Finally, I realize that each person has a different kind of love they want to receive. So, sorry for not being able to love you the way you want all this time.
Me to Me.
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Finally, I realize that each person has a different kind of love they want to receive. So, sorry for not being able to love you the way you want all this time.
Me to Me.
Dear, Ex.
March 20, 2018
Don't say I'm special if you will end up leaving me.
You know I'm a mess.
If I'm too much for you to handle then don't make me feel like someone in this world actually loves me.
Have you ever thought maybe I need some help? Of course not.
It's just easier to hate on me and make me feel dead instead.
If you can't handle me at my worst then you aren't worth my time.
You leaving when I believe that you would stay.
You leaving my side when I needed you the most.
Today, I don't have any bad words for you, I just want to thank you.
Thank you for teaching me a lesson of life.
Thank you for making me realize my worth.
Thank you for making me realize that I deserve better.
Thank you for making me stronger.
Thank you for leaving me, so that I could find the lost of me.
I won't block or delete you, I'm keeping you there.
So you're able to see how happy I am without you.
When you see me, I want you to recognize what you had, regret what you lost, and realize what you're never getting back.
I'm glad I had you as an example of what not to look for in the future.
I have to learned to get to know people better before I start calling them my dear..
And now, I was about to find you in my dictionary, but I almost forgot, you're already have no meaning anymore.
Human can make a plan but the god decide of everything. #qatar #saveqatar #swt #sweat #speechless #wtf #whatthefuck #samsung #samsungs7edge #ggwp #noobselfie #bored #stressedout #iamsickofthisshit #bullshit #saveme #survivor #survival #survivalfromthisshit #nightmare #dontgiveup #keepspirit #wongndeso #sokinggris #missgreenlayout #missfreshair #missindonesia (at Doha)
The 1st time meeting in a community sometimes like an awkward moment to me... Betul gini bahasa Inggrisnya @muyassarmontes? #sokinggris #belajarbahasainggris (di Lapangan Blang Padang)
I Wish I Could
I saw fish, and I wish I could swim I saw bird, and I wish I could fly I saw my self, and I wish I could be you.
Think again
Sometimes you need to scream out over there
Sometimes you need to turn off your handphone for 12 hours
Sometimes you need to walk alone in the middle of crowded place Sometimes you need to be quite
Sometimes you need to stop analyzing, stop over thinking, stop trying, JUST LET IT GO And JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF You must be independent girl, not always be child who cry for everything
Just stay with your condition, just stay with your argument, stay with your opinion. If they dont agree, say thanks
Sometimes you need to head up If they care, if they need, if they like, they will go to you
Please dont act like a bird, stay when they need, and go when they needed is clear
Just think again
-SONIA-
'm proud to be your fans and you do not need to know it :')
My Apple-Cry-Making-Eventhough-I-Have-Known-The-Ending Promodel Distraction
Few days ago, I went to *beep* to study together with Albi. Albi worked on a task from his lecture, and studied for an exam, whereas me, tried to do my sweet lovely promodel.
First minutes...
Me: *wah, Albi seems so focus doing his work. i should be focus on my final project then*
15 minutes later...
*popcorn comes*
*krauk krauk krauk, krauk krauk krauk*
30 minutes later...
*another snacks come*
*krauk krauk krauk, krauk krauk krauk*
Me: "huwaaaaa i dont want to do this~" *start complaining*
An hour later...
Albi put his external hard disk, and plugged it into my laptop.
Me: "what are you doing bi?"
Albi: "here, open it" he point at a folder named Film "nah, this is it, play this, You Are The Apple of My Eye"
Me: "aaah i have already known the ending, bi. it will be boring."
Albi: "just try to watch it for a while, then you can pause it or stop it, just for relaxing"
Me: "okay.."
After 2 minutes of the movie...
Me: "the guy is not cute enough"
After 5 minutes of the movie...
Me: "bwahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
After 15 minutes of the movie...
Me: "BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, ITS REALLY FUNNY!!"
Albi: "nahhhh"
After 20 minutes of the movie...
I still focused on watching that movie
Albi: "so you want to watch the whole film?"
Me: "what can i do albi? i've got trapped!"
Albi: "bwahaha trapped"
Me: "YES, I'VE GOT TRAPPED FOR 2 HOURS RELAXING TIME TO WATCH THIS BECAUSE OF YOU HAHAHA"
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Maybe it's because i haven't watch this kind of movie for a relatively long time, or i have nothing to compare, or just get burried deep in TA-ing, i think this is very very very very very good, amazing, adorable, and funny movie. Well i can say that this is one of my favourite movie, besides Ashton Kutcher's haha
I'm usually not really interested in Korea/Taiwan/China/somethinglikethat-movie. But this can make me laugh so hard, then cry to death. I suggest you all who doesn't watch this film yet, to watch this right noooooooooooow.
At first, you will feel like "Oh, this reminds me of my high school!". You will see so many young stupidities that can make you rolling on the floor laughing. But then, you will get drowned into their love story, and you will be so emotional on watching it. In the end, you will get sad, and happy at the same time. No, i mean not in the same time. But you will get such a new feeling that you can get from a movie, which i can't describe with a human language. And those are what you need for relaxing at your final project spare time, colourful feelings.
So watch it! Don't just put your eyebrows together! Don't close your mouth with a weird way! Straighten your back! Breath! Inhale~ Exhale~ Inhale~ Exhale~
*sorry*
*just another TA craziness*
*please just ignore this*
*lupakan*