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You Are Enough

A/N: My first ever post so I hope it's not too bad!

Pairing: Pro Hero! Izuku Midoriya x Gn! Reader

Warnings: None!

Genre: Angst + Fluff

Summary: You're not feeling the greatest about yourself, but Izuku helps

Word Count: 1.5k

Izuku was sitting uncomfortably in the chair in his office, typing away on his keyboard. It was a late night of answering emails that he had to fill out so he could get home to you, his loving partner. He stood up when he finished, letting out a groan as he stretched. He picked up his duffle bag which inside held his hero costume.

The drive home was a long one, he couldn’t wait to get home, take a shower and relax. When he got home he forced himself to wake up slightly, so when you saw him, he’d be full of energy, like he always seemed to be. He stepped out his car and quickly grabbed all he needed so he could get inside as soon as possible

“Baby, I’m home!” He called out, hoping he’d hear an answer. But none came. It was weird enough that you weren’t waiting for him, you usually were. Of course that’d be okay, maybe you could’ve been doing something at the moment, plus, sometimes he didn’t come home at the time he said he would. He had definitely missed the mark today, being more than a few hours late. But you didn’t even bother to answer him, that was extremely unlike you. He dropped his bag on the floor near the couch, walking around the house to find you and where you could be. No food had been made, not from what he saw, nothing was out of place, and there was no you. You were not around. “Honey? Are you home?” He questioned, checking in the bedroom, but you were not there. He sighed. Where were you? Maybe you weren’t home? That had to be it. He decided a shower was in order, he couldn’t think like this. His brain was all fuzzy after using it all day. He grabbed a tank top and headed towards the bathroom, hoping to relieve himself of the stress that had been looming over his body. When his hand grabbed hold of the door handle he heard a loud sob come from the bathroom. He paused and tensed up. It was you, it had to be you. He slowly opened the door, it let out a small creek. He saw you. You were on the floor, you were wearing shorts and you had no shirt on. Your eyes were puffy from crying. You froze up when you heard the door open. 

“‘Zu?... ‘Zuku?” You asked even though you knew it was him. It was just your luck. Of course he had to find you now out of all the times he could’ve found you. You quickly tried to wipe away your tears as the hero approached you, crouching down to your level. His warm hand found its way to your shoulder. You were cold, a lot colder than normal. You bite your lip, trying to stop warm blobs of water from falling from your eyes. “I- I’m sorry.” You mumble out. His brows furrow, trying to figure out what's wrong.

“What’s wrong Baby? What happened?” He questioned, sitting on the cold, tile floor, deciding to pull you onto his lap hoping that his body heat would warm you up. His arms were kept tightly wrapped around your waist. You accepted his embrace, quickly resting your face against his chest, taking in the smell of his cologne. It was a smell that helped calm you, just as it always seemed to. It was him, it was always him.

“I- if I tell you, do- do you promise not to get m- mad?” You hiccuped, scared that someone like him, someone who was so used to being hurt and distraught would find your sources of pain to be nothing. Even though you knew better, he had told you many times that he’ll be there for you, that anything that makes you upset like this is valid and that everyone's sources of pain are different. It was hard to believe him sometimes, and he was painfully aware of that.

“Of course I won’t get mad Sweetness. I could never get mad at you, you know that.” He sighed softly, rubbing soothing circles on your lower back. “Now, will you please tell me what's wrong?” You pulled your face away from him, needing to be able to answer him clearly so that you wouldn’t have to repeat it to him over and over. You look up at him and his heart just freezes over and shatters into a million pieces. He’s never seen you this pained before and he wishes that he could make it so you never feel pain ever again. But he knows he can’t, but he’ll try his hardest if it means helping his baby

“I- I was going to take a shower, and- and when I took my shirt off I just- I just didn’t like what I saw!” You sobbed out, your face finding its rightful spot against his chest again. You grabbed at his sweater, tugging at it for dear life, trying to remind yourself that he was there and he would make it all better.

“Sweetheart…” His voice is somehow softer than before, trying to provide you with any sort of comfort. He didn’t say anything else, he just let you cry in his arms. You cried for what seemed like an eternity before your sobs turned to sniffles and your death grip on the hero loosened. You slowly looked up at him, your eyes still somehow filling up with tears but burning at the feeling of them slowly going down your face just to land on Izuku’s pants. He gives you one of the gentlest smiles you’ve ever seen. “You feeling any better?” He questions, eyes fixed on your own, never once looking away, until you look away, nodding your head slowly, wiping away the remaining tears as best as you can.

“‘Zuku? ‘M sorry… ‘M so ugly and- and-” Before you can finish he silences you with a kiss. It’s gentle and sweet, almost like if he kisses you too rough you’ll break like glass. After a moment he pulls away, cupping your cheek with his hand.

“Y/N, you are not ugly, nor are you stupid, or unflattering, or weak, or whatever else you might say to convince yourself that you’re not enough but I can tell you with all my heart that you are enough. I know that maybe you don’t want to believe me or just can’t believe me but I will repeat it for the rest of my life until you do. You are enough, you are amazing and talented and lovely and charming and funny and so much more that I could go on for hours naming. You are Y/N L/N. The greatest and by far the loveliest person in the whole wide universe.” He leans his head down to kiss your chest, and you giggle when he does so, his green curls tickling you. You can feel him smile against your skin. He presses a few more kisses to your chest before bringing his head back up to give you a lazy smile. You grab hold of some of his curls, yanking them. He’s caught off guard by the act and grits his teeth from the slight pain but chuckles a little after.

“That speech you made ‘Zuku? That was probably the most cliche and dorkiest thing I’ve ever heard in my life.” You smile slightly, letting go of his hair and watching as the curls on his head bounce when your hand is no longer there to support them.

“It worked though, no?” He questions, giving you an interested look. He can’t help but smile when you do, that’s one more thing he loved about you, your smile was highly contagious and it infected him almost all the time.

“I mean- I guess so.” You roll your eyes dramatically with a groan, he’s just beaming now and you can’t help but notice. You give him a curious look, asking him silently what he was smiling for.

“I’m glad that I get to have you in my arms Sweetness, that’s all.” He mumbles as hides his face in where your shoulder and neck meet. You two just relax there for a few comfortable moments, just enjoying being with each other after a long and stressful day for both of you until finally you decided that you were going to get back to this shower business. You slipped out of his grasp, standing up on your legs which shook for a moment. He whined at the loss of warmth you provided him, but he too, slowly stood up. “You good there? You seem to have a case of the ol’ jelly legs.” He chuckles once more.

“Yeah, I’m alright. I’ve just been sitting for a while.” You shrug, looking at the hero, your hero. “Now I’m sorry to ruin this sweet moment I’d like to continue later in the form of cuddles in bed but I have to take a shower.” He gives you an understanding smile, happily nodding his head to agree with your idea but you can’t help but look at his curls, they always seemed so lively. Sometimes you thought they were more alive than him.

“Sounds good to me!” He agrees eagerly, walking out of the bathroom to give you your privacy, but before he closes the door he looks back at you, giving you one last reassuring smile. “Remember Sweetness, you are enough.” 

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He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not

A/N: Angst, sweet, sweet, angst. How fun. Basically don't read this one if you don't like kinda sad stuff.

Pairing: KEL x Gn! Reader

Warnings: None!

Genre: Angst

Summary: You go to a party because you hear that a good friend of yours is going to be there, you find out something you really didn't want to find out. At least you're taking it well?

