#spn ask

[holylulusworld]

Jensen can't let go of Dean. 😭 I love him.

I have two theories:

#1 Jensen Ackles loves Dean Winchester as much as we do. 🥰🥰🥰

#2 This isn't Jensen Ackles. It's Dean Winchester who's still stuck in the French Mistake universe. He pretends to be Jensen Ackles while trying to find a way back home. 🤫

He's confused because Sam and Cas don't remember their lives. Unbeknownst to Dean, they are in fact, Jared & Misha.

[holywarinheaven]

random spn ask: you can only pick ONE scar for sam to keep, which one?

ooooh very good ask, seeing as I am Sam obsessed and a huge fan of scars in media (as reminders of surviving through hardships etc etc)...honestly, it's a tie between the scar from being stabbed through the spine in 2x21 (sam's first death is the one that still breaks my heart the most, I'll get teary even thinking about it) because c'mon, a permanent reminder not only that he died, but also of the sacrifice dean made to bring him back? just always there when sam looks in the mirror? angst! or the scar he gets in 7x01 from slicing his hand on a glass shard- that scar was used soooo well in the season to remind sam of what is real, through pain, and what are just hallucinations, and I wish they kept it throughout the rest of the series as one of sam's morbid tethers to reality when things go tits up (I also relate to grounding yourself through a physical thing like pain, yikes, do not reccomend). it's really a tie, BUT, choosing only one, I think I'd go with the knife stab scar from All Hell Breaks Loose, pt. 1. A reminder of his first death, of his own kindness (letting Jake live only to get literally stabbed in the back) biting him in the ass, and of dean's deal and the hell that awaits him- always a thing to remind him of how much his brother is willing to suffer if it means keeping sammy with him. ...sorry, long answer but as you see I am very not normal about this show. Thank you for the ask! <3

[musclesandhammering]

Hi, just wanted to say i respect your willingness to stand up for your opinions.

I know you have got some push back re your thoughts on the classification of Cas as gay to the potential exclusion of other LGBTQIA+ identities.

Its valid to be upset that Cas is reduced to just one when he hasn't identified specifically as any particular one and could fit other definitions better. That said, most people only seem to be using gay as a general term, almost an alternative shortcut for queer. Its not accurate but not meant badly.

I think partly using gay to describe Cas is because its shorthand for the uneducated and partly because it recognisably for a straight audience pulls Cas firmly over to the opposite spectrum (a way of saying that he is definitely not hetero but homosexual for less educated people about the differences).

Given that even now, with all the discourse on 'open for interpretation' on the confession scene, there are too many people insisting it is not queer at all this adamant insistence that Cas is gay is really just a fierce opposition to that view point.

The truly awful consequence is that representation is so minimal that people are left to argue over the scraps and it divides the queer community.

The key is for queer artists and producers to make more content - written by people who know and understand what representation should look like and make those stories engaging to the general audience. Thats hard though, takes time and cost money so adding in a shout out to queer art programs.

https://deadline.com/2021/06/out-loud-list-2021-out-in-hollywood-lgbtq-tv-pilots-1234779522/

Hi! So before I answer this I should acknowledge that I’m in a really weird place on the queer cas discourse spectrum because I’m someone who 1000% believes Cas is nonbinary and also part of the queer community (asexual, demisexual, omnisexual, or pansexual would be my guesses but I’m open to debate) but I also vehemently despise destiel and the confession scene. So just…. disclaimer lol.

But yeah, you’re definitely right that a bunch of people use “gay” as a shorthand for “member of the queer community” instead of to mean just plain “homosexual”. And that’s totally fine! It draws a firm line for cishet people, is easier to understand for people who aren’t as educated on lgbt matters, makes people feel more included, and also is just a lot less of a mouthful than, say “omnisexual” lol.

And I also totally agree with you that the fact that some straight people are trying to nitpick the confession scene and claim it wasn’t romantic and Cas isn’t actually lgbt is…. Absurd. Even though I hate that scene and wish it didn’t exist, it does, and it very much was a romantic confession, and people need to accept that. And frankly straight fans need to realise that there were plenty (and I do mean plenty) of indications all throughout the show that Cas is definitely not straight. Straight people clinging to him is just sad at this point.

