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[verroniickq]

[velarisdusk]

Something Like Truth Series Masterlist

AO3 Link summary: A depressed psych student walks into a therapist's office... What was the punchline, again? You're not sure. But between sessions you can't quite be honest in, the situationship you can't let go of, and a therapist who sees too much—turns out, the real punchline might be you. author's note: a new series! it's been on my mind for QUITE some time and i'm really excited to start sharing it :) i'll admit though, i have not exactly been transparent with what this series is... oh well the ride will be fun for all of us. i'll add onto the content warnings as the series progresses, and if a chapter has particularly rough topics, it will be indicated at the top of the chapter. general content warnings: [ depression / mental health struggles, academic burnout, self-deprecation / internalized shame, discussion of past sexual assault (non-graphic), trauma recovery, explicit sexual content, aftercare, unhealthy relationships, unhealthy coping mechanisms, alcohol, implied alcoholism, power dynamics ]

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01 This is Fine

02 Layers

03 Not Clean

04 Good Days Are Worse

05 Burnout & M&Ms

06 Fragile Patterns

07 Lingering

08 Margins

09 In Case of Emergency, Break Glass

10 In a New Light

11 The Weight We Carry

12 Fail State

13 Typing... (Part I)

14 Typing... (Part II)

15 Typing... (Part III)

16 Exhibit C

17 Cognitive Dissonance

18 The Cost of Clarity

19 Nothing to Report

20 Out of Office

21 If That's Okay

22 Okay

23 Terms & Conditions

24 Under Fluorescence

25 Still Life

26 Window Seat

27 Countertransference

28 Half-Full

29 You Look Tired

30 After Hours

31 Pillow Talk

32 Small Fires

33 Full Circle

34 Intersubjectivity

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[plosterskomposters]

[0xa770c804]

NS SLT 2653 at Rotterdam central train station. If you look closely, you can see a NS SNG behind it

[zerrooobomberguy]

In the shadows of dark rooms, mask on, mouth wide open, Alpha bomberjacket wrapped tight, plugged and chained—on my knees, I persist through the silence. This is where I belong, in every step taken low, in every breath of purpose and pp. With every drop of cum on the hole of the mask...

[certifieddudette]

De slet..........

[nederlandsespoorwegen]

Lmao ze rijden op dit moment met een sprintertrein op het IC traject tussen Utrecht en Rotterdam en je hoort de trein echt vet veel moeite hebben om op snelheid te komen

Die heb ik laatst ook genomen

intercityslet...

[alltoowille]

this most likely is not going to be a cohesive message at all sorry! i’ve been obsessed with sanguine labyrinth since i started reading it back in january iand literally not a day goes by when i’m not thinking about that simon and wille. i’ve said in a couple of my comments before that this story brings me a weird sense of comfort and joy despite all the horrors and i’ve been thinking why and it may sound silly… but in a way it just slammed me in the head with such simple truth that life can be so horrible in so many aspects and it can crash and beat and twist you in all and every possible excruciating way but the joy remains. and the beauty remains. and it’s something you’ve said once in response to someone’s ask “suffering doesn’t negate the possibility of joy” and something about living life without waiting for the pain and horrors to stop. and it’s not like i’d never thought of that before buttttttt it was through tattoo wilmon that it actually stuck and lowkey rewired something in my brain lol. like that was SO NEEDED! i’m rereading it from the very first installement rn and it’s horrible but it’s also not! and i know there’s more for them down the line andi love when you share bits of what it’s like for them in decades’ time. vacations they go on! keep thinking about that too! those are my favorite versions of simon and wille and what you do is so so important! well to me always! lowkey wouldn’t be the same without that story haha wow

Me two and a half margaritas deep crying in a bathroom when i read this message i have read it so many times and sent it to a friend who also teared up and read it out loud to another friend last night i FR think i need to start copying things like this into my journals ….. thank you thank you thank you for taking the time to engage with my work like this and open your heart to it and be impacted by it and TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT!!!

People love to say they’re not gonna be able to say something cohesive and then comment the most beautiful vulnerable explanation that my work is accomplishing exactly what I’ve always dreamed of. Sending so much love and gratitude to you and everyone else who has ever taken the time and effort to send me things like this, it’s so so generous