Word Count: 2.4k

Rain poured down, the cool night air brushing against your skin violently. You weren’t in much, at least, not enough for the current weather. Hell, you weren’t even wearing shoes, you were in soggy socks. You hadn’t been bothered to prepare yourself, you just needed to get out of the house. So you did, not caring about how you shivered in the cold. 

There had been a graduation party at your friend's house, you weren’t going to go, not until you heard that one of your best friends, Kel, was going to be there. Parties were always fun when Kel was there, though he usually didn’t get to go because his parents didn’t let him. But for once they made an exception and let him join a party, you were positive he was probably begging them to let him go and they eventually agreed or that he had simply snuck out. Kel was definitely your typical high school student, always wanting to party and go out with his friends at every given moment, it doesn’t help that he’s so popular. He’s good at sports, gets along with people easily, he’s loyal to his friends, and he’s brothers with Hero who is known by everyone, their parents, and even grandparents. Kel comes from a definitely more well off family as well, in conclusion he’s a fun guy to be around and he’s definitely well known around Faraway Town. So when you heard he was going, how could you not?

When you got there you immediately noticed the rowdy man, causing problems as per usual. He was being obnoxiously loud and bugging basically everyone that was in his sight, though it didn’t seem like they minded all too much. That was the thing about Kel, sure he was annoying but his positive attitude and just how fun he was made up for it, and you’re pretty sure that everyone agreed with that. It did look like there were some people who were starting to get just slightly fed up with Kel, such as the delinquent Aubrey and her ‘gang’. But they just seemed to mind their own business, letting Kel have his fun. 

It didn’t take long before he noticed you, giving you the biggest smile you had ever seen in your life. He ran over, without a second thought, quickly engulfing you in a big hug, he once again surprises you with his strength like he always does by lifting you off the ground, but he only lifts you off the ground slightly, not wanting to cause you panic from the sudden action. Your face goes just a little red, he seemed to be in a good mood, but then again when was he not? You attempted to return the sweet gesture by wrapping your arms around him but it was a little hard, he was squeezing the life out of you making it damn near impossible to move at all, you weren’t even sure how you were breathing at the moment. He eventually put you down but kept his hug a little longer before letting go of you much to your dismay. 

“Y/N! I didn’t know you were gonna be here! Wowie, that’s so exciting! Why didn’t ya’ tell me?” He tilted his head to the side, almost like a dog would when confused, it was cute. You were told he tried to act like his dog Hector when he was younger, so maybe some of those learned traits never went away.

“Well I wasn’t sure if I would actually show up, but I did! That’s all that matters right?” You decided to mimic the action, tilting your head to the side as well. You giggled slightly when Kel gave you a lost look, not exactly understanding why you did that. He didn’t even seem to realise that he had been doing that as well and was still currently doing it. Your giggling didn’t help as it only made him even more lost. But he enjoyed hearing you giggle, so he played along, laughing as if he understood what you were giggling at. He knew it was something he had done and that’s all he really needed to know. Even though his laugh started as a fake, confused one, eventually it turned real. He lightly punched your shoulder once he finally started to calm down. 

“Heh! Yeah! I guess so huh? That’s pretty rad though! Actually hey, I had an idea and you seem like you’d have great input!” He beamed. He was clearly looking forward to your answer.

“Oh yeah? Well hit me with it!”

“Okay, so, clearly all the ladies and even some of the men here want to see more of me right?” He put his hand on his chest in a dramatic overly confident way. You snort but decide to play along with him and his already stupid sounding idea. 

“Oooooh yeah, trust me I know. Personally, I would love to see more of Kelsey.” You swear you could see his face go slightly pink for a moment and his expression drop into a more shy look, which is a look that he had never had on his face before. But you must’ve been seeing things because his expression went back to normal immediately. Kel gives you a smile full of pride.

“See! The people want me! So my idea is that I can let them hear my lovely singing voice!” His movements are exaggerated and even still it’s hard for you to tell whether he’s joking or not. Either way you know you shouldn’t encourage it.

“Kel, listen, I would never encourage you to give up on something that’s special to you and that you’re passionate about, but come on, even you know better. I think everyone here likes to hear you talk but if I’m being honest your singing voice is not as nice as your normal talking voice, everyone here would fall to the floor dead if you started to sing.” Kel faked a pout, crossing his arms looking down to the floor, slowly shaking his head. You chuckle and put a hand on his shoulder, just barely able to do so. You seem like a parent who just had a serious talk with their kid and is now trying to comfort them afterwards. “I’m not telling you this because I want to be mean, I’m telling you this so that you don’t embarrass yourself.”

“So you say.” Kel scoffs out, giving you an exaggerated suspicious look. You fake a sad look.

“Also me and your father… We’ve had our run Kel. I’m sorry but we’re-”

“No need to tell me I already know.” He copies your expression, but the dramatic lore you two had just come up with was interrupted by someone calling out to Kel, asking him to go over to them for a moment. Kel gives you a smile, patting you on the shoulder. “Seems like I’m needed, thanks for your advice Y/N! Even if you’re wrong. Catch you later!” You scoff at his comment but watch as he runs off to meet with whoever called him.

Most of the night was great! Even though parties were sometimes awkward it wasn’t this time, because Kel was there. Even though he was with his other, closer friends most of the night you still bumped into him from time to time. He’d give a smile or continue the previous conversation you had by asking questions like “Will you and dad still talk?” or “Do I still get to see dad sometimes?” You’d give him a short response and go your separate ways once more but would inevitably bump into each other again. The night seemed to be going well. Or it was going well, but then you saw Kel, he was talking to someone which wasn’t unusual, he talked to everyone. But this time it was different, no one could miss the way he blushed, or the shy look he gave them. The same one he gave you earlier, which also confirmed that it was a look he had given you, but this time it was consistently on his face. Of course you didn’t want to believe he had feelings for someone that wasn’t you but after the conversation had finished between him and that person you overheard him talking to his friends. They were teasing him about liking that person, he tried to shoo them off, and told them to shut up, even attempting to lightly hit them which only earned laughs from his friends.

The rest of the time you spent in that party was painful, Kel had tried to joke around with you some more when he passed you, just as you two had done before, you did your best to respond and Kel being Kel didn’t even notice that you seemed upset. He took the response you gave him and happily went off somewhere else while you stood there, completely still and silent. It wasn’t until Kel got up onto a table and got everyone to look at him and stop the music did you hope that the night would get better. But it only got much worse. 

He started to sing, which you had recommended he didn’t do but it seemed like he didn’t really care all that much about what you said. You didn’t really mind, you got a good laugh out of it at first along with everyone else, but suddenly, just as the night seemed to start getting better the lyrics registered in your head, it was a love song and as he continued to sing he dramatically held out his hand to that person he had been talking to before, he looked like he was trying to poke fun at movies for doing the same thing but with the evidence that suggested he had a crush on that person you knew it was also his way of trying to give them a hint. You stood there unmoving once again, the feeling of tears welling up in your eyes, you were quick to wipe them away though. You didn’t want to be there anymore, you needed to get out of there before someone noticed you were upset, and so you left, and nobody noticed, all too focused on Kel’s act.

This led to now, you were running in the rain, in soggy socks because you had left your shoes and everything else that you used to keep you warm at the house, you’d have to get it tomorrow. Tears were beginning to form and fall but you couldn’t really tell since they were mixed with the rain. You didn’t even know where you were running, you knew you had some idea in your head as you were clearly going somewhere but you didn’t know where specifically, but you trusted yourself enough to know that it wasn’t someplace you would regret going. Soon enough you found yourself outside your house, your body had brought you home. 

