#spirits up

[natrasca]

Bun, Apr 2019

[catherinedesilver]

Writing on the side while watching holiday movies on Netflix.

[thechangling]

It may have come to your attention lately...

or not at all, I do not know if anybody even reads this blog haha.... that I am just not good at 2 things on Tumblr...

1. Actually being on tumblr.

2. Sticking to a healthy eating regime.

As for the latter, I have always been crap at eating healthily. I would all too often slide off the deep end and binge like there was no tomorrow. But having said that, I am hoping that I am having a small breakthrough today.

I have a wedding this weekend to go to, and also one next weekend, and the last thing I want to do, is turn up like a dogs dinner with an open shirt over a tshirt as this is the only way for me to wear any kind of shirt lately due to the bulging belly syndrome I seem to have acquired from years and years of over eating and a total lack of ANY kind of physical activity...

Even just a few days off bad carby stuff should be enough to stop me bulging a bit and just take some of the bloat off. If I can get in my pants without feeling like they are cutting off my blood supply, I will consider it a small win.

I still have my holiday to prepare for too so I am hoping this will give me a bit of motivation to carry on and stay on the side of good food. I resisted the usual rockstar and bacon butty this morning whilst walking back from dropping off the car at the garage this morning, so I will also consider that a small win.

Just got to break some bad habits, get new good ones and stick at something for longer than 6 seconds.... I’ll be healthier in no time! :D

[worldsgreatestlie]

Anime

Is keeping me going keeping my spirits up yay anime you're awesome

[ftomfilm]

Today was a bad day. Not in part to any particularly terrible news or setbacks, but I couldn't keep my eyes open or my spirits up. I should start by saying that I feel fine now, much better actually, much clearer and focused; but, still, as I go on and on in this project, for what ever reason, it gets harder and harder to admit that sometimes I have days where I feel pretty foolish and beaten. 

I am going to force myself share this post - I've formed too bad a habit since filming of hiding this kind of thing from the site. I have bad days... more often than I obviously care to admit. Still, bad days or not, I can't spend every bad day in bed hiding from the world.

Moving on: I am back to square one with searching for sound designers. I am spending my weekends editing in a recent re-recoding of the narration for the film, despite Amanda trying her best to convince me to hire someone else for the narration. Erica is, whether I like it not, going to spend tomorrow calling a few places around town to try to secure us a olympic-sized swimming pool to record a scene that needs to match an archival sequence in FToM.

Every time I feel that I've made some progress with reaching out to teams that can help build things that are above my head... the conversations always seem to peter out without warning. It's frustrating to be at a point where I'm able to pay for the services out of pocket - and still, I'm having a hard time finding people to do the work. Frustrating.