#spacegaysian

[maulthots]

for @spacegaysian

[thedegenerateasexual]

HELLO 6, 15, and 30 <3

6. Favorite character you ever created.

you were probably expecting me to say jesse or claire, but you know what? it’s ian. that lil side character djinn from @cambionverse and everything he did backfired on him. TOP relatability. cally & i peaked there. never again will we reach such otherworldy heights of perfection.

15. Where does your inspiration come from?

i tried to answer this diplomatically over on my main but i did straight up outline an entire fanfic once just because i wanted to see Someone (shh) beating himself up (literally, it’s a doppelganger plot) so like sometimes the answer is thirst

30. Favorite line you’ve ever written.

for THIS blog:

Chris has done so much bad in his lifetime, and the people here try so hard to do good. It’s what Allison wanted to do. It’s what he’ll do for her, because she can’t do it herself. She’s gone, and all he has left of her is a wish and a promise and—an anchor, her code, weighing him steady to this town, for every long day of every long year for the rest of the long life that he’ll have to live without her.

MADE MYSELF SAD god nobody look at me anyway here’s the runner up:

“A man doesn’t sit on his porch and whittle an egg.”

(those are both from anchor if ur following this blog but haven’t read it yet)

(meme questions)

[vulcansmirk]

I’m in your orbit now. This revolution was inevitable, wasn’t it? How foolish of me to try to flee a singularity.

alucinor 4.17 (s.s.)

[kinghardy]

@spacegaysian replied to your post “omg have you heard that riz ahmed is in talks to be in venom??”

tom is also in riz's sour times video from aaages ago!

u know i looked that up, didn't find him in the video ??? u got a screenshot?

only music video i remember tom being in was Electric Boogaloo

[cambionverse]

GUYS what are some background character headcanons you have??? any stuff you can't fit into the fics but want to tell us about???

HI sorry this took ages to answer we have. a lot. first, obligatory plug: there’s the fun facts tag for some of them! but we have a lot we haven’t posted yet cause we haven’t done a proper fun facts post in ages. okay here we go!

missouri and tamara are pals. there was no good way to mention this in synchronicity without it feeling really random and shoehorned, but tamara always visits if she passes by lawrence. they probably met before isaac (tamara’s husband) died, early in their time in the states—maybe  missouri was even the one that introduced them to the truth, like she did for john winchester.

lisa and marie are biracial! both of their parents were jewish, but their mother was of israeli descent and their dad was european. interestingly enough, our fancast for ben, steven r. mcqueen, also has one biracial parent (his paternal grandmother was filipino), though we didn’t know that when we picked him.

jesse is left-handed, which is part of why his handwriting is so horrible. emily is ambidextrous. katie finds this competence hot.

emily loves funny hats. witch hats on halloween, santa hats on christmas, bunny ears on easter, the funny little light-up antennae during parties, the works. any time you can get away with wearing a funny hat/head accessory, she will wear one. she has a growing collection that she loves dearly and getting her a new one is the easy way to take care of birthday and christmas gifts.

ben collins, haley and tommy’s younger brother, was completely unplanned, which is why he’s so much younger than them. luckily, he finds it funny instead of mortifying. haley and tommy were always more like an extra set of parents to him than siblings, especially considering their biological parents died when he was very young.

part of the reason katie’s mom went crazy and stayed crazy even after the changelings were gone was because changelings suck up life energy, i.e. souls, and enough soul damage causes horrible nightmares and even hallucinations (we all saw what happened to sam). annette was the first victim and was with the changeling for longer than any of the other mothers, so she got much more damage than, say, lisa. it never went away or got better; she had days where she truly believed katie was a monster for the entire time katie lived there.

the reason katie’s parents got divorced was because her dad was gay. annette never had a super positive opinion of The Gays, but it definitely dropped another notch after that, and it meant finding out her daughter was gay too was no fun for either of them. even on the days when annette didn’t think katie was a literal monster, she came close to feeling like she was an entirely different kind of abomination.

meg is trans! this was revealed during enter night (we even tagged it with “trans meg masters” just in case it wasn’t clear), but in case you anyone skipped that fic: very definitely she is trans. margaret was the name she picked for herself while she was alive but everybody was too busy burning her at stake for heresy to care about anything like that. after she became a demon, she specifically chose hosts named margaret (or, as that name fell out of style, meg). even when she was alive, some part of her always wanted to be a mother, but she died fairly young and never had any biological children until jesse.

jesse’s middle name, aidan, means “fire-born.” meg being burned at stake meant her demonic self was fire-born too.

taylor simms—the cousin that attacked jesse in his sleep, who he accidentally killed—was really close to both oliver and elias, and her death was the tipping point for both of them when it came to whether or not jesse deserved to be hunted. we tossed around an idea a few times that taylor was actually secretly Team Leave Nondangerous Monsters Alone, and went to find jesse (either with or without telling elias/oliver) in the hopes of talking sense into him. whatever the case, she unfortunately startled jesse out of sleep when he was already running on paranoia and hypervigilance, so he ashed her. rip taylor.

[idontwikeit]

To give yourself over to another body That’s all you want really To be out of your own and consumed by another To swim inside the skin of your lover Not have to breathe Not have to think But you can’t live on love And salt water’s no drink We’re dying of thirst so we feast on each other -Body of Water by Florence Welch

for @spacegaysian

[maulthots]

it’s a metaphor (x)

[vulcansmirk]

You smiled when you saw me. You sat with me all night and quietly let me into your mind. I found out that you’re the youngest of three, that you worry you can’t support people like you should, and that there’s a chance I can be for you what you have fast become for me— a comfort. You’ve never asked for comfort. You never ask for help. You told me flat-out that you believe in taking care of yourself only insofar as it equips you to keep fighting. I understand that belief more than I can say, and I love you for it, but it makes me sad, too. You’re fighting for a world in which everyone is free and happy. In your mind, does that world not include you?     (My world, at least, would be a much grimmer place without you.)     You told me all your heroes are people who’ve been jailed and killed fighting for what they believe. You said it scares your parents because they think that’s the best they can hope for for you. Here’s a secret: it scares me, too. And I will do everything I can for you to make sure this fight doesn’t kill you.     (See, all my heroes are people who’ve been jailed and killed fighting for what they love. I think it should scare my parents, because it’s the best thing I hope for for me. You fight for the world. I fight for you. You are my best-case scenario.)

alucinor 4.17 (s.s.)