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Andrew Cunanan
Very Similar Backgrounds and Behaviors
I’ve had a suspicion (and I think many other people do too) that MM may do something dangerous to someone. She reminded me of someone all along and, yet, I couldn’t put my finger in it. Today, I remember. It is this man. Read about his early life: lying to impress people, drug use, being supported by rich guys all along, eventually going berserk and…
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"Bitterness is a paralytic. Love is a much more vicious motivator."
Why do you cry?
I never got why people cry, unless it is physical pain. I could comprehend why someone would be crying if they got stabbed, or shot, or etc. What I could never understand though was why people cried when it came to emotional things. Today at school we had chapel, and at each chapel we have a speaker that comes to talk about the stupid core values of our school. Well we had an hispanic mid aged female come and speak, but before she even got to present she just started crying. I was so confused as to why she was crying, for a bit i actually found it funny. But after wards it started to get annoying because she was crying during her whole speech. Afterwards when everyone was talking about it everyone was sympathizing. I can’t remember the last time i cried, then again i don’t think crying is a good thing. I don’t really know how to deal with someone crying other than to say the scripted words I memorize from movies. Before i learned that my reactions were “bad” i would just leave the conversation or just look at them. When i have to deal with a person crying it only puts me in a state of confusion and forces me to lie to end the situation, which i have no problem doing, but it is simpy something i will never understand.
This book really helps if you are sturgglijf with someone who seems to have no feeling, maybe a narcissist, sociopath or a psychopath. It explains how they see the world. Why they wear a mask. And what is behind the mask. . . . . . . . #sociapath #confessions #narcissist #narcissistfree https://www.instagram.com/p/B0kP1ofF3Up/?igshid=15yrucn3sn9qw
MM often looks zoned out ~ anon
MM often looks zoned out ~ anon
Anonymous said: Agree with that anon. MM often looks zoned out or high and the continuous smiling under any and all circumstances is weird. No normal person maintains that “on” persona 24/7 but MM does all through the tour. Harry looks tired he looks morose he looks stressed, but he typically does not look high or zoned out. People in abusive relationships are usually ashamed to admit it…
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Journal 3
So a few days before saint patrick’s day I got really drunk with some guys and I drink a lot just because it makes me feel good so I went even tho I don’t really care about the guys I was with. But I got drunk and honestly I had a good time but when I got home I started to text a girl at my school who also a cluster b. She has BPD and i've been studying her because her actions and the way she thinks is just fun to watch because she has self destructive tendencies and causes drama and etc. Watching her is just interesting and almost fascinating. I even set her up with relationships just to see how she interacted on a personal level. I even went out with her just too see it even closer. But she doesn't know have ASPD. Well she didn’t know until i started drunk texting her. I ended up telling her by accident and surprisingly she still wants to be friends with me. I'm so used to people leaving after they find out and can't handle my bluntness and other aspects of ASPD. And its just weird to have someone want to e my friend when they know of my condition. Being friends with her made me feel normal or exposed me to “normal people” activities and tendencies. I’ve even lied and told her I liked her so she would stay and develop feelings for me just to analyze a somewhat normal relationship. But now that she knows of my condition I may have to end the relationship because I feel like it has lost that “normal’ aspect. However, now that she does know and wants to stay it adds a variety to the relationships i've experienced and feels exotic in a way. I don’t know it just feels weird having someone who actually wants to be friends with me, my life just got a little more interesting.
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I think i'm parasitical by nature. In many of my “relationships” I usually act as a parasite while they are the living host. If anything the basis for any of my relationships rely on whether or not I have something to gain from the relationship. I in return give nothing back except the illusion of friendship, it is something i'm pretty good at. It is just a pattern ive noticed.
Someday this subject will be better understood for what it is and what is not. I know how these people operate , - I am to write upon this subject and to produce a long Paper in educating others in recognizing them and their Behaviour, , including Alcohol ism,- that really brings out the worse in those engaged in this kind of social abuse. I
