on her lips. “Alright calm down”

She turned to look at the rest of the boys heading over to the stage, she looked at John, “I’ll catch up with you later, gotta go”.

Y/n walked over to Layne, who passed her guitar case to her.

They fucked around while they did soundcheck, all dying of laughter when Layne tripped over a wire and fell right on his face.

“That- That was the funniest shit i’ve ever seen in my life” Jerry said, clinging on to Y/n as they were laughing.

“Yea fuck you guys” Layne said as he rubbed his head, “That fucken hurt”.

They finished up, had some beers with the boys from rhcp, all a bit tipsy by the time the show started.

*

“Y/n! You were fucken great” John said as he walked up to her.

“Thanks Fru” Y/n smiled at him, handing her guitar over to a roadie. “Wanna go somewhere else? There’s too many fucken people here” She asked

“Hell yea”.

The pair walked over to the bus Alice had arrived in, sitting down. They talked as they smoked some weed.

And even if this made Y/ns heart churn a bit. It also filled her with a sense of relief knowing she wasn’t the only one hooked on dope.

John had pulled out some heroin and offered her some, and of course she said yes.

The pair were silently looking into one another’s eyes, being unable to hold their laughter at how high they looked.

“You look really good Fru” Y/n said as her eyes ran over his face.

“I’d say the same thing about you” He smiled at her, his eyes landing on her lips.

Y/n gave him a cocky smile before she pressed her lips onto his.

He sighed as the kiss became deeper, their tongues moving in sync. He moved over to kiss her jawline as her hand moved to his hair, swiftly getting on top of him.

And what was happening outside…

Slash had decided to go down to San Diego last minute. After practice went to shit, Steven slumping over his guitars and Axl not even showing up. He decided to go to San Deigo to go see Y/n.

After the show, Slash tried looked for Y/n, being unable to see her in the crowd of people that were backstage.

He finally asked Jerry, who said she had gone back to their bus after the show.

Of course, he thought, why didn’t I think of that.

Cigarette in his mouth, he walked over to the bus. Thinking of nothing, he went ahead and opened the door.

And his eyes widened, soon becoming jealous at the scene that was in front of him.

Y/n was on the bus alright, she was also on John, kissing his neck as she unbuckled his pants. Both of them shirtless. It was quite the lewd scene.

John opened his eyes, tapping Y/ns thighs as he saw Slash’s eyes burning onto the girl.

“What?” Y/n said, eyebrows furrowed as she looked at John. John nodded his head over to Slash.

Y/n turned back, surprised to see Slash standing there, she quickly used her hands to cover her breast.

“Slash, hey man” Y/n awkwardly said.

Slash shook his head as he turned back and walked out, slamming the door shut.

Y/n flinched and turned back to John.

“What’s his issue” He asked

“No fucken clue” Y/n shrugged

“Do you wanna keep going?”

“I don’t see why not” Y/n said, smiling at him as they resumed their lewd acts, her hands finally unbuckling his jeans.

Slash looked back to the bus, apart of him hoping Y/n would come back to him. But he rolled his eyes and threw his cigarette on the ground as he finally left the club.

Well, not without taking a girl with him.

But the whole time he couldn’t stop thinking about how fucken jealous he is of that Fru kid, he got fucken Y/n. And Slash was left banging some chick who’s name he didn’t even know.

Fucken Y/n

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Sorry i haven’t been uploading much guys i’ve just been going through some writers block with this story😓😓😓 hope u guys enjoyed though, gonna be trying to upload more.

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Grunge Days pt.16- Dam That River

Warnings: Profanity, smoking, Drug mention

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1992, Somewhere in California

AIC had been back in Cali for a few weeks, going deep into the valley to get their record done. The only reason they decided to leave the city was cause Y/n was getting herself into some shit all the time.

Y/n had completely gone off the deep end. She was completely out of it half of the time, but no one really said anything to her since she was able to get everything she needed to do on the record done.

She acted like everything was fine, like if she never even knew Slash. And so far that had been working for her.

“Hey Y/n” Izzy said as he walked into the room she was staying in.

Y/n removed her notebook off her her lap, getting up to greet him “Hey man, what are you doing here?”

