#spidersocorro

[loveonthebrainn]

there is an insane lack of spider and lo’ak fics and that should be a crime.

[red-eyed-ghost]

I wrote a fan fiction in which Spider leaves the Sullys to go his own way. I'm just not sure whether I should continue the story.

And many thanks to @hexsolis and @holyraconteur, your posts inspired me to write this fanfic.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/76720881

[dirtytransmasc]

«|[ He Turns Dog ]|»

this was the scene where Spider truly saw the monster his father truly was. Not the boogeyman in stories, the source of his cursed blood. But the true, physical body in action.

he goes dog. his father goes dog. feral military K-9 bred and raised and beaten into biting anything that moves. a dog that needs to be muzzled. put down. a dog that was and was brought back wrong.

while this edit works without context, I am a believer that Q, amongst several other issues overarching issues, has BPD, or something similar. and because of it he has manic/manic-like episodes. And I think for Spider, after very likely seeing months of his dad at his best (I also believe the only part of Q that isn't rotten to the core is the part of him that is a father. so in the months he's just hiking Pandora with his son, he is as close to "well" in the head that he's capable of. including the vague stability of his BPD), seeing that sudden shift into true mania, or what I call "The Colonel", a being more monster then man, driven by only his goal and a lust for blood and control, who cares little for any other being but himself and in a small way, Spider.

where eyes once warm and nearly softly towards him have gone icy cold, so cold Spider feels like prey beneath them for the first time. like he is in danger. and he has to see the absolute worst if his father. it would scare him shitless. a type of primal fear he doesn't know what to do with.

the scene in the village is when Spider sees the worst of his father after months of seeing the best. and not only is this his first time meeting that side of Q, he has to argue with it. fight it off the ledge of absolute violence and bloodshed. he has to beg it to have mercy. this is a son looking at his father and not recognizing him.

Spider knew his father was violent. knew he was evil. knew he was cruel. but knowing and getting to see it are two very different things. and that is traumatic for anyone, let alone a child. let alone the captive prisoner of the man.

big disclaimer: I do not think BPD is the only thing going on with Q, nor do I think it is his main problem. he is a monster and he also happens to have BPD, which is only making the previous factor 100x worse, but is not the cause. I do not think BPD is what makes him a terrible person. before anyone takes it that way. I just think the way he acts is reflective of the disorder and explains a lot of what makes him tick and the way in which he functions.

a lot of my inspo comes from the many convos me and @hyperfixatedfandomer have had about this freak of a man and his son. they're the one who started this whole concept in my head and I have been plagued by it (/pos) ever since. so blame them for this 💞💞💞

[raving-raven-writing]

So I recently started reading Lost and Found (I love it btw) And I notice that you mainly use first names for the recoms.

Would you mind listing the recoms and their first names? I keep forgetting them 😅

No problem, anon! Glad you're enjoying it thus far!

I know we already know Quaritch's and Wainfleet's firsts names but I'll put them on this list too. And then by the recoms that frequent in it most.

Quaritch: Miles

Wainfleet: Lyle

Lopez: Andreas

Ja: John (Johnny)

Prager: Aaron

Z-Dog: Alicia

Mansk: Devin

Walker: Millie

Warren: Ryan

Brown: David

Zhang: Xiabo

Fike: Sean

And in case you get confused by the other names used in there, Lopez has twin girls named Juanita and Lupita.

And Z-Dog and Walker have their son Xavier and their daughter Audrey. (It's very subtly mentioned who the father of Audrey is) As for my other multi-chapter Avatar fics, and also my Recom Smut Series, all the names for them are the same. Otherwise, I would probably confuse myself. 😆

Anyway, there you go! Don't be a stranger, feel free to slide into my inbox again if you like! And if the other anon is seeing this, wondering why I haven't answered your question that you sent to my inbox, I am still thinking on the answer! I'm not ignoring you! ⭐

[44ll00ll22]

[red-eyed-ghost]

A quick sketch of Spider and Peylak, along with the second chapter of His Path. 🙂

(And yeah, Spider will become a new hairstyle in my story.)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/76720881/chapters/201770736#workskin

[raving-raven-writing]

Spider Sees Ghosts AU

So, this idea has been in my drafts for a while, and it wasn't until @lovermyme mentioned the lack of this AU that I went back into and started writing some of it. I honestly had such a difficult time writing some of this because for some of it Spider is a young child and I don't write from the POV of children often. Anyhow, this AU, Spider starts to see spirits from a young age. It isn't until after Paz dies when he is about four that he starts telling people about being able to see these spirits, but not many people believe him. He is cast out as that weird kid by peers. But eventually, those around him start to believe him when he tells them things about them, their family, their history---things that he shouldn't know. This work will be a multi chapter, and it will connect to another story idea I got in mind that is focused on the backstories of the Recoms. Anyway, here are a couple of snippets I got. Enjoy.

