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💕 …someone my muse loves.
It’s a secret and he’ll keep it that way for as long as he can until the love has faded and gone but Sihyun loves Arlo. Much like many others on the island, he’s absolutely taken with the boy and he has been since meeting him in Barcelona after being kicked out by his parents. It started as just sex and then it became comfort and then something more for Sihyun. He has no delusions about it, though and he knows its a dead end and he’s actually quite happy with just being friends with Arlo the way they are now. He knows love doesn’t have to be reciprocal and that it’s enough to just give. And he wasn’t meant for love, at least not for this one anyways, and he’s okay with that. @superpcsitions
🔪 …someone my muse hurt in the past.
It was a mutual hurt, but Sihyun hurt Florian nonetheless. A week or so of radio silence from his best friend after what was the scariest day of his life almost broke him but he knows not being there for Flo afterwards had to have hurt more. Florian and him had shared everything, had known each other like no one else had because they lived paralel lives. And then it was all gone and a hole was left in Sihyun’s chest that no one could fill and it was all his fault. He could find 1000 new friends, not one would be Florian. He could imagine 1000 different ways he could’ve handled the situation and none of them would change anything. He doesn’t regret most things in his life, but he does regret not keeping a promise he’d made to his best friend, his brother, to this day. @floagreste
👪 …someone in my muse’s family.
Sihyun has completely distanced himself from his biological family, never having felt love and comfort and warmth he knows a family should provide. Found family is more important to him, anyway. Family that you choose, that you love, who loves you back and makes you feel true comfort is more important to him. Imagine his surprise when he finds that in a girl he’s only known for a few months. Ara is like the little sister he never had, not his biological family but one he has chosen himself. He loves her to bits and would do anything for her. He never got a chance to be a big brother, not really, and he takes this new role very seriously. @aramintiax










