#soldiierbuilt

[100positivityproject]

karli!! @soldiiermade

okay! so this is the week you find out who i am and i can’t say that i’m not a little ( a whole lot. ) nervous. you messaged me a couple weeks ago, like around week two or week three. and i SWORE that when i opened it you were gonna be like “ i know it’s you! ” but alas ! that was not it.

minor panic there for a moment, tho. lol.

anyway! the prompt is to remind you why you’re loved !! which i hope i’ve successfully done over the last couple weeks. but im here to do it again!

you’re loved because of your kind heart. you’re loved and appreciated in this community because of how well you write bellamy and how well you’ve developed him. you’re loved because of how you love and treat others !! i’ve seen you be nothing but kind and it’s an amazing thing to see.

also i just have to comment on your comments about last week’s thing and !!

i’m glad that i somehow picked the one thread that you seem to be so incredibly proud of because seriously it is an amazing thread and the passion is so clear. two years is a long time and it really, really shows in the way that you two write together and how well you both know your characters. i stan!

okay ! so i’m closing this off with a final!! keep your head up and be happy because you’re amazing and everyone in the community that i’ve spoken to loves you and you deserve it!!

- your friendly neighborhood stalker.

( ps… kinda sad that that’s the last time i’ll get to use that sign off. :( maybe i’ll make it my discord name or something once you find out who i am. i love it sm. )

happy christmas in august, @soldiiermade!  your secret summer santa was @surviivorforged.

[skaiireap-archived]

Me @ all the Bellamy’s:

[azhefa-moved]

there  are  some  muns  i  have  noticed  who  have  been nothing  but  kind  and  welcoming  to  the  fandom.  they  might  not  be  as  well  known  as  some,  but  i  think  they  deserve  recognition!  in  rpc  it  is  far  too  easy  to  get  caught  up  in  cliques  or  in  trying  to  fit  a  certain  mold. so  i  find  it  so  lovely  to  see  people  who  just  purely  themselves  and  here  to  write  and  be  inclusive. anyone  tagged  in  this,  i  know  i’m  not  the  best  graphic  maker  but  i  want  to  make  you  something  nice,  so  shoot  me  a  message  (  or  comment  to  this  )  with  a  favorite  season  or  resource  for  your  muse/fc  and  i’ll  make  you  a  little  something !!  

@lcvedher // @groundrisen // @soldiierbuilt // @basichumanform ( @azenkru ) // @darkestbeforedxwn // @icebitxh 

[brckenmartyr]

soldiierbuilt replied to your post: blue eyes aren't exclusive to white people.... and...

i think i missed something bc. i dk what this anon is on about.

I replied t @roseguided‘s anon hate for not using a proper POC fc for Bellamy’s and Clarke’s daughter and just stated that someone who is 1/4 poc doesn’t necessarily have tanned or darker skin at all. Basically, leave her the fuck alone xD she is already trying to find someone more representative of Bellamy’s side

[mixedmediadesigns]

Soldier dreamcatcher. Mixed media, 9" by 12".

[surviivorforged-a]

The sounds @soldiierbuilt makes when we’re on the phone ever after midnight. Are actually awful, please 

i am going to block and report you everywhere. 

And i recommend that anyone that has ever wanted to skype or speak to her on the phone ever 

Don’t do it. 

it is a trap 

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t r a p 

[tempercd]

aquamarine

‘Aquamarine: You are goals’

Ask anyone, I’m really not, but thank you 💖

@soldiierbuilt

[saviourfallen]

ID   :   「  BELLAMY  」

the funny thing about the   WORLD,   is it doesn’t seem to  want  to be saved.   she keeps trying, keeps holding the pieces together and hating herself each time one drops, lives going with it.    when people blame her the response is always the same   (             i did what i had to !  )  but deep down she understands their anger.    hell, she even agrees with it.   but this time, this time she thought it would be done, that for once she could grieve, lick her wounds and try to remember who she was without looking out for the   next fight.   she was wrong,   of course  !    at least this time she didn’t have to look far.                   she can’t bring herself to tell people yet, anyone but   bellamy   anyway.    and  that’s not fair, because he deserves a night of peace more than anyone.   but keeping this secret from him, she doesn’t know how.   wouldn’t know where to start without him.    they’re a team, and right now, she’s not sure she can stand alone.    polis is a city of   GHOSTS   come back to life tonight.   some cry, others nurse their wounds.   there are   celebrations   here and there, drinking and sounds of something like joy.    hell, maybe that’s not what it is.   clarke isn’t even sure she   remembers   what it sounds like.    she sits in an empty room, a gun by her side and a bottle in her hand.   the alcohol is duel purpose.   she takes swigs in between cleaning the cuts on her chest,   her mother’s handy work.    for a minute she   wonders,   what if she had just let herself   die   in this fight, so she wouldn’t have to stand for the next.   then the she hears the door open and instict kicks in, her hand  twitching   towards the gun.  //   @soldiierbuilt !