Izzy cleared his throat as he looked around Y/ns messy room, “I just wanted to check up on you”

“I’m doing good Iz” Y/n smiled at him, “Records coming out great”

“Slash told me everything that happened” Izzy said

Y/ns face went pale at the mention of Slash, “Right well, none of that matters anymore”

“He’s been talking about you” Izzy said “To everyone”

“What do you mean everyone?” Y/n angrily asked

Izzy sighed “I mean anyone who had ears” “Look i know you probably don’t wanna hear about him, but i thought i should let you know”

Y/n ran her hands through her hair, “What the fuck is he saying”

“I don’t think you wan-” Izzy said, being cut off by Y/ns shaky voice

“No. You can’t just tell me this and not tell me what he’s saying”

“Okay” Izzy quietly said, “From what he told me, he left you cause you were never home.” Izzy sighed “And he said he missed you”

“Jesus fucken christ” Y/n mumbled, a lump in her throat forming

Izzy looked at her, “He said he was gonna tell Duff”

“What?” Y/n said quickly “He can’t do that”

“I don’t know Y/n, maybe just try talking to him?” Izzy suggested

Y/n scoffed “I have nothing to fucken say to him”

“I’m not telling you to pour your heart out Y/n, i’m telling you to put him in his place” Izzy said

“Fuck” Y/n whispered “Fuck okay, you’re right Iz”

*

Y/n held the phone to her ear, her leg bouncing up and down as she waited for someone to pick up the phone.

“Hello?” A female voice on the other end said

Y/n pinched the bridge of her nose before speaking “Hey! Renee right?” she said, in the best happy tone she could muster up.

The girl spoke again “Oh no, this isn’t Renee, i’m Maddie”

Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “Oh, well is Slash around?”

“Oh he’s definitely around” The girl, Maddie giggled

Y/n sighed “Right, well can you pass the phone to him? Its important”

“Can i ask who is this?” Maddie said

“No, you can’t. Now pass me the phone to him” Y/n said, already irritated and she hasn’t even spoke to Slash.

“Fine weirdo” The girl scoffed, hearing her call out to Slash

“Hello” a drunken Slash said

“You motherfucker” Y/n spoke

“Y/n?” He asked, disbelief in his voice

“You keep my fucken name out your fucken mouth” Y/n said, her voice on the verge of yelling.

“What the fuck are you talking about” Slash said

“You know exactly what i’m taking about!” Y/n yelled “And i swear to god Slash if you fucken tell Duff”

“That’s what this is about” Slash scoffed

“Don’t be so fucken ignorant” Y/n said “Stop going around talking about me”

“I knew word would come back to you” Slash said “I wasn’t gonna tell Duff, I just wanted to hear from you”

Y/n laughed at the ridiculousness of this situation, tears falling down her face, “I have nothing to fucken say you to”

“I miss you” Slash said “and I’m sorry”

“You’re fucken dead to me” Y/n said, hanging up the phone immediately after.

She sobbed into her hands, all of the hurt she had been pushing back was finally coming out.

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Grunge Days pt.14 - Gutless

Warnings: ermm not sure

~ Flashback

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1992

Rough. That’s the word Slash would use to describe his life. The band, the tour… but most importantly him and Y/n.

Y/n had been touring extensively lately, and from what she’s told him, they were only coming back to LA to record their second record.

To recap a bit more, after the Clash of the Titans tour, they took a week off then were back on the road. But Slash had a lot to say about who she was touring with. The Red Hot Chili Peppers.

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1991, December

“Are you serious?” Y/n said, disbelief written all over her face

“Yea. I am I don’t want you going on tour with him!” Slash yelled

Y/n exhaled, trying to calm herself down “Lower your fucken voice Slash” “I get why you wouldn’t want me around him” She said in the gentlest voice she could muster

“So if you get it then why are you going?” Slash asked

“Because Slash! I have to think about my band” Y/n said, “This is a great opportunity for us, i can’t just let it go cause you’re upset”

Slash shook his head and scoffed “I bet you just wanna go for him”

Y/n looked at him, her eyebrows raising “You’re fucken unbelievable” she said, offended.

~

After that argument, things have been going more and more downhill for the pair, they argued more, and saw each other less.

He was just so upset that he couldn’t have Y/n all to himself, all the time it was tour, tour, interview, photo shoot. Selfishly, he wished Y/n would just quit the music and spend her days attending him.

Slash knew that he was in the wrong for the way he felt, at the end of the day there had been countless of women he had left out in the cold cause he was ‘Putting his band first’.

Like the one he was sitting across from now.

