Today’s the day! This wonderful fanfic is a year old as of now! Please god for the love of everything that’s good in this world, if you’re ever in the mood for a good story. You know what to do. I can’t recommend it enough. ♥
@snowsheba YOU. You’re absolutely wonderful and also a genius. Your work is amazing and has been one hell of a wild ride and an amazing read from the very beginning. I think I might’ve stumbled across it at around maybe August of last year? Back when you were posting small daily updates! And honestly. Sincerely. I can’t get enough of it. The work and love and thought you and your betas put into TDLH never ceases to amaze get me screaming every time a new chapter comes out. But in any case, cheers to year number two of this wonderful adventure!
Boring drawing notes below the cut!
-I think I’ve kept the anniversary date in mind for at least a solid month but didn’t actually start drawing before like. Two days ago. Because I’m stupid
-Initially I halfway wanted to cover Hana’s left arm in glowy goopy cherry red all the way up to her elbow, to symbolise the figurative (or literal in this case (’:) blood she has on her hands. But honestly that'd be unnecessarily dark and kind of edgy so thankfully I scrapped that into oblivion lol
-I wasn’t sure if I wanted Hana to clutch Jack’s jacket or actually just half-hug him back (as she possibly could to the best of her abilities) and I was running short on time so I kind just. Left this awkward inbetween
-SPEAKING OF AWKWARD their legs took me forever to make them look at least not totally ridiculous. Also 76′s hands
-I’m not really sure why I slapped a bunch of Hana and Jack’s father-daughter moments around the parts of the title but it was a last-minute decision and I thought it’d look cooler and more meaningful that way
-Hana’s holding on to Jack’s right hand with that of her own. Probably not the best thing I could’ve done in conjunction with her hugging Jack with her left arm. I probably should’ve only done one of these two things. or maybe I’m just overthinking everything into the seven circles of hell and back
i’ve been writing a bunch of drabbles/mini-fics about overwatch. here are the series/individual works links, under the cut for your reading pleasure.
updated 06/02/2017
Let My Sad Kids Have Families, Blizzard: the series
[Pre-Fall]
Together - Post-London, Gabe and Jack sit down and talk. Well, they try. Kind of. Gabe is mostly smug that sending Jesse in was the right call and Jack is inclined to kick Gabe’s ass for being a smug bastard. Still, at least he’s making Jack feel better about the whole pissing off the UN thing.
“But we didn’t get caught up,” Gabe pointed out, dropping heavily into one of the stiff chairs in front of Jack’s desk. He kicked his boots up, expression daring Jack to make him move. “Hostages are safe, the cowboy’s home, and we pissed off the UN. Sounds like a good day.”
[Post-Fall/Pre-Recall]
Home - Angela visits the McCrees’ home, sips some beer, and shoots the shit with a certain cowboy.
“Angela didn’t want to go back to work, didn’t feel interested in the snow and cold that she’d grown up in, just wanted to bask in the setting sun with her best friend and his family and never worry again.”
[Post-Recall]
Enough (Dedicated to @snowsheba) - A healthy dose of Hana & Soldier: 76 bonding over guns. He also gets tricked into streaming with her.
He took the stall next to her, and set about loading his rifle. Hana picked up her gun again. “Hana Song, call sign D.Va. I’m assuming you’re Soldier: 76.”
“The one and only.”
Sheep’s Clothing - Neither McCree or Hana are as dumb as they seem, but they’ll let you think what you want.
“From the moment Hana met him, she could tell the cowboy, McCree, was the same. Hide behind the charm and play dumb and look a little ridiculous, and no one suspects a viper underneath it all.”
Suspicion - Hana figures out who 76 is. He’s not exactly happy, but Hana doesn’t exactly care. She likes to know who her coworkers are.
“Athena tells me you’ve been digging through old personnel files,” he said, no pleasantries. His stance was closed off, defensive. “What are you looking for?”
Hana gave him an incredulous look, master of her trade. “Just looking, 76! Can’t I be curious?”
“No,” 76 replied cooly. “Don’t give me that shit, Hana. What are you looking at?”
Family - Angela offers an olive branch to Hanzo in the form of chai tea and a serious-but-not conversation.
“You remind me of your brother, when I first met him.”
He nearly choked, not expecting her voice to be gentle and delicate, mostly because she scared the everloving fuck out of him. “I’m sorry?”