You were quick to go inside and head to your bedroom, avoiding anyone who might notice that you were upset and in soggy socks. You sat on the floor, too unmotivated to move from the spot and too busy trying to calm yourself down. It wasn’t that big of a deal, at least it shouldn’t have been, so why was it? Sure you had a little crush but why was it now feeling like a breakup? It wasn’t that! You had liked Kel a lot more than you thought you did. You weren’t mad, that was a good thing, not at Kel, not at that other person, not at yourself. Not anyone, and at least the warmth of your home was bringing you some comfort, it was definitely better than outside.

After a moment of sitting there, calming yourself down enough to function, you decided to take a much needed bath and head to bed early. You couldn’t be bothered to stay awake, not while knowing that you could get riled up again. But as you were preparing to head off to bed you noticed a flower, one that you had picked from the ground earlier that day, and decided to give yourself one last chance with Kel and it all depended on this flower. You sat down on the floor once more with the flower in hand and pulled a petal off.

He loves me

You pulled another off.

He loves me not

And again.

He loves me

Why were you trying so hard?

He loves me not

It wasn’t that big of a deal.

He loves me

He was happy.

He loves me not

That’s all that mattered wasn’t it.

He loves me

You should just let him be happy.

He loves me not

You two could stay friends still.

He loves me

But could you really be happy when around him knowing that he loves someone who isn’t you?

He loves me not

Just stop worrying about it.

He loves me

Just close your eyes and move on.

He loves me not

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me

You pause, taking one deep breath before opening your eyes, you sigh. You had done this in one last ditch effort to convince yourself that maybe you still had a chance with Kel but it seems that the world was just going to give it to you straight out, no games. There was still one last petal, and that only meant one thing. Though you don’t want to, you grab it and without thinking very quickly pluck it off.

“He loves me not.” You stare at the petals all over your floor. You supposed that this was just an extra confirmation that Kel was not interested. That’s just how it was, there’s not much you can do about that. It still upsets you because you had only just found out that Kel had liked someone else, but knowing that Kel would be happy and be with who he wants to be with is enough to give you the motivation to stand up and head to bed. One day you would find someone who loves you, you’d just have to wait until you find them, even if they’re not Kel. Surely this just meant that someone else was interested right? You were sure of it. So trying to not think too much about the awkward conversations that will happen tomorrow, you slowly drift off into sleep, praying that anyone, especially Kel, wouldn’t question why you had suddenly disappeared from the party.

Thanks for reading! <3

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After MARI's Death KEL Headcanons

(Discontinued)

A/N: Made it to the second part of my Wattpad headcanons where we're now in a different time frame! I hope you enjoy! :)

Warnings: One of the headcanons can be taken as a thought of wanting to unalive self, there's also a mention of taking medication that was prescribed. There are also mentions of depression!

Word Count: 1.1k

- Oh boy here we go :'0

- KEL was in shock for a while after MARI's death, he didn't understand what was happening or why it had happened. 

- He wanted to ask HERO since his parents wouldn't give him any useful answer, only telling him that they were sorry and that what had happened wasn't his fault.

- He couldn't ask HERO though because HERO had gone into a depressive state and was never interested in talking. 

- KEL had tried to get into contact with SUNNY as well, but SUNNY's mom kept answering the door and telling KEL that SUNNY wasn't feeling up to it or that SUNNY was asleep.

- He would head home disappointed.

- He overheard his parents talking about him and how he seemed hardly distraught with what had happened to MARI.

- Of course he was distraught, he just wasn't showing it. It's not that he wanted to look like he didn't care, because he really did care! He just... Couldn't show it. 

- He wanted to cry but couldn't. 

- KEL was losing himself every day because of everything that was happening, it felt like he had not only lost MARI but everyone else as well. He only had his dog, HECTOR.

- For once his grades improved because he didn't want to focus on everything else that was happening so he focused on school instead. 

- He started to talk to more people than he normally did but they all loved him thanks to his more outgoing personality! 

- He started finding extra things to do, anything to distract him from his growing breakdown, and also to avoid home as he can't bare to see his brother so upset.

- KEL brings food up to HERO for him to eat as he noticed that HERO was definitely not eating enough or anything at all. But most mornings he'd wake up and the food would still be on HERO's desk right where he had left it. 

- He didn't want to bug HERO about it though...

- KEL likes to talk to HERO a lot as well. He doesn't make HERO respond and he doesn't know if HERO listens to him but he likes to tell HERO what's going on.

- He gets very happy if HERO even responds with a headnod and most definitely is gitty at any 'mhm' HERO gives him. Will get the urge to engulf his brother in a hug but won't as he's tried before and HERO's complained. 

- HERO doesn't respond most of the time though, only in a rare moment will he do so.

- HERO's the main person he's worried about but SUNNY would definitely be next on that list then AUBREY then BASIL.

- He's positive that BASIL's got this all handled since he's so mature and positive! But so was HERO and now look at him...

-  KEL has no clue where BASIL and AUBREY went so he never was able to get into contact with them either. He'd gone to BASIL's house and knocked on the door but no one answered.

- Once KEL realised that his whole life had basically been taken away from him he had his first ever panic attack. 

- He hid away in his backyard, just sitting there. He had no clue what was happening or how to stop it and worst of all, no one came to help.

- Once it had passed he was exhausted, he just wanted to sleep forever and ever but then he quickly shoved that thought out of his head, that was the reason MARI was gone, and he didn't want to hurt his brother.

- He was found by HECTOR who gave him a big lick on the cheek! 

- KEL has taken on the role HERO once had when it comes to helping people! He does the chores that HERO usually did, he helps his mom cook, he helps his dad build and fix things, anything really.

- He cries quite a bit by himself. He doesn't even feel sad most of the time he just cries and cries and cries.

- He thinks that this is embarrassing and that he has to stay strong for his brother, HERO needs him!

- He's made it a habit to run every morning, most people think it's weird that a kid that young is already doing that sort of stuff, but KEL's mom encourages it.

- KEL does this to get all of his energy out as early as possible as he's stopped taking his stimulants ( the first one I wrote about KEL says that I think he has diagnosed ADHD :) ) just because he hasn't had the energy to take them and HERO's no longer reminding him. 

- His grades started to decline again because of this though. 

- He's also a lot chaotic, he's now the biggest ball of energy you've ever seen, even more so than he was before and not necessarily in a good way.

- This has also caused him to be more violent, not in a mean way like if he gets mad at you he'll punch you but just that he hits because he just gets the urge to, and he doesn't really hold back either. 

- He has gotten in trouble from this and his parents have gotten mad.

- KEL was absolutely horrified when his brother snapped at him, he honestly couldn't think for once, what was he supposed to say?

- Sadly his first thought wasn't about how he was feeling and how he was upset but about how HERO was and how upset HERO was. 

- Finally realised that there was a favored child and it wasn't him.

- He and HERO talked about everything that had happened and even though HERO wasn't in the best state of mind mentally to do so he still did. Though he cried a lot. 

- HERO would not let go of KEL, he just kept hugging him and even though KEL told him it was alright for him to stop HERO refused to.

- KEL ended up falling asleep like that.

- He was happy to have his brother back, even if HERO wasn't going to go back to how he was before KEL was grateful that HERO seemed to at least be functioning again. 

- He ended up slowly helping HERO out of the little bubble he had put himself in by introducing him to his own friends! They loved HERO just as much as they loved him!

- KEL tried to be there every time HERO was struggling, and would always tell HERO that he was fine, but something about the way HERO looked at him told him that he didn't believe that.

