If I do I would be looked upon as a freak
Why do I have to have these feelings?
She doesn't like you back
She's going to hate you if she figures it out
Nobody will ever love me because of who I am
Nobody likes you and they never will...
It's always been this way
Nothing more and nothing less
A boy does not make my heart flutter every time I pass by him in the hallway
A boy does not give me butterflies whenever I speak to him
A boy does not make me feel like my heart is going to burst when he smiles at me
Different from the others
I hate it, I truly do and I cannot take it anymore
It's driving me internally insane
I cannot keep pretending to be someone who I am not
It hurts me deeply inside
My heart is breaking every day from the rejection of my true self
I can't even tell my best friend about this
I-I can't do anything about it....but live with it
That's all I've ever wanted
But no...I cannot be happy
I am utterly confused about myself
I don't understand what I am nor who I am
Society is screwing me up mentally and physically
I once knew who I was before...the truth
I was young and innocent once
But now I am facing society's wrath and expectations that I do not meet
I don't like this... I don't want this
So please tell me....Why me?