#spilled fear

[inksplashgirl]

Do I scare you?

When I get like this?

When get carried away in a tide of hysteria

And the more I talk the worse I feel

And the less sense I make

Do I scare you?

When I can’t stop laughing or crying

Or both

And I’m completely carried away

In the sway of my own mind

And I’m sorry

If I scare you

So if you run away, I won’t chase

And if you stay?

I’ll push you away.

[theprocast]

I've never been one to express my feelings to others. I have this constant fear of saying the wrong thing and so I've learned to hold back. Yes, not being able to truly be yourself is one of the worst kinds of pains, but in the end, it saves you from getting hurt and brought down, right?

So please keep reminding me that you love and accept me for who I am. I'm slowly conquering this fear, but I cannot do it on my own. // littlemissimaginary

[inksplashgirl]

Miss

I miss my words

The connections they brought

The strangers who told me to write

The chain of syllables linking me to the world

Why did I stop?

I don’t know.

Maybe I forgot

How to feel.