- KEL was ECSTATIC when HERO had told his family that he had gotten accepted by a college. Though he was a little disappointed to hear that he was going to college to become a doctor. 

- That night he won a basketball game against a different school... But that didn't matter! It was about HERO right now, then again, when was it not about HERO?...

Thanks for reading! <3

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Pre-Trauma SUNNY Headcanons

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A/N: Another one from my Wattpad that my friend was waiting for! So I hope that he, and you guys enjoy!

Warnings: One mention of an ed.

Word Count: 1.1k

- Remember when you were young and happy?

- SUNNY is a very very quiet kid even before his trauma, often letting his big sister do the talking for him. 

- He's almost never that far away from MARI, because he's very dependent on her.

- When he gets nervous, scared, angry, sad, happy etc, etc, he always goes to MARI. She always seems to help him calm down or encourage his positive emotions.

- If MARI's not around he'll be upset but will instead go to his mom, if not his mom then BASIL, if not BASIL then HERO, if not HERO then AUBREY, if not AUBREY then KEL.

- BASIL's always been one to go to SUNNY when he needs to vent so SUNNY coming to him is only fair in BASIL's mind. He happily listens to SUNNY, and will comfort him if needed. Always gives him a smile after SUNNY feels better or is done talking about something he's happy about.

- HERO doesn't really know what to do if SUNNY's upset as he leaves that to MARI but will try to make him feel better. If he's happy HERO will just nod his head, giving SUNNY a thumbs up, as well as an awkward smile.

- AUBREY listens. She doesn't interrupt, or even move a muscle. She's not letting him be upset! Not on her watch! She'll hug him for hours if she has to! She's not afraid not to! Though if he's really frustrated about it to the point where he's in tears she'll end up in tears too. Gives him a huge smile after he's talked about something that makes him happy!

- KEL is not the best comfort boy out there, he's not very good at listening either. He'll be focusing on something else. If SUNNY's really upset he'll offer for him and SUNNY to go on a walk and will encourage SUNNY to keep talking. Will interrupt and tell SUNNY about something he likes in response to SUNNY talking about what makes him happy.

- SUNNY is a mama's boy, just like HERO!

- SUNNY likes to watch SWEETHEART with KEL, BASIL, and AUBREY. He almost always ends up moving himself closer to AUBREY.

- Loves to show his friends scores he's gotten on his games,  mostly KEL and BASIL! They always seem impressed!

- The opposite of BASIL who likes thunder, SUNNY hates it! It's way too loud! And why must it rain so much? He likes the rain, but not this much rain!

- SUNNY doesn't eat much, he doesn't have an ed or anything he's just not a very hungry kid, though MARI's concerned about why he doesn't eat as much as everyone else.

- When he does eat he really likes MARI's and his mom's cooking and baking but he also really likes cereal! His favorites are Fruit Loops, Fruity Pebbles, and Lucky Charms!

- He's tried "healthier" cereals but doesn't enjoy them. He finds them too tasteless.

- He's also a huge meat enjoyer! He likes a good BBQ and whatnot! His favorites are steak, chicken, and crab! 

- SUNNY likes to go on walks with KEL and HERO! HERO isn't a big fan of exercise so this is a nice alternative for him. He can handle a walk.

- He likes to listen to KEL and HERO babble about which is better or who is better. He secretly agrees with one of them in his head.

- That being said SUNNY really looks up to HERO! He wants to be just like him when he's 15! SUNNY sees HERO as a super kind and overall amazing guy! He also likes HERO's haircut!

- Likes to stay up later, he's usually not doing much, he's usually playing games or thinking of stories in his head.

- Has drawn the headspace versions of his friends. Not because headspace existed, but because the only coloured pencils he had were white, blue, purple, green, pink, orange, and red!

- He showed BASIL and BASIL loved it! BASIL even got to keep it!

- SUNNY has tried to played catch with KEL before, always ends up getting hit with the ball though.

- He also gets worried when MARI offers to play with KEL or AUBREY. He knows about her bad knee and doesn't really want her pushing herself too hard.

- Will offer to take her place but the two aren't really happy about it because SUNNY isn't the best when it comes to playing games.

- His favorites to play are Red Light, Green Light with KEL, and Hopscotch with AUBREY. 

- AUBREY doesn't tell him he's bad at games, she just tells him how good she thinks he's doing. 

- KEL doesn't tell him about how he's bad at games either, but will recommend that they play something else if he doesn't feel that SUNNY can handle the game.

- SUNNY also likes to play Duck Duck Goose with all of his friends. If he's in the middle he likes to either go for HERO or BASIL.

- He likes how much fun they all have when they play that game.

- Sometimes SUNNY sleeps with MEWO when he's scared and is trying to be brave and not go to MARI's bed.

- MEWO is very unimpressed.

- SUNNY likes to hug HECTOR. Dogs aren't his favorite animal in the whole wide world but HECTOR is a very nice dog!

- Goes into a laughing fit when HECTOR licks his face. 

- He knows how frustrated MARI gets when it comes to the piano and messing up and he doesn't really understand why. 

- He tries to avoid her when she's upset.

- He's very only ever been yelled at once in his life that he can remember so he's not very fond of the idea of being yelled at.

- SUNNY takes very special care of his violin! He cleans it every day so that it's really clean for him the next time he uses it!

- He also likes to help MARI clean her piano if she lets him and HERO isn't already on it!

- Probably needs glasses, but he doesn't tell anyone about his slightly crappy vision. But sometimes he hates having to squint to see what things say!

- SUNNY likes to be by himself. He likes to make stories in his head while he just sits in a completely silent room. He hopes one day he can write a book or something!

- He likes to share his stories with MEWO. MEWO is unimpressed. 

-  SUNNY is a spoiled kid who isn't used to not getting what he wants. He's the youngest so he's the most spoiled after all, but he's not overly mean about it or anything like that, he just gets a little fussy when things don't go his way.

- Complains to MEWO, MEWO just sleeps.

Thanks for reading! <3

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It's the Thought That Counts

A/N: HERO, I love him so much omg-

Pairing: HERO X Gn! Reader

Warnings: None!

Genre: Pure fluff!

Summary: You feel like making something for HERO since he's always making things for you, but something goes wrong

Word Count: 2.2k

I’m going to do this! I’m going to do this! You encouraged yourself, bouncing on your feet as you headed to the kitchen. Hero had just left to go pick up some things from the grocery store giving you the perfect opportunity to surprise him. You knew Hero would only grab what he needed and come back as soon as possible which was definitely not going to be enough time for you. So you had asked him to grab a few extra things that you knew would be more time consuming for him to find because you knew Hero, he would search as hard as he could for what you had asked for and if he didn’t find it he’d come back, slumpy and pouting as he would admit he couldn’t find what you had asked him for. But he tried to avoid that as much as he could, meaning he’d be gone for some time.

What you were up to wasn’t bad or anything of the sort, it was a surprise for Hero. You found that he always seems to be taking care of you no matter what, he hardly ever lets you lift a finger, always taking on as many responsibilities as he can. Two of these many responsibilities are baking and cooking, he’s always baking and cooking. He’s not a huge fan of takeout and going to a restaurant because why should you guys buy food that someone else made when he can just make it himself? That’s what he always says anyway. But you never cook or bake for him, and if you try to he always insists on helping, never letting you get away with doing it yourself. You love Hero, he’s sweet and you know that he cares for you with all his heart, but you feel guilty because you want to help and spoil him too. Which is why keeping him out and about is so important at the moment.