MJ clutched the stuffed monkey to his chest, silent as he examined the apartment. Johnny did his best to give the boy a smile, although it was sad to see how quiet and withdrawn the boy had gotten ever since Paz had died. “Well, you make yourself comfy, okay MJ. I got a pullout bed on the sofa, so you can sleep there tonight.” He placed the boy’s backpack down next to the sofa and headed into the kitchen.     “Have you eaten dinner yet?” MJ shook his head, the stuffed monkey still clutched tightly in his grip. “Okay, well, is there something particular you wanted to eat?” Most kids would jump at the chance to ask for    or something else that was overtly “appropriate” dinner food. But MJ just shrugged. “Whatever you got is fine.” ________________________________________________________ “Who’s that you’re drawing?”  “A lady.” “Does the lady have a name?” MJ paused what he was drawing and glanced off to a spot to his right, just in front of the coffee table he sat at. After a moment, he resumed his coloring. “Her name is Henrietta.” Johnny froze, his heart jumping up into his throat. That was a name he hadn’t heard in a long time. The only person he’d ever known with the name Henrietta was his grandma, and she had passed many years ago, when he was about fifteen. He glanced over in the direction of where MJ had been looking a moment before and then lowered himself onto the floor next to the boy. He peeked down at the drawing, noting that MJ had drawn other people, ones he didn’t recognize. But, even with it being a drawing by six year old, he could clearly see the features of the woman he'd drawn and it matched to what his grandma looked like. The square framed glasses, with the beaded chain she hung them on. Her ever present floral sweater that she wore no matter the weather, her hair up in a bun--elderly women often envied how much hair his grandmother had had at her age. “How old is Henrietta, MJ?” MJ glanced again over to the right of the coffee table before he looked back down at his drawing. In black crayon, he wrote R.I.P. over top of the picture of Henrietta. “She’s been gone a long time.” _______________________________________________________

“...Can you tell me a story?” He seemed hesitant in asking the question, as though he was expecting to be rejected. He owned a good amount of books, although there were only two or three books he’d kept from his childhood. One of them being a gift that his grandmother had given him when he was about four. She had read it numerous times to him, and he never got tired of the story or the illustrations. He showed the book to MJ. “Where the Wild Things Are. This one okay?”, MJ nodded and Ja took a seat next to the boy, got comfortable, and opened up the book. Before he could start reading though, quietly the kid thanked him and leaned into Johnny’s side so that he could see the pictures better. Johnny was pleased to see that his narrating skills drew a small smile from the boy and after finishing reading the book, he was surprised of the feeling he had in his chest. One of pure contentment. He glanced down at the cover. “You know, when I was a kid, this was-” “Your favorite,” MJ said, cutting him off. “Uh, yeah…how did you guess?” MJ had moved to rest his head back on the pillow, the blankets now pulled up around his chin. “She stayed to make sure you are okay…” he muttered sleepily. With eyes half open, clouded with sleep, he glanced up at Johnny. “Are you okay, uncle Ja?” He tucked the boy's stuffed monkey in with him as he fought to breath past the sudden lump in his throat. He cleared his throat, determined not to cry. "Yeah, I'm okay, kid."

[raving-raven-writing]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Avatar (Cameron Movies) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Miles Quaritch & Miles "Spider" Socorro Characters: Miles "Spider" Socorro, Recombinant Miles Quaritch, Recombinant Lyle Wainfleet, Recombinant Lopez (Avatar - Cameron), Recombinant Mansk (Avatar - Cameron), Recombinant "Z-Dog" Zdinarsk, Recombinant Ja (Avatar - Cameron), Recombinant Prager (Avatar - Cameron) Additional Tags: One Shot, Based on a Tumblr Post, Sleepwalking, Attempt at Humor, Humor, Canon Compliant, Not Beta Read, Camping, Resting, Missing Scene, Fluff and Humor, Self-Indulgent, I Wrote This For Fun Summary:

They've made camp for the night and all is quiet...until Spider starts sleepwalking.

A fun little one shot. Inspired by a post I saw on here created by @roxynmae