Okay.
I can't be the only one who thinks about their bias (or any celebrity crush in general) every night before going to sleep. But I'm not talking about just thinking, I'm talking about full mind on a scenario you made, while feeling all the kind of feelings and trying to sleep at the same time.
This was my yesterday scenario/drabble?, with my beloved bias wrecker Jeongguk
Warning : fluff. Yes, if you're like me, this is something to be warned about. LOTS AND LOTS OF FLUFF. Jungkook long hair (i don't even need to explain this one)
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"You know, you could sleep here more" his deep and sleepy voice shakes you from your sleep and you turn your head up to him, putting your hands under your round chin. His warm fingers drawing patterns in your forearm, leaving goosebumps from his touch.
"I've been sleeping here for almost a week"
"You know what i mean" the confusion on your face shows your obvious thoughts "I'm not having sex with you now, Jungkook."
"Yah, I'm not talking about sex" he giggles and you drown your face in his clothed chest again, to hide your embarrassment. "But if you're up to ..."
"Nuh-uh. No way, I'm too tired for it" he reaches for your hair nodding along your words even tho you can't really see him.
"That's okay, my love. Sex is not the only way of loving you" he pecks the top of your head and you sigh lightly and put yourself on your elbow to stare at him.
"And what are the other ways?" Your eyes flicker with excitement and he swear he can see galaxies in your eyes. Little does he know what his incredible gaze feels like.
"Well.. I can hug you like I'm doing right now" a little smile is hanging on his face while the words come out of his beautiful rosy and pillowy lips "There's my words, which you already hear so much everyday" you stare at him a little to long and he starts to question stuff.
"You hear it everyday, right?" His light concerned voice was what it needed to take some giggles out of your mouth
"Yes,baby. Yes, i do" he sighs in relief and you stare at each other for a brief moment before laughing out loud, then he puts his hand on your mouth trying to make your laughter less noisy "It's late, babe" you nod to his words and take his big hand off your face, giggling a bit in the process.
"there's cuddling too, you know." His brow frowns as he thinks, and then a spark shines in his pretty doe eyes "And playing together in our pretty little farm on Minecraft" he could feel his heart warm and his body melt at the sight of your smile widening when he mentioned your farm. He knows you're very proud of it.
"There's the other thing you still didn't mention" your fingers travel through the big and long strays of his dark raven hair.
"Your boobs? Aish, sorry, i forgot." He throws his head back laughing silently when you hit his bicep whispering 'yah' with a blushed face, or as he likes to call, spicy Cheetos face. You just don't question him sometimes, it's better this way.
"I didn't forgot. Of course i didn't. I was leaving the best for the end, you know.."
"The grand finale" you both say at the same time and he gasps in jungshook, like that was the most incredible thing that has ever happened in his life -the 'marry me' moment with Namjoon flashbacks in your mind-. "That's why I love you" your cheeks grow warm again, like it's the first time you hear it. He says it everyday but that doesn't change the fact of how these three words affect you so much, and you feel the same, of course you do. How could you not? When he looks at you like you're the most beautiful thing in the world, or when he kisses you so passionately that you cry about it when you can't have his lips on yours, or when he smiles at you, with that toothy grin, so wide and pretty, just for you. You love this man with all your soul and heart, you would travel worlds and realities for him. Like Gomez and Morticia used to say - and you two like to quote - 'i would die for you, i would kill for you, cara mia.'
"Baby.. Why are you crying?" He sounds so worried cause he's thinking what could've triggered your tears, he wipes your wet cheeks with his thumb and kisses your forehead after giving you the cutest look with the cutest pout.
"It's just... It's you" you hide your face with your hands when you finally sit up in bed. His also sits, staring at you while trying to crack the code you just throw at him, while rubbing your back sweetly. 'It's you'? What's that supposed to mean? Are you breaking up with him? Do you not love him anymore? You're not happy with him? He knows he's thinking nonsense but it's scares the hell out of him to think that one of these could be true.
"I just.. I can't believe I'm so lucky" you manage to say with muffled voice between your sniffles. He body relaxes and his face softens at your words. Scooting closer to you, he puts your legs around his waist and you hide your face in the crook of his neck.