So here you were, in the kitchen looking at the recipe, pulling the things you need out of cupboards and pantries before setting them down on the newly cleaned counter. You take a deep breath, you can do this, you can do this!

You’ve learned from Hero that it was easier to have separate bowls with one having the dry ingredients and the other having the wet ingredients before mixing them together in another bigger bowl. He had told you that not everyone did it like this but he found it easier himself so he always did it. So you did just that, hoping that Hero’s way of doing things would be easy just as he said it was. 

This was a recipe that Hero had made when he was younger with his, at the time, suspected girlfriend Mari. It is one he definitely enjoys making, you assume because of the fact it was one of the many recipes he made with Mari.

You never met Mari, she had already passed when you met Hero but you’ve heard from his brother, Kel, that Hero and her were very close, and it was clear that they liked each other, but no one knew if they were in a relationship together or not, they didn’t tell anyone. Even now, when you ask him, Hero doesn’t tell you, only saying ‘maybe!’. You know that really, it’s none of your business but you wished you could know more about the girl since all of Hero’s friends seemed to know her and they all also seemed to like her, a lot. When they talk about her you always feel just a little out of place because you never know what to say or how to comment at all. Hero always tells you that ‘it’s okay!’ But you wish you could know more about how Hero felt about her. When his friends bring her up he’s always the quietest, though you had heard that her passing was quite hard for him. Maybe that’s why? You guessed that it didn’t matter since his friends didn’t seem to care when you had nothing to say or when you asked a question or two about her.

Your attention is stolen when you hear the oven let out a little noise to tell you that it’s done preheating. You quickly finish your concoction and put it into the oven so that it can bake. You can only hope that it’s done before Hero gets home.

You decide that while you wait for your surprise to finish you should get cleaning. Hero was not a fan of dirty dishes and so naturally, you aren’t either. You grab and put them into the sink, trying to quickly clean them with soap and water before putting them to the side to be put away. You repeat this boring process a few times, and during your quick cleaning process you don’t take notice of the amount of water you are splashing everywhere until it’s too late. You accidentally step too far forward when you try to reach the sink once more, causing your foot to lose its balance. You slip forward slightly, making you fall down onto the tiled floor of the kitchen, the bowl in your hands being let go of mid fall as you panic to catch yourself. 

You sit on the floor for a moment, trying to process what had just happened. It only takes you a short amount of time to realise you’re covered in the extra contents of what was in the bowl you had accidently let go of. Not only were you covered but the floor and really almost anything that was in the vicinity. You groan, mentally face palming at the sight. You had created a huge mess that was going to be tedious to clean up. You sit on the floor a while longer, trying to not stress about the situation too much, but that was proving difficult. You sigh as you stand up onto your feet, grabbing the bowl that had made this a bigger problem then it was supposed to be on your way up. 

You hear the click of what you assume is the front door opening and you freeze. It had to be Hero, Hero was home and there was a huge mess in the kitchen. You sigh, rubbing your temple, squeezing your eyes shut.

“Y/N? I’m back! I found that stuff you wanted! Hey, if I can ask, what did you need that stuff for anywa-” You refused to open your eyes when you heard him approach, but even so you could feel him staring at you, at the mess in the kitchen. He’s silent and it’s almost frightening. It feels like the whole world stopped.

After about two minutes of just standing there in pure silence with your eyes shut you finally dare to peek one open, just to look, just to see him, and see him you do. He’s standing there, not directly in front of you, considering you were standing in the middle of a huge mess but he was standing close enough. He was staring straight at you, though no emotion was present on his face, which was severely worrying. You offer him a nervous smile.

“Surprise… Heh… Heh…” Finally after his long silence he snorts, which is then followed by a laugh. You stare at him, confused. This reaction wasn’t expected at all, you had assumed that he was going to… What did you expect him to do? You knew Hero would never get mad at you over something like this, and right at this moment, he was laughing. He found the situation funny. Your smile gets bigger, happy that he seemed to be happy himself. 

When his laughing dies down he looks at you with what you would say is probably the most adoring look he’s ever given you.

“So Honey Bunny, are you going to tell me what went awry here? Or do I need to play the guessing game?” He questions with a smirk, placing the bags of groceries he carried on a clean table. 

“I was going to make something for you, I er- kinda had a slip.” You answered honestly, seeing no point in lying to him since he would probably piece it together anyway. He gives you a fake pity filled look.

“Aw, you poor thing.” He coos, finally approaching you, being mindful of the mess. When he reaches you he presses a quick kiss to your lips before pulling away, making sure not to get the contents of what was in the bowl and what was now on you onto himself. He continues to smile, not at all upset. “Why didn’t you just ask me to help you when I got back? I wouldn’t have been that long.”

“I wanted to do something nice for you. You’re always making things for me and I wanted to make something for you for once. But I think I’m seeing why you do the cooking and baking around here and not me.” You laugh nervously, and he can’t help but give you another kiss. Swiping some of the blob off of you with his finger before putting it into his mouth. 

“Wow! This actually tastes great Y/N!” He compliments. “You need to start baking for me more often!” You feel slightly flattered by the compliments, they weren’t really anything special since he complimented you all the time, but having a cook like Hero tell you that he liked your baking was amazing. 

“Thanks Lover Boy, that means lots.” You gently tap his chest with your finger, silently asking him to move which he does. You grab some cleaning supplies, bringing it over to the kitchen. Hero makes himself chuckle.

“I wish Kel was here, he would get a good laugh out of this.” You tsk in response, shaking your head slightly. 

“Yeah, bring it up everytime we see each other for the rest of our lives and laugh every single time.” You roll your eyes, imagining that cruel fate that Hero had just wished to create. He also rolls his eyes in response but he’s smirking, because he knows what you say is true. His brother would never leave you alone about this even if he’s on his deathbed. 

You were about to get cleaning when you paused suddenly, feeling Hero’s hand on top of yours. He’s standing behind you. You find it slightly amusing how he’s trying to get close to you but trying to avoid getting anything on himself. You turn your head so that you can look at him.

“What can I help you with?” You question him with a smile, and he smiles back.

“I was thinking I could clean up the mess here and you can go get yourself cleaned up. I want to hug you.” He confirms, nodding his head. You frown, he was about to help you again. He quickly kisses your forehead, taking your mind off what he was about to do. “Don’t worry about it Honey, I want to help and I can promise you that I won’t feel burdened or upset about helping.” He lets go of your hand, giving you more space. You were about to argue back that you couldn’t let him clean up your mess. But when you saw his confident smile you knew that there would be no arguing with him on this. So you listened and headed towards your shared bedroom to grab a new pair of clothes. 

When you finished you returned back to the kitchen, finding it spotless, and there he was with what you had baked. He was putting it onto a nice looking plate so that he didn’t have to leave it in the ugly looking tray. You just watched him, adoring his concentrated look, the way his brows were slightly furrowed and his teeth were grit together. He hadn’t even noticed your return.

He was washing the tray as soon as he had finished getting its contents out. You took the opportunity to sneak up behind him, snaking your arms around the man as you rested your face against him. He chuckled.

“Hey Y/N, glad you’re back in one piece and that you didn’t slip on your way out of the tub.” You can hear the smirk in his voice and you gently hit his side with your hand to show your displeasure with the statement. 

Once he’s done in the kitchen you both find yourselves on the couch, he keeps looking at you like he wants to say something, but he hesitates and doesn’t. You finally sigh and look at him with a curious look.

“What is it?” You ask, his own expression now matches your own.

“Hm?” He asks back.

