#star whinges

[stargarnet03]

Please please dont die on this hill, Edmund... please don't. People have told you repeatedly about what Christine has done yet you bury your head in the sand. Are you sure you're willing to throw away your success for internet argument points?

[stargarnet03]

uuggghhhhhh watching too many ai "artist" expose videos does WONDERS to someone who is a chronic worrier 😟😣 like what if people think my art, that i am making with my own hands and have streamed the process to friends on numerous occasions, is all ai bullshittttttttt 🤮

i have also learned that when someone is complaining about being accused of something heinous, the thing they get accused of ends up becoming true. the dramatic cancel culture flavoured twin of apollo's dodgeball in a sense... maybe i shouldn't poke the bear...

fuckkkkk, rumination SUCKS ASS man

[stargarnet03]

I know I don't talk publicly about my personal life, but I have something to get off my chest.

For context, I'm a client of this disability employment agency (I'm autistic) and they're great to work with. Last week, I was doing a job trial at this Italian restaurant and they all seemed to like me. I was told that if the employer(s) really liked me, I would actually get a real job with them.

Here's the thing though. Like two weeks ago my younger brother got fired from his job (wasn't due to any misconduct but yeah). If I were to actually get employed from this job trial, I'm worried that I'd be spitting in his face or gloating or whatnot. I feel like a major asshole even though I know it was just bad timing.

[stargarnet03]

Ok so not only is Australia ACTIVELY sending weapons to ISRAEL, but our duopoly of grocery stores and department stores have AI SURVEILENCE software founded in the US with ties to ICE, Israel AND Epstein?

I love being an average joe in my country sooooo much /sarc

[stargarnet03]

do you sometimes wish you could turn back time so that you could erase all of the mistakes you've made

[stargarnet03]

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

Non-sexual nudity, child abuse (physical, implied verbal/emotional), trauma, venting (including vent art)

i'm not doing too well tonight. i've been having these kinds of thoughts for several months now. something happened in my personal life in the evening and it reminded me of some bad memories. i just could not keep it in any longer

physically i am fine. mentally tho idk how much longer i can keep going like this :(