"God.. I love you so much, do you know that? I love you so fucking much" he mutters in your ear, traveling his long fingers in your hair, in a way it wouldn't mess it. "I'm the lucky one. Have you seen yourself? You're the most gorgeous, marvelous, incredibly amazing and beautiful woman I've ever laid my eyes on" when his words hit your ears, it only makes you cry harder, now clinging on his oversized shirt with all your strength. You look at him, just to see him smiling so sweetly at you with his eyes overflowing genuine love and also tears. He's so sensitive, you love him.
"I love you so much. You make me so happy. I'm so in love with you, my Jungkook" he mutters a 'fuck' and kiss your lips softly, like he's afraid of breaking you but he holds you so close,like he's afraid of letting you go, like you're some sort of dream to him. And you are, hell yeah, you are. You are his world, his everything and he's never letting you go.
After kissing for sometime, you pull away, just to stare at his eyes again before kissing him passionately. He melts into the kiss, just like cotton candy,he's so sweet, he tastes so sweet and good with a pitch of mint from his toothpaste - that's actually yours, since he forgot to buy more - that adds an extra pleasure to it. He's now devouring your lips, you can feel his brows frown from how much he's putting himself into this kiss. He just loves your kiss, your lips, how it fits perfectly with his. He loves when your tongue plays with his lip piercing, or how you whimper when he sucks and bites your bottom lip. He just loves everything about kissing you, he feels like he could do it forever. But your lungs says otherwise when you break the kiss, chest heaving,loud breaths, you both affect each other so much, and you love that.
He tucks your hair behind your ear and pecks your forehead gently, then he continues to kiss softly through your face, kissing every inch of skin. Your eyes, nose he loves so much, cheeks, every single spot in your beautiful face. "I love you, i love you, i love you" he says holding your face with his hands while staring deeply at your eyes, kissing you again, slowly, like you're savoring each others mouth. There's no hurry on it, it's the perfect time, with the perfect touches, just like always.
He pulls aways and pecks your lips two times more before smiling at you "You know... Tae is getting jealous of us" you whisper to him, playing with his hair while he strokes softly your rosy blushie cheeks.
"Oh yeah?" He pecks your lips again. He just can't get enough of you.
"Mhm hm" you hum and he hugs you laying back at the bed, your hand fitting perfectly his waist and his arms pulling you close for a good and warm cuddle.
"I know he's your brother, and my best friend, but he'll have to put up with us being together, you know? It's been almost a year now" he giggles a little by the end of the sentence and it sounds like a perfect lullaby for you.
"Hmm, I'm not gonna fight him, ok? Let him live. He always had me for himself, now he gotta share, it's hard" you jokingly mock your brother and Jungkook could not hold a laugh inside of him.
"I know. He just have to know that i won't let you go." He says it more to you than to your brother and you nod in response smiling shyly.
"He knows it"
"And i hope you know it too" he lifts your chin and caresses it , staring at your almond shaped eyes "I'm yours. I'll always be" his tattooed hand slide to your waist pulling you closer as he gives you a small kiss but not to small to be a peck. "And are you? Mine?" It's not like you didn't say it to him, or better, sang it to him, while both of you went crazy to Are you mine by Artic Monkeys two weeks ago, but he loves to hear it.
"I am. I'll always be" he softly smiles at you kissing all over your face once again. It's becoming a habit, and you love it.
"You promise?" He looks at you and you both laugh when you hum - together - to Promise by Jimin, like you share one only brain cell. He stares at you when you take long, holding his pinky up and slapping your butt with his free hand, the hand that once were on your waist "Yah, tell me you promise"
"I do, Jungkook. I promise" you smile and he hugs you back, gently squeezing your ass, making a red tint stink in your cheek and you let on of your giggles out.
"Thank you, Cara mia"
"You welcome" you snuggle your hands through his hair again and he hums in response. You can say you're obsessed with his hair. You're obsessed with him, that's the true.
Kissing his chest, you say with a muffled voice "now let's sleep, my Jungkook" he pecks your head and mutters a small 'yes' and it doesn't really take that long for you to enter in Dreamland.
Honestly, with Jungkook by your side, under you, caressing your arms and hugging you tight, you think, no, you're sure, you're already on Dreamland.
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Well... I actually wrote more than I imagined yesterday lol but i love it this way. (If there's any writing mistakes, let me know)
I don't know what scenario I'll make today or if I'll just cry about this one again :/
It's a tough decision, yk
Anyways, i wish you good reading and stay well, safe and healthy.
Good morning, good evening, good night,
Be happy, army<3
- Soo Soo 🌼
08/01/2023 - 23:00