“You want to say something don’t you? Why don’t you just say it?” He sits up properly so that he’s not leaning on you.

“Well, I guess I just want to say… Thank you.” He shrugs.

“Are you thanking me for the food? It turned out more burnt then I wanted it to be so you don’t have to thank me.” You sigh. 

“It did turn out burnt but you made it for me, didn’t you?” 

“Yeah, I did.”

“Then that’s what matters to me. So thank you for making something for me.” He smiles, putting his hand on your head and ruffling your hair. You now switch, you’re now the one leaning on Hero, and he glady wraps an arm around you, holding you close to him.

Thanks for reading! <3

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After MARI's Death HERO Headcanons

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A/N: This one's super angsty! This is another one from my Wattpad! This one is also very long so yeah! Enjoy!

Warnings: Mentions of depression, thoughts of su*c*de, mentions of panic attacks, other stuff you might not like! Please stay safe <3

Word Count: 2.1k

- I wanna give this man a hug, he deserves it :(

- HERO immediately falls into a depression after MARI's death, to the point where he basically can't function.

- He can't get up out of bed, he can't talk, he can't eat, he can't sleep, he can't even listen properly. Everything's just messed up.

- The only time HERO decides to stand up is when he has to use the bathroom, but even then that doesn't happen very often because he hardly drinks anything. 

- HERO feels as though life's moving too fast, he blinks and then it's already the next day, at least that's what it feels like. 

- Or sometimes days were really slow, there was no in between it's always too slow or too fast. 

- It's important to keep in mind that he's quite miserable about everything, he dislikes everything that isn't sleep and even then he doesn't like sleep because he doesn't want to wake up. 

- Every time he wakes up after he's managed to fall asleep he's always a little disappointed that he's woken up, and that he'll have to deal with another day of his family nagging him...

- The only thing he consistently likes are the stories KEL tells him about his day, he knows that he doesn't really respond but he still likes to listen, especially if he's asleep, it adds to his dreams!

- HERO hates and appreciates what KEL does for him such as bringing him food when he needs it. It means something that KEL's going through the effort to do that but at the same time he just wishes KEL would leave him alone.

- Not because he dislikes KEL but because he feels guilty about not being able to do anything in return. He just doesn't have the energy. This guilt only adds on to his overwhelming guilt and HERO doesn't like it. 

- He's usually woken up by his mom who tries to get him to get up out of bed but HERO always ignores her, he's not in the mood.

- The only time HERO had left his room to not use the bathroom was once where he went into the kitchen to grab a drink.

- He regrets that day as he had made the mistake of looking out the window and seeing his brother having a panic attack in the backyard. HERO couldn't even process what was going on, why did KEL look so scared? Was he okay? HERO hadn't felt like that in a long time. He was going to go out and check on his brother when his mom came into the kitchen and made this big deal about finally seeing HERO out of bed.

- She ended up dragging him off to the living room to show his dad, who was also happy to see him up. They tried to talk to HERO but his mind kept drifting back to KEL and how he looked when he was in the backyard.

- Once they allowed HERO to go he looked out the window again but when he looked he saw KEL with his arms wrapped around HECTOR. KEL looked so empty... He looked just like HERO about an hour ago. But KEL ended up looking up and noticed HERO. A huge smile made its way onto KEL's face, though it was wobbly, like it wasn't real...

- HERO felt guilty about this afterward, he knew KEL had changed, and not in a good way. This only sent HERO further into his depression because he ended up wondering if KEL would end up like MARI. The sudden thought of MARI and losing his brother causing him to fall right back into the hole he was in, and losing any progress that he had made. 

- He also feels guilty about what had happened to MARI as he thinks it should've been his job to protect her from her thoughts. After all, that was the bare minimum, he should've been there for her, he should've! Why was he so worthless?!  

- Is what he was feeling right now what she went through? Was he really that much of a bad boyfriend that he let her go through that alone? How had he not noticed? God he was really not good at anything was he? 

- HERO's considered su*c*de before, after all why wouldn't he want to be with MARI? Without her really what is he? She was all that was good about him right? She brought out the best in him and now that she's gone all that's left is every bad thing about him. 

- He's never tried to though, he's too scared, what if he doesn't end up with MARI? Wouldn't that be even worse? Then he'll be completely alone, he doesn't want to be alone. But then again... Could anything really be any worse than this?

- One night HERO had been lying in bed, he was in a really bad depressive state that day, and even though he was everyday it just so happened to be worse that day. He had his hands on his face, covering most of it. He was so tired, so stressed, so alone. He didn't know what to do. 

- KEL opened the door and walked into the room, he had just come back home after a long day of playing basketball with his friends. He flicked on the lights, causing HERO to groan quietly. Luckily his hands were covering his face so the light hadn't bothered his eyes at all.

- HERO was quick to turn over, hiding his face into his mattress. KEL noticed but didn't question it, HERO didn't like light very much, usually because of his lack of sleep. The light always bothered his eyes.

- KEL greeted HERO but as usual wasn't met with a response. KEL got ready for bed, turning off the lights once he was done but he just sat on his bed, looking over at HERO who was huddled in his blankets. KEL was sure if MARI was here she would've found it cute.

- He was caught off guard when HERO started to mumble to himself, he couldn't understand what he was mumbling about because of the distance between them and the fact that HERO was hiding his face. 

- KEL decided to walk over, so he could try and get his brother to relax a little, as HERO's mumbling would've kept him up and he knows it.

- "So... You're up late." KEL started, but HERO could only huff in response, it was muffled thanks to him hiding his face.

- KEL chuckled and proceeded to tell HERO that "if MARI were here she'd say you're cute and then laugh at you for being a dork!"

- He didn't mean anything by it, he thought he was allowed to say something like that, but it turns out HERO wasn't in the mood, like usual but this time it was different. At the mention of MARI KEL noticed his brother tense. 

- He was about to ask what was wrong but then he heard a slight sniffle, making it impossible for him to talk to HERO. 

- HERO was quick to roll over, revealing that KEL's comment had brought him to tears, not because it was mean but because he had been missing MARI an awful lot that day. 

- KEL was quick to apologize, saying that he didn't think that would upset HERO.

- "Of course you wouldn't think that..."

- "Did you say something bro?"

- "Yeah, actually. I said of course you wouldn't think that, you never think things through, you just speak without thinking... That's what makes you annoying KEL, you just think you can say anything you want and get away with it, but you're wrong! You can't just say what you want all the time and not expect any consequences from it!"

- "I'm sorry dude... I er- I just thought I was joking around I didn't think it would annoy you... Or that I was annoying you..."

- "OF COURSE YOU DON'T THINK! THAT'S WHAT I JUST SAID KEL!"

- HERO proceeded to stand up and continued to yell at his brother. KEL fell quiet while HERO did so, having no clue of how to respond. He had never seen HERO so mad before.

- It was when HERO brought up MARI did KEL finally speak. HERO was talking about how he didn't want to even hear the name MARI, that every time he heard it his heart clenched and he just felt so... Empty. 

- KEL tried to reassure his brother that everything would be okay but HERO interrupted stating that nothing was okay or was ever going to be okay, that with MARI gone he was nothing and would never be anything. That everything that had happened was his fault.

- Of course KEL tried to tell him that none of that was true! He couldn't let HERO believe that any of that was true! But of course HERO didn't want to listen. 

- He proceeded to yell at KEL for what felt like forever. Claiming that KEL didn't get it and that he couldn't know how he felt because KEL didn't love her as much as he did. 