“The whole brooding thing,” she continued, quicker and marginally harsher. “Is that some sort of tradition? You don’t seek proper help for your issues and instead brood in the rain?”
La Toile de L'araignée (The Spider's Web) - Since Ana Amari's "death", no one except Tracer has challenged Widowmaker on the rooftops. She has never had to worry about other snipers, until now. Needless to say, Widowmaker is a bit surprised when an archer sends her running.
Widowmaker smiled as she leaned forward, visor clicking down with a hiss. Her finger closed on the trigger, the cowboy’s head dangerously close to a gap, his shadow showing how deliciously close he was to catching a bullet.
“Just a bit more, chéri. Let me see your pretty face.”
iii. characters/ships: jack morrison, ; gen, background ships, might be reaper76 if i make this a thing but rn it’s shipless
iv. warnings: uh, discussion of ptsd/panic attacks/nightmares, but like vaguely? like nothing triggery really but if youre sensitive, brief mention of alcohol, more specific champagne and the pop of it setting off a panic attack
v. tags: dogs, im using forty nine for jack’s age bc the timeline’s all over and i put 45 - 55 in a rng and got forty nine, angela ziegler has #connections, this is five pages and just short of 2k words wtf, tenatively, bonnie the dog, therapy dog, this is jack centered tbh but if i write more hana’s getting a cat, idk if i truly like this
vi. summary: “Uh,” Jack says, the stumble coming out before he can stop it. “That’s a dog.”
“It sure is,” Angela says agreeably, depositing it in his arms and sipping her coffee. “Merry Christmas.”
“It’s June,” he deadpanned, as the wriggling little thing laps at his visor.
vii. notes: i wrote this in an hour and i dont know if i truly like it but bonnie the dog is a thing now. i literally just listened to alberta by eric clapton while writing this. will be on ao3 in half an hour. @snowsheba saw these hcs that inspired this first.
It’s four in the morning the first time he tells Angela about the dreams.
Nightmares, really. The kind that leave him grasping at catching his breath, the sweat on his brow chilly wet and clingy in the Spanish night. The kind that leaves your heart thrumming in his ears. He doesn’t - he doesn’t think this is anything important, really. It should be expected, really. He’s old, now, and he’s been military for forty damn years. He’s seen some shit.
Most people who got up real early to find him already awake didn’t question it - dreams of their own, he guessed, or maybe just expecting career military to be up at the crack of dawn. And they weren’t wholly wrong - years on a farm and years in the military have him waking up earlier than most the base, on the nights where he doesn’t wake up around two or three.
It’s the fourth time that Angela’s woken up at three in the morning to find him awake. The kitchen. this time. The practice range twice before, and once in between that in one of the commons, a book on his lap. (He didn’t much like being there, on one of those nights, but he’d had a nightmare about an incident in Kuwait, and the walls of the room had been suffocating. Hana had also been sitting there, playing some vintage game in the low light. He figured they were there for similar reasons, and didn’t say a word for hours.)
“Jack,” Angela said. The clock on the wall is a bright, neon blue 3:49 AM. Jack, to his credit, manages to look up from his coffee and at her. In the fluorescent kitchen light, her dark circles look more prominent, the mess of her hair tied in a loose not. She has a bottle of water in her hand. She looks exhausted. Momentarily, he wonders how much sleep she’s getting, then feels like a hypocrite.
“Angela,” he musters, swallowing. “Lovely morning.”
“The sun won’t be up for another few hours,” she said. “Why are you up?”
“Couldn’t sleep,” he says, which - it isn’t a lie, really. He couldn’t get back to sleep, after tonight.
“Doesn’t seem like you ever do,” she says, sliding down across from him. “That’s not good for your health.”
“I get a few hours,” he says. Three and a half, tonight. “Could be worse.”
“Jack,” she admonishes. “This isn’t - have you been dreaming?”
“Most people do sometimes,” he says, which - technically correct, but not what she’s asking. There is a beat, which is mostly filled with Angela frowning deeply at him and Jack staring at his coffee. “It’s nothing. I’m fine.”
Except it doesn’t really work, because Angela is phenomenal at seeing through bullshit, and this isn’t the first accident she’s seen. (There was once, with a bottle of champagne, and the noise and laughing sounds like screaming so easily and. Jack had excused himself, mumbling, hands shaking. Angela had followed when everyone was distracted. Angela knows. How could he think he could win at lying to her?)