“Comon Renee, just one more chance” Slash begged.

Slash had left Renee as soon as he got word that Y/n was back in LA, and he really liked her, he just didn’t like her more than Y/n.

But he was desperate, and lonely. And Renee was the only girl he could think of that could satisfy his needs. Renee didn’t have a band to worry about, so if Slash could get her to get back with him, he would be satisfied.

“I’ll only get back with you under one condition” The redheaded woman said, crossing her legs “You marry me”

Marry? Slash repeated in his head, blinking slowly after hearing her request (Yes, he was very high).

“Marry?” He asked

Renee pursed her lips “Yup”

“Fine” He said all too quickly, his eyes bulging after he had realized what he said, but he was unable to take it back. Renee already pressed her lips against his, and he just gave in.

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My job is to not let Y/n be happy 😊

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Grunge Days Pt.3 - New Rose

Warnings: Drug-Usage, Smoking, Profanity,

Book one/ earlier parts

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1990

Y/n thought back to that time in 1986 when she swore she was never gonna pick up another needle again.

Wrapping her sweater around her, she sighed as she walked towards the apartment her friend Chris, had told her about. The girl was currently staying with him and his girlfriend Susan, aka her manager.

Chris had known Y/n was entering the beginning of an addiction, but who was he to judge, he himself using also. So when Y/n desperately came to him, he had told her about a drug dealer he knew here in LA.

And now here she was, knocking on this random persons door, making sure she was at the right room number.

“Who are you?” A man with shaggy brown hair asked, slightly cracking the door open.

“Um- Y/n” She said awkwardly, “Look i’m here for some dope, my friend said he was gonna call to tell you about me”

The man opened the door, “You Cornell’s friend?”

“Yea-Yea I am” She said shakily, feeling a bit lightheaded.

“Alright, come in” He said, letting her through the door.

Y/n turned to look at him, “Hey is it cool if i shoot up in here? I’ll leave right after”

“Fine by me-” He the man shrugged, being able to finish his sentence right before someone else spoke up.

“Y/n?” The voice asked

Y/n’s eyes widened as she turned to look at who had called her name, and to her worst nightmare, there Slash was, sitting on a couch.

“Shit” She mumbled to herself.

“So, how much do’ya need?” The man spoke, Y/n turned back to look at him, and walked to where he was sitting.

“4 grams” She said, a cloud of shame suddenly looming over her.

“Alright, 70 bucks” The man told her, as he handed her 4 little baggies of dope.

Y/n pulled out the cash from her pocket, shakily handing it over to him.

“Jeez you’re starting to look rough, go sit over there” He smiled at her, whilst nodding his head over to the couch, the same couch Slash was sitting on.

Y/n weighed out her options very quickly, get high, or walk all the way back home, and probably end up puking her guts out. She chose to get high.

She quickly went to go sit down on one end of the couch, Slash being on the other.

She cursed to herself as she realized she had no spoon, and no fucken needle to shoot up with.

Slash watched her quietly for a moment, then he handed her a spoon and a needle.

“It’s clean” He said, talking about the needle.

“Thanks” She said as she looked at him, she probably looked like shit.

Well, not to Slash, sure she looked pale, and looked like she was about to pass out. But to Slash (Maybe cause he was high) she looked so good, beautiful even. He thought about how she got better with age, but then the dawning realization that this was Y/n, as in Duffs little sister Y/n hit him. Shit, he thought.

Y/n leaned back with her eyes closed after she shot herself up, sighing out a breath of relief. Thank fucken god for Chris and whoever that shaggy haired guy is.

But then she was also hit with the reminder that Slash was sitting next to her. So she opened her eyes, did her best to sit up, then turned to look at him. Weirdly finding that he was already looking at her.

“I won’t tell if you don’t” She croaked out, sending him a small smile. Knowing she had just given him the same dilema she gave him back in 86’.

A flash of him & Y/n back in 86’ ran through Slash’s head, it was as if they were reading each others mind. He smiled and looked down as he shook his head. “Fine” He said.

“Alright, cool” She said as she got up, shoving the baggies she had in the inner pocket of her jacket.

His head shot up to look at Y/n as she stood up “Where are you going?” he asked.

“Back to my place” She calmly said.

“Well how are you getting home?” He asked again

“With my legs” She shrugged

“You’re walking?” He asked… again.

“Yea- it’s not far” She responded.

