I'm not gonna lie, out of all the past crushes you are definitely the odd one out. Not a bad thing. Maybe that's why I like you. Or should I say, liked you. Don't get me wrong, you are amazing. You are incredibly smart, have a great sense of humor, extremely kind. You are hardworking and talented. You have this small smile when you try to explain something and your eyes kind of do this twinkling thing when you laugh. It's really cute. You are you. You know who you are, what you are, and where you wanna go in life. Few people do at this point. It's incredibly admirable. However, I can't pin you. Yeah, that should a weird. But everyone, all the people I talk to I get a general sense of what they like and what they don't. But for you, you are so eclectic that's it's hard to tell. It's like puzzle that I'm trying to solve. I love puzzles, but there is only to a certain extent I can solve. So, I'm going to let these feelings kind of fade away. Let time come and let it all go. I've realized that despite certain things we have done, I don't quite think you like me the way I like you. I'll just be the moody teenage girl this weekend, mope around and stuff my face with candy and all. Then come Monday, I'll move on with my life. I can't sit and wait for your reaction with this. I don't see it working anymore as much as I want it too. Sadly, you are never going to read this. And that's okay. Makes it easier. Only one of us can possibly get hurt and I rather I hurt myself in this process of liking someone then hurting another. I'll get over it. I'll get over you. And I think I'm going to be okay. Got my eyes on a few other people. Maybe one of them will work out, who knows. My point is that as much as I would want you to return these feelings it's not going to happen. And I have accepted that.