“There are people who can help with - everything,” she says. “I know a few that are - they’re good.” Jack fixates on everything but Angela’s face, feeling naked without the visor. He instead stares at where her neck meets her shoulder, the marks Fareeha had left. There’s a stain on her shirt’s collar, of what’s chocolate, coffee, or blood. It’s dried brown, almost reddish brown in the light. Out the window, the Gibraltar night is interrupted with crickets.
He wonders what Angela dreams of. People she couldn’t save, his mind fills in. Genji’s corpse-body, when they first brought him in. People she can’t save. Gunshots.
Jack sighs. It’s a gesture that makes him feel older than he is.
“They’re just bad dreams,” he says, voice low and deep. It feels like a confession. “Omnic Crisis. Overwatch. Old things. I’m an old man, Angela, it doesn’t mean anything’s wrong just because it keeps me up.”
“You’re not that old, compared to the average,” she muses absently. “You’re only forty nine.”
“Fifty in a few weeks,” he said, hoping for a diversion. “I’m not a young man anymore, anyway. And I can’t really see a therapist, if that’s what you’re suggesting.”
“Why not?”
“I’m legally dead, remember?” Angela nods, clearly contemplative. He closes his eyes. “‘s just dreams, either way. Doesn’t matter a bit.”
There’s a long pause. Angela rises from her seat. “Good night, Jack,” she murmurs.
For days, he waits to see if Angela brings it up again, or tells someone, or something. He’s worried about it.
It’s just dreams, and anxiety and - it doesn’t matter. He just doesn’t want people to look at him differently. But no one does and Angela doesn’t say anything. It’s almost as if their early morning conversation is forgotten.
It’s been nine days when he first realizes Angela didn’t forget at all. He’s sitting in a common room, talked into joining most of the other agents. People are mostly in their own groups. Hana and Genji are playing some Mario Kart thing, the engineers at a table discussing - schematics, he thinks, but he’d heard the words Pop Tarts and doubted himself - Jesse and Hanzo and Fareeha talking in soft voices. Lena, Reinhardt and Ana at a table, Wid- Amelie, he corrects himself - Amelie joining them. Sombra and Lucio at a table hollering about the game Hana and Genji are playing. Who had cajoled two thirds of their ex Talon agents and how is lost on him, but he’s almost glad Gabriel wasn’t here, even knowing - this is a talk for another day. Jack is at one of the old, worn seats, an old book in his lap.
“Jack!” Angela’s voice comes in from the hall, and most look up as she pushes the door open with her hip. It takes only a moment to discern why: in one hand is a mug of what is definitely coffee, and the other is a -
“I got you a present, you’re welcome,” Angela says.
“Uh,” Jack says, the stumble coming out before he can stop it. “That’s a dog.”
“It sure is,” Angela says agreeably, depositing it in his arms and sipping her coffee. “Merry Christmas.”
“It’s June,” he deadpanned, as the wriggling little thing laps at his visor.
“Happy early birthday,” she replies. “You turn fifty in two weeks. There.”
The puppy - which, relatively, is pretty big, a St Bernard if he had to guess - laps at his cheek next. “This is a dog,” he repeats. “Where did you get this?”
“Her,” Angela corrects. “She flunked out of being a therapy dog because she liked to lick strangers or something along those lines. She needed a home. Dogs, I’ve been told, lower stress. You’re going to give yourself a stroke or a heart attack at this rate.”
In that moment, he realizes this is about what they discussed but Angela doesn’t want to say it in public. He can appreciate that much. “Can we even keep a-”
Lena is by his side, scooping her up in a second. Her, the dog, not Angela. “Why are you protesting? It’s a dog! Accept it and move on.” The dog licks Lena’s face delightedly, and everyone resumes talking over each other about - well. Jack rises, giving Angela a look. She just grins back, satisfied.
“Fine,” he acquiesces. Arguing isn’t going to do much, anyway. Angela’d kill him if he tried to return her, anyway, even if he hasn’t had a dog since he was a teenager. His family had kept hunting and herding dogs, all of which loved his mother more than anything. She gave them the most scraps. Lena shoves the bundle of fur back into his arms after one last lick, and he stares at her as she returns to licking his face. Her, the dog, that is. Not Lena.
The dog follows him around all the time. When he sits, she sits on his feet, gets comfortable. Angela tells him she’s a six month St. Bernard. They called her Nessie in training, but she never learned the name and really, it just makes him think of conspiracy theories. (Dimly, he remembers Reinhardt rambling about - he really wants to say Bigfoot, but the memory is twenty five years old.)