However………… what I was mostly referring to in my initial post (and all subsequent posts in which I argued with the troll) are the rabid destiel shippers that refuse to believe Castiel is anything but a gay (homosexual) man who’s head over heels in love with Dean Winchester. And, trust me, there are a lot of them.

These people tend to despise any woman who comes near Cas (Meg, Hannah, etc) to a point that verges on misogyny, trash anyone who claims Cas could even have the potential to be attracted to more than just men, get angry at people who suggest he’s asexual and thus not attracted to anyone, and are often dismissive of his genderqueerness as well….. all because they see these things as threatening to their precious ship. *eyeroll*

When I come across fans like this it becomes really hard to see them as just fellow members of the lgbt community who disagree on the topic of his sexuality because 1.) Let’s be real, a lot of them are straight women who just fetishise gay men and 2.) It’s pretty obvious that they don’t actually care about representation (despite the fact that they’ll scream queerbaiting any day of the week, lord knows), they just care about gathering evidence to support their toxic trash ship. And if that means calling people homophobic, they’ll do it, but if it means insulting other non-homosexual lgbt fans, they’ll do that too.

I’m glad you brought up the issue of lack of representation on a broader spectrum, though, because that really is the heart of the matter. I said earlier that a lot of these shippers are straight women- and that’s true- but there are also a lot of them that are queer people themselves that are so starved for representation that the second they see two men share a meaningful bond, they start shipping it. And they’ll blindly go to the mat for said ship. It doesn’t necessarily have to be a great couple, and it doesn’t even necessarily have to be genuine queer subtext- it can just be a platonic male friendship- but lgbt fans are so goddamn starved for lgbt rep that they become a little crazed and obsessive when they think they’ve found some. That’s what I think happened with a lot of destiel shippers. And that’s not their fault! That attitude could absolutely be resolved by having more queer romances and a larger variety of queer characters in tv and film. But, idk…. I guess we’ll see if that happens :/

Thanks so much for this response, though. It was super polite and intelligent and informed and I LOVE getting in-depth asks like this! <3

[confusedhalfofthetime]

Hey there how are you? I was wondering if I could request a Dhawan!master x reader where the master wipes some memories from the reader's mind.

Hii! Here it is, finally, your request. As soon as I read it all I could think about was angst :) I wrote it as gender neutral, I hope that's okay. Also, I took some inspo from the last episode of the first season of Doctor who (the one where Rose looks inside the heart of the TARDIS to save the Doctor) and from Donna's storyline. Hope you enjoy!

Warnings: a lot of angst, physical and emotional pain, memory loss.

The sky above Akaris was red. The fog and the black smoke from the explosion made it almost impossible to see. He could feel his hearts pounding hard and fast in his chest, his breath coming out fast, trying to stand on his feet as the whole structure trembled.

-It's over, Master! - Traxius shouted, showing his rotted teeth as he laughed.

-Son of a bitch- the Master cursed through gritted teeth. Everything had gone terribly wrong. Traxius, general of the Kraskos, was supposed to be your ally, a mere piece of the puzzle in the Master's elaborate plan. But he was able to turn the situation against him using the most important thing to him. You.

-Where are they, Traxius?! - the Master shouted.

The alien curled his thin, purple lips. -Closer than you think-

He pressed a button on his sonic bracelet which opened a door behind him and, inside a tall glass tube, there was you. You had your hands chained behind your back and you were connected to wires. You looked scared and disoriented and the expression on your face made the Master jump on his feet instantly.

-Let them go. Right now! -

-Or what, Master? - Traxius laughed. -I really wasn't expecting that of you. Feelings, so pathetic, so weak- he spat out.

The Master clutched his fists till his knuckles turned white.

-Thank your lovely little friend here for all of this. They were the perfect bait. And they're going to be the perfect case for the time vortex-

The Master's eyes widened. -What!? - he looked up at your terrified face. -What are you hoping to achieve? They're just a human, they won't be able to stand it for more than a few seconds!-

-That's all the time I need- Traxius said, and he pressed another button. The wires you were connected at started to glow of a bright yellow light, which slowly reached you and it lit up your skin. The Master had to watch as you screamed in pain as the energy of the time vortex started to curse through your veins.

