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ruby crashout.exe
Finally finished this one ✌️
What if people loved you so much they kept idolizing you and excusing your faults and this perfect, curated version of you (thankfully - or maybe not, but who knows your stand on that, you never gave it and you'll never be able to now - proofs and testimonies remain that you really weren't that perfect) was the only history that persisted and your complexity was blurred by their love for you and they may as well only remember you for what you were to them and not what you were as yourself and you're now dead and cannot speak for yourself. You'll be remembered by their retelling and nothing of your own perspective will be known. Your pain and your doubts all forgotten, vanished alongside your life. You are to be remembered and displayed as nothing but a Saint. Your image in death doesn't match the person you were. Did your image in life ever truly did?
Happened to my good friend Sano Shinichiro
i think at some point i should just make a tierlist for how insane i am about different ships
drunz and awesamnap are at the very top
jeje
CW: SUICIDE ATTEMPT MENTION, ABUSE
derek & capative!mc
順序: (一堆虐待 羞辱 血和derek behavior) >>>
>>>>Bad Day derek繼續發狂似的折磨mc 大吼大叫 直到某刻終於break down 倒在不成人形滿身血的mc身上 哭出來 失去意識邊緣的mc身體渴求著寬慰 手便離最近的目標—derek的頭—摸上去 (derek: +++++attachment)
>congrats! you are now LEGALLY derek’s emotional support person(also punching bag)!
>>derek now talk about his day EVEN MORE, and opened up sliiiiiiightly. MC, his unwilling therapist (forced to nodded along the one-sided convo)
>>>>>>days after days’ abuse, mc is losing it. the remain of soul dripping away. even if they find a way out, they won’t make it. they want everything to END.
>>> find a way to loosen the cuff & chains, break the wine bottle on his nightstand and stab themself with piece of glass. repeatedly.
>>derek found them on the floor, one step away from bleeding to death.
>”WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN’T LET THEM GO TO HOSPITAL?!!” “That would make too many troubles. And you’re misbehaving recently. Now go back to the meeting, you ungrateful little prick.”
>derek called 20+ people before found one doc that would keep their mouth shut and do the job. the result: “sir, we still need to bring them to hosp..” “THEN GO! FIND ONE! YOU WORTHLESS—”
>mc now is in a private hospital with separate room. still unconscious
>derek, on the other hand, is receiving punishments from his dad
>MAD. MAD TO HELL AND BACK. > NO MC= NO PUNCHING BAG
>>he had nightmares that night.
>find out he cant sleep and keep turning to the side where mc used to be chained.
>turn on the phone, staring at their heart rate on remote monitoring tool.