He mostly just calls her Dog, which outrages an alarming amount of people. Expectedly, Ana, Lena, and Angela are most fond of Dog. Unexpectedly, he’s caught Hanzo giving her scraps four times in three days. When he enters a room that Hanzo and Bonnie are already in, she’s in his lap and he looks like a deer in the headlights. (It’s actually really fucking funny.)
He sets her on the floor before bed, but she’s always curled up next to him when he awakens, like a really furry pillow.
It takes five days for him to really get used to the idea she could provide actual help.
It’s - another bad dream, because of course it is. Jack gasps for breath, kicks off the blanket, brow slick cool with sweat. His heart pounds in his ears. Him kicking the blankets must of woke the Dog, as she bounces up, presses next to him.
She shoves her head and back against his hands, in a way that would be petting if it was his hands moving, not her body. She licks his face tentatively, as if seeing if that helps. Jack can feel his heart start to slow, faster than his normal calm down times. He moves his hands, callouses running against soft fur. Dog takes this as encouragement, licks him more excitedly. Jack closes his eyes.
Normally, he’d get up. He wouldn’t be back asleep regardless, so he may as well get up. But Dog settles in next to him, and petting her evens him out, makes it easier to settle. He lets himself be lulled to sleep.
In the morning, he names her Bonnie. It seems fitting, somehow. She seems like a Bonnie. He’ll talk to Angela about a collar, soon.
In the meantime, he sits down at the cafeteria table, Bonnie by his feet, and pretend he doesn’t see no less than five people feeding her scraps.
He goes on a day long mission on July 3rd. His birthday’s the next day (he’s getting old, he thinks). It’s a short thing, mission wise. Fifteen hours securing a payload in the heart of London and back.
He’s with Lucio, D.Va, Genji, Mei, and Sombra for it, all these young kids making him feel much older than he is. (Mei, Genji, and Sombra are all in their thirties, he remembers. But he’s fifty tomorrow. They’re kids to him, anyway. They all have much more.. zest than he does.)
He gets back late, and he’s a little sad to not have Bonnie at the door when he enters the room. He discards his jacket to the desk and changes fast, glancing at the bed to locate his dog. She’s sleeping in her exact normal spot, with an approximately Jack sized spot next to her. Jack slides in next to her, and she shifts awake, moving to press into him. She licks his face hello, and he calms her by petting her back for a few minutes.
He breathes easy, relaxed. After a few, he glances at the clock. 12:02.
“Happy birthday,” he hums warmly, closing his eyes.
i. title: you’ve been running and hiding much too long (you know it’s just your foolish pride)
ii. fandom: overwatch
iii. characters/ships: everyone shows up at some point, gabriel reyes | reaper / jack morrison | soldier: 76, hana song | d.va / satya vaswani | symmetra, past gerard lacroix / amelie lacroix | widowmaker, amelie lacroix | widowmaker / lena oxton | tracer, genji shimada / tekhartha zenyatta, hanzo shimada / jesse mccree, fareeha amari | pharah / angela zeigler | mercy, background ana amari/reinhardt, background mei ling zhao/aleksandra “zarya” zaryanov
iv. warnings: no archive warnings apply
v.
summary
: For the last decade and change, Jack Morrison has run Overwatching Animal Rescue and Sanctuary, and he's fine with that, really. He's got friends, he's got his therapy dog, he's got a solid job, he has regular volunteers he's (secretly) fond of, he loves what he does at the rescue. He has his everything together, and he's not planning on that drastically changing anytime soon.
Then Gabriel Reyes walks back into his life on a June afternoon and turns Jack's life upside down.
(or: Jack runs an animal sanctuary. Gabriel's kids are looking for a pet. Rom-com shenanigans ensue.)
SHEBA, S H E B A, M A ‘ A M , YOU’RE DOING UNSPEAKABLE THINGS TO ME, YOU CRUEL CRUEL PERSON, PLEASE DOn’T stop, ever @snowsheba
I figured they were wearing something more suited for stealth, but I literally don’t know a single thing about character/costume design so I just went with their regular outfits. How do I draw people ahghdfhgf
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
I fixed my series and put it as one work, inspired by how @nitewrighter has her own fics set up. I’m gonna leave the old series up, but this is where everything’s gonna go that’s new. Still chronological order.
