11.20.17- Week One Too big now but on my way to a better place<3

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11.20.17- Week One Too big now but on my way to a better place<3
This is my starting weight. I’m sure I’ll take more pictures before the surgery but here is one of the reasons I made the decision to get healthy.
The number wasn’t as high as I feared, but it’s still too big for comfort. Time for lots of hard work.
My #startingweight photo. In this picture I weigh 210 pounds. It’s the biggest I’ve ever been. I have a number of January goals to get through my first month of this new lifestyle. 1. No fast food for the month. 2. Close all three of my circles on my watch 75 percent of the days this month. 3. Lose 10 pounds. I will do this. #weightlossjourney #health #fitblr
day 1- Starting stats
What are your stats?
Starting Weight
Weight- 78.9kg
Measurements
Chest: 34
Waist: 31
Hip: 42
Thigh:24
Arm: 14
What are your weight goals?
In terms of weight I would like to get down to a healthy Bmi weight.
With my overall look I would like to be able to feel comfortable in clothes again. I have always had big legs and a but so those have never bothered me. It is the weight on my face and pudge area that makes me not want to face the day sometimes.
So this is where I’m starting from.
I absolutely hate this picture, but in the spirit of being completely open and transparent with the blog, I’m posting it to motivate me and as a starting point.
Hopefully, come the end of my journey, I’ll look at this picture with a lot more affection
The day I realized how much I let myself go. My coworkers got together and had dinner with me and my husband in celebration of our marriage. Someone had taken a video and I had seen how much of a blob I had become. This is a selfie I took of myself an hour prior I was struggling in my closet trying to find something to wear. I had slept all day because I had overloaded on sweet snacks. It's sad because what should have been a happy time was eclipsed by my weight and unhappiness.