He got up and dug in his pockets for his keys, looking at her once again. “I’ll take you home”

Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “It’s fine, you don’t have to Slash”

“I’d be an ass to let you walk back alone” He said

“Alright, fine” She shrugged, she was too lazy to walk back anyways.

She turned to look at the shaggy haired dude, “See you later….”

“Nazareth” He finished her sentence.

“As in the band?” She asked, a smile gracing her face.

He nodded his head at her, “Exactly”

“Sick” She said, a smile still on her face as her and Slash walked out.

“What a cool dude” She said to Slash as they walked through the halls of the building, making their way to the elevator.

Slash nodded his head, “Yea, he is”

“Y’know who i haven’t-” Y/n started as Slash cut her off.

“I didn’t expect it to be you at that door Y/n” He said, turning to look at her.

“Didn’t expect you to be on that couch, Slash” She shot back.

Slash cleared his throat, before asking Y/n a question that had been nagging him ever since he saw her walk through that door.

“Have you been using since you know- 86’?” He asked.

Y/n was caught off guard by that question, furrowing her eyebrows, she said “No”.

Slash pressed the elevator button “So when did you-”

“Hasn’t been that long, it’s been like what 3 months?” She questioned, not even being sure of her answer.

But it’s not like she was lying, it has only been a few months, she picked up the habit right before she came to LA, it made dealing with this new founded fame much easier.

“Right” Was all he said

“So what has guns been working on now?” Y/n asked, trying to break the ice between the two.

Slash rolled his eyes as he shrugged, “Been tryin to get back into the studio, but Axls acting like a drama queen and Stevens too fucked up to play”

Y/ns eyes widened at that, “Stevie? What’s wrong with him?” She asked

“Fuckin dope” He said as they walked to his car, “Doesn’t know when it’s too much” he said

Y/n nodded at him as she frowned, poor Steven, maybe she should go visit him, she thought.

Those thoughts leaving her head as her eyes widened at Slash’s car, “Looks like that Welcome to the Jungle check was fat Slash”

Slash let out a laugh, “Yea, it was”

“So you’re like a hot shot now huh” She smiled at him as they got into his car.

“Still the same dumbass you know Y/n” Slash said as he started the car, a smile also on his face. “What about you huh? I bet if we turn on the radio right now Alice in chains would start playing”

Y/n just laughed as she looked out the window, her brother suddenly coming to mind.

“How’s Duff?” She asked, “I’ve asked him but all I get are mumbles”

“He’s been drinking a whole lot more, that’s just how he communicates now”

“oh” Was all Y/n said

“So are you gonna tell me where you’re staying?” Slash joked

“Oh right! Sorry” Y/n laughed, realizing the car hasn’t even been moving. “Just go straight, i’ll tell you when to make a right”

Slash nodded his head as he began to drive, “So who are you staying with?”

“Just a friend and his girlfriend” She said, her head on the window.

“What about the guys?” Slash furrowed his eyebrows

“Laynes staying with his girlfriend, and the other two, i donno”

“Right” “So are you guys touring or something?” Slash asked

“Make a right on the next street” She said, “Touring? Yea!” She said as she suddenly got excited, “You’re not gonna believe who we’re opening for” She said

“Who?” He asked, smiling as he glanced at her.

“Van Fucken Halen” She squealed out

Slash’s eyebrows raised as he kept his eyes on the road “Van Halen huh?”

Y/n excitedly nodded her head, even if Slash couldn’t see her, “I’m so fucken- make another right, i live at the third apartment building” She said. “But yea, I’m so fucken excited, i think i might pass out when I see Eddie” She smiled.

“When do you leave?” He asked, slowing down as he stopped in front of the building.

“In a week and a half” She said “I’m so fucken excited” she sighed out, noticing that she was already home.

“Yea, i could tell” He smiled at her, kinda upset that this was the end of their conversation.

There was a awkward pause in the car as the stared at each other.

“Do you wanna come in for a bit?” Y/n nervously asked.

“Can I?” He said

“Well yea, comon” She said as she got out of the car, Slash imitating her.

“How long are you living here for?” Slash asked as she he followed behind her.

“Not sure, i’ll probably leave once i come back from touring with…” She let out a gasp “Van fucken Halen!” She said, her excitement coming back to her.

Slash laughed as she opened the door to her place, hearing Susan on the phone.

