#soft heart

[hellish-timy]

once i’m detached, it’s over… you’ll never get the same version of me.

[thoundsandsands]

⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆ On a date when Wanderer gets jealous ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

Warnings: None. GN reader, reader x Wanderer. Trying not to be ooc

- I've been on a roll lately... Just got a lot of delicious ideas. Also, the AQ has been good for me. I do take requests. I ate a tart and the jelly was accidentally heart shaped lol.

You've been writing at your thesis nonstop for months, of course he's going to suddenly appear at your door and demand a date. You've barely put on your shoes when he's dragging you down the streets of Sumeru, searching for the famous new café Kaveh keeps nagging about.

He promptly sits you down at a secluded table before ordering black tea for himself and your favourite drink. His eyes are slightly narrowed as he leans forward, placing his elbows on the table.

"So, you think that hiding in that room of yours will help anything?"

You sigh, a slow throbbing headache coming along. Despite him saying he doesn't care what you do, it's a blatant lie of course.

"In case you forgot, you actually need sleep. You need rest - I can practically see your brain pouring over from here." Wanderer crosses his arms, now leaning back with an unimpressed face.

He's always been fussy about your human limits but it doesn't help when you truly just want to be done with this thesis. You've dedicated a year to it already and doubt has been creeping up slowly but surely.

And for archon's sake, he's a star student. Hat Guy. He's a walking celebrity with students kissing the ground he walks. You're maybe a bit dramatic but it certainly feels like it.

Maybe envy and doubt caused you to lose your temper with him more than once. Maybe-

He snaps his fingers in front of your face. "You see what I mean? Can't even focus on the conversation." He scoffs, pausing as someone brings the drinks.

"I'm not here to scold you like some motherbird but-" He watches, face mildly taken aback as the waiter returns and places a small tart next to you. The crust is firm and glowing with sweet honey as its filled with cream and then blueberry jam on top. But that's not the problem - no.

The jam was in the shape of a very obvious heart.

Wanderer grows quiet, eyes scanning the waiters intent. You're just as taken aback, blinking at the treat before awkwardly smiling. "Oh... Sorry, I didn't order anything."

"Oh that's fine. It's on the house." The waiter winks, cheeks flushed but eyes full of interest. You grow stiff as you feel Wanderers eyes dart from between you and the waiter. You already know what he's going to say.

You clear your throat before nodding. "Ah, I see thank you." You try to wave the waiter off but they linger for a moment before awkwardly walking off.

His face is unimpressed. His eyebrow raised and you swear you saw his tongue dragging against the inside of his cheek. "So?"

"... So?" You answer back, holding a back a grin. He was honestly being cute, not that he was likely trying. But you know of his past.

And you know, laughing at him might hurt him more than he'd admit. You reach out to gently grasp at his hands. "My eyes are only for you."

He scoffs again, rolling his eyes and looking away. "Whatever you say."

Your head tilts and you stare at him for a moment longer. The sudden sunlight and fresh air had done your brain some good and before you know it, you're lifting his hand to place a kiss on his knuckles.

"Thank you... For looking after me. Thank you for caring."

Oh, he looks back at you and he melts. His eyes catch more light than before and his cold finger twitch in your palm. His mouth opens and closes slowly before he stares down at his tea. "Whatever."

He clears his throat and almost hesitantly pulls away. And you smile. Because you know, behind that big hat he's hiding behind, he's flustered.

"Rise and shine, sleepyhead, the sun's already in your eyes!" ...Haha, don't tell me you actually thought I'd wake you up like that?

[fraiserire]

YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO FEEL!!!!!! FEEL FEEL FEEL!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THINGS GOOD AND PURE FEEL SOMETHING!!!! OPEN YOUR HEART! BE VULNERABLE! BE SOFT! BE SO FULL OF LOVE AND MESSY AND CRY YOUR HEART OUT!!!!!!! LOVE AND FEEL!!! FEEL AND LOVE!!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO CARE! IT IS OKAY TO CARE!!! TO LOVE, TO HURT, AND CRY! PLEEEEEEASE FOR THE LOVE OF THE WORLD, CARE. FEEL. LOVE. BE A MESS OF LOVE AND FEELINGS!!! WE NEED OPEN HEARTS AND KIND EYES WITH BEAMING SOULS!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

[al-firdaus]

I pray Allah swt always grants us knowledge that benefits, softens our hearts and fills our life with barakah.

[herkneelingfemme]

[kaji-heart]

[ellysuselida]

Just me, feeling good and living my best life. ✨🥰❤️

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