-Traxius, stop it! Stop it now! -

Traxius only laughed as you kept screaming.

-Use me! They can only do so much. I'm a Time Lord, I'll be the perfect case! - he was trying hard not to show his desperation, but he could hear it strain his voice.

Traxius stood in silence, pondering. -An interesting offer- he paused. Then he smirked once again. -But this is more fun-

Right then, you fell to the ground and the connection stopped. The Master rushed to you and pressed his hands against the glass, shouting your name, but your eyes stayed closed.

-It's useless, they're gone-

The Master turned to Traxius, his eyes filled with rage. -You're gonna regret this-

-I don't think so-

Before the Master could reply, he saw you getting up out of the corner of his eye.

-Y/n! - he called. As you opened your eyes, the hopeful expression of the Master changed into one of horror. Your eyes, your beautiful deep eyes, were glowing yellow, not human anymore.

-What?! This can't be possible! -

The Master turned toward Traxius. He looked alarmed.

-They were only supposed to act as the connecting piece of my machine, they can't be alive! -

The Master looked back at you.

-Y/n...- he called again. You finally looked down at him, staring in silence. He didn't know if you could hear him, if you were even conscious right now or if the person in front of him was nothing more than a vessel for the time vortex. Suddenly, you raised your arm and the glass that encapsulated you broke into million pieces.

The Master covered his face with his arms as he ducked away. You slowly made your way toward Traxius. He looked terrified.

-I have to save the Master- you said.

Traxius took a step back and raised his laser gun to you, but you disintegrated it with a single touch. He gasped in fear as you kept your hand raised toward him. The energy of the time vortex came out of it and surrounded Traxius. As he screamed in fear, the Master saw his orbs emptying as the yellow light burned his eyes out. Finally, his lifeless body fell to the floor.

The Master slowly made his way to you. He didn't know how you would react to him, if you were going to harm him as well.

-Y/n...it's me-

You turned toward him. You were crying.

-Master- you whispered.

-Yes, yes it's me- he said, taking another step forward. -It's over-

-My head- you said. -It hurts so much-

-I know, darling-

He couldn't bear to see you like that. The energy of the time vortex was consuming you from the inside. If he didn't take it out, you would die.

-I'm going to help you- he placed a hand on your shoulder, stroking it softly.

You were shaking, your head was burning, everything was burning. The next thing you felt was the Master's lips on yours before passing out.

You woke up in the TARDIS a few hours later. As soon as you opened your eyes, the Master was next to you.

-Hey hey, easy- he said as he helped you sit down. -How are you feeling? -

The room was spinning and the only steady thing was the Master's eyes. You locked your gaze with his and steadied yourself by holding the hand he was offering.

-I'm okay- you said weakly. -What happened? -

-It was a trap. Traxius captured you to use you as a connecting point in his machine-

-A connecting point? - your head was still pounding and the Master's words made no sense.

-Don't worry about it, it's over now- said the Master, caressing your head.

You nodded and smiled softly. -I made you worry a lot, uh? -

The Master's smile was sad, his eyes tired. -I'm always worried about you-

Your smile widened and you leaned in his touch. Then, he got up and went back to the console.

-Where are we going? - you asked, getting up slowly.

The Master's hand steadied on the controls. -To Earth- he said.

You furrowed your brows. -What for? -

You could see his jaw locking. -I think you need some rest-

-I'm fine, Master- you scoffed. -I think I just need to eat something. Why don't we go to that ice cream shop on Corintia? You know, the one we went to after hiding from those guards? God, that was fun-

The smile on your face was contagious, but the Master's soon faded.

-Is everything alright? - you asked, placing a hand on his shoulder.

The Master looked at you with those big, sad eyes and you felt a bit of that sadness inside of you as well. You were starting to worry. -Master...? -

-I'm sorry-

You were taken aback.

-Why? What are you talking about? -

-I shouldn't have taken you there, I should have known-

-You couldn't know, Master- you tried to reassure him. -Besides, I'm okay-

Just as the words left your lips a strong pain in your head made you bend over with a groan. You felt weird, like your head could actually explode and your skin was on fire.