Susan covered the bottom of the phone as she saw Y/n, “Okay that sounds good- hold on”

“Y/n, you and the boys have a show tomorrow down in San Francisco” Susan said as she looked over the girls shoulder, looking at Slash standing behind her.

“Okay that’s cool, when are we leaving?” She asked.

“Tomorrow morning. Be up at eight” She said

“Eighttttttt that’s so early Susan!” Y/n whined

“Yea but you and i have to go pick up the other boys”

“Fine, See you tomorrow Susan” She said as she walked over to her room, Slash following her, Slash tripping as he walked into her room.

Y/n laughed at him, “Dumbass”

“Pretend you didn’t see that” He said, embarrassed.

They laid on her bed, backs on the wall as they talked.

“You excited for tomorrow?” He asked her

She nodded her head, “Yea, i’ve only been there once”

“When?”

“We opened for Iggy right after the record came out, but i’m pretty sure we’re gonna play in a run-down club”

“Hey, there’s nothing wrong with a fucked up club” Slash said as he turned to look at her.

“Hey, i never said there was” She rolled her eyes at him. “Wanna get high?” She asked

“Sure” He shrugged

The pair spent the rest of the night talking with each other, laughing at as they told each other their embarrassing moments on stage, and of course, Slash laughed every time Y/n would bring up Van Halen.

He was really excited for her, and he was glad he decided to stay.

“You sure you don’t wanna sleep over? It’s pretty late” Y/n asked as they stood at her doorway.

“It’s fine, plus i wanna get all the guys in the studio tomorrow” Slash said

“Oh shit, tell me how that goes” Y/n laughed

Slash rolled his eyes as he smiled “Hopefully it’s not a fucken shit show”

“Hopefully not” She nodded her head

“Well i’ll see you another time” Slash said

“Yea, hopefully” She said

She closed the door and headed straight to her bed, closing her eyes as she thought about how the thing that tore her and Slash apart, is the thing that might bring them back together.

And how Layne is gonna be pissed that she’s now cordial with Slash, she could just hear him already.

“Y/n what the fuck”

“He was such an asshole”

“I can’t believe you”

Maybe she’ll keep this night to herself.

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AHHH I FINALLY FUCKEN UPDATED!!!!! Sorry for the stupendous lag.

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Grunge Days pt. 5 - Takin’ me Back

Warnings: The usual (no smut though lol)

Book one/ earlier parts

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1990

It was a Thursday noon, a very special Thursday for Alice In Chains.

They were finally going on tour with Van Halen. And to say they were excited would be an understatement. They were practically bouncing off the walls.

Y/n drove over to her brothers house, even though she hasn’t really talked to him, she thought she should at least say goodbye to him before she left.

Slamming Susan’s car door shut, she walked over to her brothers, house, which in her opinion was too big. Why the hell would he get a house this big? It was only him and Mandy.

Well soon enough it’s just gonna be him, the last time they spoke Duff was crying over the phone about how Mandy and him were getting a divorce. Y/n practically ran over to his house after and found him on the floor having a panic attack, which made Y/ns heart shatter.

But now here she was, hoping her brother was doing much better as she just opened the door. He really needs to start locking his doors.

“Duff? You home?” The girl called out as she patted the heads of his dogs.

“Y/N? IS THAT YOU?” Duff said as he stumbled over her, crushing her into a hug.

“Yea it’s me” Y/n laughed as Duff walked her to his living room.

She saw Slash and Izzy sitting on the couch, guitar in there hands.

“Hey guys” Y/n smiled at them

“Hey Y/n, long time no see” Izzy said, giving her a crooked smile.

He put his guitar to the side and got up, hugging her.

“Jesus you’ve grown up” He said

“I know right! She looks like a adult now” Duff hiccuped out.

Y/n smiled as she shook her head, “Thanks Iz, you’re looking real good now. Healthy.”

And it’s true, Izzy finally had some color to his skin instead of that pale color, and his hair was now his natural color.

“Thanks, I’m sober now” He said

“I can tell, i’m proud of you Izzy” She smiled at him.

The girl looked over to Slash as he remained seated, writing on a paper.

She ignored it, thinking he had probably just gotten some good lyric ideas and was just writing it down.

But little did she know Slash did not want to see her. Her presence made him upset.

“So why’da come over?” Duff said as he sat back down.

“Nothing really, just wanted to say bye” She said looking at him.

“Bye? Where you going?” Izzy said, putting his guitar over his lap.