- The more KEL tried to deny what HERO was saying the angerier HERO got. It got so bad that HERO even punched his brother in the arm, causing KEL to stumble back and trip over himself. 

- HERO just stood there, unmoving. He stared at KEL. KEL looked up at HERO shocked, he was gripping his arm as it hurt, and he could feel tears forming in his eyes.

- When HERO realised that he had hurt his brother and had even made him cry he fell to the floor himself, just sobbing.

- Their parents ran in and immediately went over to HERO, trying to comfort him in any way they could but HERO couldn't focus on them, the only person he could think about at the moment was KEL.

- HERO was quick to finally take on his big brother role once again and ran over to KEL, embracing him. He had never hugged his brother so tightly before. There was no way for KEL to escape. 

- And even though KEL wanted to cry he didn't he just made fun of HERO.

- To anybody it would've looked like HERO finally got over MARI that night but in reality he didn't. He was still depressed about it, but he needed to make it up to KEL. KEL deserved a better brother. So he would hide his negative emotions, putting on this smile every time he was around someone. 

- HERO was very awkward around people, he didn't really know what kids his age talked about as he had isolated himself for some time. When he did try to interact with people they often found him weird as he never knew what to say.

- He also helped out A LOT. Going shopping, walking the dog, helping KEL with homework, cleaning the house, raking leaves in the backyard, you name it he's probably doing it. Everything except cooking and baking. He can't bring himself to do either, it reminds him too much of MARI.

- HERO also decided that instead of being a baker like MARI encouraged him to be he'd be a doctor like his mom wanted him to be.

- He knew that his brother didn't like the idea but this was just what HERO wanted to do now. He felt that since he couldn't help MARI he'd help somebody else and make it so no one else ended up like him to the best of his abilities!

- This is why he wants to be a psychiatrist! His mom never said what type of doctor hehehe >:)

- He was a little nervous when he was about to head off to college but he knows that his family will always be here if he needs them!

- Definitely gets a lot of letters from KEL informing him of everything that's happening in Faraway Town. 

- He can't wait to go home! 

Holy woah! That was a lot to read! Make sure to get a drink of water! <3

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Headspace KEL Headcanons

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A/N: More Headcanons from my Wattpad! This one does contain references to the ships SUNBURN and KELBREY so if you don't like those ships just ignore those headcanons or try to take them in friend way :)

Also has slightly ooc KEL.

Warnings: None!

Word Count: 1k

- <3

- Very similar to REAL WORLD KEL with a few differences! 

- HEADSPACE KEL is less mature then REAL WORLD KEL was. Often acting more like a 5 year old then the 12 year old he actually is.

- He's also more mean then REAL WORLD KEL is. Not to OMORI and HEADSPACE MARI obviously as no one is allowed to be mean to them but to the other three.

- He's more full of himself and doesn't like criticism that's coming from HEADSPACE HERO, HEADSPACE AUBREY, or HEADSPACE BASIL. 

- He's the least mean to HEADSPACE BASIL, seeing him as weak and whiny and no fun to be mean to.

- Next is HEADSPACE HERO. It could be mistaken as a sibling rivalry but he is just genuinely mean to his older brother. HEADSPACE HERO does get upset at him about it but it doesn't do anything.

- The last one and the person who HEADSPACE KEL is meanest too is HEADSPACE AUBREY. This is due to the fact SUNNY has a crush on AUBREY and sees KEL as someone who could take AUBREY away from him. 

- HEADSPACE KEL feels bad being mean to HEADSPACE AUBREY though, which was weird to him as he's not used to feeling bad for people other than OMORI and HEADSPACE MARI. 

- He likes to cause problems for HEADSPACE HERO. Often getting lost on purpose in the forest so that HEADSPACE HERO will have to go look for him. Though he usually drags OMORI along with him, saying that it's funner this way.

- HEADSPACE HERO and AUBREY always end up looking for the two and once they find them HEADSPACE HERO always lectures HEADSPACE KEL about being careful where he goes and to always find him if he's going deeper into the forest then he usually does.

- This lecture is followed by HEADSPACE AUBREY lecturing him about getting lost with OMORI. Always saying "What if OMORI had gotten hurt? Then what would you have done? Or what if you got hurt?! You gotta think KEL!"

- Always ends up clinging to HEADSPACE HERO after, pretending he's scared or frightened about getting lost just to make it seem like he didn't do it on purpose to give his brother a heart attack. OMORI doesn't say anything to HEADSPACE AUBREY or HERO about HEADSPACE KEL faking it. Only tells HEADSPACE MARI.

- HEADSPACE MARI always lectures him about it, but promises to not tell HEADSPACE HERO or AUBREY so he doesn't get into any more trouble. She also finds it kinda funny but would never say that outloud. 

- He finds NEIGHBOR'S ROOM so boring! He likes being everywhere other than the NEIGHBOR'S ROOM! There's hardly anything to do there! Sure he can play cards and what not but he wants to do other things too! 

- Doesn't understand why they can't leave without OMORI but doesn't question it, because as soon as he starts thinking about it he feels like he's doing something bad and not the fun type of bad. 

- Always peaks into WHITE SPACE to see if OMORI's up and ready to go, but usually can't see much, never wants to go in there. Seems way too dull for him in there. He doesn't get how OMORI can stand it.

- Has seen a SOMETHING before. Didn't understand what it was. But he was scared of it. What even was it? It was just so much to comprehend. 

- He clung to HEADSPACE HERO, afraid. HEADSPACE HERO asked him what was wrong but he didn't answer. HEADSPACE HERO helped him through his fear though, calming him down. Still didn't tell him what he saw though...

- HEADSPACE KEL was surprised to learn that there were other locations in HEADSPACE they had never been to before! He thought there was only NEIGHBOR'S ROOM and the VAST FOREST, and BASIL'S HOUSE if you wanted to count that separately from VAST FOREST.

- HEADSPACE KEL wanted to explore but with no reason to the group didn't, instead staying in VAST FOREST where they played. Much to HEADSPACE KEL's dismay.

- Likes it when they all go over to BASIL'S HOUSE! It's the one time MARI's willing to leave the picnic blanket and it's just nice going somewhere new!

- Blacks out sometimes and wakes up in NEIGHBOR'S ROOM with HEADSPACE HERO and HEADSPACE AUBREY. The two are often worried because OMORI's gone and they don't know where. But HEADSPACE KEL's annoyed because usually he was doing something with them before and now he can't remember!

- He has a tendency to get jealous of OMORI and HEADSPACE AUBREY's "relationship". Fortunately for him OMORI doesn't seem to have the same feelings towards HEADSPACE AUBREY that she has for him. 

- Likes to bug HEADSPACE AUBREY about it, but really it's because he's jealous. OMORI doesn't seem to like this jealousy though. Often crossing his arms and pouting whenever HEADSPACE KEL shows any interest in HEADSPACE AUBREY that doesn't revolve around him being mean to her or teasing her.

- Like REAL WORLD KEL always asks what plants are what. Asking (more like demanding) for their names. 

- HEADSPACE BASIL happily gives them to HEADSPACE KEL, he'll still get them wrong.

- Also like REAL WORLD KEL he tends to get hurt, but luckily for him HEADSPACE HERO knows COOK. So unlike REAL WORLD KEL there's no scabs or anything to pick at because HEADSPACE HERO's already healed him.

- Likes that he's in HEADSPACE BASIL's photo album! Only really looks at the pictures of himself and HEADSPACE AUBREY. Usually makes fun of her though.

- Was confused about what happened when HEADSPACE BASIL noticed a picture that fell out of the photo album that wasn't supposed to be there. Was going to look before he blacked out.