-Wh-What is happening to me? - you stuttered. Your head started filling with images you couldn't remember, they were too fast and too many and you had to close your eyes to try to stop them from coming. But they didn't stop.

-Master- you called, a cry for help.

-It's the energy of the time vortex- you heard him say, his hand softly stroking your back. -I wasn't able to take it all out of you- he sounded defeated, and that only made you more terrified.

-My head...- you moaned in pain. -Please make it stop-

The Master didn't move, didn't speak for a few seconds. He could feel his hearts breaking. -It's going to be alright- he said. He made you look up at him and cupped your face with his hands.

-Now, I want you to breathe. You're going to be fine-

You nodded and took a shuddering breath in. You trusted the Master with every fibre of your being. But his sad, teary eyes were full of regret.

-I'm going to take all of this away- he said, his voice breaking. He took a deep breath, then smiled. -Just know I had the best of times with you. You made it all so much better-

-Am I going to die? - you asked, shaking. You sounded like a scared little child, you were aware of that, but you had never felt more frightened and in pain in your whole life.

The Master shook his head. -No, you're not going to die- he said. -But you're going to forget-

Your eyes widened, and new tears threatened to fall down your face. -What? - you breathed out. -Forget about you? -

The Master dried your tears with his calloused thumbs.

-It's the only way-

-No...- you started to take a step back, but the Master wouldn't let you.

-No, let me go! - you struggled to get out of his grip but to no avail.

-There is no other choice- he repeated. -You'll die if I don't-

-Then let me die! - you shouted. The Master kept looking at you with so much pain in his eyes. You couldn't stand it.

-Please don't do this- you whispered.

The Master sighed and rested his forehead against yours. You closed your eyes as you felt other tears streaming down your cheeks.

-You are going to live an amazing life...-

-No...-

-...because you are amazing. And all the pain you are feeling right now is gonna be over soon-

-Please-

He left a kiss on your forehead. -I'll always be here. Even if you won't know-

You felt his fingers press against your temples.

-Master no! -

But it was too late. Your eyes became hallow and you found yourself unable to move.

-I'm sorry- was the last thing you heard him say before everything went dark.

-Y/n! My God we're going to be late! -

Your friend's voice called you from downstairs and you huffed. She was so impatient.

-I'm here! -

You finally put on your jacket and met her at the entrance.

-I swear if we're late for the meeting, I'm going to blame you in front of everybody. I have a reputation, you know? -

You rolled your eyes. -Sure you do- you said as you pushed her out of the door.

On the way to the office, she kept rumbling about this super important meeting and how your boss was going to freak out if even the slightest thing were to be out of place. You hardly paid attention, too busy thinking about the cup of coffee you didn't drink yet. Then, someone clashed against you.

-Oh, I'm sorry...- you began to apologize, but the words died in your mouth when you looked up. The man in front of you didn't say a word, he just looked at you with a dark pair of eyes you swore you had seen before.

-Don't worry, that was my bad-

That voice. It was soft and charming and comforting, and you felt like you could listen to it for hours and never get tired.

-Y/n! Come on! - your friend's voice brought you back to reality.

-Coming! - you replied, rolling your eyes. He smiled, amused and you couldn't help but smile back.

-I'm sorry...have we met before? -

The man's face became sad all of a sudden.

-No, I don't believe we have-

You nodded. You felt confused and inexplicably sad.

-Y/n! -

-Jesus...I'm sorry I gotta go- you said, and you ran to your friend.

-Who the hell was that? - she asked as she picked up her pace.

-I don't know- you simply said. You turned your head to sneak one last glance at the man, but he wasn't there anymore.

-I think if we start running now we can still make it...Y/n? Are you crying? -

You looked back at your friend, who was now looking at you in concern.

-What? - you brought your hand up to your face and you felt the wet trail on your skin. You were crying.

-I think I got something in my eye- you said as you quickly dried it.

The Master watched you walk away from afar, his chest tightening. It hurt every time like the first. But you looked well. You seemed...happy. Safe, at least. And that was all that mattered. He took a deep breath and turned around, making his way back to the TARDIS, alone.

[fandom-hoarder]

What do you think Dean would do if Sam got hit with a curse and he was stuck in a female body. Like would Dean tell himself no at first and try to keep away OR would Sam and him be totally into it at the get go.

