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[theweddingofthefoxes]

I had a mini-breakdown at the gym because I feel like I keep working so hard to go regularly, to keep improving. I know the most important thing is how I feel, which is good -- I've gone at least ten times every month since January, and I know I'm stronger than I've ever been. But I sometimes feel like I don't look very different, and that nobody seems to see any difference because it's just not there. I get guilty and angry at myself when I ask anyone if I look stronger, because I don't, and then I feel like I must seem so desperate for someone to compliment me over nothing. And then I get so mean to myself. I'm not working hard enough. I shouldn't have said anything. People will say something once I deserve it. 

I just have to keep going. It'll happen eventually, and things are happening already. I have to be nicer to myself. Would I talk to my friends the way I talk to myself? Would I talk to myself at middle school age like this? I won't end texts with a period because I'm worried I'll sound cold to whoever I'm talking to, but I have no qualms with telling myself how shitty and narcissistic I must be for hoping someone would compliment me on working on getting fit. I'll get there. I'm doing more than I've ever done.  

[thebiscuiteternal]

Anything to do with your Clone!Lotor

“I broke the one she kept of you, you know.”

The burn wound through his shoulder was agonizing and his leg wouldn’t hold him up. More or less trapped, Coran weakly raised his head, shaking blood out of his good eye. “What are you talking about?”

“The witch’s stores, of course. You think I was the only one she could have made?” The laugh, off-balanced, almost childish, sent a shiver up his spine. “Oh, no. Oooohhhh, no. If I’d succeeded in keeping illustrious Immortal Emperor as docile as she’d expected, she would have given him back everything.”

Every-

He felt bile rise in his throat as his stomach lurched.

No. No, no, no-

Fingers gently, delicately, lifted his chin. “Yes,” the false son cooed sweetly, crouching down so that they were level. “All his little family, back in one piece. The obedient pets he’d always wanted.”

“You- you’re lying,” Coran spat.

“Now, why would I do that? I’m living proof, am I not?”

And that, at least, was true. The fact that a grown Lotor was here to mock him was evidence that Zarkon and his witch had taken that fateful, horrible leap of science and arcana before. He couldn’t deny that, no matter how much he wanted to.

And oh, Glories, he wanted to.

An arm wrapped around him, claws digging into the burn at his shoulder, and he bit back a scream of pain, trying to jerk away from his tormentor, but Lotor held him fast. “Shh, shh, Kepycha,” the Galran soothed with a smile that only made his nerves sing louder in alarm, sliding the hand under his chin up to cover his mouth. “There’s no reason to get upset. I told you, I made sure that there will never be another you. If you’re good and come with me quietly, I’ll take care of the other ones, too.”

[rust-monster]

A lizard thief and some weird concept for a lo fi astronaut mechanic or something!

[la-paritalienne]

Prabal Gurung ss18

[archerofanarchy]

i've come to terms with the fact that i won't be able to do a genocide run of Undertale, if only because i won't be able to bring myself to kill Papyrus. so i'm watching a playthrough of it instead. and... ouch. this is so fucked up.

[eatingcroutons]

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In the comics he isn't immediately made into the Winter Soldier, so maybe they're going that route? I'm not sure. Maybe they just didn't notice their own timeline inconsistencies AND WE'LL NEVER KNOW and write lots of fanfiction about it instead.

I'm not up to that point in the comics yet but as I understand it in that case Bucky fell into frozen water/ice when he died, then Hydra discovered and revived his body some years later. He didn't have any of his original memories and only got them back thanks to Steve invoking Deus Ex Cosmic Cube.

I'm totally up for all the writing of fanfiction though :D

[judasisgayriot]

Okay still going on about Thor 2 but LOKI WAS A FUCKING GEM IN THIS FILM EVERY TIME HE WAS ON SCREEN IT WAS EITHER A HILARIOUS TREAT OR AN EMOTIONALLY COMPROMISING FEELINGSFEST GOD BLESS U HIDDLES BLESS THE SASS AND SNARK BLESS THE ODINBROS MOMENTS BLESS EVERYTHING ABOUT LOKI IN THIS FILM AMEN