- When he woke up in NEIGHBOR'S ROOM he didn't think anything that different had happened this time around until he realized it was taking OMORI longer than normal to leave WHITE SPACE.

- He looked into WHITE SPACE but no sign of OMORI.

- HEADSPACE KEL even started to worry himself when OMORI wouldn't show up, and when he did he felt relief he had never felt before.

- Was worried when HEADSPACE BASIL had gone missing next, and was surprised to see that he wasn't home. He usually wasn't the nice type, but he did genuinely miss HEADSPACE BASIL.

- They would find him! He was sure of that! He just had to be patient... He had to stay strong for them! 

- Wait? Who's BASIL again? 

Thanks for reading! <3

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Headspace BASIL Headcanons

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A/N: Another BASIL one from my Wattpad! Once again a slight warning for ooc HEADSPACE KEL and jealous KEL/OMORI.

Warnings: None!

Word Count: 1.3k

-  The little man in the overalls!

- Like HEADSPACE KEL he's basically the same as his REAL WORLD self with a few differences. 

- HEADSPACE BASIL focuses a lot more on the meaning of plants than REAL WORLD BASIL does, comparing them to his friends!

- His favorites are the ones that are like his friends!

- Like REAL WORLD BASIL he's very down on himself but prefers to be happy for OMORI and HEADSPACE MARI! He doesn't know why but he really wants to baby them! Though it's hard because HEADSPACE MARI is also very babying towards him and their other friends...

- When HEADSPACE MARI is giving advice to OMORI, HEADSPACE KEL, HEADSPACE AUBREY, and HEADSPACE HERO HEADSPACE BASIL likes to give advice to! Often chiming in with little things that HEADSPACE MARI may have forgot or just to give some words of encouragement to the group!

- Wishes he could do more to help them as they seem to get stuck doing a lot of puzzles, but that's not his specialty.

- Wants to go where OMORI goes!  He knows he can't all the time but he wishes he could follow him and the others around more often! But he usually gets stuck with HEADSPACE MARI at the picnic blanket.

- Because of this he had a very strong bond with HEADSPACE MARI! They're always talking about a whole bunch of things! But someone who comes up in their conversations a lot is OMORI! They both feel the need to baby him along with the other three, but find it hard since they're not around him a much as the others are.

- Fortunately for HEADSPACE BASIL he often never has to be the voice of reason because HEADSPACE MARI's always around! Everyone listens to her! 

- Though he does notice the slight attitude HEADSPACE KEL gives HEADSPACE MARI sometimes and tries to calm him down. 

- He gets very upset when HEADSPACE KEL takes OMORI with him to go and 'get lost'. OMORI shouldn't have to put up with that! Plus, what if he gets scared? He doesn't understand why OMORI goes along with it.

- Reminds HEADSPACE KEL to wash his hands... Doesn't see the issue here and is just happy because he's helping.

- HEADSPACE BASIL only plays with HEADSPACE AUBREY's hair! 

- HEADSPACE HERO's hair is too short to play with, along with OMORI's.

- HEADSPACE MARI and HEADSPACE KEL don't like it when people touch their hair so that only leaves HEADSPACE AUBREY!

- She enjoys it! And is always willing to do it back! He just needs to give her the word!

- He doesn't think OMORI or HEADSPACE KEL like it very much when he does though, OMORI seems to get over it pretty quickly but HEADSPACE KEL gets ferocious. He often pushes HEADSPACE BASIL out of the way and starts trying to do it instead, HEADSPACE AUBREY doesn't let him, demanding he apologize to HEADSPACE BASIL!

- HEADSPACE HERO usually joins in too, demanding the same thing.

- When he started to grow his plants it didn't take very long before he saw the similarities between them and his friends! He'll make sure to take extra care of those plants! He wouldn't want to hurt them or make them sad!

- Sometimes tries to learn SKILLS from the others, but isn't very good at what they do. He can usually only do OMORI's the best, everyone else he struggles with, especially HEADSPACE KEL and HEADSPACE AUBREY.

- He wonders if HEADSPACE MARI has any SKILLS.

- The reason his shoe is all decked out in plants other than he likes them is because it gets a little lonely. He wished he could go to NEIGHBOR'S ROOM with the others but he knows there isn't enough room for him in there. Plus, if he did sleep there with the others he'd probably cover that place with plants too...

- But he also feels like there's something missing from his house, like someone else is supposed to be there. But he has no idea who or why.

- He feels like he misses someone. Someone older. Family. But he has no clue who. He has a family, and it's his friends! Other than them there is no other family! So who could he be missing so much?

- HEADSPACE BASIL often gets this empty feeling inside of him and he had no idea why! He doesn't tell anyone about it but it makes him feel... Weird?

- He feels like he's forgetting something, like there's something he should be ashamed and emotional about but he doesn't know what!

- As soon as he starts getting these thoughts OMORI shows up, and it makes HEADSPACE BASIL happy when he does! When his friends are around they always distract him from these weird feelings! 

- He often hides his own weird feelings such as this one behind a smile, and laughter. Hoping that if he does so he'll feel better! It usually doesn't work...

- Like REAL WORLD BASIL HEADSPACE BASIL likes to share jokes with HEADSPACE HERO! He enjoys how he can get HEADSPACE HERO to bust out laughing at a simple joke.

- He always ends up giggling. Not because the joke was funny but because HEADSPACE HERO's laugh is contagious.

- He knows HEADPSPACE HERO can hardly catch a break having to deal with HEADSPACE AUBREY and HEADSPACE KEL, mostly HEADSPACE KEL, all day so he likes to try and do things for HEADSPACE HERO, but he doesn't usually accept the help.

- Doesn't ship HEROMARI as much as REAL WORLD BASIL does. That's just not something he cares for all too much! He prefers to mind his business but like REAL WORLD BASIL he will lead the others somewhere else to give the two a moment alone at the picnic blanket.  

- He doesn't actually care for much other than his plants and friends! He usually doesn't do anything other than play with his friends and plant stuff. He reads sometimes but that doesn't happen often.

- Bottles up his feelings. He doesn't know why he does this, he knows he shouldn't be doing it and he feels weird doing it like he's not used to doing it. He feels like he'll make OMORI upset if he tells anyone, ANYONE, about how he really feels. He doesn't know why, but he doesn't want to know why so he keeps to himself.

- Is very to himself. He doesn't like physical contact, he doesn't like to speak ill of people, he doesn't like to say no in general, especially when OMORI's around, and he feels that if he ever stops smiling he'll die or something.

- When HEADSPACE BASIL first ended up in BLACK SPACE he was so confused and scared and alone. He searched for hours, calling out to his friends, and walking around. He didn't know where he was or why it was so dark.

- When he rubbed the back of his head he noticed his flower crown was gone. Wait... Where was it?!

- He then started to search for it but had no clue where it had gone to! He was so scared! So terrified! 

- He just sat down and brought his knees up, hiding his face in them. Hoping whatever this was would go away.

- Eventually he did calm and decided to do something about the left over nerves so he started to grow watermelon.

- It didn't take very long... Time was weird here. He felt like the longer he was down wherever he was the more he faded away.

- Were his friends even looking for him? Surely they were right? They had to be... Right? They did care about him enough to look at least a little surely...

- He heard something...

- He looked over and saw... OMORI! And hey... Did he have his flower crown? It looked a little banged up, but that's alright! He was just so glad to see his friend again! He had to go over there and give him a big hug!

Thanks for reading! <3