#steilafeels

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Imagine being a nomad and you easily get attached with places and people

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I never thought that pursuing a passion and dream could be this exhausting. 😴😩

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GAME OF QUESTIONS ❓

Bakit di ko alam? 😭💔

Am I too busy and stressed not to prioritize the more important things and people?

Kung nalaman ko ba, may magagawa ba ako?

(Maybe, I could've been more kind and generous of my time)

I just can't stop 😭😭😭 after reading that.

I couldn't imagine what she had been through the fact that she said that, and I couldn't even imagine what might have happened.

It made me feel like a useless and inconsiderate sh * t. 💔

Hay 2020!!! Enough of this please.

Nasasagad mo na yung pain tolerance ko. 😩😭💔

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Was the character of this man written to portray mine?

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Tonight's Realization

I'm so used to doing everything on my own. I started living being an independent type of person years ago. But tonight, a situation made me realize that; "it does not hurt to ask", to ask for help. A situation sometimes becomes easier to deal with, if there's someone who's helping you out.

I'm glad I thought of asking you how to do it. It could've been more troublesome if I just silently did it on my own thinking that I can handle and fix all the burdens on my own.

Thank you for saving me, Mentor.

06.15.20

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I cut it into pieces and discarded it ✂️📒

So I finished reading the book I unexpectedly bought from the seminar me and my friend attended. It is a book written by Coach Edwin Soriano.

I thought this will be just some kind of another ordinary book that I’ll start and finish reading but surprisingly, it isn’t.

The end of the first chapter already astonished me. There’s this one suggested activity related to work-on.

As I read the suggested activity, it made me go through my google drive to look for a certain picture that’s on my mind, and Ta! da! I found it. The picture I’m looking for and found is also the same picture I’m sharing with this post. It relates to what I have read.

The suggested activity amazed me because I already experienced doing it before, and all I can say is this: “No matter what you’re going through, everything will be better, you will be better”. I’m now enjoying the results of that activity. And the stories behind it were all history. We need to accept the reality that we can never turn back time. It’s okay to look back but never go back. Move forward! Don’t let your excess baggage from the past hold you back from moving forward. I’m sure that great things are awaiting for us ahead.

The activities at the end of every chapter made the book more engaging. In fact, I opted to continue reading the book than to read the material (work related) for my online conference the following day. I finished reading it in 3 consecutive nights before going to sleep.

I highly recommend that you read Coach Edwin’s book.

YOU CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN - that’s the title. 😊

✍️02.07.20

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“Changes, they might drive you half-insane But it's killing you to stay the same” ✨💯 https://www.instagram.com/p/B7NkFV6Ju_C/?igshid=mi938iqb7a37

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with the "minimalist". Minimalist daw s'ya kasi yung gusto n'yang perfume, walang amoy para sa'kin and yung gusto n'yang milktea, walang lasa para sa'kin. 🤦Naks! walang away at tampuhan the whole year of 2019. Achievement yun! 😁 Naging more understanding pala ako nun. Haha wow! 😮 or mas naging matured lang siguro mag-isip? 🤔 I'm always grateful for your presence. #FriendshipGoals👭#since2012