“I’m going on tour for the rest of the year” She said, excitedly.

“Really? Who are you touring with” Izzy asked her

“VAN FUCKEN HALEN!” Y/n shrieked out

The made a smile creep it’s way onto Slashs face, immediately turning back into a frown as the image of Y/n and John rushed through his mind.

“No fucken way!” Duff laughed

“Yea dude, didn’t i tell you?”

“No! You didn’t!” Duff said

Y/n furrowed her eyebrows “Shit i could’ve sworn i did”

“probably cause you’re too fucken high all the time” Slash mumbled under his breath.

Y/n looked over at him, surprised he would say something like that, and frowned. Thankfully, Duff didn’t hear, but Izzy did, his eyes shot over to Slash while he was reading what Slash had been writing down earlier.

‘You could be mine

But your way out of line

With your bitch slap rapping and your cocaine tongue

you get nothing done’

And of course, Izzy knew about the whole Slash encountering Y/n at a drug house- and by the way Slash was ignoring Y/n, he knew some shit went down. He had to stop himself from rolling his eyes. This was taking him back, cause this was starting to sound like the shit that was going on in 86’.

So he obviously knew that what he was reading was about Y/n.

“Yea I’m super excited, I’ll try to call you while i’m away” Y/n said, her and Duff had been talking for a while, but now it was time for her to go.

“Please do, I haven’t been on the road in so long im gonna have to be living through you” Duff said, very incoherently, but Y/n was able to make out what her drunken brother had said.

“I will” Y/n laughed out “But i gotta go, see you in a while” She said as she hugged her brother.

“Have fun! But not too much fun” Duff said in her ear.

She turned around to face Izzy “Bye Iz, hope to see you soon”

“Bye Y/n, be safe out there” Izzy said

Y/n nodded her head before turning to Slash, “Bye Slash”

Slash ignored her as he strummed a few chords.

Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, rolling her eyes as she said “Whatever, fuck you”

“Bitch” Slash coughed out

Y/n just scoffed as she turned around and walked out of Duffs house.

Izzy started at Slash with a ‘What the fuck’ kind of look.

“Did you just call my sister a bitch?” Duff drunkly mumbled out.

“No, what are you talking about dude?” Slash asked, acting like he had no clue what Duff was talking about.

“Huh no idea, guess i’m starting to hear shit” Duff laughed as he picked up the paper Slash was writing on, “Hey these are some good lyrics”

“I know” Slash smirked.

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2 chapters in one night whoop whoop

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Grunge Days pt.8 - Beggars & Hangers-on

Warnings: the usual

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1991

It had been two weeks. Two weeks since the last time Y/n and Slash had seen each other. Two weeks of Slash trying to get ahold of her, yet never being able to find her.

It was like she had suddenly disappeared, but to Slash’s knowledge Alice hadn’t been doing any shows as of late. And he knew she was still in LA. So where the fuck was she?

Three days after Slash had talked to Susan, he stood outside their door once again, knocking, but getting no answer. No one was home.

Five days later, Slash once again went over, knocking on their door, and this time Chris answered. He told Slash that Y/n didn’t live with him and his girlfriend anymore, and when Slash asked where she was living now, Susan came up to the door and told him that she ‘Couldn’t disclose that information’. Slash knew that was a load of bullshit.

After six days he decided to suck it up and ask Duff about her, Duff saying he remembered talking to her a few days ago, but couldn’t remember about what. This frustrated Slash to no end.

He eventually gave up, hoping that somehow, someway, the universe would do him a favor and let them stumble upon each other, like they always do.

The issue was, Slash couldn’t focus. Well he could, but not in the way he always does. Even in the studio, he couldn’t help but think about Y/n. He needed to see her, he needed to apologize, he needed to tell her he didn’t mean to be such an asshole.

But now here he was, sitting on his couch as his manager attempted to drag him out to do a cover shoot for Guitar Mag.

“Comon Slash stop being a baby” His manager said, now becoming frustrated because they only had 20 minutes to get to the shoot.

“I don’t see the point in going, there’s always gonna be another cover to do.” Slash grumbled.

Their manager, Allen, let out a frustrating sigh, “It won’t be so bad, Duffs sister is gonna be there”

Slash’s head shot up, “Y/ns gonna be there?”

“I told you she was, you both are gonna be on the cover” Allen rolled his eyes.