Oooh, anon, I think we'd have a "mom's a babe"-adjacent situation on our hands!

With a canon Dean, we'd get incest jokes, maybe some grabby teasing with the obligatory spn reasoning that it's fine because it's not Sam's actual body.

But if I bring this scenario into my wincesty playground, those obnoxious incest jokes and grabby teasing becomes blatant flirting and proprietary, erotic touching and "c'mon, Sammy, it won't really count. Don't you want to test out the goods?"

Or maybe it's more angsty, and Dean does try to hold himself back. Maybe he gets short with Sam over the way he's dressing in this body--Sam can't help it that his boobs pull at the buttons on his flannels or that he has so much cleavage when he wears a henley. Or that the motel towels don't quite manage to cover him from tits to bush, even with his slightly smaller stature. He shouldn't have to hide his body just cuz it's different.

Maybe Dean leaves Sam to try to fix the problem himself before he does anything to Sam. Sam calls Dean an idiot when he finally tracks Dean down.

And kisses him. And maybe pulls Dean's hand to his boob. Maybe Sam's the one that asks Dean, "Don't you want to test out the goods?" Cuz in my wincesty playground, Sam is always pining, even when he's contrary.

Somewhere in there, Dean makes a joke about Sam's "condition" being sexually transmitted.

He's not laughing when it turns out to be true.

...he's also not complaining, though.

[natsu-scarf]

2, 19, and 30! (For the Spn ask game!)

2) My three favorite characters... well, Cas for sure as I am sure we are all aware of that one. Then I also gotta go for Crowley who I honestly didnt care too much about in like 2014 but I've grown to love this short king. And then I just gotta say Dean even though the way he's been written sometimes has been very upsetting to me. He's still.. Dean.

So, Cas, Crowley and Dean. 🥰

19) Well, Drowley wouldnt be my favorite characters if I didn't have at least some appreciation for Drowley. They're so iconic and I feel like they deserved more screentime especially because Crowley would have been so jealous of DadstielxDean since they are so very domestic together.

30) My unpopular opinion is that Charlie could have been fleshed out more. I love her character, I do, but we didnt get to know much about her besides her tragic backstory with her mum and her 'nerdy' interests. I feel like we deserved to know more about her life. Also the fact that they killed her off so quickly but that's a popular opinion, I'd say.

Also an unpopular opinion:

Benny/Dean/Cas = Jacob/Bella/Edward

Isnt that right, @carlgrimeschildsoldier??

SPN ASK GAME

[little-diable]

If you had to be a monster from the Supernatural universe, what would you want to be and why?

OBVIOUSLY THE WENDIGO

Sorry, that question made me super excited. @hidingsikki and I have an awful obsession with the wendigo (planning a wendigo tattoo currently)

[mishapeesha]

I DEADASS THOUGHT CAS WAS GONNA BUST IN LIKE HIS INTRO IN SEASON 4, ALL BADASS AND SAVE DEAN BUT NO DEAN JUST FUCKING DIED ON A NAIL

hi renu! Thanks for the ask!

Its so,,,,, *grits teeth together* so BAD

I was drinking my stupid starbucks drink when i was obviously thinking about supernatural and??? When i realised that I had to run upstairs to get my phone and shARE

It would’ve been amazing to have Cas bust in through the barn doors, lights popping because of how worried he is for Dean and because Jack restored him at full power :( and to have Dean look at him with widened eyes and breathlessly go “Cas..?”

I would SELL my SOUL to have an entire rewrite of the finale that could have misha, jensen, and jared it in smh there are SO many faults in this one

Like i get what they were trying to do with the whole,, growing old and dying and whatever (i kind of expected they’d kill off Dean months before the finale aired, but it definitely isn’t what he deserves) but the execution was tERRIBLE and they just?? Left so many loose ends? Why not show Cas if you mention he’a alive?? Why cut out Misha’s parts in the episode (something i read, unsure if im right)?? Its not fair

I miss Cas, and I wish I could draw the ending I want but i cANT HHHH HAHAHAH someone talented please, can you redraw the scene of dean about to pass away in the barn and cas saves him,, if you do, tag me pls