“Well alright then” Slash said, getting up from his couch, a small smile on his face, he owed the universe big time for this one.

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“Alright well now we’re just waiting on Slash” The photographer said after he finished setting up his equipment.

Y/ns head whipped to look at her manager “The fuck does he mean waiting on Slash” Y/n whispered to Susan.

“Look don’t be upset” Susan whispered back

Y/ns eyebrows furrowed “You knew?”

“Well yea, i just didn’t wanna tell you, i didn’t want you to give up this shoot” Susan said, giving her an empathetic look, “I’m sorry Y/n”

Y/n sighed out, anger filling her stomach “It’s alright Susan”

“Finally!” The photographer yelled out as he noticed a mop of curly hair walk through the door. “Are you both ready?” He asked

“Ready” Slash said, guitar in his hand.

Y/n’s back was facing both Slash & the photographer as she took her guitar out of its case. “Yup”

The whole room in which the shoot was taking place in was filled with this awkward tension, especially once Y/n and Slash had to pose next to each other.

The photographer huffed, “Try not to be so tense. Why are you guys so tense? You guys are friends no?” He said all in once sentence.

Y/n had to stop herself from throwing herself out the window.

“Okay… you sit here” the photographer said, softly grabbing Y/n by her hand and sitting her down on an amp, that magically appeared onto the set. “And Slash you stand… rightttt here” He said, moving half of Slash’s body behind Y/n. (if that even makes sense).

He took some photos of the two just holding their guitars, not even acknowledging each others presence. “Okay Slash, put your arm around Y/ns shoulder”

Y/n rolled her eyes as she felt Slash awkwardly put his arm around her, a frown setting on her face.

“Okay perfect! We got it” The photographer said. “Now you two go to the interviewer”

Y/n furrowed her eyebrows together, now they had to do an interview together?

She was gonna kill Susan, or herself, shit she might even kill Slash.

They both awkwardly sat next to each other, looking at the interviewer.

“Okay, state your names, and the bands you play in”

Slash cleared his throat “Slash, lead guitarist in Guns n’ roses”

“Y/n, Alice in Chains” Y/n followed up.

“Slash, you play with Izzy Stradlin right? Rhythm guitarist of Guns” The man asked

“Yea- I do” Slash said

The man turned his head “Y/n what do you think of that?”

“Of what” Y/n said, lighting a cigarette

“Rhythm guitarist, would Alice ever consider having one?”

Y/n chuckled “Rhymist are cool, but no Alice would never have another guitarist.”

“Right”

“What is the preferred guitar you guys play with?”

Y/n answered this question first, “G&L Rampage, Blue Dress”

“1987 Les Paul” Slash sighed out, wishing this interview was over already.

The man asked them some more questions, some which were pretty interesting considering the fact Slash & Y/n are completely enthralled with their guitars. But they completely ignored each other the whole time.

They both went their own ways, but while Y/n was walking towards her car, Slash quickly walked up to her.

“Y/n” He said, sorta breathless.

Y/n cursed and closed her eyes, “What Slash”

“Y/n I want to apologize-” Slash said, getting cut off by Y/n turning around to face him.

“Apologize huh” She said, her words sharp

Slash cleared his throat “Yea” “I didn’t mean-”

“You didn’t mean to treat me like i was nothing, that what you wanted to apologize for, right?” Y/n said, closing her car door shut after she put her guitar in the backseat.

Slash stared at her for a moment “Why can’t you just let me apologize?”

“Cause i know how this goes Slash” Y/n furrowed her eyebrows, as if she was stating the obvious, “You apologize, and then you fuck up”

“This time it’s different Y/n” Slash said

“Why?” Y/n said, feeling her throat close up “Cause this time you actually hurt me?”

“I know i hurt you” Slash said, looking down at his feet, “But i didn’t mean to- And i know- i know i did but Y/n please- i wasn’t- i wasn’t thinking”

Y/n scoffed “You have no clue what your saying”

Slash lightly grabbed her wrist as she turned around “Give me a break Y/n- I’m- I’m fucken trying alright? This is me trying”

Y/n laughed, tears filling her eyes “There’s no point in trying anymore”

A frown set on Slash’s face, his heart slightly dropping “What are you talking about”

“I’m done dealing with you Slash” Y/n said

Slash panicked “You didn’t even listen to what i had to say”

Y/n quickly wiped away tear “What? What is it that you have to say Slash?”

Slash stood there, his mouth open as he tried to say something, anything. He hoped at least a squeak would come out, but nothing did.

Y/n sniffed as took her hand away from his, getting into her car and driving off.

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GUYS IM SO SORRY FOR THE LAG ON THIS CHAPTER😭😭🙏🙏🙏 PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

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Grunge Days pt.13 - Love Hungry man

Warnings: smut

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1991, Germany

Alice had been on the Titans tour for two weeks now, and this was way more fun than the tour with Guns.

Everyone was getting along, they all welcomed Alice with open arms and the crowds were fucken great. Y/n was having the time of her life. It seemed like every show just got better, and Y/n was always running off stage with adrenaline running through her body.

And yet, without a fail, every night she laid in bed, her mind always going back to Slash.

She missed him, she really really missed him. They hadn’t spoken in a week and a half, and it was killing her.

But now here she was, once again on stage rocking the fuck out. All of her solos were great, her and Layne sang into the mic together as his arm was wrapped around his shoulder.

“What a fucken crowd” Layne said as they breathlessly ran off stage.

“Dude” Y/n smiled “They fucken rocked”

“No you” Dave spoke, motioning between the young band “You guys rocked them”

Y/n laughed at the redhead, grabbing a beer from a table that was placed right in the middle of the room.

“Aren’t you gonna wish me luck?” Dave said, leaning into her face

Y/n rolled her eyes “You really just don’t quit huh?”

Dave leaned away, a smile on his face “What can i say? I like a girl with skills”

“Get your ass on stage Dave” Y/n laughed, lightly pushing him

Dave winked at her as he walked to the stage, making Y/n shake her head.

Layne stood next to her, “I see you have a thing for guitarist”

“I do not have a thing for guitarist” Y/n said “And i do not have a thing for Dave”

“Then i guess i should say guitarist have a thing for you” Layne winked at her

“Layne” Y/n laughed “Don’t wink at me”

“You love me” Layne smiled

Y/n rolled her eyes as she smiled at her best friend “Sadly i do” she said sarcastically

Y/n spent some of her time watching Megadeath perform, then she started to feel a bit muggy with all the sweaty people around her, so she went outside.

Her back on the wall, she smoked a cigarette.

“Did I miss your performance?” A voice said

Y/ns head shot up, she in complete shock as she saw Slash standing right in front of her. “Oh my god” she said, her mouth hung open, but quickly turning into a smile.

“Slash” She laughed out, throwing herself into his arms.

“Y/n” Slash said, kissing her cheek as he held her “I’ve missed you”

“Oh my god i can’t believe you’re actually here” Y/n breathlessly said, kissing him on the lips.

“I told you i would try to come see you” Slash said, smiling as he gave her another kiss.

“God i’ve missed you” The girl said, brining him back into a kiss, this time getting more heated.

Slash held Y/ns face with his hands, their lips moving in sync, their tongues exploring each others mouths.

Y/n bit down on Slash’s bottom lip, Slash giving her a smile as she did so. He moved his arms to the bottom of her legs, picking her up. He moved them towards the wall as Y/ns lips found her way to his neck.

Y/n moved her thin hands to Slash’s pants, trying to undo them. He put her down for a moment and undid hers, pulling them and her underwear down.

He picked her up once again, this time the bottom half of their bodies being exposed.

Y/n grabbed Slash’s member as she rubbed it against her private.

Fully entering her, Slash let out a groan “Fuck”.

Y/n moaned as she felt Slash moving, his hand on her ass. She wrapped her arms around Slashs neck and began to pepper kisses all over the side of his face. Being unable to form a coherent sentence.

“I love you” Slash mumbled into her ear, “Tell me you love me Y/n”

“I love you” Y/n said, letting sounds of pleasure out in between every word. “God I love you Slash”

“Fucken-” “Fuck!” He said, sounding almost frustrated as he continued to move roughly.

“Slash” Y/n groaned, leaning her head onto the wall.

Y/n eventually felt that sweet sensation in her lower stomach, as she let out one last moan before she gripped onto Slash’s shoulders her mouth open, but no sounds coming out.

Slash followed soon after, holding Y/n for a bit longer, then pulling out and gently putting her down.

She smiled at him, her face flushed and her hair a bit messed up. Slash smiled as his heart fluttered, giving her a gentle kiss before speaking. “Wanna get out of here?”

“Yea, I do”

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